Right now I struggle with money , really badly , I might be homeless in a month , I can hardly afford to eat . But I don ' t begrudge other people their wealth , the dumb girl with a brand new BMW who has never worked a day in her life ? Good for her , at least some people can have nice things . My shoes have holes in them and my feet are wet from walking through the rain to work , but if someone on rSneakers has a brand new pair of $ 400 plastic shit and they are happy about it , good for them . It ' s incredibly hard to celebrate the joy of others , or the wealth of others , but its not impossible . But some days it ' s just that much harder than others . <| sep |> Yep . Slowly but surely we ' re making progress . It ' s like trying to spoon feed a child with ADHD but we ' re getting there .