Like there were no busts , bubbles and bank runs before <| sep |> If it is a true first edition then possibly but just because it says 1957 doesn ' t make it a first edition . They were dated 1957 until the next revision was made . <| sep |> Yes I have . Otherwise my savegame wouldnt work anyway . Ugridstoload is a point of no return modification of the ini . <| sep |> I eat one gun a day . <| sep |> Sure . Not yet . Agreed . He ' s had a tough life . Not much winning . Nobody to take care of him , nobody to take care of . No teacher . He shows up here and gets his fantasy bubble of spiritual progress stomped on , no wonder his participation takes on a sour note . It isn ' t an excuse , it ' s a description . So the question is what happens next ? It ' s not my business whether he gets enlightened or not , whether he gets honest or not , none of that . He talks about how been wandering through his life . I ' m saying the odds of him finding a place from which to study don ' t seem highish . Yangshan cut his fingers off so he could go study Zen . That ' s an odds on situation .