This is not ambiguous in the slightest . You ' re just blind . <| sep |> Thats because he is loosing the championship to his teammate or you just dont want to look at the context <| sep |> Why haven ' t you take over the production ? Why am I not seeing any lens flares ? Pigeon , my dear bird , are you going to disappoint us ? <| sep |> How much I miss my Mother . She ' s been gone for almost 4 years . When she was sick , I couldn ' t envision a world where I could live without her . My family was scared for me and they were terrified I would snap . I didn ' t , everyone else around me did . I couldn ' t , someone had to keep going and I did . My family commends me for keeping it all together . But , sometimes the grief washes over me . They don ' t see my suffering , because I don ' t have the luxury of showing it . My mother was the pillar in her family and in our immediate family . I am becoming just like her . The difference is , I knew her suffering . No one knows mine .