I wanna effin ' kill myself <| sep |> I let my boyfriend find them , his expression was hilarious . But then again he ' s an open dude so maybe it depends on the person . <| sep |> I will start taking college classes next fall so I definitely wont be around as much to give him the love and attention he deserves . <| sep |> It ' s there for me . You in the US ? <| sep |> Mine is just a grubbin right now , but damn I love that little guy . <| sep |> this is the only badmouth ive seen about IST but i cant say anything cus i refuse to pay more than 10 a g no matter what the quality lol , especially in bulk <| sep |> Dayumn . I ' m with Her . <| sep |> Because I can ' t be sure that it in its current form is based on the same informationassumptions as mine and there is some stuff in there that I don ' t really cover . Also , I just think , if he completes it as he ' s planning to , it deserves a post of its own to which I ' ll happily link in my post and we can update concordantly as the show progresses .