Right . I ' m not even going to go to his place after the first date . I ' ll keep it as public as possible until I ' m ready for that . <| sep |> Really sorry to hear you ' re going through this . A scan at 54 is so super early there may not be much to see . I ' m sure this next week is going to be torture but try to stay positive . Sending all the best vibes your way and hoping everything works out okay . Keep us posted . <| sep |> if they hadn ' t have pulled out of the market they ' d likely have earned it all back within a year or two . you don ' t take a loss until you cash out . <| sep |> The RN is in desperate need of new warships , and the powers that be still want to pump the available funds into cyber warfare , that ' s like spending all of one ' s money on a great server , when one ' s front door is rotting off its hinges . In particular , the vessels have had difficult operating continuously in warm climates . SMH . Edit typo