but now the reality was sinking in , and i realized i was sitting in a car that had no windows because they had been shot out by men who i did not know , and who only knew me as a person to kidnap and torture .
but now the reality was sinking in, and i realized i was sitting in a car that had no windows because they had been shot out by old men who i did not know, and who only knew me as a person to kidnap and torture.