Yup . It all checks out <| sep |> Some mentally ill people like being crazy . They enjoy the chaos , not having to follow the rules , and the fact that in the end they really aren ' t held accountable , because , they are mentally ill . Much more fun than boring real life , where you have to work , pay bills , meet appointments and expectations . <| sep |> Exactly this . Many bullies are scared as fuck of losing their following , and they ' re stuck in that place of ' power ', with people who just eternally look up to them and follow them around and expect them to have all the ideas . Not saying that ' s the case here , but James was a bit of a bully , and did some shitty things he wasn ' t a terrible person . <| sep |> I feel you here . My obs recommended kiwi fruit to stay regular . Ate the kiwi fruit . Threw up the kiwi fruit . Now constipated AND nauseous . I guess you could try kiwi fruit . ?