Nevada fought the good fight . <| sep |> I think part of it is learning to trust your SO ' s judgement . Personally I think my SO is way better looking than me and he could probably find a way cooler , better looking girl than me . However , he thinks that I ' m amazing and attractive and has actively chosen everyday to be with me and express love for me . He ' s chosen me and I have to respect that he knows what ' s best for him , and it happens to be me . Your SO knows that you make her happy , trust her ability to choose for herself who is good for her . <| sep |> Long time ago in the dbg forums they called him out saying his superior statsperformance was due to medkit spam and redeploying . Claiming anyone could do it but they would rather play objectives than farm . Truth is Dirge could have 3 v 1 ed them back then most likely . So he has a good time thinking about it I think xD