Did Effexor make you more alert at all ? Clearer headed ? I ' d like to try an ssri , I just don ' t know how worried I should be about negative effects if I choose to discontinue . <| sep |> Oh my God ! They punched Lenny ! <| sep |> Cool , ordered one in black . Knew I stayed up til 3 am for a reason <| sep |> Yeah , I ' ve been gathering that . My dad is the sure fire N , but Mom seems like she might be too , since she seems to have even more issues , but she ' s stealthy about them . She has never apologized for anything my entire life . She ' s never been wrong . It ' s ridiculous . She plays the victim anytime she ' s confronted with anything . I just truly never thought she ' d take it this far . She has always fawned over the grandchildren , so to let them go this easily is shocking . Me , I know she couldn ' t care less . But the grandchildren , they ' re her fresh supply , after all . I figured she ' d fight harder to keep contact with them . Nope she ' s content with making me out to be a horrible person to her family . Whatever .