Its mostly fruit , with giant individual bites from teeth that most definitely aren ' t of a normal human . There is a perfectly cut off bread crust , however . There are some footprints that are probably his that I ' ve been tracking for a while . At least size 15 , no smaller . <| sep |> it ' s easiest for me to speak as though this is you , so im going to . if it ' s not , then please apply it as necessary . i have had this and what i do is focus on my own feelings away from them . i try my best to neutralize my feelings toward them . my feelings as a result of abuse are different and those are what actually effect me . my anger or feelings towards them are what i struggle to sort through . i dont know that ive forgiven them and i am loosely in contact but only when it ' s ok for me to be and only when i choose . i dont truthfully know when it happened or how . just at some point i realized any sorrow about what they did as a person literally to me will only cause me more sorrow and pain . they might not even remember , likely don ' t know that i am aware and what they do know just isn ' t worth bringing up . they ' re a parent so it ' s kind of moot point . i live far away now which helps immensely and this is not always possible . no matter what , stoic or not , focus on doing what you can do to heal your pain and possibly detatch it from the person in question . if it remains tethered to them , they will always come along . if you cut it off , it can be hard and so aimless but then it ' s just you and if stoicism tells us anything it ' s that we are the only ones that we can control . either way , whatever you feel , can or can ' t do , you aren ' t wrong for it and you won ' t be . take care of yourself friend .