I don ' t know if the first part is true . But mixing Xanax and alcohol is the perfect suicide cocktail . Vermouth has alcohol and just a little booze and xanax is terrible . Bare minimum you will black out and not remember a fucking thing . Actually if we are doing suicide just OD on opiates . Gods jacuzzi water slide to death . <| sep |> and the wheel , probably the wheel . <| sep |> Was a single word just said ? <| sep |> I ' m no trump supporter but Jesus fucking Christ . This is a highly active 10 year old with many flashing lights and cameras now in his face , he ' s not groomed actor , leave him alone . I would gamble on ADHD not autism . <| sep |> I have been playing on survival since it was introduced . The other day I finally got tired of not being able to fast travel or save on demand so I turned it off . EVERYTHING is now spongey as hell but fast travel makes it worthwhile . High level characters on survival are fun as shit though