It was a bratwurst ! <| sep |> So you ' re all astronauts on . some kind of star trek ? <| sep |> I ' m confused . Your roommate is allowing your MIL to stay in her room ? Why don ' t you just tell her no ? I get letting her have the most say when it comes to her guests , but why does she get to allow your MIL to stay if you don ' t want her to ? <| sep |> I don ' t need someone obsessively trying to communicate with me and trying to mold me to what they think I should be . I ' ve spent most of my relationships people pleasing and I ' m very tired of it . I ' ve found that most women just want me to be entirely different for them . Maybe I ' m just venting and nobody will even read this , which is fine , but I am not constantly seeking a relationship because I ' m starting to believe that someone who doesn ' t exhibit that behavior actually exists . On top of this I spend a lot of time at work , at school , and doing things with friends and other things that I find therapeutic . I learned when I put a relationship in front of all that and it fails , I go into crippling depression . If there ' s someone who compliments me and how I love my life , then that ' s great . I don ' t want to spend my time obsessively searching for that person though .