Is it strange that I find these kind of things kinda horrific , in the sense that whenever I watch one of these videos , I think to myself Holy fuck , This could have been me on a bad day . ? Yet I ' ve played all these R rated games with brutal killings with no problem , or any kind of reason to think Damn , If that were me , I ' d be in a lot of pain . I don ' t know whether it ' s the reality of it , but it ' s pretty fucked to say at the least . <| sep |> Oh that ' s way too kind . It would not have been a good day without all the smiling faces and warm love going around . I added so many numbers to my phone and another volunteer insisted on measuring me so she can make me an apron . Without other wonderful humans I wouldn ' t be able to help and do the things I can .