Honestly , I don ' t care if 20 % of the budget is wasted on coffee machines , doors or like in any other company on bonuses , company cars or dividends for the shareholders . Working environment is very important , it ' s quite common within this sector to invest in such things . So in this regard I really don ' t miss a publisher . I just miss the role of the publisher regarding the aformentioned CRs worst trait of infinitely growing scope . I once thought that backers will fullfill this role . Unfortunately every backer generation trying to do so gets silenced by the currently white knighting backers and steps back . A vicious cycle . <| sep |> I like your mantra , lol . I know it will eventually end . We text each other every day throughout the day and have sex at least every other week . We try to see each other every week . I felt a little sliver of jealousy at the beginning of this week and I panicked . After a night of the best sex I had , yet again , his second sentence the morning after was to try sex with another couple . I was still in a dreamy lovey dovey state and it shocked me a bit . Having sex with other people was the last thing on my mind . I guess my brain was very female that morning . I ' m trying to get over it because ap feels that I ' m different and it ' s making him a bit nervous . I ' m almost over it , lol .