And I got SRs from it . GOD DAMN IT <| sep |> Benn Veasy , I admire your tenacity . <| sep |> Thank you , I ' ll definitely look into this way of thought . I ' ve been putting a lot of similar thought about this stuff today . To a similar extent , might I recommend this cElfTtP 2 tw , it ' s not just about quantum physics as you ' ll see around the end , and is something I watched at an early age of early interest . To me , it seems our wakefulness is all based on our own perceptions . There ' s a merit in first understanding that there is not a true vantage point to which true reality can be seen , at least not to us . Instead , what we see is our universe perhaps , and not the Universe . Deep down in some insight though and I can ' t explain my reasoning , it ' s more like a faith deep down , although I feel we all are living in our own illusion , it is all a reflection of the same thing , of one origin , whatever that may be . No matter how far down these trains of thoughts I go , I always find that there must be some origin to start it all . Perhaps maybe this is a god , God , or maybe even nothing at all , in that only in absence can something be created . When I became calm and envisioned this universe , I can ' t say I did this for no reason , but I really think it came from an inspiration , a meaningful will , whatever it was .