About 9 years ago , I was in the seventh grade , I had a friend over to my place . We knew each other from school and played COD 4 online together as we both had just recently gotten PS 3 ' s . We were pretty similar and both browsed the web heavily at the time . We both knew of shock videos and were intrigued by 2 girls 1 cup and things of that nature . We decided to sit down and watch 3 guys 1 hammer and I honestly don ' t think I ' ve been the same since . We couldn ' t finish the video and I remember closing the browser and walking out to the front of my house not knowing what I had just witnessed . I remember the first viewing vividly . The hammer strikes play back in my mind like it was yesterday . I forced myself several years later to finish the video as some sort of closure and it made me feel better I guess . I ' m about to graduated college with a math degree so I guess it didn ' t fuck me up too bad , but it changed my life for sure . I was still very young and very impressionable . Editread the question wrong , disregard my drunk ass