Needs more HM Slaves . <| sep |> Roast him ? What is this , 1943 ? <| sep |> Funding what ? You can already buy adapters for the Ethernetwall plug stuff . <| sep |> State Supreme Court i thought . But either way , other things could have been cut . <| sep |> It ' ll go soggy oh god <| sep |> Well that was predictable . <| sep |> Hi . I was almost hospitalized for being a danger to myself . I had to go to the emergency room , and the professionals there were deciding if I needed to be admitted . My experiences in the emergency room were great . All of the doctors and nurses were so caring and genuinely wanted to see me well . I personally know many from my partial hospitalization program , support groups , and intensive outpatient program who have benefited greatly from being hospitalized . Being hospitalized allowed them to focus on getting stabilized , which was a huge improvement from where they were before . They were then later admitted to outpatient programs like the partial hospitalization program or intensive outpatient program . The hospitalization these programs saved their lives . I am personally very glad I went to the emergency room . I am not a danger to myself at all and I genuinely want to live ! It was very helpful . The only thing I would recommend is if you decide to go , then be ready to talk about your struggles several times to different professionals . Talking about our struggles can be very difficult . If possible , I recommend writing down a list of your symptoms and a summary of what ' s going on . You don ' t have to write a lot and you actually don ' t have to write anything at all . This is only a suggestion . I understand it ' s difficult to write when we ' re not feeling our best , so don ' t put pressure on yourself to do this . Going to the hospital is your choice , so don ' t feel forced by me or anything like that . I respect whatever decision you make . Another idea could be to discuss a partial hospitalization program or intensive outpatient program with your psychiatrist and therapist . If you have any questions about these programs , feel free to ask me .