So glad I don ' t like things so that I don ' t have to go get things on Black Friday and be cannibalized by soccer moms <| sep |> He prosecuted high ranking Alabama Klansmen and got them the death penalty . He desegregated Alabama schools . He cosponsored the bill to award Rosa Parks the Congressional Gold Medal . Think about it like this . Would a real white supremacist joke about being a white supremacist ? Being a high profile government official ? <| sep |> It ' s not always a matter of acceptance . See , depending on the definition of friend , I either never had friends in my life , or the definition includes enslaving yourself to be accepted . My life story is shitty enough that even therapists usually ask me why I never tried to take my own life , because I hit literally every mark of someone who either kills himself or shoots a school up , except for the fact that I ' m too much of a coward to do that . About every half year I hear from someone that it ' ll get better , and usually , especially after a long talk , I get a bit of hope up that it might get better , but as soon as I am in the state of trying again , my reality kicks me in the face again . I lack everything you need to even have a chance of it becoming better . I lack the support from others , the skills to depend on myself , the emotional balance to not drive people away , the trust to not fear for my health every time I go out of the house . All of that is grounded in things that not only happened once , but over and over and over many years . I have literally never had a social experience that went net positive . Ever . Random strangers insult me for being there , my mere existence is a negative to people ' s lives . No one ever takes the time to fix these problems , and I can ' t . Instead I promise myself every new year that it ' ll either get better , at least a bit , or I end my life in a safe way the next new year ' s eve . To this day I was just too much of a coward to do it , opting to live something that is unsalvagable by many people ' s standards . TLDr Accepting is fine , but you can only wait and hope for so long until you lose said hope when nothing ever improves .