my lips , which i threw in his way , so as that he could not escape kissing them , fix 'd , fir 'd and embolden 'd him : and now , glancing my eyes towards that part of his dress which cover 'd the essential object of enjoyment , i plainly discover 'd the swell and commotion there ; and as i was now too far advanc 'd to stop in so fair a way , and was indeed no longer able to contain myself , or wait the slower progress of his maiden bashfulness , i stole my hand upon his thighs , down one of which i could both see and feel a stiff hard body , confin 'd by his breeches , that my fingers could discover no end to .