tp white demon maybe it will drop Ice Cave <| sep |> Thanks . Changed the post now . <| sep |> Agreed , it ' s too heavy for low sens gaming like CSGO . It ' s an incredible mouse otherwise . Works great for other games and shooters too . <| sep |> I ' m a dad , I have a son and a daughter . I don ' t think you should be hard on yourself . He was not blameless , few people ever are . While certainly you could have been a better daughter he definitely could have been a better dad . I can tell you coming from a place of pure and absolute love that I have for my kids that he just wanted you to be happy . The thought of one of my kids spending time mired in regret after I ' m gone frightens me I ' d never ever went that for them . What I ' d want them to do is learn from what happened like I want them to in any other situation . Learn from this . Go find someone you love now and hug them really hard . Enjoy the people around you because you never know what the hell is going to happen . You ' re a good person , he ' d just want you to be happy . If it were my kids I would hope it taught them something , and that their lives would ultimately be better and richer for it having happened . At the same time I do agree that these other people in your family telling you not to feel bad are wrong . Do what you need to in order to get through this , you aren ' t wrong at all to be upset , that ' s your dad .