When I did it it was cause I needed both face wash and sliced cheese . Maybe he had zits from eating too much cheese and didn ' t wanna make two stops <| sep |> Oh god yes . For added goodness , cook in bacon grease too . And crumble some bacon on them at the end <| sep |> I ' m curious now , do male buttholes feel differently from female buttholes ? <| sep |> I haven ' t really looked into it much , but it seems complicated ! I know people have theorized it having something to do with the EMDrive , if it turns out that it actually works in further testing which I reeeeeeally hope it does <| sep |> 1 step at a time bro . I became involved in Buddhism early on , 21 years of age , what they said made a lot of sense , you know , if I am not getting any of the good stuff or if i am single , don ' t stress and be unhappy about it , for a lot of my twenties i put very little effort into dating , I was happy , was also avoiding my own fears of approaching and talking to women though also . At 29 years of age I became single and went crazy , in a good way , began approaching with the help of an online community who were proactive about developing themselves . Anyway , if you are terrified of making people feel uncomfortable I ' d say . begin doing that , not in a negative way , just tease girls where you can , just start small wherever you can , in my humble opinion . Enjoy looking at women , I am not sure what religion you were into , but I have been told by a Buddhist before , if you know you are going to watch porn and follow that desire , then enjoy it , what use is guilt , pleasures there to enjoy , it ' s just useless to be unhappy when we are not getting ' it '. You ' re older than me but still , early 40 s . I have a girlfriend younger than me and she has told me more than once how she is attractive to older guys because they are not so immature , I don ' t mean guys a few years older either , we ' re talking 10 or 20 years older here , age is not that a big of a deal for her , you are still in the game , depends on your attitude in my opinion . I don ' t want to come across as some kind of advice guru I have enough of my own st to get together but it ' s a work in progress . Good luck man , get into a city , particularly an asian or other similar cheaper city and enjoy the lifestyle and culture if you think it will help , I love life outside of my home country .