Stipid mobile . <| sep |> I see a few people try it and it makes me cringe . Why do people drag a crappy bit of rubber pipe and metal fixings across their paint . <| sep |> Thanks . it has WIRELESS 802 . 11 N 300 Mbps 2 . 4 GHz PCIE CARD . Will this allow me to use WIFI in the same way as my laptop ? <| sep |> eh . that ' s never really been my situation . historically , people have liked me if i actually spoke to them . they tell me im smart , that im neat or have a way with words , or that im even inspiring . i just have never liked them much , or cared at all . i do not feel much inspired or attracted to anyone , the people that have been in my life were there incidentally . the more likable and effective i am at winning people over the less i even want to speak to anyone . i feel like im just dealing with dogs or something . you make the right sounds the right gestures and poses and predictable things happen , just like it can take a bit of time to get a read on where that dog is at in its headspace its the same with people . only people lie to me , they lie to themselves thinking that they ' re accomplishing something . its so petty , but thats just what the animal does and that is never going to change . as a boy , people were terribly mean to me for the same reasons . i never understood that , i was convinced that they were doing it in the full knowledge that i would desperately want to murder them , so i concluded that they were doing it as a way to vent their murderous desires against me , which would mean that they must be very capable of doing that . truth is they aren ' t 92 % of the time . even that 8 % can get it . its just so silly , why would you put yourself in such danger ? they just dont know and to me thats pathetic since it just seems very easy to discern how well you can read someone , and if its well then you know what theyre about . when i interact with people this vulnerability just slowly poisons me against them . how do they live ? its like theyre asking to be violated and thats uncomfortable for me , that im talking to someone who so plainly wants to connect and be seen as likable and respectable and i just have to hoist myself up to this for . like no reason . they arent useful , they arent dangerous or capable of being a sufficient threat so . im essentially giving them an emotional handjob for . what ? even in genuine admiration and whatnot , there is this certain reward to expressing positive feelings about someone because that then makes you more valuable to someone else . its like the basis of cameraderie and i have just never been inclined towards that sentiment whatsoever , like if im in a group , it damn sure better be aware of its shortcomings and put meaningful effort into dealing with them , the persons who just try to substitute friendliness or charm for actual ability just fucking blacken my goddamn soul they ' re trying to exploit what they hope is my desire to just be liked or whatever and its just so infuriating . this is a large part of why i just cant give a hoot about anything , i ' d lose my fucking mind .