I ' d like to think so . Was already like this , then became a dad at the start of the year and it ' s amped up ever since . <| sep |> The context suggests it was more like you allowing her to pleasure you both rather than you focusing on pleasuring her . Combined with the mention of a blowjob and a handjob in the morning , this seems asymmetrical . But hey , to each their own fulfillment fantasies . <| sep |> Backwards ? No . it simply hadn ' t progressed as far before European contact . <| sep |> that rules . sculptures are rad . <| sep |> Learn to listen to your body . I lift and run across six days a week . Mostly this is fine for me but sometimes it catches up . Might not be the training specifically but perhaps diet , sleep work stress etc . Eventually I feel like crap or my performance in either or both suffers and I take a spell . Might only need a couple days , sometimes more . If it ' s still feeling good keep going . At some point everyone needs a break though .