Low energy and coached by Ted Cruz . <| sep |> If you are on console you should be fine as far as unjustified bans go . If you are on last gen console you will come across hackers and what not though . PS 4 XB 1 seems to be the happy medium from all the b . s <| sep |> How about focus on ALL issues . <| sep |> Whatever brings peace to you , dear . You really deserve to have this off of your chest , it wasn ' t your fault and it ' s not fair to carry this burden . It ' s also ok to not be ok for a while , as you process it again and anew . When it first happened you didn ' t have the knowledge and experience you have now , to understand it the way you do at this moment . It ' s normal to relive these feelings as you remember this , but now you are stronger and wiser , and better armed against it . Take your time , at your own pace . You deserve peace . Treat yourself to something nice as soon as you can , alright ? It doesn ' t matter if it ' s big , or just an extra cookie with your coffee , or a longer walk through a park . Just give yourself some love , you are strong and you deserve to treat yourself as you would a dear friend . Lots of love , you ' re in my thoughts .