I can never pronounce that name on the first try <| sep |> same here bro . i was in a relationship with my gf for over 4 years and we were talking about the marriage and the future i started treating her in a bad way ignoring and i was like you know what ? i dont want to spend my life with you anymore and i didnt even call her for 10 days . i called her 10 days later and she has changed so much i felt like she has no heart i have tried many times but it didnt work . she blocked me from everything and started going out with another guy just to forget me . i feel like shit and i have lost over 45 lbs in the past month . i dont wanna eat anything and i keep going check her profile with random account i cant stop thinking about her . i lost love of my life !