That ' s fine , if you ' re consistently hitting that high numbers with increasing weight you ' re still getting stronger . Add in some Joker sets if you feel the need to lift heavier . <| sep |>' star ' in the Donald Trump sense <| sep |> When you hate yourself already the abuse of others doesn ' t even phase you anymore . <| sep |> Mine is similar , though only 1 actually smeared poop . It was horrible though . I woke up one morning and heard my son in his room talking babbling , go to walk down the hallway and I see 4 poop stained fingers sticking out from under the door . He was old enough to climb out of the crib for the first time , but not old enough to open the door . I stood there looking at his little brown fingers for a good few minutes before opening the door on the worst moment of my life . Shit . Everywhere . Then he repeated this performance everyday for the next few weeks . Someone really should have told me that was a possibilty .