and then she told fat charlie how his father had , with his final gesture , as he fell , reached out and grasped at something , which turned out to be the blonde tourist 's tube top , so that at first some people thought he had made a lust-driven leap from the stage with the sole purpose of exposing the bosom in question , because there she was , screaming , with her br**sts staring at the room , while the music for `` i am what i am '' kept playing , only now without anyone singing .