I ' ll be frank , uspez . This does seem kind of stupid from an onlooker ' s perspective . <| sep |> My question has always been , how do you separate the real from the paranoia ? Sometimes when I ' m high my self esteem plummets due to seeing my life in a different way that isn ' t always fun . So how do you know how seriously to take those existential crisis highs ? I think there is some truth to them , but some is paranoia I ' m sure . <| sep |> Brand New Colony by the Postal Service definitely makes my spine tingle a bit . The whole album does actually , but the last bit of that song in particular makes me remember certain things . <| sep |> Follow me mama <| sep |> 1 The Rams aren ' t going to have an instant fan base just for moving back to LA , they have to earn it . They burned a lot of people from my generation when they left , and younger folks grew up rooting for other teams . The team has to do well to start picking up a following . 2 There are as many , if not more , cord cutters in SoCal as anywhere .