No . I could call up to the hospital . I don ' t feel in any danger . I know they are just thoughts . It was just a thought that freaked me out . I ' m also going to sign up for counseling . Get a psychiatric evaluation to make sure I ' m on the right medication . I have anxiety . So we are trying something new . <| sep |> It was , there ' s a bunch of Russian servers like that too . <| sep |> Also , never said I wasn ' t willing to spend $ 58 , I would just have to have some tangible proof that it ' s worth the extra money before committing to a paid theme suggested by one person . <| sep |> I started playing assault when I just got the game and was pretty nooby , learnt about AT nades and the AT gun and I always went for tanks but its just impossible to take down alone and many many people don ' t play in organised parties which makes it heaven for any tank in a public game as they can just remain at a distance , get toooons of kills and surpress enemy movement and get those ridiculous scores . It ' s just really hard to take down tanks that know what they are doing might I add when you are not on voice comm with people .