He should have never apologized , it only gave them ammo . He should have replied look everybody , Spez ' s whore is lecturing me on ethics ! <| sep |> Interesting . Good to know and might be relevant in my situation as well . <| sep |> wow . just wow . I had no orders on the book , thank god . Be careful . <| sep |> Gonna need a pic of Chael throwing a football . <| sep |> Thank you for this ! I ' ve been going nuts with the three month crisis ! I had no idea it was normal . My baby refuses to suck to get a let down , so she just screams and screams until I manually stimulate one , but then she never learns to suck so I ended up in this horrible cycle I ' m still trying to break at 4 . 5 months . Doesn ' t help that this time coincided with when we put her in daycare insane bottle preference . Glad to know I ' m not crazy !