I was an accident but still feel loved . I think once the line between accident and mistake is crossed you ' re getting into some damaging territory . But yes , knowing that your parents chose to take care of you specifically must be great ! <| sep |> Haha it ' s cool . Well he used to be very gentle with me overall when I really just wanted him to pick me up and take me to bed . He ' ll hold onto my shoulders so he can do me harder , grab my ass , pull my hair I gave him permission as I actually enjoy this , plus my hair is really long and thick so it doesn ' t hurt , or hurts in a good way . He ' ll spank me from behind , not too hard , but enough to get my attention . We quite simply devour each other and it is extremely passionate and satisfying for us both . He makes it very clear to me that he finds every bit of me attractive . Because of his enthusiasm and passion , I enjoy wearing different types of lingerie for him and dressing up to keep things spicey . Last night he told me he really appreciated the effort I put in and it makes him put in a lot more effort too . Its a two way street . We also talk a lot about sex and what we like . Something a lot of people are afraid to do , but we are very comfortable discussing it . It ' s actually quite hilarious when we are discussing it in the heat of the moment and sound ridiculous between heavy panting , then we both laugh .