So turns out it was a y 400 not a y 500 . not sure how big of a difference that makes . Is that one better than the acer ? cause that one is an intel hd graphics 520 instead of a 620 as well . <| sep |> you don ' t need a weapon if you build a wall <| sep |> I think this might be Django Wexler ' s The Thousand Names . <| sep |> I remember once at a town festival my best friend ' s dad was all up in my business about quitting drinking , and conceded to getting me an NA beer because he was buying a round . I sucked it down out of respect for my elders , but man , I wish I would have had an opportunity to dump it like you did . If it happens again in the future I might even be rude about it . It ' s my choice , and you don ' t have my consent to pour me a beer dude ! External pressure is very hard to deal with and crying is totally understandable . You ' ll get stronger as you proceed on your journey and the confidence you will gain will overtake any why am I not normal thoughts . It gets better ! You are choosing to not drink , and there ' s nothing wrong with that . I made it 5 months once but had to reset