3 of which are on my fantasy squad . <| sep |> lack of motivation . i don ' t exist to take care of my partners in every aspect and i refuse to live that life . it seems hideously selfish but fuck it , we only have one life . if you ' re unstable financially and or emotionally then it will not work out . <| sep |> same thing happened to me last year . turned out to be a combination of insufficient sanitization and not letting the yeast ferment all the way out . lesson learned . now i go crazy with star san and all is well . <| sep |> Jake Cruise everything That ' s the premise . <| sep |> I got him on my second single but it was bittersweet since I wanted godtenks lol . Ended up spending 400 dragonstones without pulling him <| sep |> Damn . With Josh working eight years for Bartlet and then at least four more for Santos , I would be shocked if the didn ' t have a stroke at some point . That amount of stress can ' t be good for you .