Your 0 HP is in another castle . <| sep |> I ' m going to therapy tomorrow , for general reasons as well as this . I ' m really about to fail I ' ve gone to one lecture in three weeks , missed four labs , and generally have no ability to learn the stuff at the moment , I can ' t motivate myself or care about it . My anxiety is killing me and my sleep is terrible . I don ' t live in america , the way colleges work here is I picked my course , I have a set list of modules to complete in a set order by year . If I fail , I can attempt a repeat in the summer , but I ' m capped at 40 % for them , and I don ' t think I want to go for it . If I do , its just to get the nominal BSc degree , not because I care any bit for the course or want a job relating to it . I ' m really considering changing schools , I just need to find a course I want , a way to pay for it , and to feel like I ' m not a failure for it .