Hold my dick . As soon as you get Daks and Dez out of your mouth . I ' ll wait . <| sep |> What word is even being spelled here ? <| sep |>. how exactly does settlement building take up 90 % of the game ? That ' s straight up nonsense seeing as you ' re responsible for what you do in the game . <| sep |> he uses hand sanitizer to masturbate . What kind of fucking masochist . ?<| sep |> Dude what the fuck <| sep |> Apparently so , according to the website . <| sep |> Please listen to umellowdrama , writing everything down is important . I spent way too much time falling back into things , because my brain tried to wipe all the BS from my memory why ? probably because it made me feel shit and superstressed and anxious all the time . Writing here is good , but I found writing for myself and keeping track of why and how and who said what helped me counteract my overactive brain trying to relieve my continuous state of I feel horrible , I feel helpless . And especially in the quiet times you WILL have selfdoubt to some extent and people around you WILL ask oh but was it really that bad ? They ' re faammmillyy and you might start doubting what was said and done . That ' s when your external memory will help you stand your ground . For me it helps to see what I wrote and felt at the time . It snaps me back into HELLNO IM NOT GOING BACK TO THAT ! mode .