Keep us updated . I believe in you . <| sep |> I seize and freeze MC ' s with these degreesPut me to my knees , or at ease ? Child , pleeeeease ! <| sep |> Dude , I can so relate to this . I have been feeling this way ever since I graduated college . I feel like I have no purpose , I don ' t know what to do in life and that I ' m stuck trying to find something that could be my career . Sure I have a job , but I hate the fuck out of it . I have some friends that I can hang out with , but I don ' t feel like I belong anywhere . I look at other people and wonder how they can interact with each other so easily . I feel like an alien . The only thing I feel that can bring me happiness is finding someone to care for , like a significant other , but that is totally the wrong thing to pursue when you don ' t have your life in order . I feel I would just bring them down . I wanna get out of this rut sooooo bad , I just don ' t know where to begin .