fritz had thoughtfully left lights on , and the shock of seeing everything for the first time since the deaths made tohr wonder if it would n't have been better to come in in the dark : the countertops they had chosen together , and that massive sub-zero she had loved so much , and that table they had bought online at 1stdibs.com , and the set of shelves he had put up for her cookbooks ... all of it was on display , gleaming and clean as the day it had been installed/delivered/assembled .