there was a sound like a bone breaking , and there was a dead deer on the car and in the car and glass was everywhere and god , a tree shoved through my hood , and there was blood on my knuckles from the glass , and i was shaking and sam was looking at me with this look on his face like oh , no , and then i realized that the car was n't running and there was frigid air trickling in the jagged hole in the windshield .