Absolutely . I ' ve been thinking about vampirism as a metaphor for substance abuse . When you see a vampire who cannot control herself around blood and then think of her as a real human who ' s addicted to alcohol or any other drug , you get the creeps because you then relate to that kind of person and you know it can happen to anybody . You can become an addict to some substance same way the vampire became addicted to blood and you can lose control over yourself and become a real monster , all dead inside , abusing and hurting people around you . Now that ' s scary . <| sep |> Becuase I ' ve been there and done that and college is hard enough ballancing a job , school , and choreserrands . I don ' t have the time or money to jump through all the hoops people expect when you start dating . Right now all I want is a girl to chill with , get stoned and cuddle .