I wish I could up vote this more than once . I ' m in medical school and I studied for my last lot of exams for hours on the toilet ! This is wonderful advice and I wish you all the success with your nursing studies . <| sep |> I wouldn ' t say Envy is a top ten team , they ' ve been slightly better with sixer but not that good . And they lost to dig anyway , right ? <| sep |> If it helps , all my coins go into squad fitness cards as I cannot afford two good squads for WL . I ' m doomed to always be poor unless I for the first time since the start of UT receive any packluck <| sep |> Man , fuck Katy . My football team just got beat by em earlier this year <| sep |> I dunno if it ' s projecting , exactly , but it sounds like you have some issues with sex , and possibly women . The fact that you associate being penetrated with being weak , not in control , at the mercy of someone you don ' t trust , with a loss of power and agency , AND that you associate those things with femininity , might be something for you to think about .