Can ' t wait until Black Friday ? lol <| sep |> Fuck em all to death <| sep |> BMM isn ' t a limited hull ship , it ' s merely still in concept . <| sep |> We may actually see a Brandon Harris completion tonight <| sep |> Mother , stepmother , grandmother all verbally abusive and degrading . My last 3 relationships resulting in her cheating and using my past as a means to harm me . I work 60 hours and go to school full time I hardly have time to sleep . The girl I do like does not seem to reciprocate . I just watched 3 of my male friends separate , and all their exes immediately found another person or just messed around makes me think that I am nothing but a tool and mean nothing . In short , I have had bad experiences , low selfesteem , and I have far better things to do than deal with the stress . I ' m happy for those who have good and working relationships , but I struggle to , and I am unsure whether that is a reflection on me or otherwise .