I haven ' t gotten him yet . but , I did however get Peppillion and Komasan A obviously fused to S , and Elderbloom as Peppillion was the last yokai needed for his page . I ' m gonna grind forever . . <| sep |> I ' m bipolar so it ' s a bit different , but medication and therapy . Both are obviously not accessible to all I ' m in the UK so the NHS picks up the tab . That and no longer giving a flying fuck what people thought of me . I used to selfcensor all the time in case I looked stupid , except that meant I was so nervous about speaking I ' d stutter , feel sick , and never finish a sentence . Then one day I realised that everyone , probably , is afraid of looking stupid . So I started speaking more and more , and no longer worrying that people might find my sense of humour strange , and now I ' m a lot more confident and happy . I ' m also an extrovert , which I have always been , but now I have the confidence to spend time with people . So it all goes hand in hand .