Not to sound condescending but have you ever heard of a bell curve and the Law of Large Numbers ? Oh shit it ' s nighttime and my autism is coming alive ! <| sep |> 1 gallon of cum <| sep |> You mean there was a time he didn ' t have a mustache ? <| sep |> I was talking about the American fans . <| sep |> Soooo i have to find a monitor with vga btw thanks for all the hep <| sep |> It would take too long for many tanks . I ' m not sure which scenario you ' re referring to . The first , the second huge one , or the new smaller one ? <| sep |> It is in some animals . <| sep |> True fans stick with the team through thick and thin . That ' s what we are <| sep |> I was pregnant with his baby , but he stopped speaking to me respectfully , and I had already started grieving the end of the relationship a month and a half prior , due to his racist comments about my best friend and being inconsiderate of me . There was a small part of me that cried for the future we had planned together , and hoped he would work through his negative feelings about the pregnancy and be supportive of me . Having a fetus ' life to consider really put things in perspective , and made the decision easier . Some men would have gone to the end of the earth to join their pregnant girlfriend of four years in the hospital as she gets her first ultrasound , make sure she doesn ' t have an ectopic pregnancy I was high risk for that . Nope . He did not even answer my phone call . That decision made breaking up easier as well . I did a lot of crying in the hospital , talked to the hospital social worker , and went to visit the hospital therapist twice . I planned out the life my baby and I would have together . I stopped crying and haven ' t cried much since . He fared worse , he threatened to kill himself several times . He drove drunk to my house and had me sit in his car as he explained how he would kill himself . I made him get medicated and he stopped talking to me . Later , his mom told me he lost 30 lbs from 135 in the months after we broke up . In other words , I smashed his heart into a million pieces .