If you can ' t afford the fetches I assume you also can ' t get Goyfs , and at that point Sultai is just a poor choice without Goyf or Bolt . As is always the answer with the suboptimal fetch question you lose percentage points but the deck can function . <| sep |> Haha I wish I had depression instead of the disorder I ' m stuck with depersonalisation . It ' s tricky to describe , but if you ' ve ever had a bad weed experience , it ' s very similar to being constantly stuck in that state . Yeah you ' re right about the workouts . I just wanted to see at least a slight change , but nothing was happening so I didn ' t have the drive to go like 45 times per week . For sure the weakest symptom I have and I probably shouldn ' t have included it tbh . As others have said , it might not be hormonal . So to be honest , I don ' t really know how to even begin approaching my situation . Just turned 20