Same omg ! I ' m about to be 21 and for the last four years , I ' ve been hidden away too riddled with anxiety to do anything with my life . It got to a point where I realized this year that if I had confidence and actually liked myself it would change everything . I ' d be able to go out and be seen . I ' d be able to make friends and find a boyfriend and live . I hate the way I am currently so much but all the flaws I see in myself will literally shrink away if I lose weight . And once I can see myself as good looking I ' ll be free . <| sep |> I would plug the shit outta that Kickstarter if she ever decided to pursue it ! <| sep |> Can ' t figure out if you are being sarcastic ? Because people who are clean and nice aren ' t ugly . People who have great hair , skin , etc and are bitches and assholes ARE ugly . So if you are not a bitch or an asshole then I hope you go for a walk , cook a nice meal not a frozen dinner and listen to some new music . And if I hear you talking bad about yourself again there will be hell to pay .