I wouldn ' t do the exchange at all to be honest , he should pay you 50 valiums which is only 250 mg diazepam . Ask him what he sell the diazepam for and just buy some . The oxy is worth 1015 so just keep them , they are so lovely . I can ' t believe you don ' t like them . What brand are you getting , actavis ? reltebons ? <| sep |> I am too amazed that people listen to what a person is saying and take it to the logical conclusion . It ' s like people are not morons or something . <| sep |> No one in my family fully understands the struggle of the 95 job or 6230 in my case in my family . They just think I come home from work , party or do whatever for the rest of the day , and am ready for anything on the weekend . I come home from work , immediately go to the gym , prepare my stuff for the next day , and go to bed for the most part . And I NEED my weekends just solely to recover . I don ' t rage anymore like when I was in college . And if I ever stay up past 9 pm before a work day , I start fading really fast . That ' s what happened last night at Thanksgiving . My family just kept talking and talking and i started to fall asleep at the dinner table because it ' s like 11 pm . My mom gets all pissed at me and instead of feeling like a mature 24 year old , I ' m brought back to being 10 years old . Then she makes fun of me for not voting for Frump in the last election , and I specifically told her not to bring up politics at the dinner table since my girlfriend ' s family hosted and they didn ' t vote for him either . So here I am , fat as fuck from food . Pissed at my family when I should be thankful for them . And tired as fuck because it ' s not even 5 am . And I know I should just forget about it and realize it ' s my family and in their own weird way they care about me . but it just makes me feel depressed for whatever reason . I build up my hopes for my family and they just smack them down . Thanks for listening , all . I have been in this group for such a short period of time and you all care about each other and it ' s cool to be a part of that . I feel thankful for you all !