Eh , last time I played trading vessels were basically defenseless blobs plodding about in space waiting for a bored player that had the time to deck out an attack vessel to shit on their day . Except they ' re not unless you minmax for cargo capacity without considering defensive modules . People want to be able to survive in open without taking the very simple steps that would allow them to survive in open . No sympathy . <| sep |> I have one word euthanization <| sep |> I get that she ' s got quite the resume and used to be awesome , but that shit was awful man don ' t lie to yourself <| sep |> I did the same thing in my previous attempt to stay sober . Went to parents , got offered a beer , decided not to raise suspicion I would drink one . My dad said he only had a certain brand , and that happened to be the most rancid stomach bile that is legally allowed to sold as beer . He stuck with wine . I could manage two by the power of downing it quickly so it would not gross me out so much , but the seed was planted . The taste was so awful I was literally trying to get rid of it by spitting trace amount out on my way home . I did not drink that evening , so I was in the clear and it did not really mean I was not 6 days sober . But the very next day I drank again . It is like the 6 days sober meant nothing , and my brain got a reset , to just like it again . It is great to managed with only one drink , but it is the danger of treading into deeper waters that always scared me . Stay strong , I will not drink with you today .