LOL . Mam prins greu . P <| sep |> Love the cute sweater and the panties ! Colour looks great on you and they ' re the perfect wrapping for what ' s underneath <| sep |> This time of year its around the 140160 mark but that also depends on how much stuff I ' m using and have I sealed the windows with plastic . but come january its like in the low 200 s and up from there . <| sep |> Hey I had my surgery yesterday . After months of being excited for it , once we got to be within about a week , I had all this unease and even uncertainty . I actually looked for messages here about that and seeing that many other people encountered the same feelings was helpful . In response to your questions , I ' ll tell you about my experience yesterday of course , your mileage may vary . I ' m wondering how bad the pain will be when I wake up how I will feel afterwards . I woke up slowly in recovery after a 3 . 5 hour procedure . I felt a little tightness and mild soreness in my chest . My doc does a cocktail of drugs presurgery and injects local anesthesia in the chest at the end of the surgery so that you don ' t wake up in pain . They gave me a little something in my drip as I woke up , too . The worst is that I had some asthma waking up so they had to give me a nebulizer . But I still haven ' t experienced anything I ' d describe as pain . Just soreness . Will I finally feel more at peace with my body ? I don ' t know the answer to this question for you or me . The two things to remember are that you scheduled the procedure for a reason , and that doubt and fear of regret are both totally normal . Don ' t avoid talking to yourself about those feelings . I worked with my therapist when the feelings came up . I also found it therapeutic to write a Dear John letter to my boobs . Will I feel an overwhelming sense of relief , or will I be upset if my results are not as I envisioned them to be ? Again , another unknown . This is where the leap of faith comes in . It might help to practice a variety of reveals in the mirror .