Nothing about being leet . Next time your laying in a bed in a hospital , I ' m willing to bet your not hooked up to a Mac . I ' ve worked in on many automated equipment in large scale operations , none of them ran by Macs . I never said Macs werent decent , but let ' s not pretend they do anything special . <| sep |> Why does it seem that everybody who posts pictures is nearly out of battery <| sep |> Honestly both parties are at fault here and have understandable points . After having some bad experiences myself and having been eye blasted by TRP horror stories I honestly believed every relationship that went slightly beta , low value or physically unattractive would fail within two months . Entering a new relationship meant I was prepared with my revolver fully loaded as soon as week 8 came around because that ' s what I was used to . That ' s what happened to me , that ' s what I read on TRP , that ' s the stories I heard . I went completely overkill on SMV , frame , masculinity etc . It stunned me completely when nothing had happened after half a year . There were zero red flags that the girl was planning to hike it out . Of course this made me even more paranoid and I doubled down on being ready to draw blood . Simultaneously multiple relationships I had predicted would fail and blow up quick lasted longer than a year or more . The world didn ' t make sense to me . One bad experience , couple of flaking girls and a whole lot of negative stories on TRP had made me jaded about how maintainable relationships actually are for multiple years . That ' s the moment I freaked and realized I wouldn ' t be rid of this girl for a long time . That I had entered the relationship under the presumption it would blow up . And that my real intentions were to just keep her plate spinning . I found that I cared absolutely nothing for that girl despite all her great qualities and looks . She was probably the hottest girl I ' ve ever had . The old me would never have understood what I did next . What I ' m trying to say is to not base your expectations of what relationships are like by only reading bad shit and remembering the bad shit . Yes , by doing so you ace the shit tests and you keep her attraction strong . But you also end up bonding zero with that person . tldr At the end of the day I found myself with a girl that had bonded with me , investing her time and foreseeable future in what she believed would be a life togetherMeanwhile I was standing guard with my RP ' high SMV ' rifle waiting for the shit to hit the fan . To busy to invest even one percentage of emotion in this girl . I lied and lied to her when she asked me if I loved her . Figuring she would cheat and monkey swing to some guy anyway . I treated the relationship like a football game . This was 60 minutes of hard mental brawling for me . And it would end in W and I ' d get to go home afterward . Then I realized this girl was for real . Nothing bad had happened for months . She seemed to be enjoying herself allot actually . That ' s when I realized I wasn ' t enjoying myself . That I didn ' t love her the way she loved me sound familiar ? Two days later I broke things off and never spoke to her again . She was devastated but I honestly couldn ' t care . It ' s as if she was never part of my life to begin with . Just some TRP test case I hoped would blow up and test my Alpha frame . I hope you read through all of that because I think allot of people on this board need to hear the ugly truth . The truth that some relationships are actually meant to last .