Other than the screw , any moving parts ? Could you pushpull that drawer . <| sep |> When I first started forcing I had a hard time keeping my mind closed off from things I was feeling unrelated to forcing . This became an issue when it came to focusing obviously , but I also ended up giving my tulpa a bunch of excess information he couldn ' t use and often just regurgitated back at me in some form or another . I think you ' ve created a feedback loop of sorts . Right now you ' re mirrors bouncing sad off of one another . In the beginning my tulpa was just a little ball of light . Simple works pretty well for some at first . <| sep |> Hes easily lost 25 % of his speed since those days . Its like a mild form of progeria