When I was around ten years old my cousin came to spend the night , and being young boys we decided to sleep out in the old army tent . We started hearing very strange grunting noises and had no idea wtf it is . Few moments later a deer pops it ' s head in the tent and scared the ever living shit out of us . We ran into the house screaming . Im pretty sure it was an abandoned deer that I helped raise from a Fawn looking back at it , but by god did it scare the fuck out of us at the time . <| sep |> Thank you so much for your reply . It ' s sad and quite honestly scary how there are so many therapists who are entrusted with dealing with such a delicate issue and they simply don ' t know how to address it properly and end up doing more harm than good . I honestly don ' t think I ' ll be going back to a therapist anytime soon . I ' d much rather attend my local peer support group but my parents have forbidden it for stupidasfuck reasons . Thank you very much for your reply . Are you clean as of now ?