And a rewritten renderer . I have massive performance increases with sse . <| sep |> Sent a request as Roland . Had one shot with a whale COD friend but I blew it by killing her too quickly . Have enough energy for one more shot hopefully . <| sep |> It totally is . <| sep |> Love seeing birds any animals , really for the first time . <| sep |> My advice to you , PTSD affects more than just soldiers . Soldiers come to mind most readily because there lives revolve around such violence , but there ' s many many more people who suffer , and often feel their emotions are undervalued because they didn ' t serve . For me , I am not a veteran , but I watched a 3 week old baby being revived back to life when I was 9 . I watched a man stab another man when I was 10 . I watched a woman go into labor in a hospital ER with no one able to help her . I watched my best friend die , and was the last person who spoke to him . I watched myself as I wasted away from years of abuse . I watched myself bleed as the man who said he loved me stabbed me . I miscarried my baby because I was beaten . I was raped and labeled a whore at my high school because the guy taped it and sent it to everyone . You did an amazing job with the video , but if you really want to raise awareness for PTSD , you need to include things like what I just shared . Any traumatic event that can cause life long difficulties can cause PTSD . I do appreciate the words and sincerity though Xx .