Paroxetine
"48 year old male in the health care industry.  Resisted any idea that I might need something for depression as I was really good about thinking about suicide, but never acting out or letting others know.  Tended to obsess over family relationships or work issues, everyday from waking to going to sleep.  Also suffer from a type of IBS and have smooth muscle contraction in the large bowl that created intense pain 2-3 days per month and a trip to the Emergency department every year or two.
Started Paxil and noticed immediate decrease in fixation type thoughts, have not had a pain episode for the last 8 months (first time in my life!).
I'm a bit less reserved in conversations, and share more of myself with those around me. Overall a good decision."