maybe not expulsion , but suspension for sure . they ' re still on school grounds , so dunno how the quirk law would play out . <| sep |> So maybe try again , but call from a public place . Maybe an outside table at a cafe , somewhere you can ' t touch yourself . Further than that , I would say rehab . Give consent for them to restrain you if necessary so you can ' t perform these NSFW acts . Once you ' ve stopped , you can talk to someone without seeing them and try and work through the problem . Another alternative , email . It wouldn ' t be as fast as talking , or as direct , but without any physical features to objectify , maybe you won ' t see them as a sexual object ? And if you find yourself sending them lewd emails , take a break , isolate yourself a bit , and try to come back to it with a clear head