so I found a video of it but unfortunately you can ' t see inside it . <| sep |> I have the same reasoning as you . <| sep |> I feel you , like many Edmontonians I have SAD seasonal affective disorder , clever name . The days feel like they ' re 2 hours long and it ' s even worse since I started a job working nights . It ' ll get better buddy , it feels like just the start of a long Winter but the worst is almost behind us ! Just make a point to be outside in the sun as much as possible , even if it ' s cold . Just go for a drive or make sure all your blinds are open ! <| sep |> You are gorgeous . You look like the love child of Uma Thurman and Kristin Ritter . Hope you get the help you need . No shame in seeing a trained professional . I hope you consider it .