I play 4231 wide formation . Base my game on ball posession and passing . Most matches i have 50 to 60 % possesion . Im just finding it harder to score in Div 5 . A lot of my shots are getting blocked and saved all the time . My squad is all premier league players mostly Southampton or ex Southampton players <| sep |> Relatively normal , but I still felt uncomfortable just being in my own skin for some reason . Like I still needed a substance to make me feel normal . I was constantly trying to occupy my mind and body with all sorts of things . <| sep |> Amazing job , looks 100 times better . <| sep |> You ' re probably one of those people who think reading the emails for yourself is illegal . <| sep |> She ' s the cutest <| sep |> I liked your nuke in a playground idiom .