Det hr r bttre n sjlva mejmejen <| sep |> If I ' ve learned anything from MNF that ' s clearly a first down . <| sep |> Now come to thinks of it there was one part being pretty schlocky . When jaguar paw finally reaches his family and it cuts to her , son and baby in that hole . It was a climax but the shot and set up or framing just made it look too perfect , how she was holding up the baby , very Hollywood esque I remember rolling my eyes first time seeing that . <| sep |> Dude I went through the same exact thin you are going threw . I can 100 % guarantee you , you are not gay man . My brain tricked me so bad until I got so frustrated and just have up mentally and I promise you it will happen overnight . I literally said fuck it one day and got tired of the intrusive thoughts and they just vanished . Let yourself get to a breaking point and I promise you will be your normal self again !