Force feed her shit . Sorry ass bitch <| sep |> Awesome ! Thanks for the info . Couldn ' t see the pad from this angle . <| sep |> Dom gt plus lobos ? <| sep |> I feel as though , luckily for me , I ' m a vegetarian who just naturally happens to not have much of an appetite so I ' m not very attached to junk foods and my diet is pretty healthy . I don ' t actively exercise , but I ' m by far the most fit out of everybody I know to the point it sort of blows my mind . I ' ve been meditating a lot more frequently and more intensely lately too , and I have been getting a lot more peaceful states of mind and even lucid dreams and astral projection , but that mindset has trouble carrying over into this world . I feel as though I do know what I want , but I dream big and have a big heart , and in the confines of this wageworkcentric , capitalistic , tyrannical society my take on it that it ' s the external world in particular that harms me and prevents me from reaching my desired goals . One thing I desire for instance , is just a life of moderate comfort and stability , but I can ' t stand the whole 95 grind sort of mentality that people have , that ' s my biggest obstacle . I just want to be free to explore consciousness and nature , ultimately .