Oh people know , they just agree with the admins . This site is populated by the very people who still don ' t get it . And probably never will . They don ' t give a shit about free speech and will gladly take it away while railing us for living in an echo chamber . Even though they never leave theirs . <| sep |> If someone cannot respect your own struggles calling you a pussy ? how low then they are not worth loving , I ' m sorry to say that , I really am . You accepted that you have issues , you know when enough is enough , you respected her wishes for you to leave , you didn ' t do anything wrong and you certainly don ' t deserve for anyone to call you names when you are at rock bottom . Respect is something she obviously does NOT have for you . You deserve BETTER a lot better ! and have you maybe thought about talking to a therapist while you heal from this situation ? and maybe get a bit more grip on life and what triggers you which you know , but it ' s good to learn to control it with certain methods and I ' m telling you this out of serious concern for your wellbeing I myself have gone through a very similar childhood to yours , I know how you feel ! sending you mega virtual hugs I know they won ' t make your night better , but at least you know someone cares .