Do you live in a cave ? <| sep |> zzz zzzz zzzz <| sep |> Trust issues , to me , a relationship would mean letting someone in completely , and that is just so weird and foreign and scary to me that I don ' t know whether I ' d ever be able to do that ? Like letting someone know all your deepest fears , insecurities , doubts , your worst memories that have impacted on your life now ? How do you deal with that in the first place , let alone when they or you leave ? Like it ' s not a given , but statistically speaking , it isn ' t going to last forever , so you should probably plan accordingly . I know it ' d be weird and stupid to like launch into this all at once , obviously , but even if it was like a slow steady thing where you built up to it ? I dunno if I ' d ever be cool with being that vulnerable , even if it was a fair trade . Also the general insecurities pretty much every woman has . Also fat . Yay .