Thank you for so much . This makes a lot of sense will have a try of that . <| sep |> I didn ' t know you could kneel there <| sep |> As you should have <| sep |> I ' m sure the states that border with Mexico would take advantage of the hispanics and the other would just be black people <| sep |> Think about it for a good while . You can ' t undo it once it ' s done . I ' m not proud of the person I was when I wrote some of the journals I kept . I was a selfish brat who didn ' t really care about anyone else . I only cared about being popular and cool . My friend at the time was stalked and I wrote about how it wasn ' t a big deal . That hurts to read , but it feels good knowing I ' ve changed a lot . There ' s also so many memories . I really regret throwing out the ones I did .