Do you crush these and eat them ? Or pop them whole ? Recently prescribed 15 mg MS Contin er morphine and wondering the best ROA . Thanks ! <| sep |> Just gonna add my opinion here . I started competitive at about 600 hours on a shitty MacBook and I still wish I had started sooner . I ' ve played both soldier and spy in platinum and I can tell you it ' s impossible to get good at either one in pubs . Anyone who tells you to wait longer is just wrong , it ' s counterintuitive not to start playing on a team because that ' s how you get better . As for soldier loadouts , you should begin in highlander just using the default rocket launcher , the gunboats , and the disciplinary action . This is the golden loadout of highlander soldier and the best highlander soldiers in NA Bobby and Etney run this loadout the most . This is because the default RL is the most versatile and powerful launcher , and the gunboats allow for high mobility shotgun is unusable in highlander because you need to be mobile and you won ' t have enough heals to do so with it . The whip is the absolute best melee for highlander soldier since it helps your teammates get to mid faster on 5 cp and KOTH , and is also an amazing tool to lengthen your jumps and help your teammates to push . When you get used to this loadout , then experiment with the black box and with the banners on payload maps . The air strike is not run just because it is not reliable and you will be sacrificing your life enough that building rockets will be rare . For spy , it ' s really just personal preference . Stick to any combination of ambassadorrevolverl ' etranger knifespyciclebig earner any watch . In other words , everything is good as long as you stay away from kunai , enforcer and eternal reward .