Poor ensign kim . <| sep |> What do you mean by getting it replaced ? I was going to melt some rubber there but they didn ' t have my actual size for that model . <| sep |> My best and worst are actually the same . I met a girl that was a huge SpaceXTeslaElon Musk fangirl just like me , which is very rare . We actually watched the ITS keynote together on our first date . It was obvious that we liked each other a lot , and we went on a second date that ended with us making out . On the bus back to my house I felt the strongest stomach butterflies whenever I thought about it for a split second . We were going to meet again at my place the next day , but something came up on her end and she couldn ' t come . For some unfathomable reason I pressured her and generally acted like a dipshit when she said she thought we were moving too fast . This together with other factors led to her effectively ' breaking up ' with me the next day . I was at work when I got the message and had to take the rest of the day off work sick . It felt like a flying kick to the face at full speed . It lasted one week . This was almost two months ago and I ' m still unable to stop beating myself up for being such an idiot . Maybe it wasn ' t meant to be , but I could have handled it much better . If it had been any other girl I think it wouldn ' t have made such an impact on me . But she was truly special .