sooo hyodo is scared of something , he is just like riku and he recived special trainig since small that means that his father probably beat the living crap out of him <| sep |> Im definitely interested in your fast Mimikyu ! <| sep |> 2 minutes ? I always have to wait like 3045 . <| sep |> Because they don ' t . <| sep |> No I like FF and I want 15 to be great and I did buy game . I am just upset . <| sep |> I dont know how . I ' ve tried . I ' m 31 and I have been trying my whole life , and continue to try . But it has literally never worked . Nothing has ever turned into a relationship . That shit gets in my head . Since I ' ve never been in anything that lasted longer than a month , I don ' t know what a relationship is supposed to be . I don ' t know HOW to be in one . What happens after a month ? How fast am I supposed to move ? If I jump right in , it always pushes them away . It ' s too fast . If I play it slow , it never takes off . They stop responding and their initial interest fades away . What ' s the right speed ? What ' s the right way to go about it ? What happens next ? I don ' t know . I ' m not in a relationship because I don ' t know how to be .