You rock ! D I ' m online now if you want to trade <| sep |> No , HE isn ' t the N or abuser , my PARENTS are . He just supported a different candidate and let the results of the election make him feel safe enough to say things he would normally keep inside or only say to certain people . He ' s not abusive or manipulative . If anything , it ' s ME that is abusive and manipulative . I harassed over his choice on two occasions and I manipulated him by bringing my mother into it . See ? I am the bad one , not him . That ' s probably why I ' m feeling so down , I know how awful am and I don ' t like knowing it . I mean , who would like knowing that ? Anybody would get upset at knowing how bad they are . I just need to accept my faults and work on changing them and then I ' ll feel better .