I was super drunk like nearly black out , told her at the start of night no a bunch of times . Then I passed out in my and it did . First time actually saying it . <| sep |> Is the pole in your squishy spot ? Area near the side , not on the hipbone but kinda near it . I also agree with others about arching the back . <| sep |> Yes ! It has to be good ! Plz Square Enix , do your best . <| sep |> you guys give me a price , <| sep |> Thanks for the reply . I guess my question was worded a bit ambiguously . I was pretty clear that the stress from insomnia was behind my relapse , though I hadn ' t thought of it in terms of cortisol per se . I ' m wondering more what happens after such a relapse . I would have thought it would throw me far out of the fasting zone , but it doesn ' t seem to have , and that ' s curious to me .