Going in to die in order to level up that charr behind the gate <| sep |> Broken . Last relationship was 8 years , and she cheated on me . I spent the past year trying to move on . My current city is too small to find a new person with similar interests it seems . I am not a bad looking person but this whole online dating thing isn ' t for me if I get 0 matches over a year across 6 different online platforms . I spent the first 3 months really trying swiping right , messaging as much as I could , super likes , buying the boost all of that . But I only got Bots and catfish . So I gave up right now . I am working and just living day by day . Kind of want to give up but I am too . proud ? I have family I care for no kids , just sisters and brothers , since I am the oldest and I want to help them the best I can . I do hate the fact that I can ' t stop thinking about being single . To give insight to the type of person I am here are a few qualities . Bachelor ' s degree , no debt , small house . I try to never insult people . I will never hit my SO . I will give them everything I can . I do 90 % of the chores around the house . I love kids . I rock climb , and cycle in my free time . I volunteer at a bicycle repair shop for 12 years . Fixing bikes for poor kids . I teach English to Japanese , and Chinese students . I don ' t drink , smoke , or do drugs . American .