How long have you been drawing ? It looks great . <| sep |> I ' m very bored . <| sep |> Luck wasn ' t on my side either this time , I did about 16 11 pulls and no rainbow . Maybe next time . DEdit I couldn ' t resist the urge , got him after like 4 more 11 pulls . x <| sep |> This helped me feel a little better thank you . The hardest thing for me is the feeling of waking up , and being empty . It ' s like the night before I have convinced myself it ' s going to be all right , but when I wake up , it ' s a reset on everything I said before and I have to remind myself all over again why it ended ? why he isn ' t around ? why it was so easy for him to move on ? why do I feel like I wasn ' t good enough ? <| sep |> It ' s a great card , and doesn ' t depend on the World Elite Loophole you can get it even if you got the personal card within the last 24 months .