Dude , what part of analysis and math don ' t you understand ? <| sep |> Honestly no . For me , I ' d rather deal with the BS we call our health insurance than every government body knowing collecting all my information without my permission . <| sep |> 1 . Get 8 minisnickers bars 2 . Wrap bacon strips around them . 3 . Force them in cupcake pan with a hammer 4 . Add maple on top 5 . Bake at 400 for 1520 minutes 6 . Send picture of how it turned out . <| sep |> I can personally recommend Andy Adams at Piano Tuners Ottawa . andyadams <| sep |> See if Amazon restaurants delivers to you , too . <| sep |> Ask if they ' re willing to make discharge a rainbow again when you have multiple different charges instead of just focusing in one color <| sep |> This is gonna sound dumb , but make a list of all the things you like about yourself . Like REALLY think . It can be little things like ' I always smile at the cash register lady ' or physical things like ' my hair colour is nice '. If the list seems short , either think a bit more , or think of a behaviour or thing that you WANT to be . Then try and develop that . If you ' re having trouble starting , here ' s two you ' re an incredibly thoughtful boyfriend . Like gifts and roses and dinner ? That ' s so sweet ! you ' re responsible because you sat your exams instead of buggering off to Italy . Shows you ' re gonna go places in the future . And I got that from a post about you being in a shitty relationship . Imagine how much good there is about you on an every day basis . Be alone for a bit , date yourself . Take yourself to parks and museums and fancy oneperson dinners . Go to the gym , wear aggressive gym shirts and become a muscle nerd . Whatever energy you would usually pour into a girlfriend to make her feel loved , pour into yourself . You ' re TWENTY for goodness sake . You ' ve got so much time to grow good . I guarantee you ' re gonna look back on this fiasco in ten years time and wish you could go back and pat you on the back , and tell you not to be so hard on yourself . You ' re a good kid . The first person you have to convince is yourself . Source former selfloathing twenty year old