Quick update , he ' s giving me one more chance . Honestly it ' s one more chance than I deserve . But he said this is it . And I totally understand . Today , I have much to be thankful for Day 1 , people who love me and haven ' t given up on me . It ' s time to get serious about my recovery . I ' m in the fight of my life . It ' s time to put actions behind the words . Wish me luck on my journey . I ' ll be posting often . <| sep |> I want Roddy back in PWG <| sep |> Because an FF minister allowed them run away from most of the compensation requirements they might otherwise have had to meet . <| sep |> Well , given that he and his family have been the subjects of significant harassment and he can ' t even unwind with a good choice of porn any more I can hardly blame him .