Be careful . Redpilling can sometimes cause vomiting and that might cause a bit of a mess after all the turkey and fixings . <| sep |> It ' s probably due to optimization and your specs . Feelsbadman <| sep |> I still think Mrazek is going to end up the # 1 , and Mason is getting all the starts now with Neuvirth out . Short term it ' s probably fine , but in a month or so you ' re going to have 2 backups and Rinne . <| sep |> Without a doubt one of the things I am thankful for this year is randomly discovering BM . They have enriched my life . <| sep |> Wow ! I read through it all . You are an amazing and inspired person . Our hearts and hope go out to you and your wife . We ' ve lost two as well and completely understand the heartbreak and pain you , your wife , and surrogate have suffered . And we are so sorry for your losses . We built a garden after our first loss . But you , sir . You built a castle ! I can think of no better therapy . I wish I could be a fly on the wall when you take the first step in the room with your baby . To see the joy and appreciation in your wife ' s and your eyes . That ' s going to be a beautiful day . Thank you for sharing this with us . I have to agree with another poster though . I think you still have some dust clean up to do . Some of it is coming through the screen and getting in my eyes .