Still remember his kick return vs the chiefs during our 88 season in 2010 . <| sep |> I thought Baker wasn ' t supposed to play ? He just made a great tackle there . <| sep |> I ' d go with the cryorig H 7 . Water coolers are only really necessary if you want to do really high overclocks past like 4 . 5 or so ghz where the stress on cooling gets a bit harder . Paying $ 100 for that isn ' t really worth it for just gaming I think . <| sep |> Thanks , I think that it will be a good time for me and my friends <| sep |> I feel the pain about regrets , I have the same thing and that ' s also why I want to end my life . I read your whole post , sometimes I ' m lazy and don ' t read a post completely , but I so relate to how you feel about how you have been controlled and badly affected by your parents . This is why I wish my parents died after I was born , I never would have been controlled by them or never would have cared for their approval . I ' m also a nonWhite antinatalist , but I guess all people who understand antinatalism will expect intelligent people of all colors to understand antinatalism . I feel so bad about wasted time just like you . My parents forced me to do a degree I hated , I wasted so much time , I was too naive and dependent to escape they never let me become independent like they denied me the chance of a Saturday job or work experience . They didn ' t let me have a social life . It was so conditional and all about making them happy and not me . These days I speak back to them about things cos I know I ' ll die soon so it doesn ' t matter what they do . My dad was such a hypocritical cunt . Forcing me to study a degree I hated but when I ever want to study what interests me he says it ' s a waste of time and money . I wish they could learn something from my death but I know they won ' t now . Guilt also dominated my life even though I was not religious because I valued the slave morality values that society values because of religion . Because my parents were miserable cunts and didn ' t like it when I was happy I thought you had to earn being happy . Now I see that people do what they want and are happy without the guilt complex I got from my parents . And some parents are even happy when their kids are happy ! Who would have thought ? ! Like you say , things are easier than I thought . But it ' s too late to use this knowledge now . Because my parent ' s approval was conditional and they criticized me a lot I was never good enough to myself and worked hard to try make them proud only to find that any pride they once had in me left when my life went to shit , so it was fickle worthless pride . I hate that I spent most of my life thinking they were good parents and caring for them and trying to win their love when I see that they should have loved me from the beginning or tried to help me pursue happiness . Instead it was all about them . I wish I could go back in time and apply what I now know but don ' t we all . I hope we both can end our lives and finally be free of regret of our wasted potential and youth . We deserved so much better . Wish we had learnt to waste less time on our parents sooner too . I ' m sure I will think of this post again before I end thingsWishing you the bestThank you for sharing your story