So far so good ! <| sep |> It ' s not like I don ' t have a way to watch . I just rather watch it the best way possible . <| sep |> I can relate . I find myself alone quite often and it fucking sucks . No one reaches out to help you when you need it the most . I ' ve been having similar thoughts about life . But don ' t harm yourself , especially now when only just recently everything for you seems to be falling apart . You need to let your mind understand what ' s going on <| sep |> Ei ne siell hammaslkriss hampaitasi arvostele . Voi olla ett saat kehuja , ett yliptn tulit sinne . <| sep |> Haha yes , I ' ll mail it right over ! <| sep |> Maybe suggest a collaborative project with friends , if you ' re up for it ? That could get you some idea of how to apply what you ' ve learned in a defined direction and help further your portfolio in the industry . I ' m also an art student and the networking part is what I ' m most nervous about but I think what I ' m going to school for can be applied to a lot of different fields 3 D modeling .