gansey thought of one hundred things that he could say to adam about how it would be all right , how it was for the best , how adam parrish had been his own man before he 'd met gansey and there was no way he 'd stop being his own man just by changing the roof over his head , how some days gansey wished that he could be him , because adam was so very real and true in a way that gansey could n't ever seem to be .