He only played during a couple of games at the beginning of the season . I was very unimpressed by him but tbh I don ' t know how much that was affedcted by the fact that the whole team is quite shit this season so far . He hasn ' t even made it into the squad for the past couple of games even when we had problems due to injuries so it ' s quite obvious that this isn ' t going to work out . I know it ' s easy to say now but I didn ' t really understand this transfer in the first place so I guess it ' s quite good it ' s only a loan . <| sep |> Dual tap kegerator is done and eagerly awaiting it ' s payload . Brewing my house ipa tomorrow . Going to be a long two weeks . <| sep |> I just went through this myself ! Everything will be ok . I ended up having to call my doctor and taking medication . It took me months to make the call because I was so afraid of being judged or seen as crazy . I wish I had done it sooner . I ' m rooting for you love .