so its still only an improvement for people who got 5 legendaries to get them more . nothing really has changed for people who dont have one or only one bad one they just fall way more behind than the ones who are really lucky now and the gap will get even bigger in the future . <| sep |> All good bro . High crit healing is most effective . <| sep |> There are meetups that are for people with anxiety . The only people I talk to are my coworkers and my therapist so I just have no idea where to even begin . Because I ' m so anxious around people , I decided that going to meetup groups for people who are also struggling would be a nice way to ease myself into talking to people . I made a goal that in one year I want to have one friend . I ' ve only gone to 3 meetups in the last few months because it ' s all I can handle right now . I ' ve only been in one relationship and he is pretty much my only friend . We started dating when I was 20 and he was my first date ever , first kiss , first everything . I moved to a different city for college and rarely ever communicated with my highschool friends I text one occasionally and another rarely . In college I made one friend , my ex . He was pretty much the one that started the relationship after college because he ' s the kind of person that likes to hangout and text people so he kept communicating with me . After graduation , I had the goal that I was going to make friends . I did , I ended up dating that friend and years later we broke up . But luckily , we ' re still friends . The reason I ' m talking about my ex is because he broke up with me and even though it wasn ' t a dramatic , angry breakup , I was still hurt . I talked to him about my feelings of the breakup and whether I was moving on and how I was feeling because I had no one else to talk to . Obviously , I ' m not telling you to give up on dating and only try to make friends . I ' m just saying that my plan is to make a friend so that if I eventually start dating and I get stood up or have an awkward date or have a breakup , I at least have someone to talk to about it . I ' m not looking for a relationship because I would find it too overwhelming but I do understand your struggle of wanting to meet people . It ' s why I go to the meetup group . I ' m surrounded by others who know that struggle . It takes the pressure off a bit and gives socialization practice . ETA it ' s great that you ' ve sought help ! !!