Blacksmithing and or woodworking , just because I like to know how to do stuff on my own , plus it looks fun to do ! Need some $$ to get proper equipments tho . <| sep |> I wouldn ' t mind keeping characters , I ' d just like a fresh start for gear . <| sep |> Of course you care . It ' s only natural to want your parent ' s approval and support . It ' s going to hurt when that ' s withheld , and it ' s ok to feel that way . It doesn ' t make you weak , or oversentimental . With my own father , I just try to keep in mind that his bad opinion of me is no reflection on me it says a lot more about him . The same is true of your father , withholding his love reflects his inadequacy as a parent , not your inadequacy as a son . Don ' t let his problem be yours believe in yourself and your value .