Jesus Christ Marlyin manson has seen better days <| sep |> But , I ' m alone because I wan ' t to be alone . I ' m not depressed . I ' m not suicidal . I have a family that I love and they love me . My dad ' s in Berlin , loving life with his wife , and she loves him . My mom ' s in Bancroft Kenucky with her husband , loving life and he loves her . My oldest brother ' s on an unfortunate , but profitable business trip in Peru . And my other brother just got married in Alberta , Canada , and is on his honeymoon . That makes me alone . I can ' t be with all of them . I could perhaps be with one of them , but I ' d rather be alone with , however small it is , My Thanksgiving , and share a little moment with them as I eat the food we all grew up with on this holiday , and then realize that I have my own life , just as they do theirs , and get on with it . Sure the locations might be fictional , but a fractured family is just that . It ' s a family that exists in different places , that aren ' t always easy to share . A single moment of unity can mean a heck of a lot to a person .