Are you dating JGL ? <| sep |> Vary tru but u could still have sexy websites with just HTMLCSS . Thu as a web designer can ' t say them high paying dark web clients are just rollin ' through the door so that may have something to do with it . <| sep |> So edgy . Go fuck yourself , you piece of shit . <| sep |> I write more as form of therapy than to be remembered . Mostly because what I write is always under different usernamespen names than my actual name , though I probably have the opposite problem from yourself . Maybe try to see it as something only for yourself so you can learn to enjoy it more instead of worrying about whether or not it will define who you are to people of the future . An example would be Poe ' s writings . He happened to live a life very different from the things he wrote about , though it was probably an expression of his familiarity with death as he was orphaned at a young age and lived a life of struggle . You can express a part of yourself without having to put such a large weight on what you ' re writing . It ' s meant to be enjoyable , not something to stress about that further depresses you . There ' s too much in life to worry about already without having it affect something you want to love to do .