stats don ' t paint the whole picture . guy is a robot and takes too many plays off . For a leader on this club that should be a no no <| sep |> I appreciate the mods that have not bowed to the power structure and are continuing to maintain TD . You guys and gals are the real MVPs . <| sep |> I just caught one ! It was a Pidgey and after it was caught it started spinning and I caught a ditto ! !!<| sep |> That doesn ' t make you a loser at all ! The people that bottle their emotions and refuse to face them are afraid . You are facing your demons head on , and you should respect yourself for that I know I do . Being able to admit that you are hurt is a strength that many take for granted . Own your pain and figure out what makes you happy , despite it . Don ' t do it for anyone but yourself . You are allowed to feel upset , but you owe it to yourself to not give up as well . Baby steps , bud . One day you will look back and realize you are stronger for this experience . You just have to let the healing happen !