YEAH BUT ONLY ONE . THOUGH THATS STILL ONE MORE THAN ANY JETS HAVE . <| sep |> I feel like this all the time now . I ' m only 44 and we had a miscarriage just after confirmed implantation at 36 with our first pregnancy earlier this year , so I ' m terrified to get too attached to this one too despite how absolutely excited I am to finally be pregnant after TTC for 4 years . According to my RE , the last miscarriage was likely due to undiagnosed PCOS , so they have been treating that for the past several months , I didn ' t need Clomid to get pregnant this time , and I also got on progesterone immediately after I had a positive test . All signs point to this being a way healthier , way more stable pregnancy , but I was still holding my breath until I got the two betas back that confirmed healthy , doubling hCG levels . I let the stress down a bit then , but I don ' t think I ' ll let it down any more until I ' ve had the 6 w scan for viability and looking at the heartbeat . I feel like it ' s going to be like this for the whole pregnancy and am thinking I might got talk with a therapist sometime soon since it helped so much after the loss .