What does that have to do with conversion therapy ? <| sep |> She googled it , I trust she doesn ' t call her daughter black child to her face <| sep |> It was a NOM <| sep |> Might be the only option . Do a full uninstall , which means you have to go find all the hidden folders and files and uninstall them too . There ' s a guide on Steam forums about how to do it properly , I ' d grab you the link but I ' m at work and they caught on to my tricks last year and blocked all Steam links . Jerks . <| sep |> bests steam background . just choose one . rrn <| sep |> Years ago I worked in cosmetology . Not only did I love what I did , but I had amazing friends and could write my own schedule to take my mom back and forth to chemo . I had a boyfriend who I thought I could not live without , he was the center of my whole world and was what I thought was the glue that was holding my life together . My typical day looked like this get dressed , go to my mom ' s house and take care of her morning needs , go to work , come back by my moms to take care of her eveningnight time needs , come home and take care of my own home . It was hard . Then my mom passed away and I started going back to college full time and worked full time . During this time my boyfriend had started staying with me , he kept his apartment but moved most of his things to my place . One day I came home from work and all of his things were gone . There was no note , or no indication that this was going to happen . I felt like the rug had been pulled from under my feet . The best thing in my life had just disappeared without a trace and I did not have a clue what to do . I didn ' t chase him down , I didn ' t drive by his apartment , I left it be . This caused him to want to reach back out to me but only to tell me he was confused between a life with me or getting back with his exwife . I did not get angry , what I did was help make the decision for him . I actually moved out of state for a little while with family just to clear my own head . He tracked me down , swore he loved me , and that he would be the most devoted man I had ever had in my life . I believed him because I too felt like our love for each other was real . A few months in I realized that nothing had changed . I continued on with my degree and got an amazing job working for the state in IT . He lost his job so we got married so that him and his daughter from his first marriage could have health insurance . I loved him , he loved me , he promised everything would change and I trusted him . Then it hit me like a lightening bolt out of the sky . he didn ' t marry me because he loved me . He married me because I made life easier for him . He relied on me , I took care of both him and his daughter , I was his friend who had taken on the role of his mother . He did nothing but play video games , watch porn , and wallow in selfpity . When I met him I owned my own house and two vehicles . Since we were married him and I started up two companies both of which are very successful . After I realized what a fool I had been it was too late . When I asked for a divorce he said he would take my house and everything in it . I told him he could have all of the money , every belonging I had from even before we were married , that he didn ' t even need to leave a spoon but my house was my inheritance from my mother , and I wanted to keep that connection for myself and that he had no real desire to stay here on my family ' s land . But he held true . He wouldn ' t leave and now I am here in a loveless marriage disguised as a brilliant business partnership . I have employees who depend on me , and I take that pretty seriously so I continue to march forward for their own families sake . So they can feed their children and provide them with medical care . Now , why am I telling you this ? So you can hopefully learn from my mistake . From what I see you make your boyfriends life pretty stable . You have taken over the role of his mother . And while you love him and feel like you will never have a future with anyone else , I want you to know that life will go on . You can not make anyone want something in which they don ' t , does that make sense to you ? Every day it will get a little easier and then before you know it you will see that you are the only thing you need to feel whole . And until you see your own value , no one else ever will . Please don ' t invest years into something that already brings you such pain . Invest those years in to yourself . And then one day out of the blue you will meet someone who will have made all the heartache and struggle worth it . Do not settle for less than you deserve .