Suicide impulse for no reason . Like , I ' m not depressed at all and don ' t want to die yet . But sometimes when I find myself looking at some shit that could just kill the fuck out of me , my scumbag brain raises ah , but what if to the front of my mind . On top of a high building ? Lol what if you just jumpedAt a train station ? Touch the third rail , pussyFast moving car ? Wonder if I could survive a barrel roll out the door at this speed . <| sep |> Wow you nailed it . Even the timeframe synchs up . Lohan clearly peaked in the film Mean Girls , which was released in 2004 , Texas won the title in 2005 . <| sep |> I totally knew this would be the top comment before I even read the question to the end . <| sep |> ITT Not one pic