You have low self esteem and a confidence problem , you really need to change what you ' ve been doing so far cause its not working , a paid professional or trusted friend can help , by holding your hand till you get better , sometimes you just need someone to tell you to cut the crap and look forward . <| sep |> We ' ve hosted 3 years in a 9 year span . Spread it around ! EDIT I can ' t math at 1 am sometimes <| sep |> The Bee Movie . <| sep |> I ' m kicking myself for not taking a clear picture of the dude . At the time of the incident I didn ' t even think about taking a picture of him . I have a picture of the scratch on the back of his car him standing beside it , but the picture doesn ' t capture his face . just everything from the neck down .