`  :::::Now you're getting into placeholders here. You can become under ambivalence the same way the coureurs des boix are called coureur du boix or coureur de boix. ``Du`` means from, ``de`` means to. They both make sense when writing in English (I'm part French, btw). It goes to the concept of a opst-synaptic and pre-synaptic neuron. Yuo can become under the ambivalence because you recieve emotions 'from' the limbic system; hence, coureur du boix.  :::::I hate to get all mushy but let me add an ndn proverb to the mix: ``True wisdom isn't knowing the life the Creator intended for you; true wisom is 'living' the life the creator intended for you. Unfortunately, we're never gonig to be fast as light, hence we're not the placeholder of this universe-dark matter is the fastest. Therefor, in my mind, I can become 'under' the ambivalence of this world; hence, I'm under the ambivalence (and my ancestors) of the past. pfheww   `