I am grateful . <| sep |> Think of all the balls that filmer got to have in his face . Lucky guy . <| sep |> Shut up you sonuvabitch <| sep |> The traditional grumbles and whines are aroused , but you stamp down on them in a process which is somehow becoming routine . And so , you and Dalibor saddle out and head off , in front of the ' body ' of your little band . So , are you treating this as a purely , hmm , pragmatic exercise ? <| sep |> Not really . She ' s not much in my life anymore , so it doesn ' t really matter . Forgiving her was more about letting go of my hurt feelings and letting myself grow than actually forgiving her . <| sep |> Just think it ' s really stupid and amateur that it didn ' t take place much earlier . FTFY <| sep |> I am and always be an export man for plain paper . They are are so easy to use .