I am torn between the BMM and the cat right now too . The Cat is more modular , but the BMM has a fuel scoop , and appears to be better able to fend off attack . So it has a theoretical max range of as far as you want to go . I also have a Reclaimer because it ' s the best looking ship , and my friends want to do group activities . Another friend of my has a Carrack . So a cargo hauler that is more self sufficient is good . <| sep |> I read that as surgery room <| sep |> I think we are equal , because we both have the potential to grow even though we might take different paths . This is a lot of empty handwaiving . When you say equal , you are suggesting that there is measurable or at least subjectively comparable quality that men and women have which can be judged side by side . Potential is not something that can be judged this way , because it is tied entirely to your imagination of what is possible . I technically have the potential to become Pope . But saying that without further examination conveniently glosses over the real challenges I would have to overcome to actually become Pope things like moving to Italy , joining the priesthood , working my way into the Vatican , getting in good with the other Cardinals , and one day seeing myself elected to the papacy through the conclave . The rationalizations you ' re making now , I ' ve seen them countless times before . You ' ve been hurt by feminized culture , but not so much that you ' re willing to abandon it altogether . You still depend upon it to feel like a good person , to feel like you ' re connected with other people . You ' re trying desperately to reconcile Red Pill truths with the comforting platitudes of your indoctrination so that you can ease into it . And you are going to fail . You ' re not yet ready to take the Red Pill .