Same . But now I ' m taking a class to eventually become a lineman . <| sep |> LINK HERE Z 4 OPZXOjc <| sep |> Your post is the kindest things anyone has said to me lately . Thank you . I have a friend who is an attorney , but she only does criminal defense . She referred me to another lawyer who I am going to consult with when I am ready . I have thought long and hard and I do think I have cause for suit . I just have to get into the right mental and emotional place so I can be ready to relive my experience . As for the rest , I am trying to hang in there . I had some luck this week . I was able to cash out my measly 401 k , my old employer paid me more than I was expecting , and there is the Uber money . I am trying to develop a routine which is something I think helps . I need a routine , and I am trying to build it around selfcare and productivity . I am cooking daily and making it a point to shower every day . I know these sound like trivial tasks , but depression and anxiety together can leave a person hungry and stinky . I give myself facials and try not to feel guilty for lazing out and watching TV we all have to decompress and take a load off . I am applying for jobs . I am getting phone calls and emails about jobs . I hope activity picks up next week after the holiday weekend . I am driving for Uber as much as I can which helps more than just moneywise . It occupies me and allows me to socialize , and keeps me from sitting around worrying . I can ' t make a living doing it , but it will have to do for now . Tonight I met a personal trainer who has agreed to help me out at the gym . As a side note , I have lost 60 lbs ! !! I need to lose more , so I am excited about that . I run errands as soon as they come up . I do housework . I am trying to coast through it until I make it . As for the offer of help , I am not sure what that would be other than a job . You are kind . Your mama or someone , anyway raised you right . If you have any ideas I am open . I looked into community resources and I am going to consult 211 if I have to . I decided to make my own Thanksgiving dinner since I am estranged from my shit family . It is going to be awesome . I wish you could join me . Well , you can , if you wanna travel . I live 10 minutes from DFW International . 😀😀😀