temeraire did not mean to be selfish anymore , at all , now that he knew he had been selfish ; if laurence wished the command , of course he should have it , and yet , if it mattered for politics - for all the dragons - he struggled over it ; ventured at last timidly to ask , and added hurriedly , `` i do not mind at all , for myself , personally , i am very happy that you are restored , and a captain now again .