No , I am the same . No matter how hard I push myself I am a runner the more tired I become , the more I am incapable of defend myself from the obsessions , they basically run free . So , exercising is shit but I keep doing it because I need to stay in shape . another obsession in itself . Fucking twisted brain ! <| sep |> When I was on a low speed low cap internet plan satellite , as it ' s all that was available where I live a year or so ago I made my own update server repository that all my computers updated from . Download once on the host machine and it fed updates to all or my others . Granted , at the time this was on Arch Linux , and since switching to Fedora I ' ve been on a better internet plan and haven ' t really needed to set one up again , but it shouldn ' t be much harder in Fedora . It ' d at least be something that you ought to look into .