I know right . I ' m not even far left . I would consider myself pretty much a moderate . But by some people standards that ' s a left wing extremist . <| sep |> Mehr Luft als blich durch seine Nase pusten ist schon belst heftiges Lachen fr Internet . Da kommt nur noch LOL und ROFL drber . <| sep |> You kind of get desensitized over time and you kind of feel safe because you kind of forget about it on purpose . Also so many problems yo worry about that your mind sinply doesn ' t have the RAM to think about all of them all the time . Now why I don ' t leave ? Simple , immigration . It ' s not like you can just grab a plane , go to the US and say , hey , I want to live here . Immigration processes are mostly very hard or almost impossible unless you have family originally from Europe or you have a job lined up in a different country or you get married with someone from that country . Now I ' m 31 with a wife and a son . I can ' t just immigrate illegally to a different country in adventure mode and eat what little I have saved looking for s job . The job market in this industry is fucked on a global scale and I don ' t have European family and neither does my wife . So our options are really limited . The places I can go to don ' t have jobs for me , the places that have jobs for me I can ' t legally go to