This post makes me very sad . Real advice spend less time on the internet . It ' s alienating and will not help you solve your depression and insecurities . Join a club or group with people that share your interests . OKCupid is a terrible way to meet friends , try Meetup instead . <| sep |> SATURDAY JUST TWENTY FOUR HOURS <| sep |> I think it says spence <| sep |> The other night I dreamed I was riding an old man ' s back like a jet ski kinda like hasslehoff in the spongebob movie and then went right onto the beach and started doing donuts on this old guy . <| sep |> I stroke her hair and spoon her for the appropriate amount of time before leaving . . And that is how long ? Exactly ? <| sep |> She actually only puts time and effort into that . The food is the sticks .