Fuck the sun <| sep |> Lol yeah as I said it ' s more complex in my case . It messed me up at first when I realized it also . Like is she just a demon playing the long game not likely , she ' s had plenty of chances to screw me over bad but did the exact opposite , is she one of those more spiritualpsychic extraterrestrials i ' ve heard about , why would she not say so upfront in the start . Truth is though if she said so right in the start , I ' d of rejected it violently since I wasn ' t ready for that kind of thing mentally . In reality she had said so repeatedly in various ways but I mostly assumed she was screwing with me in her usual playful way . In general I ' d agree that spirits who are being manipulative should be avoided , but in cases like this she wasn ' t so much lying and manipulating as guiding me down the path so I could grow , but due to where I was at the time I wouldn ' t have handled a direct approach well so she went the indirect until I was better prepared to handle it .