Learned how to cover him , still didn ' t stop him . <| sep |> You joke but it ' s my curse <| sep |> council estates vs million pound penthouses <| sep |> wont know until we try <| sep |> Yo dude , I ' ve never taken smack but I ' ve dealt with opioid and benzo withdrawal . And to be honest , that itch in the back of my mind telling me to do more never really goes away . It gets easier with time , less noticeable , but I ' m always aware that there ' s something . Slightly off . But don ' t listen to me . I relapse anywhere from 1 to 3 times a year so maybe take some advice from someone more successful . <| sep |> Gotta love the allstore meetings at 7 am as well . Because who doesn ' t like to get up while it is still dark out and then working a holiday you should be spending with family . Oh and mandatory arbitration clauses for all ! Have fun while being the best my ass .