Shit , no Diggsy . Newman is okay because we ' re so deep at CB . <| sep |> It has been a really hard month . I ' ve been recovering from multiple concussions for about a year now , and have been trying to keep things together at work . I was really excited because my boss and I had agreed that I would take more of a project lead role , which would end up meaning fewer hours at the computer and more resources which meant fewer 70 hour work weeks for me . But he hired someone to help me who didn ' t have any of the credentials I requested , and has such poor English skills normally not something that is an issue , but it is a problem given that he was only hired to help for a couple of months on this project so we don ' t have time to get him up to speed that he has basically been a makework project for me . This has led to us publicly missing deadlines and it looks like it is completely my fault . I feel so ashamed most mornings when I wake up that I can barely get out of bed . Our project timelines are incredibly tight and I ' m exhausted . Headaches most days , and I just moved in with my boyfriend but am so tired when I get home from work at 10 pm every night that I just want to snap at him instead of celebrating this new phase in our lives . My social support network is suffering as I ' ve just been trying to keep my head above water for the last year . Anyways , feels a bit better to just type it out . Not sure how I ' m going to get through all of this .