The Android app will actually go and load all the episodes when you mark all unplayed , the iOS app currently doesn ' t . I guess Phil wins this round SHAKES FIST AT SKYPhil does most of our Android dev , I do the iOS side <| sep |> Yes , please report . <| sep |> Although top 10 % isn ' t even all that high . It ' s an IQ of 120 . Meaning that if you were 15 you ' d be learning as if you had the mental age of a 18 yr old . Not a massive difference . <| sep |> I am fairly new to RP but I do know that , in general , often you need to really decide you want to change before you can change . You still seem undecided , based upon your actions and attitude . I think you want to want to change but you don ' t yet want to change . If that makes sense . It might not even be right for you only you know . As for how you get to the point where you can decide how you want to change , I think that process is pretty individual and can happen many different ways . For me Setting goals and finding something simple and specific and unconfusing to focus on , as singlemindedly and confidently as possible , keeps me driven and keeps me from being overwhelmed by more abstract , larger , and possibly more amorphous goals . Focusing on things I am confident about wanting even if small makes my larger goals and desires tend to become more clear to me . I just need something I can work towards every day and feel good about . In other words , i guess , for me , personally , setting short term goals that I am certain about helps me meet and better understand my larger goals that I may feel more uncertain of . I hope you find something that works for you . Again , if I were in your place , I would start with smaller , deeply personal , more comprehensible , less amorphous goals that I am certain of wanting rather than just suddenly deciding I need to be totally changing my life around to fit RP to see if maybe , maybe that radical change will solve my unhappiness . Best of luck to you .