Congrats on the first tier ! The rush is really scary if you ' re not prepared for it . Glad you made it ! Good luck next time round ! <| sep |> Mmkay . Makes sense . It does look like his signature , but I ' ve never tried to verify a signature before so I ' m not sure what to look for . <| sep |> You need to get help now . You don ' t have to live a life of pain . I do understand the feeling that nothing matters , that everything is irrevocably fucked up , and believing that the only way out was suicide . However things can and will change , there ' s always a way to solve issues that doesn ' t involve hurting yourself in some way . Things have changed in a big way for me since I last fought those thoughts . The same can happen to you . You ' re 24 . You ' re still young . There ' s still plenty of time to change things . Nothing is locked in . Life is a constant flux because that ' s what living is about . Lastly you DO NOT want to be taken into involuntary care . Choose to get help now before that happens . Involuntary care is not a pleasant place to be .