Reread and reread again , but can ' t find any ' but why male models ' moment where did you find it ? <| sep |> How are people having a hard time understanding what he has said twice now ? Your English is fine . It ' s their comprehension of the language that is suffering . <| sep |> Well that ' s a nightmare XD <| sep |> I ' ve been here for a long time , and I can tell you if a sub ban happens , it ' s internet guerilla warfare of epic proportions . You can eliminate accounts , you can eliminate subs , but you cannot eliminate ideas and ethos . <| sep |> That primer looks real fresh for it to be abandoned for any length of time . <| sep |> That ' s pretty fucked up . Sometimes I think I really lucked out with my in laws , they are super gracious and understanding and never offer input into our lives unless we ask for it first . I ' m sorry that your family is so difficult for you at times . Also OP , I ' m really sorry about your pet , and for your miscarriage . I can ' t imagine what you must be going through with losing a baby , but I can definitely identify with losing an animal family member . About a year ago , my mom called me and asked if I could meet her and dad at the vet clinic to help with our old black lab . He had some nasty cancer that had spread throughout his body , really fast . He could barely breathe , the poor guy . I sat on the floor and held him while we put him to sleep . I miss him , and still tear up sometimes when I think about him . Things will get better with time . Lean on your SO and friends for support when you need to . You ' ll never not miss your ferret buddy , but I do believe the pain and sorrow will fade as time passes . Take care .