I was really disappointed that we didn ' t get to fight her too . <| sep |> We had that discussion . At first I was proadoption , being adopted myself . However , she did not think that emotionally she could handle that . She may or may not have been , but that wasn ' t my decision . We both agreed that we weren ' t fiscally , emotionally , or otherwise prepared to parent either , so we went the abortion instead . It was a painful decision . Edit you shouldn ' t be getting downvoted , it ' s a fair and honest question . <| sep |> Hey look ! They ' re censoring you D Neato ! <| sep |> Where are they getting the wind from ? When it is windy in Beijing , the pollution blows out naturally and you don ' t need this . Do they have a direct connection to wind power much farther away ? It doesn ' t make sense .