I definitely do agree that I ' ve got a number of issues . I ' ve been in an out of multiple counselors , programs , psychiatrists , etc . I ' ve actually come a long way from how I used to be , even if it doesn ' t sound like it from how miserable I am at the moment . I feel like I was a lot stronger before I met this girl that I love . It hurts to say , but I feel like it ' s true . I ' ve become too attached and am weaker because of it . Thank you for the suggestion though , I do appreciate the concern <| sep |> it ' s honestly great . we have one lab instructor who isn ' t great , but everyone else is awesome . really , really qualified individuals . I learned more during this semester than anything else in my life . <| sep |> We ' re hotdish , tyvm .