What city do you want to work in ? <| sep |> To better answer your question , I don ' t believe you have lost all progress . Feel proud for the time you were strong enough to abstain . Self love is important right nownot that kind because addictions are so powerful . Slip ups happen but you seem to have enough will power to right the ship . <| sep |> What chief executive officer has passwords to live company databases ? His responsibility is to the shareholders , is it not ? And is the responsibility for the integrity of information systems not delegated to a chief technology officer ? Is there not a director of information technology who is in charge of the systems administration team and limits who has access to what ? I feel like I ' m taking crazy pills .