I read it several years ago and I loved it but it seemed ' a tad unrealistic , almost like a parable . ' I ' ve been thinking differently about it for the past few weeks . <| sep |> No one is , just plan it meticulously and try to be smart about the situations you ' re in . Still , try to be open and an experience like that will change you as a person . <| sep |> Sounds like you need therapy . those are not normal feelings and you are probably struggling with depression , especially if you were as good as you say . <| sep |> Forprofit companies don ' t make anything out of good will they ' re only interested in maximizing sales and profit margin . Gildan shirts are cheap and people won ' t pay too much more for , say , American apparel blanks definitely not enough to recoup the additional costs of the more expensive shirts . If companies can sell loads Gildan shirts for $ 100 and maintain high demand , they have no incentive other than the goodness of their hearts to upgrade their blanksand money is more important than kindness .