At least you have a tank supporting you unlike nothing is written where you are literally a one man army . <| sep |> gonna piggyback on that and say getting a piggyback ride on some good ol ketamine <| sep |> I wish I could ' ve experienced that IRL . Ohhhh sorry everyone that I can ' t control the fuckin ' weather . God you people are such whiney cunts ! <| sep |> It ' s part of problem . And we ' ve been trying to find healthier ways to resolve things . But most of the times she snaps and lights me or the kids up it ' s for trivial crap . And it ' s because she already played out the response to her issues in her head as if we already are fighting . By the time she explodes , in her mind I ' ve already said everything that set her off . The real me is wondering where the hell it ' s coming from . I never had a chance and am left to apologize for things I didn ' t have a chance to think or say .