Thanks you so , so , so much for this post . I thought that I was going insane . Since restricting , fasting and purging started , I started noticing mostall of the things that you listed . Its really fucked with my head , I used to really enjoy writing and , though it sounds horrible and pretentious , I was proud of myself for being somewhat literate and articulate . I used to be a raging grammar nazi , now I mix up where and wear . I find that I can ' t organize ideas properly in my mind now . This has fucked my debate skills into the floor and messed with my essay writing . It fucking sucks , it sucks balls , I wanted to be an English major and now I ' m barely confident in my ability to even speak . I ' m so sorry that this turned into a massive ramble . I feel you , I feel you .