Agree with the guy above meBut yes of course they are <| sep |> What ' s that white stuff ? <| sep |> Mong is a slur intended to mean you are mentally handicapped . <| sep |> Rutgers is in NJ , not NY . just sayin '<| sep |> A I have a brother 19 years 51 weeks a 1 hour older than me . B Ratings , outrage , mind control C Insurance investigators from the government might not feel you are disabled enough to get your dumb check without it . And how else are we going to continue the development of our bedbug epidemic ? <| sep |> Burnt sienna pulses ? No adds <| sep |> Did you mean to address the same set of questions to me ? I ' ll be happy to do the best i can , if so . The graphic details of abuse are difficult though so i ' ll shy away from that in a public post . I experienced physical , emotional and sexual abuse mostly in the context of ritualistic acts , though non ritualistic physical abuse for whatever reasons occurred too . Both of my parents were involved as well as extended family members and family friends . I believed at one time my mother was not involved but i ' ve had memories surface of her involvement as well recently . It was ongoing and repetitive . I believe it began in infancy . I have DID and this makes recovery of memories a slow and harrowing process . Lots of parts that hold their own specific memories and not everyone wants to talk but i ' ve recovered a lot of them in the last 6 years . OP maybe deleted their account because speaking up is scary business , and i don ' t know if they have DID also but many of us do , and some of our parts are much too afraid to talk about these things . The urge to run can get overwhelming sometimes .