Here ' s o n e b o n b o n f u l lmetalalchemistdjwundeeng . Idk , I guess I don ' t have empirical evidence as to the tons of fma djs there are . I just always see them suggested at the bottom on myreadingmanga lol , but I don ' t know if they ' re any good . <| sep |> Well , he ' s a pro poker player iirc . <| sep |> Soy sauce ? I swear there ' s a version that calls for it . <| sep |> Never , ever wish harm on other people . That always comes back around . It ' s probably why you ' re feeling so crappy . Put out negative energy , get negative energy . Got it ? You said you don ' t want to do breathing exercises because it ' s hard . Well , too bad . You sound lovely you ' re way too dependent on this person . That ' s never a good thing . You need to love yourself first . It sounds like you have an issue with accepting yourself . Sorry to be so harsh but I , personally , think sometimes it ' s the best way .