I watched a four part documentary from bbc i think about the space race between korolev an wernher von braun , starting with the v 2 and ending with the first man on the moon it shows both sides extensively and presents the history really well , and the actors even have good resemblance to the people they portray and do their part really well . <| sep |> The feelings that you feel being the second person , have haunted me for years . It ' s what makes forgiveness so damn difficult when you reconcile . It reminds me of that really shitty , but horribly true idea that , the power in any relationship resides with the person who cares the least . It ' s been a long road getting to the point where I have the power now , after being the one who hung on for way too long .