SMOrc refers to going face regardless of how the board is <| sep |> If you want confidence you must first pretend to have confidence . <| sep |> Argos to BMO included 3 grey cups in 10 years , it ' s in the fucking contract TSN and you know it . <| sep |> Bribing is a real thing , so yes . <| sep |> Believe it or not , it ' s supposed to be a peacock . <| sep |> Your pain is a product of the conviction in your heart and soul . As a Christian , you have no doubt accepted Christ as your savior , and have received the Holy Spirit . The Spirit guides and protects . The pain and struggle you are going through is God trying to lead you to His path . God created marriage as a sacred act . It is like Christ and his Church . We are , as Christians , the Bride of Christ . He created it to be between a man and a woman . The conviction within yourself tells you it ' s wrong just going off of the context in your post to be romantically involved with another man . There are four types of love Agape God ' s love . Sacrificial , selfless , unconditionalPhileo Friendship loveStorge Parental or familial loveEros Romantic loveMarriage is the only thing that binds all of these types of love together . In a marriage , you sacrifice yourself for the happiness of the other . You love them intimately as a friend and share laughs as well as the sorrows of life . You love them as a spouse , your own flesh , as marriage connects one to another creating one flesh Genesis 22324 . Finally , you love them romantically . The intimate and erotic love that is sacred to God , and pleasurable to mankind . Reading your post , you understand that it is wrong to love another man romantically . Homosexuality is just one of many sins . We are the same at the foot of the cross . No sin is greater than another . Someone who lusts after another is no different than one who seeks a prostitute to defile himher . Someone who hates another is no better than one who murders his brother . Christ is calling you for his Kingdom , and you know this . Our struggles are one in the same . We are all in need of the unconditional love of God . And praise be to God for displaying His love through Christ .