So dramatic . He will bounce back from this . <| sep |> Screw her then ! It ' s about the two of you being in love . She will always be a bitter hateful bitch . Ignore her and live your life 😄 <| sep |> Yeah , I realise I need to put a little more time into it . Just bought the first paint and wanted to give it a try though . Thanks for the advice ! Edit oh and regarding the non artists I get what you mean . I ' m usually a writer first and foremost and am just trying my hands on different things to spread that . <| sep |> Ughhhh I feel like this is what ' s happening to me too . <| sep |> In 6 months to a year from now anyone feel like they don ' t belong at their belt rank ? I just got promoted to blue and I feel hopelessly outclassed .