Because it is something the future you will thank you for . All these remaining daysweeksyears of your life can feel like utter shit , or you can try to spend as much of it as you can improving yourself . Even if it ' s the fact you remembered to flush the toilet , you ' re better than say before . And with enough days you will be in a much higher and more clear state of mind . Similar to another comment , if you are meant to die then something will come and kill you . Otherwise make what remaining time you have worth surviving your past . <| sep |> I ' m sure it depends where you go , but I ' m fairly certain the person you ' d pick your food up from is the hostess . Waitors are paid less than minimum wage because tipping is expected . I believe hosts , however are just paid a flat wage because they don ' t have enough interaction for tips . They ' re more like support staff , like a bus boy , who would also just be paid hourly .