Just sit on a couch there ' s no need to sit on the floor <| sep |> Yeah for sure but talent versus opportunity this one was worse <| sep |> Your 8 hours ahead <| sep |> Right ? I am trying to figure out what I need to do say to get nominated . <| sep |> damn man that really sucks that they treated you like that ! !! no joke for real , it can be massively disappointing to see people who once shared your respect and goals of a friendshiprelationship turn against you and use weaknesses they know they can exploiti am often found to be exploited in various ways . my bags will be cut to hell alot of the time because most people in town know im a pacifist and that violence isnt in my plan , ever , to attempt using violence as a learning tool or whateverits equally shitty to be exploited in this way for kindness . i found myself super early this morning panicking over my very obviously and already known super low stash of one blue . soooooo i found some percnorco 10 s way out in the county , like almost to another state hahhahahaha . but , i know that with gas price tax , no free felonies , and the fact that it was pre 8 am on thanksgiving morning ? ???? well , they all added up to everyone else involved to the letters , ATM lolmy stash is still rather large rn , almost 24 hrs later , and i was able to behave like a normal person in front of my family . never got super loaded until tonight when i was away from the kids of the family and my parents as wellbut , i cant even type out how much i paid for all those percs and norco haha . as someone who once paid like $ 0 . 15 mg for hydrocodone back in the early 2000 s , i was slightly ashamed of myself for rolling over so easy hahabut whatver my tin is full and i ' m HAF , comfortable like crazy bahahahaanyway . right now i have the means to lose $ 10 here and there as well as the life experience to know that what goes around comes around . ii know that the word karma is a crazy cliche and shit , and also super loaded with connotation and ancient context , but last weekend i know for a fact that the universal situation behind such a concept was looking out for me directly because an inch to the right or left that day and my neck would have snapped in half and i wouldnt be typing this todayit is thanksgiving dude , and its beautiful to hear of your patience , persistence , and eventual knowledge that youd done everything in your power to please those punks who obviously live a scummy life of trying to drag other people as far down as theyve gone . sad days , but its reality