I am not doing ANY ! !! It ' s too tempting to buy something for myself and not others . Ulta is having a decent sale , too . UGGG <| sep |> And then the daycare fiasco . <| sep |> This is way too over board . While yes I pretty much think its a fact that retaining semen is a power , a good portion of what you said is ridiculous . The first part I started to think you onto something with some kind of motivational metaphor for the benefit of this community . But this is some of kind of cultist point of view and you just sound like a crazy person . I ' m aware of sexual transmutation and I believe semen retention , especially after being an addict can be a huge driving force behind the betterment of everything you think YOU ARE or you can BECOME . But you framed this all with a lot of nonsense .