Who died to french guile and half a dog . <| sep |> Any services available to you at school ? If so you could talk to someone there without anyone having to know . If not , might have to be creative and see if there are any free services local to you . Don ' t stay in that relationship if she puts you down that much that often . If there ' s any aspect of the relationship where you ' re actually slacking and could do better and you might not be the best judge of that if you ' re hard on yourself and take blame when you shouldn ' t , then try harder if it ' s important to you . But if deep down you know she ' s just piling complaints on you when you don ' t really deserve it , get out of that . Any other relatives who aren ' t your parents or anyone you look up to who you ' d feel comfortable talking to ? Don ' t be afraid to tell someone and ask for help . At some point in life I got fed up with how much extra effort people waste trying to tell half truths or disguise things it ' s a lot easier to just be blunt and honest and let the other people be uncomfortable if they ' re bothered by it .