The only reason I am sowing wild rolled oats is so I can have a clan of mules . Get on my level . <| sep |> my mum ingrained this mantra deep into my being when i was a kid incase i ever got scared of spirits 😃 <| sep |> Sorry you ' re feeling this way . I think God put us here for a purpose . Then he told them many things in parables , saying A farmer went out to sow his seed . 4 As he was scattering the seed , some fell along the path , and the birds came and ate it up . 5 Some fell on rocky places , where it did not have much soil . It sprang up quickly , because the soil was shallow . 6 But when the sun came up , the plants were scorched , and they withered because they had no root . 7 Other seed fell among thorns , which grew up and choked the plants . 8 Still other seed fell on good soil , where it produced a cropa hundred , sixty or thirty times what was sown . 9 Whoever has ears , let them hear . I don ' t know what the purpose is . I ' m not sure we can know in this life . But I think it ' s something . If you ' re feeling stale , why don ' t you try learning something new ? Why don ' t you try to figure out what career you ' d enjoy ? Are you spending enough quality time with your friends and family ? Is there something cheap you could do that would be off your beaten path like a little hiking trip ? Anyway , good luck . Try to push through this . A lot of people have a period like this in their 20 s .