so are you getting help ? whether it ' s meds or therapy , it ' s not okay to have this view of yourself . trust me when I say I struggled with getting help for a while before actually getting it . when I finally started therapy I just felt so stupid for needing it , and wanted to quit . but I stuck with it and it ' s helped me so much to just have an outside view , or someone to help guide me out of the foggy mindset I put myself in . <| sep |> I actually loved the first mission , and it also looks amazing . I can see where you ' re coming from though , butchers can be annoying , and the indoor part is pretty cramped , but other than that I thought it was awesome . Could be my favorite mission in the game right ahead of Eminent Domain and Lady Boyle ' s Last Party .