To think those people almost won , disgusting . What a bunch of sniveling emotionallydictated cowards . <| sep |> I have had numerous personal accounts of an admin modifying a post I made crossing multiple accounts going back over 10 years . Pls elaborate your situation . <| sep |> I am in college my grades are fine , and I do have a small social circle of close friends , including a few that I can really open up to and receive support . I do look forward to hanging out with them , but we all have busy schedules and I don ' t want to be that clingy friend that always has to be around someone . Also , immediately after we ' re done hanging out , my mood reverts to being flat and joyless . I feel like its wrong to seek happiness from others , and I ' m trying to find happiness on my own , but its a struggle . Sorry , that got super off topic .