We have such a shitty first past the post system that in our country , a third party vote is literally a wasted vote <| sep |> I ' ve always felt the same way about being touched . I always flinch or jump when people touch me . I always have and haven ' t ever figured out why . I ' ve contemplated about if something happened when I was a kid , but my parents were so overprotective . My sister and I didn ' t even have babysitters , let alone be allowed to go to anyone ' s house without my parents . I don ' t see how anything could have happened . And growing up , I used to triple check that all the doors were locked at night because I was terrified of the house getting broken into . I ' ve debated about going to therapy to see if there ' s a way to figure out if something happened , but I ' m also kind of thinking ignorance is bliss and I don ' t know if I ' d want to actually remember .