So sorry to hear that . It may have been a way for your psyche to handle the abuse by returning to a more childlike ego . Or could have been a stress response . Any way it may not be coming from the right person . But I hopes it helps I am sorry that this happened to you . It should not have and you are not to blame . <| sep |> I like to clean my bong by using a sponge with a magnet inside it . You can get that sponge in all the crevices . That ' s right , they call me MacGyver . <| sep |> I ' m not a Pacific Islander but I ' ve always been an enormous nerd for HawaiianPacific history and culture . I felt like this movie was almost a cartoon historical drama , especially the parts about Maui ' s history . It ' s not only an incredible film on its own but it offers a lot of awesome tangential education in a really awesome and niche culture that most people don ' t get to learn much about DI loved that Moana ' s home island was called Mata Nui , like the main island of Bionicle , another amazing Polynesianinspired franchise . Not sure if that was intentional or not , but I geeked out a bit .