In these little bricabracA secret ' s waiting to be crackedThese dolls and toys confuse me soConfound it all , I love it though <| sep |> I only do online clothing with companies that have great free shippingfree returns policies , because I know I am so difficult on that issue . Thank you for the input . Any little bit of common sense outside thought helps put things in perspective ! Not to intrude into your personal business but . If you have mental health issues that paralyze you with anxiety you need to get some professional help . Going to see a trained professional to fix an issue that is decreasing your enjoyment of life isn ' t weird or any thing . I had an problem with my mental health a few years back . Saw a shrink , had some therapy , popped some pills for a while and I was good as new . I am medicated and receiving therapy . It ' s a work in progress . In some areas I ' ve taken a figurative 15 steps forward massive progress in some arenas , and in others I have backslid . My tolerance for adversity is very low still and unfortunately life threw a whole bunch at me recently , which has caused me to have some setbacks . I do thank you for your concern though