Yeah , we ' ve been assassinating foreign leaders for decades , we just used to be smart enough to not talk about it in public . <| sep |> I wouldn ' t plan for sli , everyone seems to be moving away from it <| sep |> I feel you man . My ex girlfriend and I have been NC for about 23 months . Shitty breakup . Im in college and she was my HS sweetheart sort of deal first for everything . When you see them in person , you get that heartdropstoyourstomach feeling . Freezes you up . You replay the instance in your head for days , even weeks . You go insane . Happens when I see her on social media too . Any sight of her triggers it . ON THE BRIGHT SIDE Its normal man ! This shitty feeling you are experiencing is very normal , and it too shall pass . The absolute worst thing you can do is feed it by laying around and rerunning it through your head . Right now , more than ever , stay super busy so that that interaction doesnt drive you nuts and set you back even more . Even if you dont want to , hang out with people constantly and do anything that will keep your mind occupied on whats in front of you . Good luck , im right there with you