mom I posted it again <| sep |> God fucking damn it , 1984 isn ' t a catch all for abuse of power or censorship . That ' s like calling everyone you don ' t like Hitler . If Orwell spun in his grave every time someone misused his work he would have dug through to the core by now . <| sep |> On the other hand , today ' s media makes the media of the early 1970 s look like rpoliticalrevolution . <| sep |> Ankylosing spondylitis , acute attack on the SA hip joint , with colon ulcers leading to a colonoscopy , and anterior uveitis and severe photosensitivity and goddamn swollen feet as a result . Goddamn fucking fuck that shit was painful . Id lie awake for hours through the night since it was painful to sleep as the slightest movements would be so painful that my breathing got disrupted . Its under control now , but the first few times i was 20 or 21 had me in a dark place .