He who goes to bed with an itchy ass wakes up with a smelly finger . Mao Zedong <| sep |> I have a pichu I ' d like for you to teach the move . <| sep |> Added you <| sep |> As long as you ' re not in the asian region hackers aren ' t a problem at all . I ' ve played a ton and don ' t think i ' ve seen one . <| sep |> I really like this one , but the episodes are so dam long , 4050 Mins a day is a big ask . <| sep |> A few things jump out to me , In your story , your happiest moments are associated with your ex and not your current partner . I think this is rather telling as there are parts of your story that are nostalgic for your ex , but , also nostalgic for happiness . You mention you struggle with depression and anxiety . If they ' ve crept back into your life which happens , you may be yearning for happiness rather than your ex or some definition of love associated with him . It sounds like love , disclosure and vulnerability came easy in your last relationship . Unfortunately , things don ' t always go that way . I ' m curious if you ' ve been able to have vulnerable moments with your current partner and what they ' ve been like ? Of course , these moments will differ to some degree because you ' re with someone new . But , are you getting the bonding time you need or is there something getting in the way ? It sounds like your partner would be willing to meet your needs whatever they might be . Therapy is a wonderful tool for self exploration that should be able to help you cast some light on the situation . You get out of it what you put into it , or , in other words , invest in yourself by being open and honest in the room because you ' ll get way more out of it . Definitely let them know about your depression and anxiety , that will likely be in the mix to some extent . I ' m partial to ACT The Happiness Trap is a great readtool for this and DBT for those two , but , your therapist may favor others . Best of luck to you . I ' m really impressed you ' re willing to look inside yourself for answers before blaming others .