What ? But . the title . I ' m so confused . <| sep |> You can never cage the world , it ' s too big for anyone 243 <| sep |> Take it from me , sometimes the answers to the questions are worse than the curiosity . Take my situation for example . I went crazy with questions in my mind . Why did she break up with me over the phone ? Why did she get so cold so quickly ? Why did she seem like this didn ' t affect her at all ? How could she act like everything was ok and then turn around and break up with me out of nowhere ? How could I do everything she asked and she was happy with these changes but she still broke up with me ? I got my answers . She found someone new . Someone who makes her feel special . Someone who she is excited to see at the end of her day . Then she comes home to her boyfriend and doesn ' t feel those same things . Sometimes I wish I never pursued those answers . It eats me alive more than not knowing . I think about it every day . It tears me apart . It makes me feel like I am not good enough . My self esteem is basically shot . How do you recover from something like that ? And to top it all off its the guy she was talking to for months while we were still dating that I told her I didn ' t like her talking to him . Curiosity may have killed the cat , but sometimes I feel like that cat was lucky to not see its whole world fall apart and still have to pick up and move on the next day . At the end of the day it doesn ' t matter . The reality is where it is no matter what you do or say . And I know right now it doesn ' t seem that way . Those questions burn at you . But I can also say the answers will stay with you . This moment will haunt me the rest of my life . Yeah , I will move forward and it won ' t hurt as bad . But this kind of thing sticks with you for the long haul .