So , I have PTSD . The don ' t care thing you ' re talking about sounds a lot like you ' re experiencing something called dissociation . Victims of trauma do this , subconsciously and without control , in order to cope with the traumatic event . I would make an appointment to at least see a therapist to talk about this when the dissociation eventually wears off . Your mind has decided to not completely process this event . They can help you do that . <| sep |> Well aren ' t you just the epitome of entitlement . <| sep |> When I checked at 7 am ET , some of the sets appeared out of stock online . The store closest to me opened at 9 and had almost everything in stock , including the Intro to Tarte set . I also picked up the Becca blushed with light palette for 20 . 50 CAD .