Sigh . I ' m not here to argue . I appreciate the input . I actually calorie counted for an extremely long time and have extensive knowledge on what each food item gives me as far as calorie , protein , fiber , and carbs . So it ' s not an issue of not knowing , it ' s an issue of not being able to say no to too much at times . So in this case , I would rather work with a diet that eliminates certain foods so I can be more lenient on portions . <| sep |> Especially when being racist is not going to magically bring your coal job back . <| sep |> You want to be BelarusuponSea ? <| sep |> my Kit is more fashun than I am lately <| sep |> I was afraid of going out at first without makeup , but it changed fast after I started going out without it . Sure , I love makeup , but I really suck at applying it so I decided to skip on it . I almost never wear makeup , I always keep my hair straight they are a bit longer than shoulder length , I don ' t paint my nails or rarely do . However , I love skirts as hell . I only have skirts of dresses in my wardrobe . I feel good in skirts and I love the freedom it gives my legs . I mostly wear ankle length skirts or dresses though , even during summer . I don ' t feel comfortable and I feel uneasy if it ' s too short and I don ' t like having a risk of my intime parts underwear being shown under . My style is mostly medieval . So yeah , medieval clothing is heavy , long and lots of lacing . I just wear the clothes with a necklace . I can ' t be bothered with rings and other accessories . Not everyone is on the same spectrum . Some are very feminine , others are tomboy . It ' s perfectly normal . You are your own person . I do love makeup and other girly stuff , I just can ' t feel bothered in taking the time to do it . I just bought makeup so my plan is to start applying it on weekend to practice , but I don ' t feel like I need it to go out of be girly .