Jones is shitWhat ? I thought he ' s playing well since back in the team . <| sep |> Not to mention there was Double Weapon XP running alongside one of those as well . <| sep |> NO THIS IS PATRICK <| sep |> There are no words that could possibly express how much I wish I could help you and your family carry the weight . I am crying my eyes out . Maybe it aids you somewhat knowing that so many people , mostly strangers , are keeping you and your beautiful son in their thoughts . I usually find this stuff corny but this poem by Mary Elizabeth Frye has always soothed me when death has comeDo not stand at my grave and weep I am not there . I do not sleep . I am a thousand winds that blow . I am the diamond glints on snow . I am the sunlight on ripened grain . I am the gentle autumn rain . When you awaken in the morning ' s hush I am the swift uplifting rush Of quiet birds in circled flight . I am the soft stars that shine at night . Do not stand at my grave and cry I am not there . I did not die .