I feel the same . Especially if it ' s in front of people that ' s even worse . <| sep |> My ideal would be being a professional writer . I know that ' s not very realistic as a goal , so I ' m going instead for a slightly more realistic career as a theatrical lighting designer . Also I ' m still writing and trying to get things published as I finish them . <| sep |> That ' s not going to happen . See , these people harassed the CEO and said he was a pedophile or whatever obnoxious shit they did . I ' m not doing that . I simply have different political views than this hypothetical mod . Now , if someone does that to me for that , well that ' s just bad luck because there ' s literally millions of other people saying bad shit about Trump right now on this very site . I ' ll take those odds .