Lol , thanks i was watching something else and lost the deal , about canda , well vpns plus po box , i was ready for it , but missed it hahaha <| sep |> Honestly , I don ' t give two fucks about the Libertarians . I understand their point of view , just don ' t really agree with it . I just wanted as close as possible to a 3 horse race in 2020 . <| sep |> probably because he was expecting it <| sep |> Played in every fighting movie ever <| sep |> I ' ll try just about anything . My issue is that regardless of what it is , I ' m terrible at it and I can ' t improve at them . My idea of worth is finding a thing you aren ' t terrible at and doing that thing forever until you die . I don ' t expect to be good at anything , just not unforgivably awful at them . An acceptable level of incompetence . Nor do I necessarily expect or demand the gratification of success . Just the knowledge or evidence to say , here ' s a thing you aren ' t universally awful at . But that happens all the time . Ever since I was 5 I ' ve had people say , wow you ' re really bad at this . But that ' s everything I ' ve ever done . there isn ' t anything I ' m not awful at . And that is beyond painful .