. and her mom wouldn ' t let her leave the house until she has ' snugglies ' with her . This is the kind of behavior we train out of dogs . <| sep |> Hi . I stayed . because , I fell into a deep love not knowing at the time . Finding out set me numb and for awhile I didn ' t know how to proceed . I actively hated myself and therefore stayed in a situation that was knowingly harmful . at the time I believed I deserved it . I was dealing with the loss of my mother and a lot of painful family trauma . At the time he helped me immensely . The whole situation was painful and complex but I loved him deeply . I have since left him and am putting the pieces of my life back together . Thank you for the lack of judgement . <| sep |> Thanks , I ' m pretty sure I have it . Though not sure when I did or how , but it ' s been fun playing with him . Can still be annoying when cpu knows exactly where some of your passes are going but I ' ve adjusted and get less to ' s now