They are a joke . <| sep |> I often get meh shots as well . But it ends up being a learning exercise on what to fix next time . Of course , the next time I go out the location or conditions differ so it creates another learning experience . <| sep |> My go to is thinking about Fire . He got a small time to shine there . <| sep |> Thank you for sharing this . I had to make a decision 6 months ago after finding myself unexpectedly pregnant . I searched online for days looking for stories from women who went through with an abortion . All of them were negative . The overwhelming amount of stories about how terrible abortion is made me feel so trapped , and made the already difficult decision so much harder ! !! I ended up continuing with the pregnancy . It was the right decision for me , but not for everyone . Finding more stories like yours probably wouldn ' t have changed my decision , but it would have made the whole thing a little easier to handle .