Sorry I wrote down what was , in effect , the latter half of my advice . The first part wasYou need to start putting yourself in situations where more is asked of you , and then you need to say yes to those situations . It is tough to get the ball rolling , but once you do it builds on itself . now add it previous advice about pushing past the point you feel fake . <| sep |> He ' ll have you know his deals are tremendous and the best . <| sep |> Goddamn , she was divorced like 6 times . Intelligent , beautiful , but awful at marriage . <| sep |> The Black Tapes A really interesting horror fiction podcast from Pacific Northwest Stories . It follows one journalist ' s search for truth , a researcher ' s who is her sidekick mysterious past , and the literal and figurative ghosts that haunt them both . Tanis Another horror podcast , though this one is different from your typical ghosts and demon podcast . It is about the myth of Tanis , which gets more fascinating as the host gets closer to understanding what Tanis really is .