cheers back ! <| sep |> I think you are a child if you see this as a loss <| sep |> Ah , ' the press ', a shit digital channel owned by a Russian oligarch . <| sep |> Lions going through their college years <| sep |> inb 4 Red and Blue have been disabled ingame due to a bug . <| sep |> Nice team . I ' d consider Chiellini over Moustachzagli though . I like him better personally and he ' s leftfooted for LCB . <| sep |> Hi everyone . Black Friday ? Thanks Giving ? What are those ? Anyways . How ' s your day , fellow weebs ? On my side , I finally started working this week . It ' s definitely not what I was expecting . Since I was told I was gonna work in the kitchen , I just thought I was going to be just doing the dishes . Turns out , I ' m actually doing , admittedly , more interesting shit than just washing dishes , but it ' s also a lot harder to process everything since . well . I didn ' t really learned the propoer Japanese to actually work in Japan . Fuck the system , some times . Anyways . It ' s uh . Not really successful . I still blunder a lot because I feel a bit stressed and I didn ' t really get any clear introduction to the whole kitchen . Well , at least , what I ' m doing doesn ' t require too much skills , but I still wonder how they thought hiring a fucking unexperienced gaijin like me was a good idea in their mind . I ' m not gonna cut my hand using a knife , but I never used it like . a pro . What ? ! Heh , anyways , at least I get to eat some real Japanese food during break . But it ' s a pain since I start at 12 and usually end at 16 or 18 . I can ' t be bothered to eat a breakfast and I don ' t want to eat so soon after Lunch . So yeah , on a totally unrelated note , and maybe a heavier topic . What are you guys gonna do with your life ? I know it ' s a shot in the dark , but . I mean . I ' m 21 right now , and doing this Working Holiday in Japan just reinforces the belief that I kinda suck massive dicks at life . I can ' t envision myself doing anything else than either working in some languagerelated field but even this is far too vague to have a clear career plan , as much as I actually don ' t like living like that or doing music which , while I love , I don ' t feel I have what it takes for now . I ' ve been thinking about just putting University on hold for yet another year after I come back to France to take time to step up my game and spend time recording an EP or even an album and see if I can actually get something started . Let ' s talk together fellow lost lambs . How do you feel about the future ?