I agree with you so much , people are so against steroids buy in reality if they are taken safely they can be so beneficial . I ' d personally experiment with TRT over a lifetime of SSRIs any day . But you ' re not me so do whatever you feel most comfortable with . You can become so dependent on anti deppresents so I ' d try TRT first . Worst outcome is that TRT does nothing for you and you stop and recover within a few moths . SSRIs can make you suicidal , TRT won ' t . <| sep |> Website is up for me . Main page still has a maintainenance but the site is up <| sep |> Please tell me there was some multiplication involved . <| sep |> If we ' re looking for the new Decker , I think Rishard Matthews belongs in the conversation too .