I ' m ranked top 10 k on XB 1 . I work full time so I can ' t play as much as others but SD is my # 1 gametype . <| sep |> I ' ve been casually lifting for about 3 years , mostly doing calisthenics and long distance running . I finally got serious about powerlifting a year ago and started running PH 3 . My total went from 800 s to high 1100 s now in ~ 13 months . <| sep |> Dude . wow I can not wish this on anyone . I know I would have broken down at some point . If I were you , I would consider at least talking to a lawyer about having a lawyer . multiple opinions . Maybe have one on retainer standby mode ? not sure . <| sep |> Our sub is a southern shitposting haven . <| sep |> did you even read the post ? It ' d be awesome to get some feedback on what resources you used to learn particular conceptsdid you just read all the docs and then start programming node ?