I know baby , that ' s why I brought it up I feel like I ' ve a lot to be insecure about . I ' ve always felt like I ' m not good enough as I am , that I need to be better , and that ' s stuck with me my whole life . Argh it just wears me down when my own mind keeps telling me I ' m a waste of space and effort . I know it isn ' t true but fuck if it isn ' t hard . Yeah it probably is the exams . Definitely not you , this is all me . I hate that I can ' t fully enjoy my time with my cutie and it just annoys meYou mean everything to me . <| sep |> Wanna punch the refs today . <| sep |> After reading that list of insults , I kind of want reptlitards to be a thing . <| sep |> Nibbler ' s stomach transcends space and time much less understandably than a magical suitcase .