I did all my uniform shit yesterday . Told me the earliest I can pick up is Wednesday morning . Sigh . <| sep |> Neither of them is a must flex , I say Howard just for his upside . Murray has a potentially tough matchup and Carolina is much better against the run than the pass . <| sep |> Getting drunk passes the time very fast <| sep |> In my past I ' ve had a lot of ex girlfriend and one night stands , it was never really substantial , basically meaning I ' ve never introduced any of these girls to my mom . When I got into a serious relationship I was always very open about my past m , I felt it was more fair to her that way , any questions she had I answered honestly and openly , nothing was off the table , it made her very hesitant to start something serious with me . It made her very nervous at times and she always thought I would one day just leave her like I did with all the other girls . But I never did , or I wouldn ' t have pursued her the way I did , that wouldn ' t be fair to her . I think it really depends on your girl and your past , but I think it ' s better to slowly tell her yourself than her all of a sudden finding a bunch of pictures or something and her getting shocked .