This isn ' t really a setup post so the tweak list isn ' t included but if you ' d like one still shoot me a message ! <| sep |> you need to stop lowballing . <| sep |> Did they use airbrushes on the cels to make that ambient glow on lights and stuff ? <| sep |> That ' s awesome , I ' m glad that you ' ve made some progress and that stability is on the horizon ! I gotta say , keep the momentum going once you get your new place and keep striving to better yourself . I was once in your position , made great progress , but I stopped . Lost 5 years of progress and an additional 2 years after . It ' s only recently that I made some big changes and I feel like I ' m seeing the world from the other side of the fence . Sure , it ' s not all rainbow and puppies , and like you , I still have bad nights , but waking up with a smile makes all of the work worthwhile and I hope that one day you can find the happiness that I did . As for your friends , if they truly are your friends then the fact that you ' re safe and getting healthy is all they need . I have a friend that literally saved my life , and as such I feel like I owe him a massive debt . But every single time I attempt to pay him back buy him lunch , etc . he always tells me I don ' t owe him a damn thing , because he didn ' t do it for money or gifts , he didn ' t because he cared about me . Best friend a person can ask for . I ' m sure your friends are the very similar and don ' t expect much in return , but in your last few weeks maybe you can do some small things for them . Makegrab dinner on the way home for everyone , rent a movievideo game from Redbox that they would like to watch , grab a bag or their favorite snackcandy , if you have the extra money maybe you can sign you all up for a class they want to take like a cooking class or rock climbing . Doing small favors is usually appreciated more than just straight money or chores , because it shows you ' re paying attention to them and their wants as well . Granted I don ' t know how close you are to these people , but at the very least a genuine thank you letter expressing how thankful you are of them can mean a lot . Sorry , I didn ' t mean for this reply to be so long and preachy , but I hope that everything evens out for you . I know that those dark nights can be rough and lonely , so if you ever need to talk , always feel free to shoot a message my way . Try and keep the momentum and good vibes up and you ' ll find your groove , if I can do it , so can you .