I saw this on twitter <| sep |> This is just sad . I ' m sorry you have to deal with this and all of that crazy stuff from before she turned to drugs . <| sep |> Mm . I feel this is problematic . Our openness only extends to fleeting physical stuff . Nothing intimate . <| sep |> I would love to help you ! My kik is CSexual ! Check my posts for prices ! <| sep |> devouch awful bardEdit and pvp in general <| sep |> I would pull the plugs , and see if you can tell which cylindercylinders are missing . From there swap out coil packs between cylinders . It could be any number of things , plugs , coils a leaky fuel injector , etc . Plugs are a good starting point . <| sep |> I have two friends that I invite over when I ' m making large or complicated recipes . They both work as chefs , are a couple and appreciate my intermediary attempts at cooking apparently they rarely cook at home except when they do so together as a date or to spend time together . Don ' t think you ' re alone on this one , but at the same time remember that you ' re doing a ton of cooking right now and it ' s not abnormal to react to a drastic change with fatigue and worry . Hang in there !