she had asked , and i told her of the sting of death and then oh god had felt it coming into my side piercing like a metal gaff twisting hooking oh lord driving my body to an agonized totentanz about the room lurine trying to restrain me and up then looking along the pole from earth to heaven ascending to the persons then three who held me and into the eyes that saw oh lurine the heart of my quest and your question there here and everywhere the pain never to cease and piercing the joy that is beyond and quickens as it slays again in the heart of the wood and the night oh everyone i am here i did not ask to but i did -- ahead , he could make out the forms of schuld and tibor in the firelight .