whether she appears nude on a goat-hair , vegetabledye rug in life or becomes the president 's mistress for a weekend or dances madly , naked from the waist up , while flaming knives are hurled at her during a kiddies ' tv program -- she is still real , still beautiful and wonderful , like the hills and the ocean , and no one can destroy that or spoil that , however angry and wretched they feel .