' Shurelia ' Mitsuhashi was a Riot employee and the designer of Lux and Pantheon . <| sep |> You should have jus pinned 76 instead of going the long shot <| sep |> Aww this gave me the feels . Poor girl . <| sep |> I have the exact same urge , I ' m going to be honest , it ' s not normal , because there ' s a difference between being angry with someone and wanting to hurt someone and what you and myself feel , I ' m currently through the process of speaking with Mental health people , Iv been put on fast track because I ' m a risk to myself and others . all I ' d recommend is going to seek help , I live in England so process here is seek out your GP and ask for a refferal , In the U . S I think it ' s just seeking out a therapist , I don ' t know . but I ' d highly advice you seeking help .