1 not long after , roland would think : any other woman , crippled or otherwise , suddenly shoved all the way down the aisle of the mart in which she was doing business - monkey-business , you may call it if you like - by a stranger inside her head , shoved into a little room while some man behind her yelled for her to stop , then suddenly turned , shoved again where there was by rights no room in which to shove , then finding herself suddenly in an entirely different world ... i think any other woman , under those circumstances , would have most certainly have asked `` where am i ? ''