That ' s all you can take from my post ? <| sep |> Not really . One has to consider rolling averages for these kinds of things i . e . we give more weight to more recent events . It ' s record more recently is terrible . Some great achievements landing first stages , etc , bit overall reliability very poor , and we aren ' t talking slightly off orbits , we are talking RUD . <| sep |> It ' s possible ? But we have no idea <| sep |> because i ' ve had awful luck with relationships in the past leading me to be unable to trust myself with feeling attracted to anyone because of how emotionless i ' ve become towards people i used to love more than anything <| sep |> What a fucking horrible thing to say . <| sep |> Hey look ! It ' s incoherent garbage