Nice comment ! Definitely a combo of both things and I love the idea of taking on character traits to build power in one ' s self . While watching BSG , I did it with Captain Adama . For me , taking action is one of the best reasons to be alive . Sitting and doing nothing in the form of meditation is something I also find wonderful , but both activities provide happiness . Thanks for sharing your comment ! <| sep |> You definitely hate your roommate . My opinion is that your brain is making excuses for your forced interaction with her . I feel that you ' re a bit harsh with her way of living , and hopefully over time you ' ll come to understand that everyone is different which is not a bad thing , and accept her for who she is . That doesn ' t mean you ' ll come to enjoy or follow her way of living , and absolutely no way does that entail falling in love andor sleeping with her . Just because your dreams don ' t know how to handle her doesn ' t mean you have to do what they say .