Almost like there ' s some sort of barricade ? Who knows haha <| sep |> Thanks Hufflepuff . I guess you are right . 2016 hasn ' t exactly been very good obviously and lately I ' ve been downing myself . This breakup and everything it represented I think only added to my downward spiral of selfhate . I guess by putting this post up I was trying to find some help dealing with the loneliness and depression I ' ve been feeling . <| sep |> I believe it is anywhere from 15 minutes to an hour between events . Then it picks a random stage . <| sep |> It ' ll be painful <| sep |> I mostly just wanted to be able to type Gorekong is right once in my life <| sep |> I saw dynarski ' s tweet about that . I wanted to get her thoughts after the department of education placement .