He isn ' t better than Blatt when it comes to X and O ' s . But he ' s more likeable than Blatt . <| sep |> Isn ' t this technically 3 . 0 ? <| sep |> you try to eat a food without actually eating it ? <| sep |> I ' ve smoked weed everyday for two and a half years now . I have no problems with it but I ' m 18 and it ' s senior year of high school , I already have 32 college hours too , but my parents just found out I smoke and are threatening me not going to the college I really want to attend . I want to quit and I believe I can but every time I just say after this bowl or blunt I hate myself for it and I know how much it hurts my mom to see her so disappointed . I ' m just afraid quitting is going to make my depression and suicidal tendencies that I ' ve had before will come back worse now . I know that could just be me , and addict , making an excuse to use , but I ' m genuinely scared .