I do not say this to criticize the left , but the only people that I know personally that have had suicidal thoughts lean heavily into far left ideologies . There is a sense of disparity from both sides , but I find the rabbit hole of liberalism feeds into hopelessness claiming empowerment while real conservatism breeds hope . <| sep |> There ' s a well known parable I heard a long time ago that has always stuck with me . This is a paraphraseA boy comes to his grandfather and tells him of his dilemma . Grandpa , I feel like I have two wolves fighting in my heart . One wants me to do good and be honest , and the other wants me to do bad things . How do I know which will win ? The grandpa replied I know which will win . It is whichever one you feed . That ' s it . Push out the negativity and try to keep positive . Even if you ' re getting good criticism , it ' s not because you aren ' t good enough , it is because you can always improve .