Just bought this a couple of days ago . How unlucky I am . <| sep |> What indies are you watching ? It might just be my skewed British perspective , but most of our indies run regular monthly shows with long storylines and regular characters . No real distinction between them and something like ROH outside of exposure , far as I can see . <| sep |> I ' m pretty upset . <| sep |> If they were my kids , I would be forced to beat them . <| sep |> Right ? ?? It ' s crazy how any entertainment things have heavy shit dealing with the death of a spouse but . gloss over it ? Like they never take the time to fully show what the actual grieving process is like . And I have to say I completely don ' t notice these things . E . g John Wick . It actually does a halfway decent job before getting into the action movie . I had seen it before but completely forgot it involved his wife dying in the intro . Imagine my surprise when I watched it again with a group of people and then had to leave the room . Ugh .