Biology because I cut smaller animals . The world feels small and I feel powerful when I cut things . <| sep |> Is their anything you might be feeling guilty about ? The trick with these kinda invasive thoughts is to fight back . When these thoughts come up , lay out to yourself why they are pointless , take a deep breath , and then focus your energy into something else , like exercise or reading . If they get worse or continue to much , find someone to talk to about them . No harm in feeling down , especially about something like this . Best of luck <| sep |> and the scene where you finally complete the main questlineYou are probably aware of this , but I just wanted to mention that there are multiple endings at least 2 , might be more . They might still bring tears to your eyes , but from different emotions !