Mirtazapine
"Started 7.5 mg of Mirtazapine on June 3rd for anxiety and depression.  My episode started in the begging of May and I was having good days and bad days.  After starting the mirtazapine, I still feel general sadness and not myself.  I had moments of clarity but just wasn't feeling enough affect.  After three weeks, I upped my dose to 15 mg.  I immediately felt better and like my old self.  I was so excited but that only last for a week.  The last two days the depression/sadness has crept back in along with the worrying.  I called the doc to see about upping my dosage to 30mg.  She wants me to give it another week and then go back and talk about upping the dosage or trying a different med.  I can't do SSRI's.  they sent me off the deep edge."