I am sure he means Immortal Iron Fist white one . <| sep |> I wasnt your boyfriend to draw my next tattoo <| sep |> I did yeah , probaby going to have to call the psych and work something out . If he decides i shouldn ' t take it , fair enough he can stop prescribing . But I ' ve just gotta be myself and some people just won ' t accept that I ' m a very independant , creative unpredictable person who is not at all dangerous or out of control because I calculate everything really well rather than just taking actions at random because I ' m insane or something . Hence why it was so hard to take all my pills , I had like a dozen different stashes so every time they ' d take my pills I ' d magically get more . If people saw all my crazy pill hiding antics prior to people trying to take my pills , they ' d call me crazy , but look ! People keep taking my pills away , good thing I made it difficult ! They called my shrink too and said a load of exaggerated shit just because I lost my job . Then he took me off the pills , so bam , can ' t get a new job , self fullfilling prophecy right ? Family tells everyone I ' m a useless junkie , bam , start actually becoming one . I was suppose to take a break from the pills , which I did , but my fam took them all my leftovers was kinda a lot honestly , because I ' m so conservative with my use , and know how to save . so tomorrowtoday whatever I think I ' ll contact my psychiatrist , just give it to him straight , only thing making me neurotic is my family ' s neuroticism , I can ' t really hold a normal job without those pills , but plan B is build a shack in the woods , because I can get down with that lifestyle too , live at my own pace etc . The thing is I ' m not really even half as twacked as I act I ' m naturally just a creative nutjob and this is the only sub I can fit in at . The pills probably make me way less off the wall 9 times out of 10 .