I think it ' s the most appropriate award . It ' s pretty clear that it was the biggest disappointment this year . <| sep |> If you do not quit , try to relax into the discomfort . Then you may find that there is no difference discomfort and comfort at all . Apart from that , I ' d suggest try to be less concerned with outcomes like making a weight class , or wins and losses , and focus on the process . Work on tightening up any flaws in your form , technique and transitions during drills , if you can immerse yourself in that process , then practice and competition may become more rewarding . <| sep |> I have a self breed HA moon ball vulpix I would trade for one . <| sep |> I had a tolerance and could take up to 10 mg of etizolam a day while functioning normally . Cold turkeyd somehow , now a few months later . I take . 175 of Clam and it sometimes almost puts me to sleep . . 35 I ' m relaxed and in a few hours will probably fall asleep . I haven ' t even taken . 7 so I can ' t imagine , maybe you guys just have high tolerance or your stuff is heavily underdosed .