'oh , how that child cried at his funeral we did n't go to the cemetery of course , none of the sisters did in those days , but we went to the mass , and there was stella , slumped over in the pew , just sobbing , and carlotta holding her you know , after stella died they said carlotta never liked her but carlotta was never mean to that child never and i remember at juhen 's mass , the way carlotta held her sister , and stella just cried and cried and cried .