I could have gone 22 more days without thinking about that <| sep |> I would fap to that . <| sep |> What an arbitrary reason to contribute to dropping out of school . <| sep |> Also tracers head is tiny , If you want big heads look at Winston and roadhog <| sep |> If she knows they why did she go . I mean if she ' s so pressed to see a movie just download it . <| sep |> Love Live has been a huge help in my life ever since I ' ve found out about it . A range from things like making me smile , making me strive to be a better person , making me want to chase my dreams . I ' ve never given up neither will I ever give up no matter how dark things get in my life . Life hasn ' t been the brightest to me , and I deal with alot of unsettling situations everyday , but having a few minutes to myself , plugging in my earphones and playing a song in SIF , or simply hearing a track coming from nine girls who managed to make their dreams come true simply make me feel better with everything ! I ' m an optimistic person by nature , but even the brightest rays of light are hidden when the dark cloud comes , right ? Nonetheless , I ' ve been able to progress due to many factors . Every member in Muse has really helped me and inspired me in different ways , I might talk about them here tooHonoka The sun in person , Honoka has been like a cheerleader to me in my life and told me to never stop smiling , and to follow my dreams until the end . Kotori She ' s cute , she ' s innocent , she loves her friends . With a power of making people around her happy , she ' s helped me want to follow the path of a true angel , which is what she is . Umi She is insecure with her friends dreams , but is a strong woman at heart and keeps through with what she gets into . Striving to get away from my insecurities to do what makes me happy , is very important to myself . Maki Talented , hard working , intelligent , pretty and successful . Maki is a literal muse herself , composing and getting good grades at school , she helps me try and reach goals of scholar success myself . I don ' t play any instrument but I love them so much ! It makes Maki such a wonderful girl in my eyes . Rin Cute , adorable , hyper . She is passionate about friendship too , and manages to throw her insecurities away in order to find happiness and be who she truly is . Rin is a character which I can relate to alot , and I only want to be able to follow in her steps so that I can feel secure with who I am too . Hanayo A cute little girl with a huge passion for idols , hesitant to join because she ' s shy and can ' t get herself to do it . With Rin ' s help , she finds a way to achieving her dream , becoming what she ' s always admired , an idol . Nico Strong personality , cheerful character , a little insecure inside . Nico , like Hanayo , has a huge passion for idols too . Despite failing becoming one in the past , Nico finally has life shine on her when she joins Muse . Eli Closed personality , doesn ' t even allow the feelings that Muse give enter her . Seemingly prideful , Eli has had a hard time in the past , not meeting the expectations that her past passions brought upon her . Eli is very caring and feels motherly towards Muse once she joins though , and is someone who I admire too due to her maturity . Nozomi Seemingly fun and mischievous , Nozomi doesn ' t have the brightest life , and without her new friends , and Eli , she would feel terribly lonely . Nozomi is someone who I can really relate to , since I don ' t look like it either but have that emptiness filled up with my friends , who I really hold dear to me . Moshimo Kara Kitto is a really beautiful song , I find myself tearing most of the times I read the lyrics . Nozomi is an amazing girl and I only want her to never lose the people she loves , Muse . I ' m not even sure if any of this made sense this far , but the songs , the characters , the backstories , the troubles they surpassed , the achieving of their dreams . Love Live is one of the most inspiring franchises ever , and they help me with my everyday life . My grandparents don ' t have the best relationship with me and want me out of their house once I reach 18 years of age , and its troubling since I don ' t really have much planned for my life , neither anywhere to go . Besides that , troubles from the past try to drown me and consume me sometimes , but I will never ever give up from fighting . I want to be happy , and , I ' m thankful that Love Live is being a constant help in my life , and inspiring me to be better . I have a feeling that things will brighten up at some point , I just know they will ! Thank you Love Live , Muse and Aqours for becoming a positive part of my life . Thank you so much .