Saved thousands by not going out to restaurants every weekend <| sep |> Neither will you with that attitude . <| sep |> I was second . <| sep |> Looks like a dog sweater since the butt is open for a tail and butthole . <| sep |> Pretty sure it isn ' t on the store need to sideload it . <| sep |> It ' s been 4 years for me and I ' m in the same place you are . When I do tho k about it or something reminds me , I try to not mention it or to quickly think about something else . If I say anything , he gets upset that I haven ' t moved on . If I keep thinking about it , I upset myself and question everything about us and him and his character and get super depressed for about a week . I ' m sorry , these feelings suck so much . I don ' t get these feelings as often as I used to , but it still happens about once a week . So there is hope . Just keep your chin up and try to distract yourself during those moments .