I think he would have been find if the safety bars didn ' t smash his left fingers <| sep |> Bitches who don ' t praise the sun give me conniptions <| sep |> I just fell into the position really . I had some lovely conditions when I first started . My neighbour used to supplement my carers allowance which was all above board . The recession hit and they clawed back on that . My ours are just as intense if not more that when I first started . Obviously I have a few minutes of break here . I ' m not happy with it any more and I do want to leave but I don ' t know how to get out from it . What I earn goes all out on bills at home and more recently my dog developed arthritis so that and her pain treatment has been on my back . I used to spend a little on myself . Nothing extraordinary but I can ' t afford things any more . When I get time , I do a grocery shop in Lidl . I can ' t afford much else . I have the details of another plumber already but I ' m coming up to brick wall with my mam .