Only to be succeeded by timetravelling killer whale lures in Genghis Khan supporter with dead Chinese man <| sep |> 300 mph wat <| sep |> Here are my answers 1 Yes . I ' m 5 days no contact . I started rationalizing last night why I should be allowed to contact him . I ' m just terrified he ' s not missing me so I ' m trying to convince myself that he really needs to know these random things I think of in the hopes that if I text him he won ' t forget me . I know that it will just open the floodgates on my feelings though and I ' d be back to square one . So I forced myself to go to bed early and I ' m good so far today . Not great but good . 2 I showered , dressed , put on makeup , and did my hair . We were eating out so I had to but it felt nice to try to look nice . 3 I went to dinner with my family . 4 I haven ' t exercised yet but I ' m just now changing into workout clothes so I ' ll either do the elliptical or I ' ll go for a walk . Today will be day one for me to start working out again . 5 I got some new clothes yesterday because my mom gave me her store credit to spend . I also colored my hair this morning . I ' m thinking I ' ll get a pedicure or some new lotion if I can make it to Monday with no contact . I ' m horrible about doing nice things for myself or even spending money on myself so this is motivation . 6 My three goals are to get in shape , get my apartment in shape , and to get my finances in shape . So I guess until the end of the year I ' ll be working out , cleaning , and working extra shifts . 7 I struggle with self talk and my therapist really keeps pushing me to stop saying negative things about myself and start saying positives . So my three things I like about me is that I ' ll help anyone as much as I can , I ' m really smart , and I ' m a loyal friend . I feel so much better than I did 5 , 4 , 3 , 2 , and even 1 days ago so I hope I keep on this track . Tomorrow we will both be at work but not in the same department so I ' m going to have to go out of my way to avoid his car in the parking lot and him in the halls because I really don ' t want to start this back over . I think I ' m just now starting to accept that he isn ' t going to change his mind .