I had just met her that day , but we really hit it off . She had a boyfriend though . We were on a school field trip to an amusement park . My best friend wingmanned me by saying I bet that even though discoverypanel and girl 1 are flirting like crazy and really hitting it off , she won ' t kiss him . She was very competitive . After a full day of joking about it , we were on the last ride of the day which happened to be my favorite ride and it was like a spaceship looking thing that had me sitting in the back and her back pressed against my front . After the ride was over , she turned around and went for it . I pulled away and she said you can ' t do that . It ' s cheating . My heart was racing . I could hear it as much as I could feel it . Then she leaned in again and kissed me . My world stopped . I felt like i was floating . It felt like it lasted for 10 minutes when in reality it was probably more like a couple of seconds . In that moment I had no cares or worries other than worrying that she would eventually pull away . And when she did pull away from that kiss , she took my heart with her . To be honest , it was all so surreal . It felt dreamlike , but I can still remember every detail . If I try I can still feel her lips on mine . I can feel the wind blowing . The feel of her breath gently caressing my face . The smell of her perfume mixed with funnel cake and popcorn . I can still taste the pinkinshred lipstick she left on my lips . I can still see her face from before and after I closed my eyes for the kiss . I can still feel the ride swaying underneath us and the force of her pulling me in with the grip her hands had on the place where my shoulders , back , and neck converged . And I can feel how tightly I was holding on to my knees . It ' s fantastic because if I try really hard , I can experience the whole thing over again . It probably didn ' t mean anywhere near as much to her but that was the second best kiss of my life . Right behind the kiss she gave me 10 months later in response to me interrupting her to tell her after 8 months of dating girl 1 , I am completely , undeniably in love with you . We ended up dating for a year and 9 months before she fell out of love with me and we decided to break up . She no longer wants contact from me , so we haven ' t talked in a couple of months . I haven ' t gone without thinking about her for more than 10 hours since the day I met her . That was 4 years , 6 months , and two days ago .