So then I wonder what she thinks the navy is ? <| sep |> Glass houses man <| sep |> Eventually I will get it , if not , I will pass this game to my grandchildren to do it for me . <| sep |> You are surprisingly plastic for a Colchester fan . I get the feeling you are not even a Colchester fan . Oh , lookey here your post history is on rChelseafc . <| sep |> I feel you ! I finally decided it was time at age 26 . Here ' s what I would recommendGo see a gender specialized therapist . Literally just use Google , it ' s how I did it . figure out the nearest place that specializes in transcare . I got super lucky living in the DC area , we have Whitmanwalker , one of the best transcare medical facilities in the US ! How transitioning has changed my life I have struggled with severe depression most of my life . Everyday of my life has felt like I had a big empty space , and everyday was a chore . Once I got on hormones I felt that depression and self doubt melt away . I felt happiness and confidence beyond my wildest dreams ! It feels like I found a missing piece of myself , and now I have allowed myself to become whole . I should warn you , it ' s not easy . Before I got there I doubted myself a few times , worked myself up in terror at the thought of being alone and the target of ridicule . But the most valuable thing I did was tell myself that I am worth being taken care of ! I deserve to pursue happiness . Got me through it every time . Even though it wasn ' t easy , I was 100 % worth it to me .