`` i done what he told me , '' terry said , `` the shining man , i kept track of sookie and i tried to keep her from harm , no one should hurt sookie , i tried to watch out for her , and then today that bitch come in here and i knew she was going to kill sook , i knew it , i never wanted to take blood again in my life but i could n't let her hurt the gal , i could n't do it , and i never wanted to kill another person in my whole existence , i never did . ''