Flashbangs massively buffed , hit reg far better making guns seem better and frag nerf . <| sep |> Thank you , I really appreciate it ! I feel bad about the people I broke it off with , they were good people and didn ' t deserve it , but I can at least safely say that I won ' t be entering a relationship again until I figure myself out . Maybe I am asexual , or maybe I have some kind of aversion possible TMI , but I was molested from ages 9 to 10 and the feelings I felt then are identical to the ones I ' ve felt during any sexual act since , just a lot of dread and revulsion . I ' m going to the doctor to rule out physical causes sex is painful to me and always has been , and if those are ruled out I may look into therapy . But thank you for your support , I really do appreciate it !