Maybe you can try the dark net markets , I have seen it on some markets . Edit I just took a look , it is for sale on Dream Market . It ' s not the lab made China stuff , it looks like as if it ' s extracted . <| sep |> I ' m with you . I like that it makes my baby sleepy so I can get easy naps from her , but I don ' t get why people say it ' s so convenient when she wants to stay latched for an hour . Especially since the solution is to just accept it . I have been living in my recliner and watching so much TV . Some days I just wish we could play . I ' m only 3 months in so I ' m hoping that soon she won ' t want to sit on my boob all the time . But I did have a good experience yesterday when she slept for 2 . 5 hours while I was shopping , then woke up to nurse for 15 minutes and was content while my husband and I ate lunch .