Bless you , truck . <| sep |> Like i ' m literally shaking right now <| sep |> The tone of this sub is , as most other subs about illnesses , negative because it is about things that people struggle with . So you think your viewpoint is not negative ? you drew the short straw in life , deal with it there isn ' t much you can do about how you are Sorry lad , there isn ' t much hope for youYou wanna stop being bored ? Heh , good luck with thatPot , meet kettle . Your solution to all the problems is to give up . Sure , if I were to do what I need and do best , I ' d be a monk in a remote mountain cloister . But here I am , struggling to get a university degree with the prospect of having a job and stable partner in the near future . I think this is what I want not what I need . Depression and setbacks are real and not easy to stomach . I ' ve been there as well still am ? . I hope you ' re feeling better . Not having desires is one of the main defense mechanisms of schizoidism . If that works for you fine . But don ' t judge those of us who are trying to overcome it .