No , it ' s like if the kids forced the older person to use their slang <| sep |> Upvoted for cow puppy . <| sep |> You seem way too mature to be a 14 years old , I would have never guessed it I didn ' t word my last comment correctly . What I meant to say is not that you can simply swap philosophies like keychains , but that you can look into other philosophies and see if they strike a note with you . For example for me , nihilism was a step , not a final destination . My current philosophical worldview is based greatly on it , but it has moved past that . You might want to check the book A New Earth by Eckhart Tolle . Something tells me you will like it Anyway , I ' m glad you ' re enjoying life again ! <| sep |> You ' re right . This season has just been a sad drunken blur since South Alabama .