Congrats man fentanyl has got to be insanely hard to get off of . My friend is addicted to heroin and whatever else besides fentanyl is around and even he can ' t get off despite having multiple rehabs and supportive parents and such . The fucked thing is I have started to smoke it with him and yeah duh it ' s great . I somehow was able to take oxy in the past without becoming attached to it but that was before anxiety and mental issues became a big deal in my life . Now even though I don ' t crave it if it ' s around I partake . It fucks me up thinking that even though I don ' t feel the need for it this could get worse fast . The only thing stopping me from going full blast is my ambitions which were more addicting from the start . This is no joke but it really feels like no big deal which is the scariest part . It doesn ' t even feel unhealthy .