You can still order it I think . It just isn ' t in stock to ship right away . <| sep |> When i feel that way I mention it to you , we can ' t work through this stuff together unless we bring it up . I ' d rather we both be working towards mutual happiness than one of us happy and the other stewing in their own misery . You ' re not going to drag me down by saying you ' re unhappy , I ' m going to want to help you . You ' re more likely to drag me down by keeping it bottled up and inadvertently letting it out which you weren ' t in uncontrolled ways . You don ' t have much to be insecure about , you ' re a great person and you ' re doing fine on your exams . You ' re even making a friend . Could be the exams bringing you down , could be something else . If you think it ' s something relating to me or something i can help , let me know asap so i can make it right of course . But don ' t let it get your worse if you ' re still feeling the same on Saturday , sometimes these moods come up for no reason . Stencils just went through one himself , he ' s doing fine now . You ' re the light of my life baby , you mean everything to me