More videos , more exposure , and if you consistently upload videos people will have a reason to subscribe because they know another video will be uploaded the next day , every other day , etc . <| sep |> I wrote this the other day to remember that happiness comes in little portions . and yes . we should think on that when we are down . There is a melancholic mixture of sadness and loneliness swirling around the gloom of this night . There is only a plate on this table for two . only one spoon and one tea cup full of boiled water . This hot liquid makes me remember that I went on the quest of a little of rain but everything went wrong . I went like a pirate behind the chant of the most beautiful mermaid . I burned my boats out before the trip , I carried among my naked hands only the hope of calming down my thirst . But , like a pirate I was doomed since the beginning of the quest , it doesn ' t matter , I saw her eyes to die a little after hearing her song . like the rest of us . No regrets . no regrets . no regrets . I lost everything but there is a seed in my pocket , the seed of a tree of hope . I could walk the same path all over again just to see the eyes of this mermaid once more , despite of that at the end there ' s nothing else than this gloom and this lonely plate on this table for two . because there ' s no reason to live if you don ' t have nothing to die for .