wtf did I just watch 5 times ? <| sep |> I hope for God ' s will to be done for your situation . Maybe pray for her . Pray that she will come to see God as a loving God and not be bitter towards Him . You could be kind and loving towards her as well , more than usual . If she asks why you changed your behavior , you can say that it is because of God . She might change her opinion on Christianity that way . God bless . <| sep |> TKO by existential crisis <| sep |> And watch them carefully . This person might be your SO for the rest of your life , and this is the very first time you talk to each other . This moment will never come back ! <| sep |> Out of curiosity what are the effects of smoking petrochemical products like red dye 40 ? Would corn syrup have adverse effects if smoked ? What about chemically derived artificial flavors ?