this isn ' t what I ' m talking about at all . my comment was referring to getting so angry that it would make someone close to you cry . I ' ve been very mad around girlfriends and family , none of them fucking cried from fear . <| sep |> same here . I find it really hard to do anything that requires precision . like doing work on the computer . <| sep |> How do you know they only admitted because they got caught red handed ? I mean this was pretty blatant editing because he was drunk , but it could ' ve been something way more insidious . <| sep |> Here ' s the post the name of that music track was Tuesday . <| sep |> I probably won ' t but I appreciate it . <| sep |> I am so glad to hear that you have reclaimed your voice and that you are speaking your truth . Refusing to write the obit , telling your mom about the Christmas rules and standing up for yourself is important . I liked the symbolism of your foot on the ashes and your assertion that you have made a life for yourself , in that regard you have won . When you have suffered through abusepainneglect and have come out on the other side as a caring person speaks a lot to your determination and character . Stay strong , you have lots of support here .