White people are crazy <| sep |> Hi I can relate to at least some of your story . Having many passions is cool and a struggle at the same time because its hard to know what to focus on . You answered some of your questions yourself . You don ' t think you are x , y because you compare yourself to other people and in your perception you can ' t do what they do thats only what you wrote I really like the phrase The world is how you think it is . So if you say I am no photographer you aren ' t . Maybe you can try reframing that and say something like , hey i make photographs and thus I am a photographer , I might not be at a level that I ' d like to be at but I know that its a process of failing and by that getting better and failing again and getting better againg . I don ' t want to tell you what to do its just one of many options . You could also look into the concept of mastery which is about focussing on one thing mostly and getting really good at it . If you have as many passions as you say , it can be overwhelming because if you pick one thing then you might miss out on something else . If that is the case theres a concept of James Altucher and maybe other people thats about reinventing yourself several times during your l i f e t i m e cheatsheetreinventingself 2 . I ' d really like to hear more from you why you love what you love . Do you have any pictures online ? There are also books about what to do when you have too many passions , tell me if you are interested and I can link some . Have a great day , hope its understandable .