What is in dragonstone ? <| sep |> Emotional abuse often hurts more than physical abuse . I was never really physically hurt outside of one accident but my whole life was dictated and manipulated . I still live with his voice in my head making my decisions . I still cry til I scream at the thought of disappointing him . He was on his 100 th second chance because my last chance meant about as much as his sorry . Well done on getting out . It doesn ' t matter what she did to hurt you , the fact that you ' re hurting is validation enough . She will never see it as something to truely apologise for and someone that actually loves you wouldn ' t treat you like that . That is all the advice I have to give right now because I ' m still processing my situation myself but feel free to message if you want to chat .