When you ' re dealing with a property that is 1 very large 2 over a century old 3 a heritage site , and 4 Must securely and safely house our leader and their family , standards , and commensurately costs , tend to go up . <| sep |> I couldn ' t get rid of my baby Terrapin ! <| sep |> She ' s actually the daughter in law of the Amway founder , quite spreading falsehoods <| sep |> Best friend and incidentally my first friend at the time trying to murder me . But I ' ve also received permanent wounds from friends abandoning me without a word or never reaching out unless I do . The depression I have may seem like a ward and may cause some of it , but the selfishness from the others is likely influencing it too . <| sep |> I don ' t choose to go to a college with my serious girlfriend .