Get fucked and cucked , you cuck uspez <| sep |> Yes . I ' d lived with pretty chronic anxiety mainly social and health and somehow managed it on my own my entire life until about five years ago . Long story short , shit hit the fan and my life got turned upside down . When that happened , I went to therapy for two years and even took medication for four but all that was only a short term solution and nothing really helped in the long run . I then ended up not being able to relate to people in my age group anymore and became ashamed of what a fucking loser and failure I was , or at least felt like . That ' s when depression kicked in full force . Not sure how to end this blabber but hopefully you feel a little better knowing I can relate .