Still looks like she wants a hug . D <| sep |> It ' s getting there man . I ' m looking to get an apartment with a coworker in the next couple weeks and once I ' ve got that stability I ' ll be in a better place . Still floundering about trying to figure out what I want to do and I still have bad nights . It ' s so much better than before I moved and it ' s 100 % due to the people who have put me up in their home for the time being . I have no idea how to thank them now that my time at their place is coming to an end . I ' ve given them as much money as I can spare to help out and do things around the house . They don ' t really know it but they may as well have saved my life . Before this I was staying with family and my family just makes everything worse .