ugh reading that used to give me hope . now it feels like completely unattainable . thanks for the response though . i think i needed that . <| sep |> 12 Team Keeper . 5 PPRQB CarrRB BellRB DJWR K . BenjaminWR DiggsTE GronkK BaileyDST Vikings Bench D . Thomas , R . Cobb , does it matter who else ? Curveball ! It ' s me and I ' m in 8 th place at 56 needing to win out to make the playoffs . Not in first at all . Someone hold me . <| sep |> I can see just how strong you feel . Yours is the first offer of marriage I have truly considered for sweet Alys , even if Lysander is some years younger . I ' ll ask her what she thinks of him once tonight is done . Clara said decidedly , nodding slightly as she watched her daughter taken for her first dance . She walked with slender grace , causing her to think back to her own youth for a brief second . Then I shall think about it . We have some turbulent times ahead , but once they are over I shall return to you with your answer .