Wow , it is not everyday that I get to read the inner thoughts of a complete failure of a human being . Thanks for indulging me , and I hope your family stops dealing with your pathetic mess of a rolemodel you have going for you . The kids in your family are more likely to become drug addicts because of you , that is just simply how kids are , they emulate their elders . It is so pathetic that you can ' t enjoy a thanksgiving meal with your family without getting high and view it as a sense of relbllion . You are 30 years old and you still want to rebel . This is a really depressing look into African American culture . But don ' t worry guys , racism and oppression keeps them down , not themselves , Black lives matter ! !! This person doesn ' t even value his own life , why should anybody else value it ?