Michigan just basically finished a recount , and there is no way in hell they will get a recount out of PA . They would actually have to show evidence that there was tampering and get a court order from PA . <| sep |> I feel intense revulsion at writing my thoughts down but I have pain that comes from an emotional source in my body according to my Chinese medicine doctor who I trust , so I ' ve begun to write again recently . I used to journal a lot when I was younger out of necessity to keep myself any semblance of sane and enjoyed it but just grew out of it once I ended up on a more even keel . But when I came back to it recently , it felt a bit good to release stress . though still largely revolting . My doing it feels pretty forced and over self involved , though I don ' t think people who journal are like that .