I remember a caucasian girl who was a family friend , telling me that I wished I was white because I ' m succeeding in school , achieving in life and doing better than herOh man thats horrible . Thats like when I hear people describe some black people as acting white , and that gangster type act as acting black . Thats infuriating . I had a short rap phase around 11 so of course I imitated the artists I liked . The amount of times my Mom told me to stop acting like youre black pissed me off so much . Id flip shit on her each time saying how racist that was . Its crazy cause shes always tried to teach us racism is bad then spouts that crap ! ! And the shit thats come out of her mouth about asians since my cousin married a Korean and had a baby with him , and since said cousin got me into kpop . apparently to her its only racism if its against black people not other races .