So it ' s not the most efficient but it ' s supposedly more renewable in regards to oil and regular gas . <| sep |> tfw no racist gf <| sep |> So I ' m a little confused . Is your other mother ACTUALLY your real mother , or someone else looking out for you ? The reason I ' m confused is because of the whole oceanic theme that ' s going on with your other mother when your biological mother died the hospital giving birth to you with mention of anything to do with the ocean . Can someone help me out here please ? Thank you <| sep |> For me , she only admitted it was her fault in the immediate aftermath , when I was committed to ending the relationship . It was what I wanted to hear and what kept me around . Once she was in the clear and I was reinvested , that ' s when the blame shifted to me . So I ' d say , if she can still admit to fault after the dust has settled , that would at least be a positive sign , all things being equal .