Whatever , he edited his comment to say everywhere but where it counts after I commented . Point is dont act like you are playing better just because your team is being inefficient <| sep |> Yea ! I crawl YouTube for them occasionally , but they ' re incredibly hard to find and Ancient Aliens and it ' s followers have only made it more painful . <| sep |> DFragFrag I love it so much it was the very first manga series I bought , after I watched the anime . <| sep |> Thanks bro . Holy shit I got destroyed . <| sep |> Intp here that has experienced the same change . Years ago I was not able to speak with even my classmates or some close family . Now I am the most social guy of the party . That doesn ' t mean I don ' t analyse everything , develop thoughts and theories , be passionate about my field , be a heartless robot sometimes , etc . It doesn ' t mean I am not gonna enjoy a warm blanket , hot tea and a tv show some Friday night of the coming winter even though I am usually the one making plans for my friends and I . We are what we are at out core , we have just happened to develop some other extra skills , adapt to our life conditions , etc . I see it as adaptation , as survival . I still am introverted , thoughtful , sometimes quiet as a dead man , sure . But now I can choose to not be that if I have to . Before I could not , it was like being trapped . That lack of self control was killing me and led to self harming , suicidal thoughts , etc . We just improved .