oh ill try ! rvncto <| sep |> Saying the same thing over and over doesn ' t make your argument have any more substance . <| sep |> Thank you , that ' s exactly the kind of description I was looking for . And yes , definitely I will talk to my endo out about it . I completely understand it ' s different from person to person and probably from event to event for the same person . <| sep |> Two thanks <| sep |> I ' m so jealous ! I live with my parents at the moment , and they ' re very firm on no bunnies . Plus , I have two cats that like to kill small things . <| sep |> The only things you get for regenerating are skins and bragging rights , so if that ' s not your thing , I wouldn ' t . <| sep |> I want to tell you the story of the one time I spit on someone . This is not a made up story and I was in 3 rd grade at the time , coincidentally it also takes place on a bus . Also I ' m on mobile so forgive errors etc . It was the last day of school and as I was heading to the bus , the school bully was saying goodbye to his friends for the summer by the bus bay so I slowed down the pace at which I was walking since the bully we ' ll call him Todd since that ' s a douchey name in my mind Todd beat me up and took my lunch money almost every morning , I wasn ' t in any hurry for him to see me . In fact I avoided Todd as much as I could as a general rule , the problem being that Todd lived across the street diagonally from me . sooooooooo if I wanted to get to school I had to see him at the bus stop that was basically the midway point between our two houses , awesome huh ? Anyhow , as I slowed down the girl I had a crush on suddenly appeared next to me ! What ' s more ? She asked me if I wanted to sit next to her on the bus ride home as we were only a few short stops away from one another , I remember being so stinking jazzed that I almost forgot about Todd and as we walked up to the bus I slowed to let her on firstcause I ' m a chivalrous motherfucker and all so she could pick out our seat . She picked the seat that had that bump that all school buses have that is essentially the wheel well for the back tires . We sat down and to my surprise she put her hand in mine and we sat and talked about summer plans camp for me and I don ' t remember exactly where but somewhere near the ocean for her while the rest of the bus descended into chaos and chants of no more teachers , no more books , no more teacher ' s dirty looks , when the teacher rings the bell , drop your books and run like hell . We didn ' t hear any of that we were in our own little zone that I never wanted to leave ! It wasn ' t until I heard the words , who ' s your little girlfriend , faggot ? coming from the seat directly in front of us that I even remembered that I was scared and avoiding Todd before I ran into Samantha . her name is Samantha I replied somewhat sheepishly . does she know you ' re a fucking faggot ? he quipped as he laughed in his uniquely cruel way . you ' re the faggot I sort of mumbled a little bit louder than I normally would have but , hey , no one wants to be embarrassedin front of their crush , particularly not the first time they are holding hands ! And then I felt ita strong sting from the unexpected slap to the face that Todd had deemed to be a perfect punishment for daring to talk back to him . He said something else derogatory that I didn ' t hear through the haze of embarrassment and anger . He then turned a around and sat down laughing , our exchange was apparently over . Samantha looked at me with wide , sad eyes and asked are you OK ? I ' m fine , I ' ll get him back I sort of spat back . Those eyes , that sad dejection in her voice hurt more than the slap and that was it ! I . Saw . Red . I couldn ' t let this stand anymore . I had been coming home hungry and with bruises for months , thank god for advanced karate sparring as an explanation to my mom . I steeled myself for a beating that I was going to instigate . A beating that would come from someone 3 years older than myself , though I was pretty big for my age and I sparred with kids his age and older all the time since I was the youngest kid in my karate class . I saw my opportunity as we rounded the corner to the stop before mine . As the kids filed off the bus I whispered to Samantha when the bus pulls away switch to the empty seat across from us she nodded after looking at me curiously . Well before we got to our stop the bus was going to have to make two right turns that essentially was an elongated Uturn . As the bus started to make that first turn I stood up on the wheel well and punched Todd ' s as hard as I could into the window with a little help from the centrifugal force from the bus turning . I continued to just punch and punch and punch his ass as much and as fast as I could . By the time the bus got to the end of the street where our stop was Todd was curled up in a ball on the floor covering his head and I was almost upside down leaned over the seat . As the bus stopped and the doors opened , I grabbed my backpack as quick as I could , said something to the effect of who ' s the bitch now and gathered as much spit as I could in my mouth and spit it on him before high tailing it out of there throwing an I ' ll call you later to Samantha on my way down the aisle , off the bus , and finally let out a huge sigh of relief when the bus doors closed and Todd didn ' t get off . I sauntered through my front dropped my backpack by the door , grabbed myself a Gatorade and turned on the TV and my Nintendo to play some Mario and forget about having to see Todd again until high school . Well , I was wrong about that . About half an hour later there was knocking that sounded like thunder at my front door accompanied by the doorbell ringing . Needless to say , I paused my game and asked my momwho had just been woken from a pretty sound sleep nap if she would mind getting the door . while I hid in my room . I ' m not THAT ashamed of this part I heard women yelling and remember thinking WTF ? !?! Did he tell his mom ? Anyhow . A few mins pass the yelling is now only coming from my mom and suddenly I heard you can both go to HELL followed by the door slamming with more force than I thought my mom was capable of . I peeked my head out from the corner of the hall and said Mom ? Everything OK ? Aninfallibletruth get your ass here NOW ! what happened ? I said sheepishlydid you hock a lugey in Todd ' s mouth ? !?! what ' s a lugey ? I asked sincerelyNevermind , did you beat Todd up on the bus ? he slapped me first and he did it in front of my girlfriendyou have a GIRLFRIEND ? she smiledkinda I said with a hopeful smilewell I told his mom that she raised a little tattletale bully and that he deserved whatever you did to him and more ! You ' ve been getting beat up for months , coming home and lying about the bruises and she never heard boo from me but he gets a taste of his own medicine and comes crying to her and she has the nerve to come banging on my door ? Fuck her ! I had literally never heard my mom talk like thathow did you know I was lying ? I asked kind of shockedyou ' re a horrible liar Aninfallibletruth . Either way I ' m proud of you for standing up for yourself . just don ' t spit on people son , that ' s disgusting she smiled . fin