Mathew ' s Baldwin and Hightower <| sep |> Especially on my penis . <| sep |> Have a plan b to move back and don ' t forget currency fluctuations could make an impact . If you had moved from the USA to the UK around May this year you might be a little cross by now . <| sep |> and the koreans in NA too . I think they are getting worse because they dont get coached well btw PSG as an org can buy any player they want compared to the NA orgs . PSG has more money than all NA teams combined . <| sep |> pink lightning for purple loopers black chaks ? <| sep |> 1 . Fair enough . 2 . All three of my households bikes are broken and the cars are too small to fit any of them in to take them to the shop . It won ' t be too long before the transportation issue is resolved however as I have more than enough cash to get a used car and need just a few hours more practice to pursue a drivers license . 35 . I haven ' t even masturbated before . I ' m immune to shaming and threats to my masculinity the only power any woman has over me is coercion mother threatening to throw me out of the house sex is one of the few weapons in women ' s arsenel and I ' m immune to it at present but I am not in a position to say whether the pleasure chemicals from having sex would increase my extremely low libido and negate that advantage is a few minutes pleasure worth possibly losing that advantage I have over other men in dealing with women ? Then there ' s the bonding chemicals which could make me feel more for this woman than it ' s wise to . Those are the practical concerns because I haven ' t experienced nor crave much the pleasure of orgasm my thoughts of sex revolve around expressing affection , giving pleasure and producing the unrealistically high number of offspring I desire this will no doubt change after I ' ve had intercourse for the first time but in the sense that I see my status as an advantage yes my virginity is a gift that a woman must be worth me potentially sacrificing . In regards to what would make a woman worthy that ' s a question for another day . Yes I have social impairment there is a little work to do though the majority of that is long overcome I was told my whole life with a decent effort I could catch up without much trouble having written dozens of comedy books among others in my teens so I come across as very witty in conversations . I ' m very masculine as much as a man can be without sex and violence people almost see the testosterone leaking off of me it ' s odd I haven ' t been feminized because my father never parented and my only male role models were fictional characters my whole life I ' ve found myself surrounded by women and that includes the men I ' ve been the testosterone eye of an estrogen hurricane I ' ve seen the best and the worst the opposite sex has to offer heck it was a woman that leaked me my first bits of red pill knowledge . I learned ages ago logic and women aren ' t good bedfellows so that ' s not a problem . There are two areas of concern A . One aspect of my social impairment is biological and hence cannot be eliminated my brain doesn ' t automatically interpret facial expressions and body language so I need to divert a portion of my mental resources to doing that conciously while interacting B . I ' m still working on shit test sometimes I ' m not certain if I ' m being shit tested or not so I ' m assuming I am when I ' m unsure and acting accordingly until I improve in the department . And if what I intend to pursue with the coworker works out I won ' t be heading straight into an LTR but will have had a diet STR first admittedly not much but a little removed from flying blind .