I get that you really , really want us to donate the PCs to Goodwill , but that ' s never , ever going to happen . Drop it . If you had 400 PCs waiting , you think they wouldn ' t send a truck ? Again , whether we drop them off or they send a truck , they can ' t handle that many computers . <| sep |> I ' ve got most of the OST on my iPod , it ' s good shit man . <| sep |> You could develop a meditation practice . One reason you might be so obsessed with acquiring information is that it ' s a way to not be present . Meditation forces you to be present . Regarding the thing about beautiful women , you seem sure that they will not like you for you , and that you will have to feed them a line to get them to like you . Why is that ? If it is because you feel that you aren ' t worth knowing , why not do something about that ? If it is because you think that they will only be interested in manly men , trust me when I say that many of them have had their fill of manly men and then some . You should follow my tumblr feed for a weekyou ' d get a sense of what I ' m talking about . Women are people . Just like you . They do not appreciate being seen as objects , not because there is something immoral about appreciating their beauty , but simply because as long as you are relating to them that way , there is no hope for them that they will be able to have a genuine conversation with you . So , I would suggest that you learn to meditate check out The Mind Illuminated and if you need resources and also learn to practice the bodhisattva path . Don ' t get obsessed with knowing everything about the pathjust find a practice that you understand and start doing it . Spend more time practicing and less time gathering information . You just need enough information , and no more . If you know what to practice , you have enough information .