Last Podcast on the Left . They basically talk about serial killers , they manage to make it funny <| sep |> OH HEY ! You ' re not dead ! YAY ! <| sep |> Let me have a guess at what they said . Accept the outcome . He is our president . Protestors don ' t have jobs . We won the election fair and square . Amirite ? <| sep |> Amazon Germany released it earlier . <| sep |> Please do so . 14 19 were the worst years in my life . I had dysphoria so bad that I couldn ' t move from my bed , eating disorder , selfhate , couldn ' t look in the mirror , selfharm and tried to kill myself 4 times . In my origin country there ' s absolutely no way of getting HRT before 18 . It ' s very destructive . Every day is a nightmare . And my mom basically kicked me out when she discovered that I ' m transitioning . Trust me , she knows what she needs . She will avoid a lot of pain and suffering , possibly even voice mutation if you ' ll allow her to do it now . My voice until 17 years old was beautiful , then voice mutation hit very hard and from age 17 to 19 I stopped talking at all because I couldn ' t bear this voice . I ' m training my voice for almost a year now , and there ' s an improvement , but it still sounds terrible . My old voice , first recording that I have after about a half of recording