My SO has been through similar . raped at 11 , used to escape it ecstasy , heroin , anything she ' s now in her mid 30 s , sober for 15 years , and brilliant . But it took a lot of time and therapy to get her brain back . I ' m glad to hear you ' ve identified what ' s caused your pain . I only hope you stay on this track . It can be done , just keep with it . <| sep |> Looks great bro ! I saw your previous post and it came out nice . <| sep |> The Typhoon has a vertical lift , though any coaster with boosters can boost directly upwards though if you want to carry on forever you ' ll need to at least build a bit of speed before hand . <| sep |> That ' s a pretty large number of bad things attributed to a select group of people . Any studiesarticles you have that can support that ?