The point was who the fuck knows what Maut means , it ' s fucking Maut . <| sep |> When I had a meal plan I tried and was never able to find it online . Just try to remember to checkask next time you swipe . <| sep |> By window . mediumillustid 16499747 Yeah , I think her chest is actually a spider face . Just uh , cover that up with a blanket or something . Man Pixiv is annoying to browse through . There ' s probably more of this character . I ' ll have to look later . <| sep |> Loch RavenWiGIUsWcWs by Animal Collective reminds me of a few different girls and friends from back in high school . I used to listen to it in my room on repeat and it would make me feel so at ease even when dealing with those feelings that you ' re alone going through adolescence , even if you ' re not technically alone . Now years later when I listen to it it reminds me of all those nonhighlight times from high school and growing up where things felt completely okay in the moment and nothing more was needed walking home from school on a fall day , driving to a girlfriend or friend ' s house , cuddling with a girl on the couch in my basement and being completely in the moment with her , shit even playing soccer when I was a little kid and the games seemed like epic battles even though they meant nothing beyond the relationships I made and lessons I learned playing . Song completely fucks me up hahaReal Love by Beach House makes me think of a particular ex and I can ' t listen to that or I feel weirdThen any John Mayer song reminds me of a certain girl and any Something Corporate song reminds me of an ex from way , way back