fucked up my credit <| sep |> Isn ' t that the name of the rock band in Homestar Runner cartoons ? <| sep |> I am so , so , so very sorry that you and your family are going through this . I feel it makes it much harder knowing their time is coming to a close , hopefully maybe your mother can find a group for people with PTSD to help offer support and someone to vent to . I know that I went to therapy recently for help with anxiety and some personal things and the reassurance and tools they gave me really made an impact on my life . Again , I am so sorry and just know this will get easier in time and how awesome that you and your kids got to spend time with him ! ! Sending big hugs and positive vibes your way . <| sep |> It is sponsored ?