Yeah I made a post awhile back about realizing my mom doesn ' t love me . I think that was the worst part , she convinced me she did . Emotional abuse is a bitch . And I realized that she taught me that was love , when I realized my recently now ex was emotionally abusive in many of the same ways . And yeah , I was her precious doll and perfect in every way , that ' s why your post captured my attention behavior , everything . until I turned 12 and started coming alive . I was far from a perfect teenager , because I had serious mental and addiction issues . I was isolated and shamed and babied . She has never given a shit about my feelings . I ' m not even a person to her . And it ' s funny , because now I ' m finally out of that fucking house came home to get clean thank god for medication . and she nor my dad don ' t seem to realize that there are consequences to actions . You can ' t emotionally treat someone like absolute fucking shit and expect them to stick around .