Kids looked like little adults back then <| sep |> Exactly . I ' ve learned that right now , I need to take care of myself . I ' ve learned to well to put aside my emotions for other people . It leaves me feeling resentful and depressed . <| sep |> That wouldn ' t cost you much . You can pay a company to install fiber tho . Well , at least in Spain you can do it , I suppose it ' s similar in France . The problem with your little castle would be taxes and maintenance . Those are the type of bildings that you have to take care of , have city council inspections , etc . <| sep |> I swear this was my exact excuse to leave the in laws house , then they asked me what I was so eager to buy and where . I didn ' t think that far ahead . <| sep |> I moved to Canada through Express Entry without a job offer .