Not easy . Europe has some pretty strict visa rules unless you ' re a doctor or something else is high , educated demand . If you ' re just in sales or administration or something typical , you aren ' t getting a job . That ' s even ignoring not knowing the language , of course . <| sep |> Moon , The Way Way Back and Perks of Being a Wallflower were definitely short on audiences upon release . <| sep |> You do not need to feel guilty . There is a reason you are the only person she has , and that is not your problem . She doesn ' t deserve you . I promise that if you ice her out , you will feel better . Your mom sounds super similar to mine and that ' s what I did not even a month ago , and even though she is on my mind a lot , I know that one day that will pass , and the peace of mind I feel already not having to deal with her back and forth bullshit is soooo worth it . You are enough . Fuck her for making you feel like you are not .