Nice video , but cut out some parts like then you ' re eating , or walking around , only show the highlights of your vlogs unless you ' re streaming the vlog xD <| sep |> Plays mage in arena , shaman flair . Checks out . <| sep |> I feel like the last album just came out , no ? <| sep |> I ' m guessing you mean a quarter there ? Because that would be twice as powerful as damage resistance . <| sep |> Found the Mormon ! <| sep |> Advatar , Iv only seen one Harry Potter movie , ask me if iv seen it probably not . <| sep |> Twist hit me harder than a midlife crisis <| sep |> lol i saw your pic , you have a freakin double chin <| sep |> I feel like the Xanax would negate the roll but it ' s not a bad idea if the dose is 1 to 1 . 5 mg . I rolled in DC for a special event you know , the whole drug conference after party thing and actually had really bad anxiety the entire time socializing which was the second time that ' s happened to me . MDMA is supposed to make you more open to people but now it shuts me down and turns me into an anxious mess . I just felt nauseated and overwhelmed by the whole ordeal . Everyone is talking amongst themselves in their own little groups and I felt supremely isolated with zero drive to socialize for fear of rejection . I got stuck talking to a man who barely spoke English even if he was cool as fuck but it just furthered my feelings of being an outcast . It ' s so hard for me to just go up to strangers even if they share my ideals and initiate contact . I always find it tremendously awkward . I was fully aware no one was there to judge me but that ' s all I felt thanks to my anxiety . I prefer to listen and absorb rather than talk around strangers but this makes me feel like that weird quiet girl , just laughing at everything but not saying anything . My only escape from the anxiety and nausea that loves to follow it was clinging on to a certain someone there that I had known previously and made me feel like I belonged . He actively introduced me to people , included me in conversations , and stuck around with me . It made a potentially miserable night into something worthwhile . Maybe it was just the setting but for the past 2 years , I ' ve had nothing but negative effects after taking MDMA . Maybe it ' s a conditioned response , maybe it ' s my brain chemistry . Whatever it is , I ' ve had so many unlucky runs with it that I think I ' ll just retire the chemical . LSD , more so than MDMA even when it still worked , lets me open up to people and turn strangers into friends with no anxiety .