I recently switched to katanaevis because I just enjoy it way more than pulverizer and this is great news . I ' m so happy . <| sep |> Did you just assume their pronoun ? ??? You ' re LITERALLY worse than Hitler . s <| sep |> You ' re post is how I feel . I too go to an amazing college , have had great opportunities for my career , and the only thing I struggle in is school , but not to the point where I ' m in severe trouble . But every night after I study , it feels worthless . No matter how much work I ' ll put in , I ' ll get mediocre or below average . It ' s a waste of time and stress . I don ' t know why I ' m learning this and how it ' s going to help me in the future when I ' m going to just end up at a nice job behind a desk . The only reason why I continue and power through is for my parents . I bring them happiness and for me that is my sole purpose in life as of now . Live for others if you can ' t live for yourself my friend . You ' re not alone and somehow we will find our own unique solution .