And we know those damage numbers and it does 80 % damage . It ' s not a OHK . <| sep |> I was feeling exactly the same . I was in therapy and the doctor showed me some pictures and asked me which one I liked best . I chose one with a beach and a hammock and the doctor told me something like I think you aren ' t really depressed but you don ' t want to workgo to school That was the last time I went to that doctor . When I ' m thinking back this wasn ' t laziness or comfort , but simply the fact that I didn ' t have anything I liked and didn ' t believe I could become normalWhy would you want to change something and struggle and fight depression when you don ' t believe you can make it anyway ? That ' s were depression traps us and it feels so much easier to give up . The rational part of us knows it ' s wrong , but the other part just does what it easiest Stay depressed , do nothing , waste time hoping one day it will be just over .