You think he brother is single ? And into dudes ? Or at least subscribes to the whole a mouths a mouth thing . <| sep |> I have the same thing . I was 14 when I had my first surgery . 73 my spine was curved and 32 on the bottom near my back . I grew 5 inches instantly from my surgery and even felt i was in the wrong body since my own felt alien . I remember trying to sit up and the firat strike of pain that flew down my back . I knew at that moment I would never be the same . I ' ve never been the same , when I was 16 I had to have another surgery . They only went halfway down the first time in hopes my spine would stay straight on its own but I should have known it wouldn ' t have . ever since that day I will never n the same person . My back hurts every second of every day with no relief . That is , untill I started smoking weed . I know its just a crutch but it ' s all I have to feel human for a few minutes , Like I don ' t have 2 titanium rods down my spine . Like I ' m a normal person . To someone who doesn ' t understand would look at me and call me a joke . But I just want to feel as normal all the time as I do when I ' m high . No pain , no suffering , no worries . Just me .