Not a bad call by gruden . Just didn ' t execute the kick . <| sep |> Not smart lol <| sep |> What a stupid play lol no need for an onside . <| sep |> Why all the violence , why the hate ? Why do we constantly have to be at each other ' s throats about nothing and everything at once ? <| sep |> Step one stop calling yourself a boy . <| sep |> Talk talk talk . Random stupid stuff . Whatever they might be interested in . Whatever they ' re not interested in but I am . I ' ve gone from socially awkward in my eyes and stupidly quiet to never shutting up . A lot about relationships . Peoples lives , their plans , and their views . Interjecting unwarranted mbti related advice . P Doing so in a constructive manner . I think I can come off really obnoxious now . I think that ' s ok , because people can bare through it a while as I gain my bearings . I ' m learning to turn myself inside out . Stuff that people don ' t want to hear , I just journal . Other wise , I know which peeps can handle which stuff . Then I get exhausted , and go home to reflect by myself in the dark .