I know , right ? When will this country wake the fuck up and legalize recreational methamphetamine ? !<| sep |> Can ' t imagine your grief . We ' re all thinking of you . <| sep |> That thought definitely crossed my mind , I mean there are so many different directions that the show can go in , who knows , maybe she does turn out evil . I think a lot of people stress out about their tattooes having some deep eternal meaning , but for me this show has really touched me in my life right now , I love what Rose represents , the crystal gems wouldn ' t exist without Rose , so that ' s why I chose her . Maybe down the line I won ' t relate to the show in the same way I do today , but I will still have a really rad piece of art , executed really well as a tattoo that I will still be proud to wear .