I ' m not seeing it on GTS . Would you mind reposting on GTS ? Thanks ! <| sep |> You never know if you don ' t try <| sep |> zoomin sa wacky face lols <| sep |> It doesn ' t make sense for me to try . I don ' t have money to go out last week I didn ' t even have 20 dollars in my account for gas . My extra income is typically lent to my family one way or another , but of course I never expect to get paid back by them . I ' m pretty frugal so I don ' t need to go out , but without a desire to go out and the lack of funds to try , I don ' t get the chance to meet new people . The people I work with are typically twice my age . My days off are often spent helping babysit my nephew because my sister who is a single mome can ' t afford a babysitter . My dad runs his own carpentry business and my days off may sporadically include working for him for free labor . I can ' t plan ahead , why bother expecting to get a relationship ? I chose not to go to college and I don ' t regret that aspect of myself , but having been too awkward to ask a girl out in high school , and unable to meet anyone after high school , I ' m now 22 and have never had a girlfriend . Sometimes I do feel bad about this , it gets to me sometimes . Which is why giving up has made me feel better , and without that desire to try , I don ' t have a girlfriend and I ' m not looking for one .