After stalking your account and seeing that you are a real cutter I have some advice . Stop taking antidepressants if you ' re on them , most cutters are taking them . Get a gym membership , gyms are full of healthy people . Healthy body , healthy mind . If you associate with those kinds of people their happiness rubs off . Plus exercise will boost your well being BIG TIME . Figure out why you ' re cutting . Your cutting is a shitty attempt to resolve conflict with yourself . Master yourself and your own mind . Realize that being happy takes work , this is why miserable people are often lazy . <| sep |> You can find the Greenlight page rrn . <| sep |> Isn ' t it either the Cat ring or buying the ladder ? Could be wrong haven ' t been back to SotFS is ages !