They only have it in black . <| sep |> Yeah my credit is destroyed . I thought I could walk away from my financial responsibilities for like half a year . Boom ! Getting lawsuit threats . Being flagged by banks . I think the banks part was me closing bank accounts with negative balances . I ' ve done a lot of dumb shit financially . One time I was at a party at a university that was an hour away . Got separated took a ride home . I overdrew my bank account by $ 200 and paid for a $ 110 . 00 taxi ride home . That was dumb . So the car buying is out of the question . I have just less than $ 1000 . 00 to my name . I need approximately $ 700 . 00 per mo to survive . Plus food . So it seems that I have about a month of runway . I ' m not getting kicked out of my house my friend got out of the military recently he gets paid for housing . I pay half the rent though to him . But that sucks you know . I ' ve gone through that stress already fo being a freeloader Why haven ' t you gotten employment yet . I do wonder if it was dumb for me to leave the factory Seeking new opportunity . Only to return to one . I don ' t know . It ' s not hopeless thankfully I am physically healthy and have a brain somewhat . I ' ll work it out . Edit I will check out the maps thing in more detail .