That instrument cluster is sick <| sep |> Ya gunna eat lightning and crap stuffing ! <| sep |> However , recently I have been feeling very uneasy about the afterlife and if we still remember our lives and our families or if we are just dead . I believe in Jesus as our Savior and God as the allmighty creator and he died for our sins and Jesus rose from the dead . I just can ' t get this feeling of death out of my head , it ' s giving me extreme anxiety and I do not know what to do . Everyone just keeps saying have faith but it is ruining my life , I can ' t stop thinking about it 247 . I think you should ponder what is frightening about dying . I know my question sounds a bit cheeky or absurd , but there are a few ways to get out of this anxietymaking hole . Usually , uneasy feelings come out due to absurd thinking , such as the reification of nothingness there is nothing , bad projection I will . , and alike . I ' m one of these guys who won ' t say have faith . I found that it ' s extremely difficult to believe just to be saved from the fear of dying or death , and it makes faith even harder to have , by adding doubts . I ' ve struggled with fear of death for about 20 years I ' m soon 28 , and I found out that this fear is often based on misconceptions or bad thinking . So no , don ' t have faith well , don ' t just have faith , it might work but you ' ll feel incapable of escaping your questions . And in my case , using faith to prevent myself from being afraid of dying made it extremely difficult to believe . I ' m much more at ease with my faith now than I used to be . It ' s hard to imagine that I am just magically here and there is no higher power that did not create me and give me my conscious and create you , why am I me and not you . Well , test that line of thinking . If you ' re magically here , what does it implies ? Does it mean you ' re a spontaneous emanation of nothingness ? Is that what you ' re really saying ? Does the sentence mean anything ? O . o I ' d say not to be afraid about questioning death . Perhaps we can ' t figure what it is but we can surely say what it isn ' t . It ' s like saying the world doesn ' t exist . Sure , it might be fun to say , but once you ponder really hard to figure what you are saying means , a few other oddities will sprout . If the world doesn ' t exist , does it mean that this sentence exist ? and so on , for example .