The problem is all of the shit around it , like the line and dots skateboard ? and arrow , they aren ' t natural . It looks sloppy as fuck , and what ' s worse , it looks like you ' re trying way too hard without understanding . What uspinniker is saying is that if you start with the clean letters , the letters themselves will morph to be fancier over the course of writing it many times . Then you won ' t even need the messy bullshit around the name . <| sep |> I get auras now . Can ' t see worth a shit , blind spots in vision , making sense out of written words is difficult , then as that fades I get the wonderfully intense nausea and the sensation of some one trying to press a spoon into my brain with a vice . Good times .