Think you might just be right , cheers <| sep |> It ' s the only reason I didn ' t cut the gif shorter lmao <| sep |> What ' s so special about it ? Trying to make sense of the title <| sep |> SPEZ THIS POST IMMEDIATELY <| sep |> I don ' t even know where to start with this . I grew up in a family that was on the outside , the most awesome family you ' d ever seen , but inside . your jaw would drop if you knew the shit that went on . And mine didn ' t have anywhere close to the amount of diagnosed ? mental illnesses as yours did . I ' ll spare you the details , but basically . this was a pattern that had repeated itself for at least three generations . The solution , as far as most of my relatives had seen it , was to not have children themselves . Have you checked out rraisedbynarcissists ? If not , try and check out rACONSupport . sorta similar , but smaller . They get it .