I am so hard . I mean like super granite dick steel beam hard . What a fucking throw and catch . <| sep |> I would love to see him lick your asshole . Good times . <| sep |> One of few slow weeks at work , but cant travel so I sit in the dark and cold . I think of it as penance <| sep |> Man does it feel good to have Reed and AB <| sep |> Still too expensive . Uber will give you a sit down ride for cheaper once they go all electric , self driving , self owned . <| sep |> You gotta do the strut there Antonio . <| sep |> If you ' re hungry and it ' s there , it makes sense to eat it . I remember reading in a book about enmeshed narcissist parents that in getting free you work on not letting them control your actions , whether in a positive or negative way . Like , I don ' t automatically do what my mum tells me to , but I have out of resentment done the opposite or acted out , and in the end that was still letting her control me rather than just doing what I wanted to do even if that happened to be what she wanted . Anyway , what I mean is you could give yourself permission to do what you want to do at that moment , whether that seems to be giving in to her or not .