The loss of onuse 75 insanity in s 2 m is a lot . <| sep |> I started working young , had a career ending injury a couple of years ago which pretty much stops me from doing any production labour jobs , it ' s been a year since ACC cut me off , deeming me ready for work which i am . Paid for extra qualifications and have been applying for everything i can for 2 years so far . i both hate and dread the look on the interviewers face when i tell them the nature and limitations my injury places on me which shouldn ' t be an issue because the job ad said nothing of any intensive production labour . that look of pity that a man like me with my work history won ' t be employed by them . <| sep |> damn I thought I was skinny ! 150 5 ' 9 here , eff those fat americans