 :::TT, here's some advice from a neutral party: step away from the computer. Go outside. Go for a walk. Breathe many times. Then come back tonight or tomorrow and step away from the horse carcass. I don't know if you're in the 'right' here or not; frankly, I don't care. The point is that what you are doing looks very wrong, and you are going to lose respect from many people very quickly if you keep up these seemingly-petty actions. Kind regards,  ] [majestic titan] 