What happens if it turns out to be Israeli extremist settlers ? Then what will you say ? <| sep |> Yeah I know lol I ' m even hesitant to buy the 350 one . I still have about 12 k lapis available from missions on the map and it ' s not worth it lol <| sep |> If I had to be totally honest , I ' d put my chances at about even odds . Still , that leaves a very good chance that I ' ll never have a romantic relationship . I can appreciate those odds . I would have put mine at the same ratio , if not worse , when I was 1621 . I ' d tried dating in high school and college but every guy wanted sex in the first 2 weeks , which isn ' t something I am willing to do . I ' d thought that ' s just how the majority of men were , and that I ' d never find anyone with an ounce of patience . But then my best friend told me how he felt towards me , he understood why I was how I was , that I was strong instead of damaged , and he was 100 % willing to more at a pace comfortable for me . So we ' ve been lovers for the past 8 years . I truly believe the same can happen for you so long as you stay social . The stigma and pressure starts at 18 and ratchets up every year from there . So very true . Sometimes even younger . Your parents ask you if you ' re gay or transgender , Ironically , my family is full of tradcons that are very uncomfortable with the notion of homosexuality and range from intolerant to openly hostile regarding trans people . The fact that I ' m bisexual and a FtM transgender person makes me think that if a deity does exist , they have a cruel sense of humor . people assume you ' re gay or far , far worse , and things just get awkward . If people talk about you being gay , just agree and amplify . Tell them your boyfriend doesn ' t appreciate talk like that or something . It ' s what I used to do , and it always got a laugh and helped relieve tension . Honestly , I still use this tactic to deal with naysayers or jerks . it ' s difficult for someone to play off your weaknesses if you keep up with them .