What did you get double charged for ? <| sep |> You look fine to me . I think we might have the same birth defects too . With one of my ears , the cartilage at the top is crumpled a little , hardened , and not fully formed . That is , I can ' t turn one of the tops of my ears inside out . Also , what part of the side of your skull bulgesfront or back ? The back sides of my skull known as the hillocks are very pronounced . It ' s actually not a big deal relative to other parts of my appearance . Honestly , being 17 is rough for most people . You may be influenced by your peers pairing off to feel strange for being alone , but it ' s actually quite common . Millions of people in each cohort go without relationships during high school . You shouldn ' t have problems getting into a relationship once you ' re exposed to more gay guys . But even if you were destined to be single for life , it gets much better than high school and even college . You should focus on doing decently in school so you can get a good job . Once you are working fulltime , you will likely feel much better about yourself and life in general . I hope you take my word for it and not take your social life during school years too seriously .