And still coming out of it confused as fuck . <| sep |> Sounds kinda like Grant Ball Four if you do the verbal equivalent of squinting . <| sep |> damn bro , you ' re too funny <| sep |> Heatbeat Rocker Monster , don ' t know which version though . <| sep |> John Lennon reminds me of myself when I was 16 . Mostly in the phase in which he started to dabble into intellectual topics . I was slightly subversive at 16 , liked writing poetry . I read books a lot , but I wasn ' t mature enough to grasp the subleties so I would just take grand ideas and use them to try to say something . It ' s not hard to criticize institutions or to come up with phrases like living ' s easy with your eyes closed . Lennon is sort of a stereotypical college liberal who was probably smarter than much of middle america at the time , but still only above average compared to people with no interest in learning at all . In his 30 ' s he was a bit more wise , probably where I was at at 21 .