I love the road side signs in hawaiiWelxome to Hawaii . How the fuck did you get here by car ? <| sep |> Not sure if the weekly discussion is the right place , but I figure that I ' d start here instead of my own post . I have a guild that has a few friends in it and as the leader I got the guild hall exploration . Then when 3 of us went to attempt to clear it we saw the sheer number of spawns there . How many people are needed to clear the guild exploration instance ? Also , would anyone be willing to join my guildeven if temporarily and help clear this ? <| sep |> I have toI guess this post got you all the tips . <| sep |> It was my first big holiday since my love left 6 months ago . I hadn ' t been to my families house since he died . My mom has a family photo that he is in from Christmas a few years ago displayed in her dining room china cabinet . Next to it now stands his funeral program . When I first saw it my eyes welled up and I had to choke back some tears . I didn ' t want to start bawling in the middle of making dinner and I just had a little moment where I had to walk away . After dinner we always go out on the boat and fish . When we got home my mom started crying because he couldn ' t be there to fish with us . I think it just hit everyone at once that he won ' t be there for anymore family gatherings . I ' ve been crying off and on since I got home . I am dreading Christmas . I don ' t think holidays will ever be the same .