he was still tired - he had lost hours of sleep to playing and replaying the events inside the car , trying to decide if he had been wrong or right or if it even mattered - and it was drizzling , and malory was whistling , and noah was cracking pool balls against each other , and ronan was pouring breakfast cereal from the box into his mouth , and gansey 's favorite yellow sweater smelled too doggy to bear another wearing , and the pig flooded and would n't start , and so now they were headed off to get blue and adam in the soulless suburban and a brown sweater that looked exactly on the outside like gansey felt on the inside .