Dunno , bro , I am not wild about playing you all after that IU . uh . PU . uh . IUPUFUWU ? ? Who the hell were those guys you all lost to ? That one , anyway . I ' d rather you had a game in between at least . <| sep |> Most celebs have at least 1 body guard . <| sep |> I was in a great one for three years . Well I was in a great one for one year , an okay one for one year , and a bad one for one year . It degraded fast . I still love her to death but I feel like I can pine , or I can get to work . I ' ve focused on working on myself and career instead of dating , and I ' ve made some headway in that regard . I got a gym membership , started eating healthy and working on projects I always wanted to , but never did , until now . I kept defining my self worth with my relationship status and found myself going through self hatred when I wasn ' t in a relationship . That signified I had to work on myself . Though it gets lonely at times , it isn ' t a pointless loneliness . You learn true wisdom only by being alone with your thoughts . I would try something casual but I have no sweet clue how to be in a casual relationship . With me it ' s commitment or nothing .