I would be so unnerved <| sep |> Nothing is wrong with helmets . They just aren ' t as prominent in the east coast . I see lots of people not wearing them on the east coast and almost everyone has one in Tahoe . <| sep |> awesome thanks ! adding you now <| sep |> It says under 2 minutes into the video that it wasn ' t working for some reason . <| sep |> board is not shitty board is a dream <| sep |> you are right , maybe this year NM had to put some gold for sale , because this is one of the things we need the most <| sep |> Perfect thanks . Would rather spend the extra $ and get something that will last . <| sep |> How do I handle this ? How can I accept that he doesn ' t want me in his life while also making sure I ' m being treated respectfully ? Your worth is more than this . Stop putting yourself in situations where he can have access to you , and others will allow and enable his despicable behavior . Every single one of them is wrong . Stop going back for family holidays . Meet the kind relatives separately and one on one .