Zammy holy gives comps ? <| sep |> I found this hilarious . <| sep |> I hope Ondomist becomes a thing . What are the round portholes at each end of the cabinet ? They look a little like camera lenses . <| sep |> Then the father of the shooter endorsed Trump . Goddamn monsters those Republicans . <| sep |> I wasn ' t commenting on your answer really , just saying that if injured , don ' t mess around . <| sep |> I received this as well and hit decline . Anything I should do ? <| sep |> first of all , please stop any and all talk of suicide . you know it isn ' t a solution , and it will hurt far more people than you realise . i know you ' re not on that brink right now , but please keep fighting . whoever you are , and whatever makes you less than perfect , you have the ability to live a long and worthwhile life , just like the rest of us . now , apologies , but the preaching bit isn ' t quite over . you need to pause the drugs if you haven ' t already . they ' re expensive , and they ' re driving a wedge between you and your inlawslandlords , which is superunhelpful . maybe they don ' t help with anxiety etc , but tbh i can ' t comment on your specific situation . good on you for reaching out here . there ' s no judgement , but you do clearly need some assistance . on the plus side , you have a job , with an employer who will always need reliable staff even if the pay is shit . keep looking for more work , it will appear eventually . open up with your inlaws . i don ' t know how good the relationship is , but i guess not great . on the other hand , if they ' ve kicked you out twice , then they ' ve let you in 3 times , so it isn ' t full on hate either i guess . you need an emotional support network all the time anyway , but especially now , and they are too close to not feature in yours . make sure that they know exactly what you are going through , and the steps you ' re already taking . you don ' t need their money , but you do need emotional support , and perhaps to feel a bit more welcome in what is your own home softly said to them of course . speak to the banks and other people you are in debt to . they aren ' t interested in driving you to suicide they won ' t get paid ! , and generally are open to setting up repayment terms that allow you to climb out of this hole .