That ' s true , but your comment implies , in the context of 500 mb of ABSOLUTELY NOTHING , that you know how to distinguish what is a qualitative effort in game development . What defines quality in Rust ? is it optimization and bug fixing ? Is it new features ? Improved gameplay ? Expanding to a console market ? Don ' t forget it ' s already on the top 10 of most actively played games in the entire Steam store , that means a lot of satisfied buyers spend their free time in it . Does Rust have to go to position 9 ? Does Rust have to keep , in alpha stage , its position for another 3 years ? What does quality mean ? <| sep |> So there in lies the first challenge . My Finnish suffered suffers from similar stunting for similar reasons . I have been pretty embarrassed to use the Finnish I have and were I work English is the working language . Your language is the first challenge but that it all that it is . A challenge . Learn 1 word a day for a year and you expand your vocabulary . Learn 3 a day and you can bring yourself to the point where the 1000 most commonly used words are within your grasp . Beyond that you need to find a little confidence in yourself . When I started going to the gym , I noticed all these much younger guys with much better bodies and I was ashamed . Working out was a chore for me because I was sure that my efforts were a source of amusement . However , that is just the battle in your head . Honestly , if people give you hassle for not speaking perfect Swedish then they aren ' t worth speaking with . It is a hard hill to get over but it can be done . I would also urge you to look into local volunteer organizations . Many of these places need people that are willing to donate their time . Even with rudimentary Swedish , you can get along . You can also meet other Swedes and practice your Swedish . Are you working or studying at the moment ?