What a great sub , thank you <| sep |> my ex girlfriend of 5 years left me , she ' s collecting her things saturday i miss her tremendously like I feel like something has destroyed me on the inside . I wasn ' t there for her on important things and I know that now after thinking hard on it for a bit . She still feels strongly about me but another person has entered the picture and I feel like i just lost the greatest thing that has came my way and it ' s really hard to cope knowing that . I ' ve been trying to better myself everyday but its a struggle to not cry since just about everything reminds me of her . I feel like i should go talk to a therapist anyways since I ' ve had on and off depression for years and I just want to be the best for my next partner