Technically , the BloodStarved Beast and Cleric Beast are semioptional bosses you don ' t have to do both but you must do one or the other , otherwise there ' s no way to get to Amelia . Wow , that link has some typos . Shadow of Yharman ? D <| sep |> Had the same dilemma , I purchased a used s 0 stainless steel for $ 200 on eBay . <| sep |> How much are these not on sale ? I ' m wary of false sale tactics . <| sep |> Cool cool , that ' s probably part of the full answer ! I think that justification part is pretty spot on <| sep |> Who did it for you ? can you please pm me the contact ? <| sep |> I was the same way . Tried everything under the sun , didn ' t take anything a second time except weed for like a year . I ' d trip once a month , roll once a month , maybe do some coke once a month on the weekends . Then I tried my first roxy and heroin not long after that , THEN someone got me in to shooting , and it was fucking over . Opiates , like you said , the warmth and euphoria is beyond anything else and you want to return to that comfortable place for every waking minute of your life if you can . I feel your pain , your story is very similar to mine .