Thank you allBlack , it could have been worse and Im just ready to move on from it . I guess I had repressed it and when he tried to contact me on FB I got it all back . I will come to peace with it all . <| sep |> Sucks . Gotta level up Akitsushima so I don ' t only have Catalina <| sep |> Thinking of you and your entire family . <| sep |> Thank you . I have a fluoride sensitive teeth Toothpaste right now , I will look for a gum centered one this weekend . Yeah the pain has been some thing to deal with , I contemplated not brushing this night cause of it but I did ! Cause I just reminded myself that my mouth doesn ' t hurt half as bad as it did 3 days ago . Just 3 days of oral care and it ' s already a lot better than what I let it get to . You ' re right . I ' ll schedule a check up after finals are over in 2 weeks there ' s only one part of my mouth that I ' m worried about . The gum is the worst around one tooth , swollen and painful , and it has receded a lot not to the root thank god so I ' m gonna watch that closely . Thanks again . I just have one more semester after this one and I didn ' t know what I ' d do if I let school go now , so instead I let my body go . My teeth have been the worst of it but damn , I am so embarressed of myself . I woke up a few days ago and realized how fucking disgusting I ' d become .