nitpick abraxas was pretty heavily implied to be karkat ' s denizen <| sep |> Up you go . <| sep |> o he fucked up huge , i had had one foot out the door and on carpet already <| sep |> I know your pain . I had severe health anxiety last year . I was convinced I had every cancer in the books . You name it ! Breast lymphoma leukemia even bone cancer . I still think it every now and again but I try to push it out . I was convinced I was dying . Friends and family reassured me but I pushed them away . I ' m scared of going to the doctor too . Still won ' t . I went to counseling which helped but not fully . I was not functioning . But at least now I am . Just stay strong . Ask for help . Thanks for sharing . <| sep |> When I worked corrections at a ICE facility I walked in on one guy giving another guy head . It was dark and I didn ' t catch it straight away but I basically did a double take . Guy walks over to the trash can and spits the dudes cum out all casual like . I noped the fuck out of there .