A meme ? Do you know a difference between a meme and an informative picture with text over it ? Clearly not . <| sep |> No prob ! I ' ve also heard good things about hermo . sg OP , they carry cosrx , hush . sg they have a shop on Shopee and their service is really good and lazada . And there ' s always carousell where you can find gently used items going for pretty cheap although I ' m wary of things in jars hahah . We ' re really lucky in Singapore actually ! We get really good deals on some items . <| sep |> That ' s his home <| sep |> What you just described is what I worry about more than anything . I feel like I can handle solitary oneoff events , like a social event or whatnot , but I don ' t know if that ' s really true if I let my mindfulness practices slide . And I have been letting that happen way too frequently lately . It ' s only been two months , and in those two months I established a daily routine of bare minimum selfcare that I need to do in order to consider my day a personal victory . It prevents me from beating myself up over not accomplishing much in the way of real work when I have offdays , just as long as I did that short list of things a sober person does which really just amounts to exercising , meditation , healthy eating and general personal hygiene , plus any amount of my livelihoodrelated work I can accomplish in the time remaining . I ' ve been letting myself slide a lot the last couple weeks . staying up way beyond my established bedtime , which results in waking up late and then generally blowing off most of the other stuff and fucking around for a large part of the day . Willfully ignoring my work timers that block the internet . On the plus side , I haven ' t really thought about drinking and I ' m still in a place where I perceive alcohol as the enemy . Instead I am drinking wayyyy too much coffee to the point that my gut is behaving the same way it did after a night on booze . I suppose that ' s not terrible , but it definitely is evidence that I ' m not being as mindful as I should . That kind of carelessness could easily allow for a slip if something else happens to upset the general stability of my life . I think owning your slip and buckling down to reestablish healthy routines is all you can do . Beating yourself up over a mistake isn ' t productive . Just take steps to ensure you ' re stronger the next time . I am not drinking with you unless you count coffee .