EVERY POST LIKE THIS GETS DELETED . I have been searching and searching and this is the only post I can find currently . and there is still NO ANSWER . <| sep |> Also making your passion into a career might not always work out . The added stress of having to make a living from it could make it a chore and utterly unenjoyable . <| sep |> The devs get told all the time about these glitches , videos are submitted and tickets are made all the time I ' ve even submitted one and absolutely fuck all is done about it . <| sep |> poor nate gets a lot of shit for being the most right aggregate <| sep |> Are you serious ? 🙄 <| sep |> Illogical to stop but that never stopped the english Government . <| sep |> Fuck ~~ uspez ~~ Falco <| sep |> So much of what you said hits close to home . Really inspirational and relatable . I broke with my ex SO 2 and a half months ago . A few weeks after we broke up I told her I missed her I know really stupid but I just had to say it to someone and I had yet to find someone to ranttalk to . What she said still resonates to me today , but you broke up with ME ! how can you miss me ? ! literally to this day I can still hear her say it , and every . single . time . I think of her I can hear it again . Some days I will be completely fine , others I will fail to even go through my day properly . Some of her social media posts have really hurt my heart , and I ' m sure she didn ' t post to hurt but it did , it really did . This week I ' m back at our home town for the holidays and I seriously can ' t stop thinking that she is minutes away . I tried to get back into dating and when I met up with this girl I met online I just could not . And you ' re right , I ' m not looking for anyone new , but I ' m looking for her . Feeling like this sucks especially since I feel like she is still a part of me that I can ' t get off . Today she posted something positive , but relevant , and now I can ' t stop thinking if she meant that towards me or someone else . Not that it bothers me if she is with someone else , but it bothers me that maybe she still thinks of me . I have tried dropping her from social media , but I can ' t stop looking at her feed . I just need to get my shit together . Focus on myself and bring up old hobbies . Part of this is a rant and another part is trying to release the emotions I ' ve been holding up for the past days . As much as I want to break the silence between us I also can ' t bring myself to talk to her because I don ' t want to be the pathetic guy that read the wrong message .