This is its first appearance here , so nobody ' s been to it . <| sep |> Glad you decided to do this ! Looking forward to seeing the results , people are always more honest on polls than in comments <| sep |> This one seems to be one of those animals whose internal organs were removed by aliens . <| sep |> As a foreigner Aussie , you have as much support from me as I can give frustratingly little I know . I will assist however I can . <| sep |> Is disease spreading hundreds of years before the germ theory of disease genocide ? <| sep |> Not Muslim , so please excuse any naivete , but your post touched me so I felt I had to speak up . It ' s also 230 am , so I hope I phrase this how I mean it . I ' ve rewritten it so many times , but I think I ' ve got it sensible . I ' m sorry to hear that things haven ' t been going well , but never for a second think God and his help aren ' t with you . Whether this is a direct part of his plan , or just an unfortunate set of earthly circumstances , he is with you and he loves you , and your friends , family , brothers and sisters in faith , and I am here for you , in prayer and physical assistance if you need it . Know that my words to God are for you right now , and I ' m sure others reading your post have already offered up their thoughts and hearts . When you say no one on Earth can help you I assume you mean nobody can undo these things that have befallen you , but those around you can certainly still help . You sound like you need it . Reach out , all is never as lost as it seems . God willing , you will look back on this as a ' test ' that you passed , and you will be stronger for it . I know you ' re probably seeking the assistance of people of your own faith , so I really am sorry for the lengthy post , but I couldn ' t look past your post without at least saying that you are in my thoughts and prayers , and things will not be so bad . If you want to talk , I ' m a message away . It ' s almost 3 am now , but I ' ll respond to any PM you send as soon as I see it when I wake up . I promise . Take care .