Do these people even know what a fucking communist state looks like ? No , if they did they wouldn ' t be praising them so much lol . <| sep |> Hey man , stop being so hard on yourself , you don ' t deserve it . First off , I gurantee you she doesn ' t hate you . Love and hatred can be real strong crazy emotions and it ' s always hard to gauge someone on them so don ' t beat yourself up for missing the signs or anything like that . It ' s an awful breakup , we ' ve all been there and it sucks . You however seem like he type of guy who can handle it especially with everything you ' ve done for yourself with school and working , THAT is determination . Even if you might feel like an awful person now just know that you ' re not and that ' s just the emotions running high like they should be . I have full confidence you ' ll find your way out of this bigger and better and remember to never look back and hate yourself for past mistakes because thats how you learn and become a better person .