Idk why everyone keeps saying jump into TDM . I ' d suggest you jump into Bounty or Plunder . The game could go for longer and the thing about games like Bounty and Plunder is that there are points during the matches where the other team has an objective and more often than not , have to stick together , thereby giving you a window to flank them from a different angle or get multiple kills from a well thrown grenade , etc . etc . stuff that will boost your confidence in your own playing skill as well as build it up . But just like TDM though , in Bounty , excessive deaths on your part ends up helping the enemy team , especially if you ' re made captain . So you have to play smart and remember that your number of kills , while they sort of matter aren ' t the real focus of the game and rather your objective is to protect the captain and if you ' re not doing that , then down the enemy captain and collect the bounty . Like I said though , Bounty and Plunder are good for building up your own confidence as well as helping you learn your way around the map , so I think you should start with that .