I feel like a lot of girls my age mid 20 ' s talk a totally different language . It ' s all emojis and social media bullshit and I ' ve just got no interest in that , they all seem so incredibly fake and life is one of two extremes it ' s either brilliant , amazing look at me or it ' s my life is so shit and hard , look at me . Like shit , life is . Just take it as it comes and stop caring about what everyone else thinks . They all seem to think there ' s this huge pressure to be 100 % perfect in every way beautiful , intelligent , cultured but still a party animal . It ' s exhausting watching someone care so much about meaningless bullshit . But I ' m a bit on the eccentric side for a bloke , so it ' s entirely possible that that ' s all normal and I ' m just odd