I can clearly see the difference between 60 and 80 , 80 and 100 , and 100 and 120 . After that the law principle of diminishing return really takes effect . <| sep |> That is my excuse for being stuck at 2600 all season , but at some point you probably have to accept that you can ' t have 175 games where all the loses are down to bad team mates . Pretty sure I would have been higher if I didn ' t go on a few losing streaks , 11 losses in a row . why didn ' t I just quit after 3 and come back the next day . <| sep |> I ' ll just copy this comment I made the other day cause it feels perfect here . Hey ! I ' m still preHRT and used to be so worried about being girly enough . I used to try and wear dresses , and go all out with my makeup . It wasn ' t working for me and I was so worried I wasn ' t really a woman , I wasn ' t girly enough . Then it sort of hit me that I don ' t really love dresses , or doing my makeup . It is something that I enjoy and makes me feel prettier , but I ' m not exactly into being extremely feminine . Then I realised that I definitely still wanted to be a woman , which in the end made me feel more feminine then ever . I could be a woman without having to fit into any predefined image . It was my journey and my experience that makes my womanhood authentic . So try not to worry about having any sort of real girl experience . You ' re already a real girl .