Went to itttech . 27 , 000 and nothing to show for it . <| sep |> Today is the day of the exes . It ' s so strange . One of my former lovers sent me a message that he was sorry re incident where his other half picked a fight with me for some reason I can ' t be bothered to remember , and then within a few minutes , my most recent former flame pinged me , asking how I am . I replied Ok , no worries , to the former , and offered no words for the latter . <| sep |> Girls like it when you act really creepy and possessive . They like it when you stock them and watch them when they ' re at home in order to make sure they ' re safe . <| sep |> But Yen , I had lost my memory <| sep |> Ahh dam the site is loading slowly . I just want to know if i can just buy the novels and its mine forever or is it like I have to have an ongoing membership to read the novels ?