That ' s not what I said at all . What I was implying was that they sign up to be in danger but that doesn ' t mean it ' s not horrible when one of them dies doing a job that most people are to scared to do themselves . <| sep |> More ostrich nods <| sep |> My fiance keeps mentioning poppy tea , where do I get it ? I ' ll try anything at this point . <| sep |> are they not too busy working and modding rpoliceuk et al ? <| sep |> Have you given any thought to adoption ? I hate to make a child seem like just a hassle , but with adoption you wouldn ' t have to worry about maternity leave at work and there ' s no fear of passing on your mental illness . <| sep |> Man i love this guy , hes got so much enthusiasm and is so chill hes fun to watch