Times when I realized how I can safely sell all the weed I was growing <| sep |> I also imagine you wouldn ' t make such a mistake cause you aren ' t an idiot lol <| sep |> Sorry , I went to bed . Are you still interested ? I think your proof is the most trustworthy . Shoot me a PM and reply here saying that Denmark is better than Sweden to get the code . <| sep |> I just wanted sugar . I was tracking calories and some days all I would eat were sweet coffee and chocolate , like 2400 calories worth . The only saving grace was I was sleeping 12 hours , less hours awake to eat . Secondly I found myself not caring about much at all . Maybe apathy is the right word ? When I had depression everything was just another burden , I could have won lotto and not been happy about it . When I was on antipsychotics though everything was neutral , nothing was bad but nothing was good . The only reason I could calorie count was I knew the non doped out me wanted to lose weight so I did it . I went over my limit most days . Thirdly you don ' t really do a lot of physical activity on anti psychotiCS . Lower TDEE . Fourth , there is a reason you ' re on anti psychotics . Depending on your mental state it might not be a time of your life where you have the ability to out in the effort to lose weight .