Fucken Neil . What kind of a terrorist is named Neil ? Sounds like a bank teller . Pull your head in Neil . <| sep |> Please please don ' t hurt yourself . There ' s a lot of stuff in the sidebar that you should read . I ' ll tell you that a huge revelation i had only about a month ago was that it ' s ok to ask for help . We all need it sometimes . It ' s useless to pretend we ' re fine when we aren ' t just to keep up appearances because it hurts us in the long run . Again please talk to a professional and don ' t hurt yourself . Your life has value and meaning to it . Pm me if you ever want to talk and best of luck to you . <| sep |> Yar , there ' s plenty of video clips on YouTube . Bonus some of them are clearly VCR recordings of original newscasts , and you can be reminded just how puffy and resplendent 90 ' s hair was . Here ' s a history channel clip which is even more fascinating when you learn why the bridge sunk