Do the UFC know exact numbers or do they just not release all of them ? <| sep |> Abusive relationship with a woman when I was a teen . Slow , gradual process , eventually I ' m locked in my bedroom , not allowed out , not allowed to see any friends , not even on my birthday , losing my virginity via blackmail , not allowed to have privacy on Facebook , being ' ordered ' to delete Hoes who I hadn ' t spoken to in years , being told to kill myself , being cheated on several times , being cut off from everyone , being sucked dry financially despite her coming from a wealthy family , meaning I was dependant on her . Eventually I broke up with her , she was in a new relationship about a fortnight before this , I had a room next to hers , didn ' t enjoy having to listen to them go at it , couldn ' t leave the house to go to class or anything because she repeatedly would get keys cut to my bedroom by lying to the locksmith , developed PTSD , depression and anxiety , all diagnosed , now it ' s a couple years later , now I ' m homeless . Should never have offered her an umbrella .