Funniest letter I ' ve read all day <| sep |> That ' s your problem though , you need to play with friends who will do whatever it takes to be the most depraved , especially if it ' s at the expense of another friend i . e . we have made some custom cards for extra enjoyment . My best games are with my friends who don ' t hold back . <| sep |> Check out rleaves . It ' s a very supportive community for this exact situation . I smoked everyday for nearly a decade and as of tomorrow , I will be three months free of it . I ' m just a man from the internet , take my opinion with as many grains of salt you need , but it ' s one of the best things I have ever done for myself . It is hard at first , you will be exhausted from the poor sleeping , but once you adjust , the sleep will be of better quality . You ' ll have more time to exercise , read , and learn new skills . You will have more money in your pocket . You will be able to live without feeling you are hiding something . Your head will be clearer and can build better relationships with friends and family . You ' ve taken the first step , so keep walking into the fear of living without the crutch . Much love .