I saw lacy chabert ! <| sep |> That ' s a good idea but I don ' t know anyone that could do that . I wished I did . My life is such a haze in a way at that time cause I was just basically working for up to 11 or 12 hours a day , getting home , hanging out till late and then getting back up and doing it again . Work then play , a few hours sleep and then at it again . It ' d be nice to see if something could be remembered . I ' m not even convinced it is alien or perhaps even our own government . Jesus , I don ' t know . <| sep |> This is literally me to a tee , especially the sports part , and even the such is life part lol . I went to high school with the expectation that everyone would simply want to be my friend because I was super popular in middle school lmao I peaked . Got there , and it was not the case . Like almost every teen , I struggled with being super self conscious and simply felt like I wasn ' t good enough to put myself out there in the popular crowd , that no one would like me , or that everyone would talk about me behind my back as soon as I walked away , so I truly never made a single good friend in high school . I also thought I was shy . Lo and behold , I got to college last year and realized that being sociable and making friends is my favorite thing in the world . Now I ' m in a sorority , i play intramural sports , and I have more friends than I know what to do with , and all it took was me growing into myself and placing myself in a new environment the funny thing is , I ' m now retroactively friends with all the popular kids in high school thanks to social media , and I go home and hang with them in the summers . Crazy how life works