admins editing postsfourth post from top on google . added it to that imgur . <| sep |> It ' s a bit confusing , yeah . I can ' t really relate to your experience putting the sex off part partly because I think we ' re probably on different wavelengths relationship wise . For various reasons , this is my first real relationship , and first time being sexually active regularly I had sex only once previously . I have a lot of pent up sexual frustration I think . So , I don ' t know if it ' s the porn or just years of solitude that is shaping my drive . But we have previously gone a few weeks without sex , and I was extremely frustrated and anxious . But I honestly can ' t tell if I am just trying to fill a void with sex or if it ' s my natural drive .