Following traditions , even when my family doesn ' t want to . We never had a big traditional happy Christmas you see in the movies or such . I always wanted that . Even when I was little , my parents didn ' t really get into Christmas they did more then though since I was a kid . and now it seems like it ' s just another day for them . Just today my mom was complaining about having to do Thanksgiving . we do it every year . it ' s tradition and idk why she doesn ' t get that . I yearn for one day to have a big traditional Christmas . big happy family , lots of good foods , Christmas lights on the house , big full tree decked out . It ' s getting a little harder each year to keep my spirits up . <| sep |> I was on the opposing team , though . I love throwing myself at villainsheroes over and over . I stomped a Greedo tonight in an earlier match , man was it satisfying .