No , Steve Blake actually sucks . He took my grandma ' s spot on a transplant list . I ' ll never forgive him or his stolen kidney . <| sep |> Sometimes I gotta pistol whip a mofo every now and then <| sep |> I am that non touchy kind of person . It ' s partly a social thing , I don ' t really get if PDAs , even little ones like hugs or hand holding is appropriate at X public place or if it ' s something that my partner wants right at that particular time . I wasn ' t raised in a family where we hugged or appropriately touched , almost ever . For me it ' s just a lot easier to avoid the whole thing than embarrass myself or my partners . I ' ve been convinced to hold hands from time to time but more than that is highly uncomfortable .