She doesn ' t want you to be happy . That ' s the point . You have to steal and create your own happiness despite her . It does get easier as you get older or distance yourself . The Ns just get worse though , unfortunately . I ' m having a nice Thanksgiving with the inlaws . So weird how a normal family all acts so kind and considerate towards each other . It didn ' t feel normal at first though , you have to get away from that feeling and say fuck it , it ' s my life and I ' ll be happy and surround myself with good people . <| sep |> And who needs it anyway ? The Earth is cooling . Oh look . An article written by an idiot who doesn ' t give a shit about science because he knows he ' ll be dead by the time everyone realizes it ' s too late .