CTR or a very deluded man . I think some theories are lame duck but there are some fucked up facts that came out of the rpizzagate affair and the emails , like Laura Silsby and her position on amber alert related company , the match between Besta Pizza ' s logo and the pedo symbol and just given the size of the US you don ' t think there is rampant child trafficking ? Like England , Belgium didn ' t get into deep shit with top officials exposed ? Also fun fact Hillary and Bill are cozy with Epstien , A CONVICTED DIDDLER . If you think people are similar everywhere this should be very alarming . <| sep |> I find that other people are speaking from a presumption about how easy life must have been to arrive at this moment . I am aware that I didnt grow up in a warzone , but I am also aware that the occasional trip to a psych hospital or having people genuinel concerned that you are suicidal are not common experiences that one casually goes through . I am aware of ways life could be worse and that my life used to in fact be absolutely wretched do they get that ? I accept the ' be grateful ' bit from friends , but from others it seems like just a dismissal of my past and present problems .