Big hugs to you . It sounds like you are doing everything right . Tons and tons of people have BPD and DON ' T kill their kids . This woman was mentally ill , yes , but also malicious and cruel . The fact that this is even a concern for you shows that you are not in the same category as this woman . <| sep |> Risky click of the day . <| sep |> Trump is still presently a knownothing buffoon . <| sep |> Come and see the violence inherent in the system ! <| sep |> I am in need of lots of thing . First that come to mind would be HA torchic , togepi , talonflame , dratini in not pokeballs . <| sep |> I feel you ! I ' ve been waiting for a sale on them for ages , but it looks like it ' s not going to happen . Sigh . <| sep |> Yeah but it ' s super risky