Of course , Amazon to the rescue ! <| sep |> I hope so too , he ' s an animal but he should be back next week . And he was a freak when it came to inside routes . <| sep |> You ' re welcome We all need a little help every now and then . Well , the 30 th isn ' t too far off and that sounds like the first good and necessary step . That will also answer what else you can do after that depending on how much you get . Anything else you can think of that you can do until then ? The rest you wrote I can ' t really relate to . You ' re obviously smart and you ' ve thought a lot about your situation . yet you sound almost like you ' re sabotaging yourself . Why is that ? <| sep |>. Holy shit , that would be sexy as hell . Would you ? <| sep |> Yeah i agree . This meme has been going on too long .