` : I have been contributing excessively, more than any human being can think of P I can't praise enough CS wolves for all he's doing, I didn't realise the scale of it back then. I hope you come back, there is sooo much work to be done, and it is fun! I think you are a very kind girl for giving me that barnstar, but what is more important is the message you said in it. I sometimes go read it on the rare occasions I'm telling myself: why the hell do you even do this? It'd be cool if you could answer )   `