I am really sorry you are feeling like this and have had such shitty luck with doctors . They work for US and not the other way around . I hate it when they forget that . so searching for a compassionate and attentive one seems like a worthy if time consuming sometimes pursuitThis may sound like a longshot for you , but this stuff has been working wonders for the drug cravings I ' ve been experiencing since quitting kratom and I credit it for clearing up the opioid induced ADHD , too . This is an article explaining a novel ADHD idea . maybe you ' ve tried it , maybe not , but I thought I ' d toss it out there anyway . honestly used to think mindfulness meditation was some hokey new age BS . but I take that all back . It ' s wonderful . I think every human on the planet could benefit from it . Even if it didn ' t completely cure your ADHDmaybe it could actually make you feel better and more calm around everything which in turn could spark new solutions . I just don ' t know about using kratom daily for ADHD . Maybe you wouldn ' t mind being physically dependent on something ? the issue is that tolerance builds and the effectiveness wears off and then taking more is the answer . I have seen people taking upwards of 100 grams per day , I kid you not . And after all that tolerance builds and we quit , what ' s left is a big gaping hole where that crack was we were looking to fix . You know ?