Is there a video demonstrating this ? I can conceptualize what you are saying in my head , but don ' t get why its bad <| sep |> If you haven ' t ordered it yet sign up for their news letter . I got a code for joining it for 10 % off . So I got even a bigger discount . Let me know if you like that blade . I almost got the same one . I play a bit more offensive though so I went with the donic waldner senso carbon blade . ALLOFF with the feel of a wood blade supposedly . It has really high user reviews . I ordered mine 3 days ago from tt 11 . It ' s scheduled to be here in Utah on Monday . That ' s fast ! <| sep |> I ' m in the same boat . This is is a must win for me too . <| sep |> I can articulate fairly well irl , so I am not too worried about making friends . I just want action from females , admiration and respect , from other men . I want people to see my greatness , and adore me this is the honest truth . I agree it can be tough in the beginning , especially since I have a slight Indian accent too . I have never had good experiences with friends or people tbh , so that makes me wary about wanting to make friends . I ' d rather be your brother tbh , at least he did not die alone . Dark triad means I can get whatever I want no limitations .