Part of me , deep down , wants this to not be a scam , but instead there ' s actually a wealthy , dying Chinese lady who thinks its a totally solid plan to give all her money to random Americans for them to give to orphanages . It would be oddly sweet . <| sep |> Literally always . It ' s the nuclear option . <| sep |> I will be eating tacos with my birth father this wednesday , and I wish I could email him this now , saying this will be u and me on wed but alas he is old , and he would indeed find videos of old men eating improper . <| sep |> Stay with it . There is no possible way you can reach a realistic conclusion as to efficacy in one day . When I switched to Jumper it was a solid week of play before I felt somewhat comfortable , and I average 68 hrs playday .