Thanks . I was pessimistic and reluctant about entering any romantic relationship for a loooooong time afterwards because I thought the emotional pain just wasn ' t worth it but time healed me . <| sep |> They rotate based on homeaway . Step wears an A at home . <| sep |> Mayael the Anima is my first Commander , with the deck dating back to 2010 . She ' s ranged from mediocre to decent , but for the past couple years has sat squarely in the mediocre range . This was made wholly evident with the mulligan changes . She can hold her own in casual tables , but once someone starts to feel like winning rather than durdling , she folds in half . She lacks consistency , and her deckbuilding lends itself to making contrarian choices . An average CMC of 4 is just a garbage deck , and Mayael wants you to do that . I ' ve considered swapping her to Marath , but she ' s my first Commander . She ' s my baby , I can ' t kill her !