Exactly . If anything , you can just save up for a nicer monitor in the future and go triple <| sep |> If you don ' t mind me asking . What is your typical shots vs shots on targets in a match ? <| sep |> I have been through it too man it is tough but you ' ll be okay . I tried the whole being open and emotional shit always ends in disaster its a theory vs reality thing . In theory girls say they want it but the reality doesn ' t play that way . Get back on the saddle get your confidence up and get back out there . Seasonal depression is a bitch though I always get in a shitty mood around this time of year . <| sep |> That ' s for sure . I woke up in a bathtub without a kidney there once so at least I know there is no shortage of surgeons there .