What does that have to do with who won at tribal last night lol ? <| sep |> I have been thinking about going to BUDs for some time , I just recently decided to go for it . I ' m 25 years old and have dicked around living life and working for awhile now . For me I have never stopped thinking about it and will regret not taking a shot while I can . Its easy to over think with all the information out there these days buts its really quite simple . If you truly want to do it then go , don ' t fuck around trying to talk yourself out of it like I did for 5 years . <| sep |> And I was a time ho for a long time . <| sep |> My guess is that it ' s the same as American expats who talk of heading back to the States . In reality the States are huge and an American won ' t necessarily feel at home until they reach Texas or Ohio or their particular city , but you will start to feel at home when you reach your national territory .