DON ' T YOU DARE TAKE EMORY FROM ME ! OR SO HELP ME GOD I WILL HIRE THE BESR DIVORCE LAWYER I CAN HIRE OFF A RADIO AD AND FIGHT YOU DRY ! !<| sep |> Ben was more than one comment <| sep |> Unless you are into competitive fast paced shooters , IPS all the way . <| sep |> Dude . I ' ve been there . I only agreed to the relationship because I was afraid of losing my best friend . I thought I could change . I thought I could make myself fall in love . Don ' t do this . It fucked me up bad . The guilt turned my mild depression into fullon psychotic breaks . It was the scariest thing I ' ve ever lived through . When I finally broke things off , I didn ' t cry . All I felt was relief . And that made me feel even more guilty . Two years of antidepressants , self help and coming to terms with the fact that it ' s okay for me to be happy and I ' m finally in a better place . Definitely staying single though .