that makes sense , actually . thnx btw is there a way to have drivatars in the track during practice . I think that would help a lot to have traffic to deal with . <| sep |> When I was an atheist I remember being in a Lutheran service and thinking about how creepy and ritualistic everything was . Being high probably exacerbated the experience . The chanting , dresses , candles , all of it just gave me the heebyjeebies . Not too many years after that I continued in my search of the truth of our existence and I suddenly found myself at the feet of Christ . I was now a Christian , and the next thing you know I ' m attending services at a Lutheran church . The chanting and hymns were no longer creepy , they were beautiful and full of love . The dress and candles were no longer strange and ritualistic , they were reverent of the holy one true God . I now attend a church that has none of these high church things but I do miss them and the atmosphere that such things bring about . I remember when Christianity was creepy to me , and now those things bring me great joy .