Wich one would you like <| sep |> For a minute I thought this was a rCringeAnarchy post <| sep |> Boxers suck and have no support , I love briefs <| sep |> You are just 22 . If you stay , how do you picture your life in 5 , 10 years time ? A SAHM with 3 kids , with not much more in life than church and the occasional dinner with family . I am not telling you to leave , I just identify a lot with the feelings you experienced London in my case and I know they will follow you forever . It ' s a calling that cannot be ignored . I cannot imagine going back to my home country , I just don ' t belong there anymore I actually never felt ok there . And I am 100 % sure I ' d be miserable now if I had stayed there . Sure , life abroad is not perfect , however I feel like I can breathe here and be myself . I like going back to my home country but after a week there I generally become irritated and nervous , and I just feel like going back home . I think that feeling like running away is a sign you need more from life than what your fianc and hometown can offer you . And it ' s OK , you just need to be honest with yourself and your family and fianc . It will be hard , but you need to do it .