Alright thanks ! Sorry if I ' m replying slowly . So did you alright submit Rockruff to GTS ? What ' s your trainer ' s GTS message ? <| sep |> It ' s perfectly healthy and natural to want to have a surgeon cut your dick off , kids . <| sep |> What is your company ? <| sep |> I started with 12 . 5 eod and moved to 25 eod . No initial breakout and I have very little acne . <| sep |> I haven ' t tried looking for one because I ' m in a constant state of feeling worthlessdon ' t deserve anything good and I ' m scared that any attempts I make will result in people hating me or distancing themselves further from me . I also feel like I don ' t offer anything that would make me enjoyable to be in a relationship with , so it feels kind of selfish to want one .