Settled for a tougher shot <| sep |> I ' m trying to figure who is speaking here and failing horribly . <| sep |> The Russian ruling class didn ' t simply throw people into a meat grinder of war without cause . The motivation was an extreme amount of suspicion and fear of invasion from neighbors , rightly so it turned out . Russia has had a pretty bad run as a nation so far . <| sep |> alright . I have a similar kind of thing , but in my case it ' s a kind of obsession with asian girls . I think about them all the time , i ' ve slept with about 4 in my life . And i just want more . It ' s a kind of madness that really i can ' t control , i lust after them all the time . It ' s resulted in secrets , lies , obsessions and lust that has consumed me .