You said illegal like you know the law around the world about this situation . Just don ' t express your opinions like they ' re facts . <| sep |> Na , woman is completely casual . If anything female sounds formal and scientific . <| sep |> My personal experience with depression causes me to suggest the things which worked for me . Physical exercise , meditation , good diet , cannabis . I don ' t think in my case I could remove any part of that treatment and still maintain the other parts , but surely this must vary by individual . You aren ' t going to fail , there is no winning or losing , that shit is all made up by society . Live the way you want to . The hard question to confront is why you should bother to do anything in this life , and the only answer I ever find is to reduce your own suffering . That ' s really the only reason any of us do anything , and most people are willing to make others suffer exponentially more to escape their own ordeals . This is where we become accountable , with the perception that these others are no different from the self , to reduce the suffering of all , including our own , as much as we can with our remaining time in this physical embodiment . I think you make an error in your last conclusion that you are not the person suffering . If this is true , then you are very much every person , and we are all in a world of hurt . This is why detachment is not the true solace we seek .