You mean 1 v 4 since you killed 2 before all your teammates died . <| sep |> Looking for a Pro Tour promo snapcaster mage , offering 70 % bonus on it . Please drop me a message if you have one . Might consider a regular foil but I cant offer as high bounty . <| sep |> I ' m not having thanksgiving with my family for much the same reason . I think the difference is , they know , and accept it . Have you talked to your family about it ? Mine was surprisingly understanding . Now I don ' t have to make things up and just say I ' d prefer to avoid that many people in a small room . But I see some of them over the weekend in smaller groups . While therapy and tackling the issue is a good idea , so is learning to accept yourself to some degree . Part of this is telling your family . You say you are all very close it will be okay . So I say , no , don ' t feel bad , or if you do , only feel bad if you ' ve misled them about why you won ' t be there . It ' s alright . Many of us have a hard time at the holidays . Good luck and enjoy your time to yourself , while you have it .