As a Clemson fan , I highly approve of this orange overdose . <| sep |> Your not alone i too have been going through a lot of crap cuz of the holidays and being the outcast of my family the reason we have these feelings is we lack the pain coping skills I find that drawing and tattooing others helps take my mind off these thoughts try not to be alone as well as I ' m not aware of your social situation , try to surround yourself with people even if you aren ' t a social person , this world is rough and but there is hope and goodness you just have to seek it out . feel free to drop me a line I ' ll be checking my in box alot more now that im getting used to this app <| sep |> Well done ! I have too , but it hasn ' t been too long . Only 20 days but I ' m feeling good . Sleep is the toughest thing for me . It feels like I have so many more hours in the day though which is nice . Good luck with your life and ambitions