No such thing as too many news site if they post news people want to know . <| sep |> The only thing happening for Hillary , is prison . <| sep |> I didn ' t want to socialize with anyone till I at least had top surgery . So much so I changed to an online college and stay home and only go out when needed . I live with parents so it ' s easier . But mostly I know it ' s just me not wanting to have to explain things to everyone or be misgendered . I do recommend pushing yourself to go out though i started a workoutexercise routineand got myself up and out and just doing that can really change your mood from a low to a high . Also like I tell myself if your unhappy the only way to be happy is toChange what makes you unhappy . I list the things I know I need to change to feel myself name , gender marker , weight loss , get top surgery get bottom surgery and I slowly check them off as I go which improves how I view myself . If your chest or your below causes such an unwell feeling that you need to change it then like I tell myself I ' m the only one who has the power to change it and that started with getting the money or job with transfriendly Insurance so I can change it .