If I could do that I would ! I hate it . <| sep |> I think you may be confused about job definitions . If it doesn ' t require a certified qualification or long apprenticeship , it is unskilled . If the pay is poor it is menial . <| sep |> Me too , rank ? <| sep |> Trolls , forceful vegans , fake news <| sep |> I find motivation to be an emotion , and a fleeting one , it comes and goes . I used to be so motivated every evening when I went to bed that tomorrow would be different , I was going socialise tomorrow , I was going to go out , I was going to schoolwork , I was going to start exercise . And in the morning , I would not get out of bed . The difference came when I learnt about the concept of discipline as a virtue and learnt to rely on that , instead of waiting and hoping for motivation to strike . Discipline is doing things that you know you need to do and have to do every day , and you do them because you do not want to let yourself down . It takes a lot more than just feeling motivated it takes hard work , everyday . But the amazing thing is that good habits become so second nature , after long enough of sticking to your habits they become not even difficult , or easy , just normal . But you have to make sure you include healthy and positive actions , such as exercise for endorphins and general health , eating well for proper nutrition , socialising or getting involved in events . The medication may worth fantastically well for you , it may make no difference , but the reasons you became depressed will not be wiped away with medication , being a workaholic will have taken its toll on you , and finding balance in your life will allow you to find happiness . Best of luck .