A single 350 mag Tellah or terra friend unit to solo wind shrine exploration . One hit all enemies with blizzara , one hit the boss with raise . You get 68 k unit exp magicite icefire megacryst . <| sep |> ok let me attack you with my blowpipe for 59 mins its not ragging <| sep |> Binged , again . about 1500 cals over maintenance . Fuck ' s sake . It seems to be happening late at night when I ' m tired and my selfcontrol starts to wane . Wouldn ' t have done it last night but my food subscription box came while I was at work and it was just . there , and easy , and I couldn ' t resist it . Think maybe I should cancel it cause it ' s a temptation that I don ' t need , but then again it ' s a lot of fun and I enjoy opening it so I can ' t decide . Whatever . Not going to stress too much about it today . Not going to weigh myself for the rest of the week because it ' s going to be a bit iffy pub lunch with work tomorrow which is only happening because I never get involved in Fatty Fridays with the rest of the office , so I can ' t exactly weasel out of it , drinks for a friend ' s birthday in the evening , potential night in with my boyfriend ' s friends on Saturday which probably means pizza or something else that I can ' t eat so no idea how that will go , then my friend is cooking us a roast on Sunday night . Will weigh in on Monday and go from there . Guess I ' ll have to get back to being super strict with my diet from now until Christmas , just to make up for all the guilty nights I know I ' m going to have over the next few weeks . Work dos , steak night , christmas meals . all sorts . Ugh . I love Christmas but I hate the pressure of the holiday season .