I ' m glad you posted so that you can feel heard and get some support . That you are being so patient with her despite how hard it has been for you is commendable . She is an adult and need to own her responsibility for denying you affection that is part of the bargain when people get married . That is a reasonable expectation , and you are right to desire it . In my experience it is not a part of our being that we can deny and ignore and still feel happy and contented . You ' re not alone in struggling with this , I hope she owns up to her part in your marriage and that things go better for both of you . <| sep |> I passed my CBT back in 2008 and remember us having a lunch break and maybe running on until mid afternoon definitely past 1300 . Depends how confident you are on the bike but I ' d be careful about telling the examiner you ' re in a rush to get back . He might not take it well plus if you ' re thinking about it you might be more likely to slip up . I ' d be tempted to reschedule if your that hung up about the F 1 .