Sounds like they caught it early and she ' s getting excellent care . Hugs ! <| sep |> How do you know this ? ?? I ' m scared . <| sep |> 10 AND FUCKING 1 , HOW BOUT THEM COWBOYS ! ? Keep rollin ' rollin ' rollin ' rollin '. RsXEbqS 7 cpE <| sep |> Ah yes , I remember reading that article several times over the years , loved it then , love it now I remember in one of my best years ever , I was taking on challenges that scared me a little but just taking action on it made me feel confident and well . kind of sexy lol . Back then I was inspired by Beowulf and Norse mythology . The Norse gods were fated to die in the apocalyptic battle of Ragnarok . Fenris the wolfbeast will eat the moon and the giants will wreak havoc , but that doesn ' t stop Thor and the gods from taking them on . Why fight if you ' re fated to fail ? There was just something so inspirational about that to me , these guys act because it ' s who they are , a warrior ' s pride , there ' s something special about facing challenges and death with that I ' m proud of who I am spirit . So that ' s how I wanted to live that year , taking actions that made me feel confident , not caring about succeeding or failing although I wanted success very much , but it was more about being proud of myself and my own growth at the end of the day . In a way , it was LoA , I was focusing on feeling good about myself by doing actions that made me feel good about myself , not letting outside conditions dictate that for long . I didn ' t think I could control things outside of me back then , so it was more about my internal world and internal satisfaction . Plus , I was developing a more positive , I believe in myself mindset at the time . Over the years , I kind of lost that spirit . New challenges and failures in college brought down my confidence . It reminds me of the fall of the Roman Empire , internal tensions made it weak , and so too did my ongoing tensions in thought made me weaker to the fears in my own life . I forgot the power of a confident , positive mind . I came to think that massive action was the key to success , but the more effort I put in , the more stressed I was and the more I received more of the same mediocre results . Resistance at its finest , my fear of failure drove me to stress myself out and attracted more discouragement . Once I relaxed for the sake of my health , my gut feeling told me that happiness has its own unique power . With a new beginning , I reversed the tide and decided to focus on a positive outlook first , taking soothing actions that made me feel more confident and not stressed , more happy and relaxed , and I even worked and studied less . The result was greater success and manifestations for a time . I still had to take action , but it felt like a state of flow , a natural next step from my positive thinking , and it felt good most of the time . I think the lesson I learned was that when I find myself in fear , I need to get back to confidence first and then actions flows from there . Take action because it fits as a natural next step or because it helps us feel better about ourselves and our goals , but don ' t take action when fear rules our consciousness , otherwise there will be stress and struggle and resistance . At least I think that ' s how it works lol