All I know is what original source says on facebook italian tournament , 80 people <| sep |> Oh no , not again . <| sep |> Tate PPR game ! <| sep |> I realized I was a shitty lover too , or maybe just not the usual kind they show in movies . So I opted for an open relationship . And it sucks that your parents can ' t be realistic and want a perfect dream family or so it seems . They should realize that you are an individual and you can make your own choices and you don ' t have to live according to their expectations . And really , they should be fine with it . It ' s your life , you only get one . You should be free and not bound by anyone nor would a sensible person try to bind someone else . It sucks that your own family is being judgemental about you but it ' s not their fault , they probably don ' t know any better . I ' ll just casually throw a book recommendation here The Picture of Dorian Gray . P . S . For me , confidence is attractive , makeup isn ' t .