There already is one ranxiety <| sep |> My two cents Cosmetic least of your worries , skin also tends to tighten slower than fat lost . Honestly I wouldn ' t even give a shit about how I looked if I had something important to focus on . Like your career . Debts every single student has debts . I just finished my masters degree and I have debts out my arsehole . Join the club sir ! And just pay it off when you cross that bridge . Just something you can ' t get out ofCollage Do exactly what you think is right for you and focus on this . I ' m not sure what the education system into jobs are like in the US or GPA . But put all your energy into this ! ! Mom she ' s a god . Even i love her You you sound like you ' ve found a passion in life not many people have , run with it and eventually if you find a job you love you ' ll never work another day in your life blah blah I hope it turns out great !