I really don ' t know . I used to think , if I only do things right , if I only don ' t make a mistake , I won ' t continue to get punished . But in hindsight the game was rigged . She waited till I did a thing and then decided it had been the wrong way of doing it . Damned if you do , damned if you don ' t . So it might not be sth you did . She wanted to punish you and then found some justification in your behaviour . I ' m not sure how much of that is a conscious process . You ' re right , she knows it ' s not okay on some level . <| sep |> The whole point is to not have people driving to one location . Park and ride will be the way to go . Works during Bluesfest and they have like 50 , 000 people a night coming and going . <| sep |> If you can present a more parsimonious explanation , I will be convinced it ' s the most likely scenario . So no , my mind is never made up it simply follows the evidence .