No , it ' s not a bug <| sep |> As a person recovering from sexual addiction , pornography and masturbation I will tell you that confession of thoughts , intent , and desire , before action has destroyed my inward temptation . The light shines in the darkness , and the darkness has not overcome it . John 15 . While this is a misapplication of this verse , it is still none the less true and fitting for our battle . We are wired a certain way brother . Do not be ashamed . To this day I still lust inwardly . I have an accountability partner that I text and speak to . This is the difference between our old lives and our new lives in Christ . What do we do with temptation when it crosses our path ? Do we give in ? or , do we continue to fight ? The fact that we fight is evidence of Christ within us . The ACTIONS you have taken are good . And , I dare say that any red blooded male would have had the same thoughts as you . Yet you CHOSE otherwise . Confession is your friend here brother . Not in some throw away account to random people you do not know all be it that is a start . Talk to someone you trust and have them hold you accountable . For what it is worth feel free to private message me if you need to and I will gladly give you my phone number , email , or whatever you need to help you in your walk . God Bless .