From life I ' d like to not be depressedanxious all the time , I can ' t remember the last time I didn ' t have a stomach ache from feeling anxious about something . I wish I ' d have a girlfriend and I wish I could spend more time trying to become a pro gamer . And I wish that I could just be myself a bit more but I have this fear that people won ' t like me when I ' m being me so I often end up mirroring people which has gotten to the point where it ' s hard for me to know what I think and what I say I think because it ' s what people probably want to hear . Also having a nice place to live with a girlfriend , a dog and not having to worry about income would be super good ! Or at least not having to share a room with my brother haha