I ' m pretty sure he was saying this . Like a whore who eats herself It matches his character to make jokes like this . <| sep |> This video covered it pretty well . I wonder where I ' ve heard this song before ? <| sep |> I wouldn ' t even know where to begin , I ' ve never dated anyone , and until I make some positive changes in my life that ' s not going to happen for me . Depression has run my life for long enough that a relationship is just not a priority , or even something I think is really feasible for me . When you feel like life is shitty in general , it can really wear away your self worth . It ' s really difficult to accomplish much of anything when you fucking hate yourself and don ' t feel worthy of love . I recognize that people do care about me , but I feel so disassociated from everything in life , it ' s hard to feel like it or anything else matters . Lately life just feels like a long drawn out existential nightmare , and I just want to get off the ride .