OMFG ! Was not prepared to see that . Haha haha haha haha haha . She does ! <| sep |> Cripplingly low self esteem , awkwardness , never really have the opportunity to meet people . I can ' t imagine why anyone would want to date me , I have a prettyish face , but I ' m fat , loud out of awkwardness and terrified of commitment aka being hurt . I don ' t even online date because I ' m convinced I ' d scare any guy off as soon as they saw me IRL . Also , health problems coming out of my eyes at the moment . So yeah , I ' m a fucking barrel of laughs . <| sep |> This is a huge stressor for me , too . Good job ! <| sep |> I think he was being sarcastic <| sep |> I wish Oscar would post more . Guy has some serious talent . Although he ' s probably less YouTubeoriented .