It ' s a blessing and a curse . I have no idea how I would have filled all these lonely years without this access to endless distraction . But the flip side of that is maybe I would have been forced to get up and do something and confront my problems if I didn ' t have this to turn to . <| sep |> Vaan ' s and Serah ' s . <| sep |> To be fair , stalker clowns are fucking awesome . <| sep |> Hiyoko Saionji . I understand that everyone will hate me for this response , because praising Saionji is apparently treason or something , but she honestly is exceptionally wellwritten . Her dialogue is totally onpoint , she has an actual character arc even if it ' s regrettably interrupted , and she ' s in general a lot more than the bitch that everyone loves to write her off as . Wellwritten doesn ' t necessarily mean nice .