i had that toxic combination of not enough sleep and too much wakefulness pumping through me , so it took me longer than i would 've thought to make it out to the hallway and then another moment to remember where the bathroom was , and when i got there , i had no hairbrush and no toothbrush and the only thing i could find to wear was one of sam 's t-shirts with a logo on it from a band i did n't recognize .