Hey Endy , you free to trade now ? I ' ll pay you if so <| sep |> Sometimes I forget how good people can be . I honestly started crying a little thinking about someone going to a bridge to prevent other people from jumping off . I didn ' t even know I cared about random people trying to jump off a bridge on a holiday . But the idea that someone anticipated this and showed up just to save them . as a way of spending their own holiday . I can ' t even imagine how big their heart is . I can barely acknowledge a stranger , much less try and save them from themselves . I think my own heart is so deeply buried beneath miles of cynicism and pessimism that I forget what it feels likes to empathize and care , until I see someone else do it and remember all at once that that used to be how I felt . A very long time ago .