Peter pan ' s shadow has really fallen on hard times . <| sep |> OT , but Acadia is so beautiful . <| sep |> So going on 6 years ago today I was in a pretty rough place in my life . I had become extremely depressed and my anxiety didn ' t help . So one day I decide to go out and grab some food at a local restaurant that usual keeps a pretty big crowd . When I walked in , I saw her , the most beautiful girl I ' ve ever seen . I stood in line and contemplated all the different things I could say to her to start a conversation and then the inevitable outcome . My anxiety picks up and finally I end up at the front of the line . I order my meal and by the time I turn around , she was gone . That quick . I get my order and walk home . To this day it seems like the longest walk of my life . I remember walking through my apartment door . I remember throwing my keys on the table and sitting down on my couch when the regret instantly sunk in , when I realized I forgot to use my coupon