I ' m really upset . I didn ' t get the You . This is the first time I ' ve ever missed an event card . The first event card I ever saw when I started playing , I even got . But I just can ' t play anymore . I had so many chances and I brushed them all off . I could blame my body or my treatments , but really it ' s my own fault . I know it ' s frustrating and difficult to play while weak but I could have done it . I just . kept waiting to feel healthy . And that never happened . I ' m just so upset . <| sep |> Why does it have to make sense though ? Isn ' t it fun to have some questions when you ' re walking out of the movie that will hopefully be explained in further installments ? <| sep |> the rates are higher than they were on JP