Well , I very much appreciate the help firstly . I knew about this trick , and had I remembered it I might have done it . But I was freaking out and forgot I guess . Oh well , I didn ' t die . But when I thought I was going to OD was with the Concerta I took after the Vyvanse though . And I ' m not sure if Vitamin C would work with Methylphenidate or if it would react differently than amphetamines do to it . Honestly though , I ' m pretty sure I was very close to OD ' ing . I ' ve done a lot of stims and haven ' t felt like that before . Was fucking horrible . <| sep |> I don ' t think they want to change what they were born as . They want to get accepted with the gender identity that they have now . Just like you and me . But if we are gender normative , then we don ' t see this as a challenge because we take it granted that society accepts our gender .