i tell you when he started talking in my ear 'and he would tell me the funniest stories about his antics with his other lovers , about how they fooled everyone , and indeed , one of his boys , aleister by name , used to dress up as a woman and go to the opera with juhen and no one ever had the slightest suspicion about it juhen tried to persuade me to do that , but i told him i could never carry it off , never !