If this is very out of character for your dad then maybe he is showing signs of a developing mental illness ? Or maybe it is some time of N behaviour . idk <| sep |> I ' m pretty sure 5059 was the ratio when he described the new kit and juice for the kit . May not explicitly say on the site but I believe it did in the post . Edit 5050 <| sep |> This is probably true . While my personality is decent enough , and I ' m positive that I ' m a pretty attractive and intelligent girl , I am deeply insecure due to the way that I was raised . I ' ve been told more than once that if I knew how hot I was , I ' d probably be a bitch . I usually panic when guys I find highly attractive and successful are interested in me , so it is my own inadequacy there I ' m balancing out . That being said , more attractive dudes have more options and so you ' ll have to be in a constant state of dread dating a physically more attractive partner and there is the science to back it up . I think a lot of RPW just happen to be able to handle this because they work to build their men up so the men aren ' t looking elsewhere .