will hear a fly and it will be my deathfly , my heart will stop and my tongue will fall down my throat like a stone down a well and these are the memories he denies ) it is good to have a secret name and ivhen he finds out mother is going to montreal for the sake of art and father is going to vegas to help present the network 's new shows at the up-fronts he begs his mother to ask mrs. greta shaw to stay with him and finally his mother gives in .