Yeah right . I bet theyll say owen wilson can skateboard too . Lol <| sep |> Can I trade you keys for your sky blue Neptune ' s ? <| sep |> UK need a hug . A really big one . <| sep |> Also , there ' s a short , handy video that summarizes how to do this on YouTube . How to Ride Bitch ZsVF 6 ZjuU <| sep |> It ' s not going to be as effective maybe 6070 %, but it won ' t kill you either . <| sep |> You should see some of Aikman ' s game lines . <| sep |> While I ' m a bit of a lurker , this post resonates with me . I ' ve been in between a rock and a hard place like this before . The best thing I can say is that it gets better . It sounds tough , but most colleges are made so that after you get through your first semester , you should have general education done and focus on your major . If your college is this bad , I would recommend , when you get the chance , moving to somewhere else , possibly near friends or family , if they would be willing to help you get on your feet . It ' s also okay to put your foot down , even if you have anxiety , which I can understand makes it harder , so lets go through the list . 1 . College , hard to avoid , the best advice is to suck it up and follow their rules until you can get through it or get away . Sorry I can ' t be of more help . 2 . Clients , this varies . You say you come from a poor household so it might be necessary to get some work . If you feel you need the money , go for it , but there ' s no shame in denying the work to ease your workload and keep off stress . 3 . Family , the easiest and hardest . This is the one where you make it clear that Art is Work . If they won ' t come and do things for you for free , then why should you do the same ? If you don ' t want to do it , make it clear . If they ' re willing to pay or do you a favor , that changes things . While he isn ' t a great role model , the Joker Heath Ledger has a great quote about this . If you ' re good at something , never do it for free . While things you enjoy and are good at are an exception , family wanting free art just because your great grandma fucked your great grandpa is stupid . Don ' t let them stomp all over you , you can be strong . 4 . Your blog . The fact you bring it up makes me feel that it ' s pretty important to you , and as a growing artist , I imagine it ' s one of the main ways you ' re getting noticed . It ' s hard to say to just ignore it since I doubt you want to , but maybe go on less , or view it as a side project ? When you have all of these things to focus on , you have to make some sacrifices . That isn ' t to say that you can ' t use a blog at all , just use it less or not at all until you have more time , you know ? You just need to endure and push through , you can do it ! All bad things pass eventually .