Too many limes ! Too many limes ! <| sep |> how is ' wash your bowl ' an expedient ? and what kind of culture is that ? <| sep |> You and I are not much different <| sep |> I just nabbed a refurbished unit from the Nintendo online store for $ 215 , which includes Super Mario 3 d world . They ' re also selling them via their eBay account . Quite a savings . <| sep |> When were you first brought here ? <| sep |> Asaf Avidan One Day Reckoning Song 6 yRFWlztwrY <| sep |> The more I studied the less it made sense . I simply didn ' t believe it and I ' m crappy at lying to myself . Had it been less all consuming perhaps I would have somehow been able to stay for my friends and parents , but eventually I realized that being a part of it was causing me to sublimate my personality in a really dangerous and scary way . I ' m a writer and when I started to go back and parse through my work , especially free writing exercises , I realized how bad things were . I had normalized suicidal thoughts , lived in a state of constant cognitive dissonance , and felt like I had nowhere to grow as a person . By the time I left it felt life or death for me . It still took me another three years to figure out I was gay . I had no idea what my life would be like outside , but I am no longer suicidal , rarely suffer from depression , the eating disorder I thought I would have to fight my entire life has disappeared as if it had never existed , I love what I do and I ' m getting married Friday , so I ' m feeling pretty good