It varies between jobs . I work in a public school , and we had all week off . <| sep |> Racism is social terrorism . <| sep |> Reminds me of the people that buy subsidized cell phones from the company I work for . Hey , I ' m spending $ 49 on the phone , so I ' m getting a great deal right ? Well no actually , because now you lose that $ 20 discount for financing the phone and after the 2 year agreement is up , you actually spent twice as much in the end . but it ' s $ 49 for an iPhone 6 , so I ' m going to take it anyways . <| sep |> So when you weren ' t a fully blown addict , you were . what . mostly addicted ? Of course it ' s normal . If you can rid yourself of this notion that you ' re addicted , then maybe you can start using again . I mean , you weren ' t addicted , so why not ? And it ' s beyond easy to forget the cringeworthy behavior that compelled you to label yourself as an addict . And that , brother , is the key . I want you to sit back and remember all the crazy , stupid , shit you did in the name of your addiction . I don ' t know your DOC , but were you drunk at work ? Using oxy to the point of bankruptcy ? Masturbating until you bled ? People don ' t call themselves addicts lightly . Addicts , most of all , don ' t want to admit their addiction because they know that they ' ll have to stop . So , one question to answer Why are you an addict ?