Escitalopram
"I personally had a horrible experience with escitalopram. I was admitted to a hospital  because of a severe depressive episode. I was feeling that I was in a very dark place where everyone is going to abandon me, on top of depression I also felt extreme anxiety. It was my first time in the hospital for depression and I have never tried antidepressants before. They game me escitalopram (10mg) and abilify (1mg). For about an hour after taking the pills I felt more apathetic - which was better than I felt before but after one hour passed, I started to feel very nauseous and my heart rate increases, I felt that I was going to have a panic attack. For several hours I felt extreme fear, worse than before and I threw up several times."