Clomipramine
"The first 2 weeks were kind of difficult for me.  Lots of side effects and very little results.  Hot/cold flashes, lethargy, tiredness, dizziness, sexual dysfunction and so on.  After a month, the effects of clomipramine started to really kick in.

It was effective against depression. Instead of going to bed every night hating myself and want to die, that only happened once a week.   It reduced some (not all) of my OCD, particularly my obsessions.

On the downside, it effectively made me bipolar.  At one moment, I felt like Jesus.  The other I was severely suicidal.  I always had mania and depression, but not to this extent.  Had to go off it.

Lots of pros.  Lots of cons.  It works.  But will it work for you?"