I feel funny . In my pants . <| sep |> I find it kinda hard to blame Matt and Ryan when they edited for like five different channels and this is the only channel where they ' ve made mistakes like this . Maybe it ' s just coincidence but one of these channels is their own so it ' s not like they have a boss looming quality control over their heads . <| sep |> I totally agree ! It hit me particularly hard since my Dad was similar in and out of my life constantly . I would be so pissed if my dad chalked it up to destiny or whatever instead of taking responsibility . <| sep |> Thank you , your insight it helpful . Do you have a specific list of chapters that you studied ? It would be helpful in creating my schedule <| sep |> This is just stupid and dangerous