Wait . is Becks sold outside of germany ? Or are you german ? <| sep |> It ' s a domino effect . I can ' t speak for everyone , but for me , it was a domino effect . That first domino had to fall alcoholism and when it did , the rest soon followed . Results not typical But I found a new love , we ' re engaged and have a baby son ! I have no debt and a paid for townhouse ! No more weird drug and booze nights . Just wholesome good fun with my family . The way it was always supposed to be . <| sep |> Liar . No . you . would . not . You ' d follow fucking orders and do it because you value your career and , in all likelihood , you ' ve got a family to take care of . Same goes for everyone else here reading this and thinking oh I wouldn ' t do it , I ' d do ' the right thing ' and refuse those horrible orders and stand up for what ' s right ! bullshit .