Document it . If all else fails , liberate the furry friend . <| sep |> Roughly how many is a lot ? Ever been to Frankfurt Bahnhofsviertel ? <| sep |> hey . I care . do yourself a favor and read Look Me In The Eye its a book by the older brother of Augusten Burroughs . It pertains exactly to your situation and I promise you that if you read it you will feel slightly better . There are many many people that feel the way you do . It is not your FAULT that you feel bad . You have a double hate thing happening cuz you hate yourself and then you are mad at yourself that you hate yourself . Not one thing you feel is your fault . Nothing . Try reading that book and give yourself a break and a big non creepy hug from me . <| sep |> John , bystanders say that it used a bump in the East African Rift to make its escape . It is speeding at 3 inches per year eastwards , so be prepared for a long night of helicopter videos .