I wasted so much paper playing tic tac toe , kept me sane during church as a kid . All of those donate envelopes in front of me used every sunday . <| sep |> I did the same thing tbh , if this doesn ' t win the system is rigged . <| sep |> It is not doing it out of prejudice or discrimination . The intent matters in whether or not some action is racist . Intent makes the difference . <| sep |> Well you ' re right , sweet spot is a joke mechanic . DICE destroyed all the balance in this game . <| sep |> I really just want to make them proud . When I was little and I learned what the Ivy league was , I told them I wanted to go . They made a point of stopping and telling me to never say that again . They told me to prove it by my actions . I did everything I could to get admitted because I wanted that moment of basking in their pride so badly . Yes , I have goals of my own . I know what impact I want to have on the world , but I ' ve always wanted them to show that they were proud of me . So it was demoralizing when I finally got confirmation that I had been accepted into two ivy league schools , including one they both attended and they didn ' t believe me . It was even more demoralizing when their reaction to my admission was negative . My mother has actually made comments about how little time I spend around the family , but I thought she and my father would understand how busy I am . I love my family , but my goals require very much of my time and energy . They ' ll always be my family , but my goals have a time window I need to hit . I need to explain this to them .