When people say they ' re actively looking for a therapist , it doesn ' t really mean much . Took me two months of emailing and calling places to actually find a suitable one . All I had to do was call 211 . Directed me to a low cost therapist who I clicked with . Depression is a bitch and you need meds plus therapy to get through it . <| sep |> Time to buy one so I have something to look at while I wait for the enemy to finish me off <| sep |> I read The Bean Trees and it has to be one of my favourite books ever ! <| sep |> This has nothing to do with partisanship in reality . Both the Clintons Trumps ' proximity to known pedophile billionaire Epstein is more cause for interest . And I ' m sure there ' s at least a couple FBI people looking at this shit just not having enough to pin anyone .