got black medium <| sep |> And they cost nearly a $ 1000 . <| sep |> played against freakazoid and Frozt in a esea match . Lost the match but pulled off a 1 v 4 against freak . 1 v 4 yxxv 8 LILNJcplayed with and against Hiko many times . played against quite a bit of tier 3 NA players <| sep |> I think the people saying it ' s creepy because of equality or whatever need to analyze the difference between men ' s and women ' s sexuality . <| sep |> Afaik they changed fissure to not proc linkens . <| sep |> I have self esteem issues partially caused by an abusive past involving an ex boyfriend . I want a relationship but have a difficult time finding men who are at least a little patient and considerate . Most in my area and age range tend to want sex and nothing else so I quit trying . No more dating sites . No more single social meet ups . I am naturally drawn to older men thirties to forties but I have dated 50 ' s Communicative and kind men . Single ones are hard to come across . Plus I guess I don ' t feel I will ever find someone due to my introverted and analytical personality . I try . I really do . I ' m active and working . I take care of my self . I ' ve lost weight and i ' m more styleconscious . I ' m involved in social groups and I ' m friendly to people . Just doesn ' t seem to work .