I think I have christmas ptsd . I can ' t even stand red and dark green together , I have to separate the two colors in my art , they can not be adjacent . Christmas to me is just a never ending stream of social expectations that I cannot fulfill and being stuck for hours with people that smell like booze and looks at me funny , aka relatives . Every year I try to isolate myself but my mother guilt trips me into coming , which just negatively reinforces the whole thing . That reminds me , I need to buy drugs . <| sep |> I wouldn ' t feel bad about double dipping , the film was a beauty just like all of it ' s releases D Did you get you pink case copy from amazon ? Seen you commented about it but the art for it looks too ' clean '