Pest control is worse but people still do it because of void right ? <| sep |> No cooldown for checking names . just need to be a member which some people arent . Also people with membership but lost name change privileges cannot check so this would be useful as well as an alternative <| sep |> Fuck TJ Clemmings . <| sep |> Dirty Kunt <| sep |> Pocket Prepa Crucial Exams Exam CompassOf course googling A Practice tests and Professor Messer has a few as well . <| sep |> Ruler ' s memoria , Laevateinn , Artemis Bow <| sep |> Yeah , he basically tortured her . She got a razzie nod herself . <| sep |> BURN HIM BURN HIM WITH FIRE ! <| sep |> you are right its a Flea . I have explained to 27 yr old tonight about whats happened he has seen The Crazy a few years ago when just he and I were visiting and N parents just verbally flew at him and me for nothing more than the way he was holding his knife . He was 14 , a very sociable , funny kid . N parents words were , amongst the raging You ' ll never make anything of yourself and will be on drugs by the time you ' re 19 ? ??? So I told him tonight about the situation and also mentioned my dads upcoming birthday . As you say at 27 , if he wants to send a card , its up to him . He was kind and supportive re the current situation but surprised to hear that they are moaning about the wedding 4 months on . He says he ' ll phone on the day . I ' m not going to remind him . If he forgets then thats up to him . Married son holidaying in Mexico for Thanksgiving lives in NY was told by me 3 weeks ago about N dads birthday but i ' m not reminding him either . Neither boys really have a relationship with my parents and never see them unless i ' ve orchestrated a meet up . I think the one in NY who got married would be horrified to hear my parents being so critical of his wedding as so much time , effort and money went into the event . 175 people on a farm in a marquee , being waited on . It doesnt just happen . But all my lousy parents can do is criticise . Its for this reason that i ' ve had it , they crossed a line for me . My brother has just phoned . He does nt know whether to address the elephant in the room when he has his Skype session with them at the weekend . He knows everything and is hugely supportive but I think fearful of bringing anything up . What awful power we have let this miserable couple have over us throughout our lives . Must write my book one day ! ! really great to hear from you again and thank you for your great support . I will stay very strong because its OVER for me and I haven ' t felt like this before .