But I need ur Friend code so I can trade <| sep |> Failure doesn ' t mean the end of everything , every problem you listed is fixable . You are an excellent league of legends player , in the top percentage of league players , but you are not good enough to make a career out of it . You need to let that reality set in and accept it for what it is . You are failing in virtually every aspect of your life because of League of Legends and it ' s time to move on it ' s clearly not a healthy relationship for you . It ' s probably a major source of your depression and anxiety . The first thing you need to do is try and fix your university studies . Talk to your professors or TA ' s and see if there are ways to make up some grades . I used to be a TA and I will say the more you talk to your professor and TA ' s about doing well in their class , the more sympathetic they are to you . It may not work and you may still fail , sometimes there are consequences . There ' s nothing wrong with working a minimum wage job or a low paying job unless you get complacent with that job . Millions of people work low wage jobs every single day , some of the do it to put themselves through school or just to survive . I had to work a minimum wage job to put myself through graduate school . Maybe the work will be good for you . Besides that , you don ' t have to go to university . There are a lot of good paying jobs that don ' t require a college education . Welders , electricians , plumbers , etc . A lot of tradeskill workers make excellent money and can work for themselves . You ' re interested in computers , maybe you can work in a tech field and get certified that way , who knows . Maybe you ' re not doing well in university because it just isn ' t for you . I hate to break it to you kid , but you aren ' t doublelift and this isn ' t going to be some Cinderella story where someone takes you in to let you play video games full time to chase some dream . Fix your life , and that begins with quitting league . Get your studies straightened out , your depression fixed , and figure out what you really want to do , but it can ' t be League .