you are a lovely , lovely girl ... and you 're right , i 'm compulsive ... for example , at this moment i have the strongest compulsion to hold you and kiss you and feel your arms around me , and ... you are so goddamn desirable ... and you have such a beautiful smile and laugh ... when you laugh i just want to watch you and touch your face ... and all i want to do is hold you and forget everything else ... now i 'm finished rambling , and you can tell me to go to hell because i 'm not relevant . '