That ' s just epic . <| sep |> Dan Bilzerian said it best . In response to if he will ever get married his response was something like I ' m a gambling man and I ' m not betting half of my shit that a girl will stay with me the rest of my life <| sep |> Don ' t know why you were downvoted for this but yeah I ' d recommend cutting . Starting from nothing you should be able to make some muscle gain and at least then you ' ll have abs and look lean . You can look pretty aesthetic to normal people just by having low body fat and three months ' worth of noob gains . If you don ' t already know rbodyweight fitness go there for advice on how to do your routine just doing things like 50 pushups is only going to increase your endurance . You need progression in order to build muscle . Then as soon as you can find a gym or buy the basics of a home gym , I recommend starting a routine involving free weights .