I hated rosabaya when I had it black since it has too much acidity according to my taste . But I decided give it another try with milk , and then I am obsessed ! !<| sep |> Seems Jonestown missed one . <| sep |> they certainly can get sloppy with turnovers and lazy on defense but every NBA team does at points in the regular season , especially on the road . we ' re not going to see them treat every game like playoff game like they did last year , maybe if they luck into another 25 game winning streak . <| sep |> You can ' t be a lazy piece of shit and expect the world to be awesome just for you . Now that ' s the best and most true thing I ' ve heard all week . Thank you . It isn ' t very productive in general to hope things change or go your way , but it isn ' t unrealistic for you to land a good paying job eventually , at least I hope so . And with states legalizing weed , I say smoke and leave everything else alone if there ' s an upcoming drug test . Then go back to enjoying yourself . I ' ve also done a better job at work then others but it doesn ' t bother me because I take my little breaks . In general I also don ' t care about a lot of things so it ' s whatever . I ' ll have a new job soon anyways . IMO , most people would say I ' m attractive but I still have low self esteem , it isn ' t all that better . Also , people say I ' m in shape and look muscular , although in reality I wish I could gain weight . We all have our problems . I ' ve been single since January so we ' re pretty much heading on a year . it ' s easy for me to deal with though . Besides the sexual frustration . How is it for you ? What do you do to compensate ?