it 's just it 's three thirty a.m. and everyone else in this house is asleep and i 'm in josh 's room with tanzie and he has his own computer ( both of them have their own computers , apple macs , no less ) and i ca n't remember his codes to do any gaming , but i 've been thinking about what mr nicholls said about blogging and how somehow if you write it and put it out there your people might come .