Are you talking about the rylais nerf ? <| sep |> I really want to buy one , but I am poor as shit <| sep |> Love is a strong word . It depends on him . <| sep |> Male married for ten years together for 15 years . Date Wife . We met the on match . com so I didn ' t want to pressure her . Hug I wasn ' t sure how the first date went , but lots of eye contact and she touched my arm . Hand holding Me . We had to get through a crowd so it was the perfect excuse . Kiss Me . I pulled her closer at a museum looking at a painting . Her eyes wanted me to so I did . French kiss Her . Just regular kissing until she took it further . Eating her out Me . I took her panties off and she didn ' t stop me . Blowjob Her . She started laughing . I asked why and she said she was worried it would be small . Still , a woman laughing during foreplay is never ideal . First time I cattle prodded the oyster ditch with the pastrami piston Her . She asked if I had a condom .