`   Alright,  through all of the various discussions on various article:talk pages, AN/I, and user talk pages I see so many different conversations.  Well, people keep saying that I could use a mentor.  That I have turned it down.  Guess what, look at my userpage, I have asked for one and still ask for one.  .  It has also been stated I keep using non RS.  If you look here, I state that when a source is stated to be non-RS I never use it again.   I saw that Niteshift went to RS/N to identify usadojo and ashidakim as non/RS. I never used those sources again. I used RS/N to identify if boxrec and judoinsider are reliable sources (although I don't have a reliable answer).  I primarily just use Google news and google books, but user 82 or maybe niteshift (I am unsure which one) stated that even books on that might not be considered to be RS such as  written by Al Gotay because they are written by him are unreliable (when I was only using them as an example of books he wrote for his own notability as an author).  Again, I don't work for wikipedia or any organization that wants to have articles up.   What I do here is volunteer my time to disseminate information (I was trying to work within the guidelines).  I will make an admission, I am an urban male of color from an urban environment.  For the most part, I am writing for a specific audience.  I don't expect individuals who are from different environments to see the world in the same way I do.  People like Marcus Garvey or Buffalo Soldier's may not be important to the general American but are pretty important to  those in the African American community.  WP:WORLDVIEW.  Dutty Boukman is important in the history of Haiti and the African diaspora, but an unknown when it comes to the majority of the  anglo world.   It is difficult to find information from mainstream media sources on minorities on many important figures.  Think about how hard it is to find information on historical individuals such as Malcolm X, Frederick Douglass, George Washington Carver on BBC News, Time Magazine or Newsweek.  You may find some information on Ebony Magazine, Essence or Jet Magazine.  Think about how hard it is to find moderately notable figures as shown here.    The use of blogs  and indb   does highlight some individuals but wouldn't be considered to be a reliable source.  So how can I find online sources? Printed sources I know can be used, but if people can't see the books there is little in the way of Verifiability.   Thus we have issues like Basile Croquère  and George Cofield and listed in  black heroes in the martial arts  not having a wikipedia page.  Jose Landi was deleted in March 2014 and later speedily deleted when I tried to recreate it.  This forced me to have to take it to DRV to have it recreated.  This is for an individual who is considered to be a top 10 black martial artist in the history of MMA.       Fact remains blacks and latinos make up about 80 million people in the United States.  About 1/4 of the population  but many important individuals in their history is underrepresented on wikipedia. Call me an idealist, as I have read about the decline of wikipedia from how newer users are treated  , male oriented with a western bias  .  I read the New York Times writing that ``“The stereotype of a Wikipedia editor is a 30-year-old white man, and so most of the articles written are about stuff that interests 30-year-old white men,” said James Hare, president of Wikimedia D.C., the local branch of the foundation that runs Wikipedia. “So a lot of black history is left out.”``   Now please don't accuse me of being a racist because of me bringing up the quote.  I won't even bring up the problems of sexism on wikipedia.   I know that some people don't like my article Racism in martial arts but the fact remains it is a real phenomenon like the gentleman agreement in baseball [].  There is an attempt by the black community to make wikipedia more inclusive to African history.  but if articles are deleted so consistently I doubt it will be.  Now I will tell you the common story about myself (and similar stories to friends of mine) going into an elevator with a white orthodox Jewish woman.  I stood in the corner and she stood in the opposite corner.  She grasps her purse tightly and is obviously nervous.  I get off the elevator first and have to pass her by.   I stop to look back to see that I didn't drop anything and she jumps back and yelps in fear.    How does this make me feel as a minority male in America? Not very good.  Is she obviously and actively racist? Probably not.  She has just been conditioned to fear urban males of color.  It isn't her fault, she is just a product of her environment.  I am not the product of mid west or suburban white male environment.  Tito Puente is bigger to me than Johnny Cash.   We have a Hot R&B;/Hip-Hop Songs chart that cater to the black audience while the Billboard Hot 100 is the population in general.  I simply wanted to increase the access of information about black and latino figures.   Now I never said anyone was racist or bigoted.  I pointed out a statistic that I found strange and thought people were either the same person or were working together.  They later admitted to working together as shown by Stalwart111.  I pointed out a statistic and it is said that I called people racist and bigoted.  I have been called illiterate, a fabricator, and basically told to stick my head in the sand. Is this Reverse racism? I wouldn't say that.  If the community feels that I have made the comments that are personal attacks than it cannot be contested that there has been mudslinging by many parties involved.  I can tell you that now if I am unblocked, I will finish off the articles in my userspace, Eve Aranoff and the Olympians here  who aren't already on wikipedia.  I am assuming a lot of my articles on black martial artists and some of the female martial artists will be nominated for AFD and subsequently deleted.  Women's Judo didn't have a world championship until 1980 World Judo Championships and no Olympics till 1988 and thus the highest level of competition would be the national championships, but  all medalists in the US National Championships in Judo prior to the World Judo Womens Championships Pamela Adams, Lynn Lewis, Amy Kublin, and Robin Haley were tagged with notability.  After that, I won't be back.  I saw niteshift's proposal (I honestly didn't think Ron Marchini was more than semi-notable and would probably be AFD'd), but his history isn't even interesting to me; I would prefer an African American or Latino American from an article I created (if he would like to identify one).   I was a semi-casual user for years .  For four years, I edited less than once a day.  .   I was pretty interested recently, but there is too much fighting for me.  The project does suffer from wp:worldview and that is most likely permanent according to the article .   If you choose to keep the block, I am perfectly fine with it.  The numerous insults directed at me would have gotten most people to react with profanity and gotten them blocked earlier.  I am proud that I didn't react to their comments about me and tried to navigate and work with the wiki system.  I can move on and let the current issues with the wiki project remain as they were.  I tried to make a positive change but wikipedia probably isn't the right venue for me to implement those changes     `