By chance would you know how much I could save if I switch to geiko right now <| sep |> Very possible . It ' s entirely possible he ' s not aware that he ' s feeling these things to keep you , that he hasn ' t made a conscious choice saying to himself Hey , if I ' m suicidal , then she won ' t leave me ! It ' s also entirely possible that he IS suicidal due to not having you in his life again . However . These are not your problems . His problems and his demons are his . Not yours . He says life isn ' t worth living without you ? His problem . He says you leave him , just like everybody else in his life ? His problem . He says you never loved him ? His problem . He says you used to care ? His . Fucking . Problem . He threatens suicide ? Call the police or other appropriate professional . There can be clues as to whether he ' s aware of manipulating you I once listened to a crying man shouting as hard as he could into a cellphone . He had a coughing fit due to shouting , and managed to very calmly and reasonably apologise for said fit , before returning to cryshouting . He was very likely feeling very upset , but he wasn ' t as upset as he portrayed himself to be . He was choosing a way to express his emotions that made him seem far more like he was very unstable and out of control . He wasn ' t . So many times I ' ve been raged on and raged at , and as soon as I give in , they instantly calm down andor become sweet and loving . That ' s because they were aware of what they were doing , and once you gave them what they wanted , they didn ' t need to put so much energy into making you give in . My recommendation is this Get out . Cut ties . Even if you went back , it ' ll never be better than this . Every time you think of breaking up or disagree , this will happen . Why ? Because trauma bonding is a thing . He creates the drama , intentionally or not , to get you to stay , and every time you stay and think I ' m the only one who can . or I have to prove that Ithe world isisn ' t . , he wins . Also , Jason sounds like a total sweetheart , wtf are you thinking ? !