I know you ' re young and immature , and that might be a factor , but dude your statementI miss her , she ' s freaking beautiful . I ' m a guy and I find statements like that really weird . Is that all she is to you ? A beautiful person ? That ' s probably why you cheated dude . If you empathized with her more as a person , an individual , not just a pretty girl , you probably wouldn ' t have cheated and you wouldn ' t be in the situation you ' re in . Like others have said , you fucked up . Learn from it and move on . Maybe try to work on your mindset towards women . <| sep |> 2 pm UK time <| sep |> Are you fucking serious ? 35 yr old Jose calderon ? Why because his TS % is higher ? Smh I can ' t fucking stand start nerds when they say stuff like this . Calderon is complete trash on defense . He was in his raptor days and he ' s even worse now . Rose at least seems give effort and can be good to great on some nights .