Just use a new account for a week or two , they will forget and you can switch back <| sep |> Yeah , I sometimes wonder if I could ' ve avoided some of the worst of this illness if my parents had done something in childhood or even early teenage years when i started having major episodes . The past is what it is , but maybe I would ' ve been more together and successful now if certain things were addressed earlier . I don ' t blame my parents though , they didn ' t know what to do with me and this was before the time when parents consulted p sychiatristspsychologists for their kids as a normal thing . And I don ' t know if I would have wanted to be medicated that early . <| sep |> When was you last Ana antibodies test ? Might be time to get that lab done .