I ' m happy to get one . Definitely one of the coolest Pops out there . <| sep |> But it ' s supposed to suck that ' s why it ' s working . <| sep |> Skip nades can ' t kill a full health guardian . Scatter nades can . <| sep |> Yeah I mention it to my SO when it happens . He had very niche conversations often as well which I just can ' t contribute to without sounding like a phoney or totally stupid . I mentioned it to him yesterday staying with his friends and he said I ' m just shy . I ' m definitely not shy I ' ve got my last few jobs through networking etc and even though I ' m introverted I always try and make an effort with people . I hate making others do all the work . Feels like I ' m doing all the work though . Genuinely starting to think I ' m just not at all interesting or fun .