I went to friend of a friend ' s house out in the countryside in Oregon . There were 10 1 gallon jars lined up over the fireplace , labeled 1 to 10 . New roaches went into 1 . When 1 was full , they got rolled into new joints , and those roaches went into 2 , and so on . Jars 1 , 2 and 3 were full , the others up to 7 were just partially full in decreasing amounts , and 8 just had a few roaches . <| sep |> Interviewed about my career . <| sep |> Impossible . I ' ve done the math . <| sep |> Raise your eyes to the skies and observe ! <| sep |> Cocaine ' s a hell of a drug <| sep |> Back in 2005 I remember surfing around the deep Web and encountered a beyond fucked up website from a serial killer who was eventually arrested for murder . On the website there was a sequence of hand drawn images depicting a girl getting their head chopped off . Each page that loaded got more photic realistic . I thought it was just some really fucked up art . Some depicted a man felating himself with the decapitated head . Eventually I reached the lat page on the website only to be met with an actual photo of 6 or so actual decapitated heads , all in different stages of rotting . It truly scarred me for life . The website no longer exists for obvious reasons , but if you ' re brave enough to go diving for it , I think some archive of it still exists .