This is my ultimate fear of my inevitable future , I feel like once my parents go I will be devastated I ' ve had grandparents and uncles pass and recover from their passing quick but my parents are a different story . <| sep |> That ' s less than I payed for my LP 120 itself . fuck . <| sep |> Propane tanks don ' t just explode like that . Multiple witness and medical reports corroborate the unlikelihood of it being a propane tank . The police there are hiding behind a mask of anonymity and throwing out anything they can to sew doubt and dissent . It ' s pathetic . <| sep |> Ah I see . I thought you were suggesting there was a difference in experience earned . But , from a psychological point of view , absolutely do whatever feels good to you