I ' m so sorry for all your pain . I can ' t imagine what it must be like to go through all that . I agree with the other posters that a journal sounds like a great idea ! That ' s how I vent when I can ' tshouldn ' t speak to the person all my feelings are tied up in . It ' s very cathartic for me . It may also help to go to al anon meetings just to be around others who have felt something of the same pain you have . My thoughts are with you . <| sep |> And nominations matter so much ? Besides that also includes MWR . <| sep |> 3 Heroic Shields , 2 Lust Daggers , and a White Mage Robe . Pretty good pulls in a vacuum , but pretty much everything except what I was going for , lmao ! <| sep |> Aren ' t those for statelevel recounts ? <| sep |> Their die ins are WEAK , they just lie down .