Could it possibly be iron deficiency since you ' re eating a mostly plantbased diet ? <| sep |> I figured something like that was going on . I thought I was tripping and had to read each comment back and fourth like 4 times before being sure . <| sep |> And the guy you were talking to actually said that CBC is as bad as the Rebel now . Which is bonkers . And in some ways specifically the online opinion section it is , the Rebel however is not paid for with taxes its paid for with donations . It ' s the case . And as I said twice now ' sure ' I ' m not of the same opinion but you are more then welcome to yours . <| sep |> Indy NPSL had a season ticket scarf . <| sep |> Listen man Darkraven is real its your guilt thats causing you to see these things . What you did was wrong but it was done out of fear , we all get afraid . Maybe this can be a way to reconcile with it all . But the girl you fell in love with she ' s right there you have to let go to see her . I know it sounds hard what you did . look your ex parents have griefed so has her friends so has you . You can ' t take back your actions but you can live on . You are not a bad person . If you think turning yourself is a way of reconciling then do it but your not afraid of that . You ' re afraid of being happy . Face your fears man .