And yet his blog uses cloudflare SSL rather than let encrypt . Still SSL though ! <| sep |> Make America fucked again ! <| sep |> The changes in pressure can lead many people to get very minor swelling in their inner ear , which contributes to the weird mildhangover feeling . Additionally the whole exercise tends to throw people ' s sleep patterns out of whack . uKotama covered the rest . <| sep |> White from the Odd Future album . I wish he put it on channel ORANGE instead of the White interlude . It ' s such a beautiful song . <| sep |> Eat food , don ' t die . Eat that food ' n ' you won ' t die . <| sep |> I ' ve wanted to be like them since I was a little boy but they constantly set the bar low for me . With my siblings , my parents are like the tiger mother . They are ruthless about grades and extracurricular activities . With me , however , they ' re shocked I can tie my shoesOut of curiosity , are you siblings bio fro your parents or adopted as well ? Perhaps , and I am by no means saying that this is right , if you ' re the only adopted one they might be trying way too hard to make you feel like there ' s no extra pressure put on you ? Only mentioning because of your setting a lower bar since you were little comment . Maybe they very wrongly feel like they don ' t want to set the bar too high as they expect that maybe , being adopted if your siblings are bio is already a hurdle for you so they don ' t want you to feel like there are any additional hurdles you need to jump ? Or maybe and this might not be coming from as good of a place if your siblings are bio they just have more of that connection to them so more of a drive to push them to succeed ? which I really hope isn ' t the case because that ' s definitely not cool I could be totally wrong , I ' m just trying to figure out what might be going on because you sound incredibly intelligent and destined for success absolutely do not let them talk you out of Ivy League schools , you sound like you ' ll be just fine with the pressure . You are already wildly successful from what you ' ve stated here not many 18 year olds have bought themselves a car let alone a car and motorbike ! AND you ' ve received scholarships ! You are literally the person that my parents would have killed for ! It just doesn ' t seem like it ' s coming down to race by anything you ' ve written here from what I can see unless maybe you say your siblings are adopted as well but white ? . I would strongly suggest sitting down with them ad having a totally honest chat . You ' re an adult now as you ' re 18 . You pretty much provide for yourself beyond basic needs . You have a lot to be proud of . I would be honest about your feelings maybe leaving out the race bit for just now . Just tell them that you feel like they don ' t have any faith in you to succeed . Tell them that despite all these accomplishments which is above and beyond the average 18 year old , you don ' t feel like they are proud of you I mean , you don ' t mention them being proud of you , but it sounds very much like you don ' t feel like they look at you and see somebody to be proud of , thus their lack of enthusiasm about your future . Definitely highlight that it feels like hey aren ' t being supportive and reference them trying to talk you out of your college choices and career path despite that you know what you want and are driven to achieve it with or without their support . Maybe ask them why they are constantly trying to talk you out of it because it ' s really bringing down your excitement for what you ' ve achieved . Finally , let them know you love them and everything they have done for you , but would very much appreciate their respect going forward mainly the respect for your decisions regarding your future . because it is yours and it ' s happening so they need to stop trying to convince you to do something they feel is more suited to you . Best of luck !