Was thinking he wanted to kill himself and this was his way of both doing that and making sure his family got paid . <| sep |> And proof that Americans are stupid . <| sep |> All i have to say is that your username checks out . <| sep |> I c . I ' m from the east coast and only guesstimate things of the west coast . <| sep |> My example is a concentrated area . But that entire town is full of multi million dollar houses and condos . Literally there are 10 , 000 houses and condos in that city alone that are a million dollars . The takeaway from my message is that if you tell yourself you can ' t achieve riches then you likely won ' t . But it is possible , plenty of people are doing it and that ' s the attitude I ' d like to take towards achieving wealth in my life .