You dropped this s <| sep |> I ' m really curious about how much traffic she gets from search , anyhow . I think in the past , a lot of people might have found the site by googling for their fave or least fave bloggers , but at this point , my guess is that most of her traffic is forum members already familiar with GOMI . <| sep |> Ah good , now I see you were just bring sarcastic in your original reply . <| sep |> sry already 52 <| sep |> What ' s really getting to me about the whole situation is we ' ve had big blowout fights in the past where she ' s said she wants a divorce and in the moment I get this rush of separation anxiety and try to fix things . But lately she can tell I ' m feeling more withdrawn partly due to the recent love confession , and I feel like she ' s putting on her best face now to keep me around . Things that we would fight about everyday she ' s not even bringing up anymore . It doesn ' t help that I ' m also incredibly prideful and had many people telling me this was a mistake in the beginning , and I can shamefully admit that the embarrassment from admitting defeat on that plays a big role in my feelings here .