Ive been offered a company device an plan . Except I cant use much data and the phones suck so I declined . Repeat my last 3 workplaces <| sep |> youre right , i got more issues pending than just my dick size . i dont know what i would hate about myself if i got an extra inch girth . my life is kinda on pause at the moment , im not doing shit with my life . i get money for not doing shit and find no motivation to go out there make an effort to become independent . i just see it as if i were to put in an effort , find a profession and all that . i could probably see myself trying for a relationship . where i am at now a relationship is totally out of the question , given my life situation . but then again , after putting all that effort , and possibly ending up in a relationship , my dick will ultimately be inferior cos of my lack of girth . its just physically superior and i cant compete with that . if i cant , well fuck that . thats where my motivation halts . one motivating thought for becoming independent and make a life for myself would be to go off grid . i like that thought