Aha Nervous shrug . I ' m going to be honest with you I don ' t think its possible to smoke more than I ' m already smoking . I feel like its a huge waste of money , I spent $ 250 just in the month of October Not counting accessories , but at the same time I feel like its almost medicine to me . It really does help . Anyway , I ' m not letting people really distract me at all , apart from the fact that I ' m looking for a girlfriend . I ' m tired of not having one , I want someone to love and care for and just you know . do cute shit with . There is someone I ' m interested in but I have no idea how to initiate anything . I ' ve gained the confidence I ' ve lacked for so long but I still don ' t have the experience I need to know what to do yet . Anyway , I appreciate your comments . If you have any advice on how I could get somethin ' going I ' d appreciate it P