You know , I suck at video games I think my brain just doesn ' t process quickly enough . So , when the situation arises , I sit by idly with a fake smile on my face , but I ' m not actively watching . It ' s a little boring , but okay . So that will be my old age experience some kind of Groundhog Day . <| sep |> I don ' t have a fear of food . I love food . That ' s kinda how I got overweight in the first place . I miss being able to eat an entire bag of chips and not give a damn how unhealthy it was . <| sep |> I ' m not saying we should do that . Definitely not . CDU tried that in MV . With disastrous conseqeunces . But we have to do something . We need to find and solve the underlying structural problem . Or we will see it escalate .