He doesn ' t sound healthy at all . Let him go . You both need to grow as people individually . <| sep |> Agreed . It ' s clear that shit has hit the fan <| sep |> Im with ya . I just relized that I would be feeling sorry for myself because of the demise . . divorce , deaths , childs addiction of my family . Id drink and reach out to someone maybe someone I didnt even want to . Id blah blah blah my mouth drunk . Today Im heading to work , made turkey last night . I ' m alone . BUT HERES THE BUT . I Feel so impowered by my own strength ! SO MORE POWER TO YOU AS WELL ! ! We are on our way ! <| sep |> I ' ve lived in jersey my whole life and never had any issues . The knife laws here are pretty general beside autos and assisted <| sep |> i dont think so either , especially with the recent deal at best buy for the xb 270 model for 700