Conductor on the train I was on the other day gave some lassie grief because she was buying a ticket with her railcard . Apparently in the New Year they ' ll no longer be able to sell discounted tickets on the train . No exceptions . Not even for basic human empathy or nothing . Cunts . <| sep |> I thought you meant look in barrels . I was thinking do they jump out of barrels at you ? I don ' t remember that . I just woke up . <| sep |> Not even close cunts ! <| sep |> So Hawkins has to play for the next 50 years basically ? <| sep |> Life ' s been tough on this end of the computer as well , and I can ' t say I feel much of a purpose myself , but I can only imagine how it ' s been for someone along your walk of life these days . I sincerely hope you find happiness and security where you can . Thanks for opening up about your thoughts for people going through a hard time , knowing they ' re not alone in the struggle means a lot . I ' m sending you all the good vibes I can muster , and if you ever want to chat , commiserate , andor do some Dark Souls together , my door is wide open .