I appreciate your honesty , and thank you for not lashing out at me as it so often happens in this sub . I am not one to tell you what you need to do . If I may , I will pray for your journey ahead . Your post has enlightened me , and I am grateful God has led you to post it . My heart goes out to you . <| sep |> I saw comments on instiz and such and people are making fun of them . It ' s kinda sad tbh But also when Tony was dating Hyeri they had like a 16 year gap . and Sechskies Jang Su Won is dating someone that ' s like 13 years younger too . Sooo . what ' s the deal ? <| sep |> That thing will have almost no recoil so you will probably have some success . I have a Counterbalance , Braced Frame Spare Change which was very fun to use !