`` we know , '' roland said , `` and when the time comes , i 'll make the risk clear and ask him if- '' `` oh man , you can stick that one where the sun do n't shine , '' dinky said , and eddie was reminded so strongly of himself-the way he 'd been during his first few hours on the shore of the western sea , confused , pissed off , and jonesing for heroin-that he felt a moment of deja vu .