Not legalism at all I put weed before God it was all I could think about . I had no reason to smoke weed other than I could so I did . Then I would just sit on the couch and stare off into space or watch tv or eat everything in my house . Until God put it on my heart to stop . I ' m not saying that weed cannot help people but I wasn ' t prescribed it by a doctor I used it because I wanted to get high I wanted to do what I wanted to do and I didn ' t care if it was against God . until he showed me what I was really doing and it opened my eyes and had me begging for forgiveness . I love God and accept his free gift knowing I ' ll sin but the blood of Christ covers it forever . However I ' m grateful that God is still showing me the error of my ways . Just because we are free from sin doesn ' t give me the right to seek it out because I want too .