I prefer the longer version <| sep |> Why is everyone writing it with two S '?<| sep |> Hey by Pixies . every time it hits me in the feels <| sep |> Saved you English , bhi se triocha tri <| sep |> I honestly can ' t even imagine the situation . So unreal . I know this might seem odd or off put but I just had to comment on your obvious flair for writing . Perhaps to recoup losses and to also help other people in the same situation you could write about this on a more grand level . Your words are very touching , you can feel the frustration and pain . I ' m sure many families would be appreciative of them , and would feel less alone and confused . Please don ' t feel guilt . It ' s all so way out of your control . Best of luck , savvy wordsmith .