Dammit I ' m so jealous . It looks really great . I ' m gonna cry . <| sep |> Mate , I have your solution . Watch the movie Groundhogs Day . <| sep |> Oh god I can ' t imagine being hungover and have the flu ! <| sep |> Selfcast crit arc , come at me bro ! <| sep |> War . war never changes . <| sep |> i ' d just roll for them <| sep |> This is turning into a mouth breathers sport <| sep |> My last big relationship , not the relationship itself but the fallout of it ending destroyed the very foundation my romanticism stood on . Now it ' s not like I was the perfect guy but I definitely loved this girl beyond anyone I had ever met before and going from the feeling of joy waking up to next to her , to that feeling of emptiness was a pretty brutal transition . I was a mess for a while and it took a lot of effort to kick myself in the arse and decide the world wasn ' t ending , it was time I work on myself , become a better version of myself . I dedicated my time to the sports I loved and started taking jobs I enjoyed and I became happier . Well now i ' m at the point where the sport I loved is also my career , and with it comes a lot of world travel , I have a lifestyle that is absolutely incredible and fulfilling . The trouble now is I might meet a girl , and after a few months I ' m gone , I can ' t just go and live in their country and wouldn ' t make that call over such a short space of time anyway . Plus if I did meet a girl and she wants to settle down , that ' s the end of my current lifestyle and the start of something new that might end up turning out badly . Everyone I meet is on their own adventure through life , individuals with strong goals and crazy stories . I guess I ' ll see what happens in the long run but I can see me reaching 40 , with a bunch of busted up bones and weak joints and nothing but a dog for company . I ' ve always wanted a Golden Lab though , so maybe it ' s not all bad .