When I was 12 I my family moved , and for 10 years I literally had 0 friends . Can ' t say anyone was mean or bullied me more than any other kid , but I spent the following 10 birthdays alone . Long story short , I loved being alone , and even though I got lonely I learned to prefer being alone . Then in college I literally made my first friend since I moved . It literally changed my mental health , and made me realize the reasons for my depression . Glad I met the guy <| sep |> What you see is what you get . Sadly , you get very little . It ' s the autism . Do you need to go over it again ? <| sep |> That was just me messing around , not actually making stuff . I could say that I started producing the moment I downloaded FL studio which would make it two years ago , but time spent in that first one and half year of production was somewhere around 20 hours if we had to pinpoint it , so I wouldn ' t say I started back then .