Yeah , everything with Ruka was very emotional . I really loved it . I hoped she ended up transitioning regardless , realizing she doesn ' t need time travel to do it . It kind of amazes me that there ' s so many SteinsGate fans who think that the character who ' s obviously a trans woman isn ' t a trans woman but you know , transphobia . But I ' d also want to say the same thing to my 16 year old self , transitioning is a thing people can do , it ' s something you can do . Ruka really reminded me of myself in that regard . I mean I haven ' t started transitioning yet but it ' s something I ' ve been building up towards for a few months and I will be starting early next year , all going well . So as much as 2016 has been a nightmare hell year on the macro scale , at least on the micro scale some good things are happening for me .