go on , what would prove it to you ? <| sep |> I would be studying to be a bartender in a respected school right now but i just dont go to school ever , last time i went there was like before september . I have been depressed and anxious for a decade , no therapy or medications ever helped me . I see no reason to live if i have to live sober <| sep |> Mo Wilkerson or Suh <| sep |> I am a blasphemous , heretical atheist so tell me something I haven ' t already heard . <| sep |> Where of one cannot speak thereof remain silent . Wittgenstein . <| sep |> Black Friday bro , only comes once , once it ' s gone , it ' s gone . <| sep |> STAPH ! My money ! <| sep |> Last but not least , dump the credit card . Credit cards don ' t work like that . Well , in terms of credit score that is . It is in your best interest to use your credit card at least once a month , penalties are given out to inactive accounts . It is recommended you stay in the satisfactory zone of 2540 % of the credit card ' s limit . Canceling your credit card penalizes you as well , but cancelling to reduce # of cards is advised . It is recommended you stay at a total card minimum 1 and maximum of 2 .