Thank you chenzw <| sep |> I know , I saw this and threw up a little <| sep |> V 1 for aesthetic , V 2 for comfort , shape and quality <| sep |> oh good i was worried for a second there . i ' m not sure why . <| sep |> No worries . I still haven ' t been shown a single change . org petition that accomplished anything . <| sep |> You can get better at this . This could be your lowest point , you could rebuild from here . But you ' ll have to make some changes in your behavior . Start budgeting where do you need and want your next paycheck to go ? and the one after that , etc etc . . I ' m sorry that you find yourself in this situation , but please have some hope that you can improve this situation , starting now . <| sep |> Think of it this way . This sub is filled with only the hardest playing group . mostly So all the results that you see are skewed . People who DON ' T catch Ditto aren ' t posting about it , just the ones that do . So because that ' s all you ' re seeing , you think you ' re the one left out . I guarantee , only 5 % of everyone on this sub has seen or caught one yet . I haven ' t !