I thought this as soon as I started watching the video , decided to pause and search for your comment straight away . So no idea if this one is better , but it doesn ' t have lame music or try to be my friend . <| sep |> You ' re dealing in absolutes where nothing in football is . Putting in fat rob would ensure that the Cowboys would take him into account . On top of that , their run game has been pretty bad while they ' ve gotten yard through the air . <| sep |> It ' s been about 9 years for me , and I can say I don ' t hold much hurt or anger at this point . But it was a process , and it took a lot of hurt to get where I am , which is okay , sometimes that needs to happen . Just breathe , go at your own pace . Always remember to breathe , these triggers don ' t own you . You were hurt , but you ' re safe now . I unfortunately kept to myself for 4 years , only telling some boyfriends . They were always sorry it happened , but I eventually had to tell my family . Quite a few of them were raging at hearing it , but somehow hearing their love confirmed I didn ' t deserve that . It was something awful that happened to me , and my family still loved me . Eventually I grew enough selflove and confidence , to let go of the anger that I held for him . I didn ' t need to keep holding him in my life that way , I was past that , and stronger then that . Now it exists as a dark moment in my life , but I can tell people my story with little grief . Sometimes it still hurts , but I ' m not hurting anymore