Have you seen Crim ' s latest upload ? I didn ' t watch it , but it ' s short . <| sep |> I see people complaining about Elite Dangerous a lot , but then they always have hundreds of hours played . <| sep |> For the same reason that this sub is even here . To get the message through to people that otherwise couldn ' t be reached . <| sep |> you are a little large but have a cute face in some of the pics . <| sep |> Yeah for both obviously <| sep |> Everybody I love has replace me . Nobody will help me I tried to get help . I ' m finding things that should be easy , such as eating , difficult . I can ' t really find a reason to live . I know I ' m a burden to all my friends and family . I hate myself . I just want the pain to stop . I want somebody to help me , but nobody will . This is the only other way .