Don ' t depend too much on other individuals whether it be a lover or a friend to be happy . Be happy in yourself . WHY CAN ' T I FOLLOW MY OWN DAMN ADVICE ! <| sep |> I ' ve never gotten the appeal of Cyber as a form of sex . Typing BOINK and hitting repeat doesn ' t really do anything for me <| sep |> They are the exact same thing , never reallised they had different names <| sep |> LOLYou poor misinformed souls . It ' s OVER for you guys . LOLOLOLOLOLO ! It doesn ' t end . <| sep |> Fuck sake . I ' d be cheaper moving to Glasgow haha . Some of the conductors already implementing it are jobsworth wanks . <| sep |> My grandmother passed Monday , and stress has been haunting me all week . The funeral is today , and we just got news that my other grandmother also died this morning . I ' m not not sure how to cope with this and all the stress of life together .