Depends on how evil your instructor is , I learned on 50 lbs , but my old boss only could do the 30 . B and E dayblocks and escapes basically involve your instructor trying to kill you , which is good fun for us . <| sep |> It ' s NEVER too late to join our lovefest . <| sep |> The biggest stress reliever is knowing you are completely competent at whatever you ' re asked to do . If you aren ' t sure of your ability or ability to learn or adapt I ' m not entirely sure why you ' d take the job in the first place . Bullshitting through life is no way to live . <| sep |> Obama promised a bunch of shit for 8 years and spent all 8 blaming everyone but himself for his failures . Trump has 4 years and hasn ' t taken office to meet his campaign promise so sit down and shut up until he actually fails to meet them .