더 많이 Than This Chapter 12 - 원 디렉션 - 팬 팝 
 Nikki sits on her 침대 and stares at me . " What happened with 당신 and Niall ? " I turn around to watch as she got ready for her 날짜 with him . " I don ' t know . Why don ' t 당신 ask him ? " Nikki nodded . " Okay . I hope your friendship can be saved . " I rolled my eyes . " Doubt it . " I whispered . 
 She stood up . " Well , I ' ll be going . Have fun ! " I hugged her . " Be careful . " Nikki smiled . " I will . And I ' ll bring 당신 something back ! " I grinned . " Great , thank you ! " She left the room and I sat on my bed . A few 분 later , the door was knocked on . I stood up and opened it . " Niall ? What the hell are 당신 doing here ? " I asked angrily . " I had to use the bathroom , is that okay with you ? " he retorted . I closed my eyes . " Fine , go ahead . " I returned to my place back on the bed . 
 Niall came back out and paused . " Tori . .. for what it ' s worth . .. I ' m sorry . " I looked at him . " Niall . Just don ' t hurt my best friend . 또는 else . " I say , blowing off his apology . Niall closed the door and walked over to me . " Tori , " he said , sitting 다음 to me . I curse silently at my pounding heart . His lips brush my ear . " I 사랑 you . " he whispers . 
 I can ' t fight the urge anymore . I meet his lips softly at first , then becoming 더 많이 rough with passion . I broke away . Shock in my eyes . " No no no no . " I covered my face . " What ? " Niall asked , breathing heavily . " Go . Niall . Just go . Please . " He doesn ' t say anything as he leaves . I sit there bewildered . I did not just secretly 키스 him . Again , I think . " Oh my gosh . .. yes I did . " I groan . 
 My 심장 is racing . I kissed Tori again . This time it was different . 더 많이 wild , and urgent , and needy . I slow my breathing to a minimum as I approach Nikki . " Are 당신 ready ? " I ask smiling . She nods . " Let ' s go ! " She grabs my hand and we run out of the doors . 
 " Thai food , huh ? " I ask her , looking at a menu . " Well , yeah . I 사랑 Thai food , plus it ' s Tori ' s favorite , and I wanted to get her something on the way back . " I froze . Tori . The girl I just kissed . She still cares . Then a new thought strikes me . I said I loved her . 
 " Niall , 의해 the way , what happened with 당신 two ? " 
 I stare at Nikki . " Um , well . We kissed . And then she regretted it . And then I blew up . " Nikki ' s eyes are wide . " You . .. you kissed ? " I can see the heartache in her eyes . " No ! Sorry , cruel joke there ! " I say quickly . I can ' t 곰 to hurt Nikki too . " Oh . .. jeez Niall . Don ' t 당신 know when to stop joking around ? " she exclaimed laughing . 
 I smile , secretly regretting that lie inside . I just couldn ' t do it . I couldn ' t crush her 심장 just like I crushed Tori ' s . But at least Tori still cared . But . .. she was with Louis . .. and we still kissed . Where would that leave us ? I guess only one way to see was to wait . ..