stella next attended the ursuline academy long enough to make her first communion with the class , but was expelled immediately after in the same private and unofficial manner and more or less for the same complaints this time , apparently , she was crushed at being sent home , because she regarded school as great fun , and she did not like to be about the house all day with her mother and uncle julien telling her they were busy she wanted to play with other children her governesses annoyed her she wanted to go out .