As you know Niantic updated the base stats of the pokemon . We have updated them to the latest and also tried our best to retroactively update all manual uploads , the only problem is that most of the data is now incorrect due to HP changes . Unfortunately we have no solution for this at this time but we will be adding a way for you to update your manual uploads ASAP ! Wow nice . Thank you so much . This is going to make the special event so much easier for me since I ' m catching so much Pokemon ! <| sep |> You should follow the advice of the other commentors here and address your recent troubles with therapy . The lack of energy and negative outlook are absolutely being multiplied by classic symptoms of postassault emotional trauma that need to be examined . Life is very long and holds unimaginable variety , hopefully someday you ' ll be able to look back as another person and admire your own resilience for getting through this dark time . Lesbian Romeo and Juliet sounds hugely dysphoriainducing . I ' d be super tomboyish if I were cis so that would hit me hard .