I was a dick long before I was conservative . <| sep |> The relationship will fail if you already feel like you don ' t want to be with her . In the end , things will end up worse for the both of you . The relationship is a two person deal , if you are only in it for her sake , then you are not in it at all . You deserve to be happy and she deserves to be with someone that would be happy to be with her . Regardless of how much she says she will fix things , sooner or later she will have a manic or depressive episode . She will need someone to love and be patient with her . You will need to truly love and want to be with her , to provide that . So be true to yourself and fair with her . You both don ' t deserve this relationship