Loneliness breeds desperation , and desperation breeds loneliness . It ' s a hard cycle to break out of . I know this from personal experience . <| sep |> Do you know if we have them online ? I want to buy one but i doubt there will be any left after work . <| sep |> i comment what i want when want and how i want . <| sep |> Happy tday from enemy territory Santa Clara <| sep |> you think the world being correctional is bad ? Do you think every criminal should get executed ? <| sep |> Store isn ' t down for me in the US ? <| sep |> You can avoid having metadata collected or being tracked simply by using a VPN . <| sep |> But the adirondacks are in NY <| sep |> Everything ' s a lieeee I can barely breathee <| sep |> I wasn ' t crying , but when I scouted on my EN for baseball Eli and didn ' t get her , I had glossy eyes , you know . This was the first time when I was saving up on EN . And yesterday I was scouting in first years box and 1 SR just killed me . I have only 3 UR on EN and it pisses me off so much , because it ' s my first account and . Ugh . I have this account now on my tablet instead of phone , because I ' m too angry about it . I ' m farming other account on EN , the first is my main of course , but I ' m so mad . I ' m happy that I have good JP account tho and it ' s more main than EN . I ' m saving for next Dia and just thinking about not getting her is painful . I ' m so scared of it , I know I have to chill out , BUT hchjsdjhswjdhHope you get Ball Kotori soon . I understand your feelings !