Same here but I ' m using xbox 360 controller only since I started the game first time on my PC DHard to say anything about other controllers in this situation . <| sep |> Yeah , I deleted all my social media cause seeing her posts would just make me feel like shit . I don ' t want to see anything or if she found someone else , I don ' t want to know . I really want to burn the physical pictures I have and letters and everything because I ' m so bitter that she left me with a reason I feel wasn ' t good enough . I want to forget it ever happened and she ever happened because I feel so betrayed and I was even telling her how I have no one to talk to anymore and begged and begged and she didn ' t give a shit . I ' ve been using the hurtful things she ' s last said to me to motivate me to become a better person , but sometimes it ' s hard to do anything at all when you see something that reminds me of her , or even worse , having a dream about her . That shit ruins my entire day . I ' m trying my best to hang in there , but I just don ' t know how to properly deal with this . lately I ' ve just been playing overwatch cause at least when I play I temporarily forget about what ' s happened , but it ' s gotten to the point where I ' ve been playing the game too much and ignoring my other responsibilities . I probably will try to bring myself to burn it all because I ' m so bitter about how she left me and why , I don ' t want to be reminded about her at all . I wish I could completely erase all memories