Because mental illness doesn ' t exist right ? Especially in highly personal , creative fields . The people that feel enough emotion to write music surely can ' t fall victim to the dark side of thought and feeling . <| sep |> I have another kox <| sep |> The half of the board that I provided is already enough to identify the throwin as the worst attack possible in that position . Wrong direction . <| sep |> I dated a girl who did exactly this with most guys she dated . I barely avoided this conclusion with her . Other people ' s problems and coping mechanisms are very hard for us to understand . Just know you ' re not alone in that one <| sep |> If you use your own sumur you don ' t have to . This used to be the norm in more than half of Indonesia . Especially since paying PAM doesn ' t guarantee you anything you ' re better off with your own source sumur biasa pompaEven if you pay to your apartment perumahan management for water it is likely from a well sumur artesis pompa etc so that the availablity is guaranteed unlike PAM