You made a joke and it failed . Just move on . <| sep |> TFW pondering your life choices sitting on the bench <| sep |> u can always kill urself in game <| sep |> Am I an alcoholic or not ? I ' m 20 yrs old and this has been on my mind for the longest time and Idk if I ' m in denial or delusional but I wanna hear other people ' s opinions on if they believe I ' m an alcoholic or at risk for being one . I ' ve been in rehab 3 times but mainly for doing pills while drinking but I ' m reading online that alcoholic never pass up alcohol or drink till he pass out and I drink till I pass out but on some occasions I don ' t drink till that point I ' ll stop drinking once I ' m feeling drunk . I use to drink about 3 4 times a week the past year or so and some days I won ' t even feel like drinking so I won ' t buy any . I recently came to jobcorps where I can ' t drink here cause no one will buy it for me but I feel like if I was an alcoholic i would find it some way some how if I really wanted it . I mentally crave the feeling not the taste I hate the taste of hard liquor but I can ' t recall ever getting a withdrawal symptom necessarily , just anxiety the morning after so idk what to label me