I sometimes post weak shit here when I get depressed , just out of loneliness . It feels good to have people tell me to man up though . I ' ll try not to get back to that place . <| sep |> That ' s absolutely fair , and as long as they release enough source then XDA will take over support on any popular device anyway . I still feel better with real manufacturer support and their ability to honour the warranty on hardware , but I see your point . <| sep |> The skies blue , and it ' s not raining . So idk what England you ' ve been too <| sep |> I think i need to start looking at thing this way . Thanks for the advice . Im not afraid to roll , once i get in the door im fine , in fact ill usually be first in line when were getting ready to roll , but i do suffer from anxiousness that sometimes stops me from training . And that shit is hard to deal with . At least once a month ill bail on training because of it .