Thanks for that info , I admit I read it wrong . <| sep |> I wish this could be a sidebar quote forever . <| sep |> They are being paid to work . by you , the person who is supposed to be paying them for their service . Please look at the downvotes you ' re receiving and seriously consider whether or not it might be YOU who doesn ' t understand what a tip is . <| sep |> Yeah , but he is a NT keeper . He is gonna lose his starting position to Rulli if he doesn ' t play more . <| sep |> Because I ' m an unloveable piece of shit . I ' m permanently broken and I drag everyone down once they realize that I ' m not they sweet happy person I pretend to be . Last guy who I still love like crazy left me because of this . I don ' t blame him . I just wish I wasn ' t so worthless .