she was with the angels , and that was undoubtedly a wonderful place to be , but she did n't want eddie to be with the angels just yet , run over in the road by some crazy drunken driver like his sister or cut up by some crazy junkie kid for the twenty-five cents in his pocket and left with his guts running out all over the sidewalk , and because she did n't think eddie wanted to be with the angels yet , he just better listen to what his big brother said and do what his big brother said to do and always remember that henry was making a love-sacrifice .