What did we do now ? <| sep |> Yeah I played a few matches today , and nobody was moving on either team really . <| sep |> Hey does this work with A 2 tubes ? Edit not sure why I ' m being downvoted but thanks <| sep |> because I have NEVER had a book or a game affect me so strongly . Me either , kind of defies explanation . <| sep |> Have a great thanksgiving dude . keep your head up . I would love to see some of your work . <| sep |> I agree with unotawittyfucker . Go away for 12 months , enjoy yourself , learn , grow and come back and make them realise what a cracking human you are . Story time . Excuse the vagueness but it won ' t be hard to work out what I ' m talking about from my posting history . I applied and got to the very end stage of the application process . I got rejected because I didn ' t measure up one side of the selection criteria . Unlike yourself it wasn ' t a 12 month wait , it was 3 years . I was pretty broken after that . Thought I had it in the bag , had swapped uni courses to do it , had no back up because I didn ' t really need one . I was wrong , it was pretty devastating to hear . Said bugger it I ' ll go do something else with my life , it ' s alright . Tried for a while to convince myself it was the right choice , I couldn ' t really keep up the pretence that it would make me happy . Finished my degree , moved to the UK to be with the girl I was seeing , that went south after 6 years , job fell through and a bit more . It was at that point I just said fuck it , put together a plan and came back here . Bided my time , applied again and did a lot better . We ' ll see what comes of it I suppose . Sorry for the ramble . The salient point is this , it ' s pretty gutting right now but it isn ' t the end of the world . If you still want it take 12 months , grow , learn and enjoy your time . Come back harder , better prepared and even more determined . I had a pretty shite time for a while , but I wouldn ' t change it . I ' ve grown up a lot , actually got to finish my degree , got another degree , built a back up career , won some races and lost more , worked in my field and had a lot of fun doing it . Take the opportunity and run mate , you ' ll look back on it and be glad I ' m sure . Hit me up if you fancy a chat about anything .