Quite stagnate right now . wonder what the last few hours will be . Maybe climb a little <| sep |> I ' m thankful that I finally got my shit together this year and got my weight down . This year I ' ve gone from class 2 obese to just 1 . 8 pounds away from my goal weight ! I feel like I ' m finally starting to develop a healthy relationship with food and I ' m in the best shape of my life . This Thanksgiving is going to be great because it ' s the first year that the feast will truly be special to me . Now that every day isn ' t a food free for all for me , a day like today I where I will eat whatever I want can be fun and guilt free . I will still go for a run today to celebrate my newfound fitness and tomorrow I will be right back on the CICO train . Now excuse me while I go grab one more sliver of my Fianc ' s amazing peanut butter fudge !