Yeah , it ' s an unfounded assumption ! If it were true , then anyone with incurable disease shouldn ' t be able to reproduce physically , but that ' s not how it works at all ! Sometimes , people just get affected randomly , and that ' s not natural selection . <| sep |> A little disorienting , but I enjoyed it <| sep |> I had a minor meltdown to my BIL about a half hour ago about how freaked out I am about tomorrow . I ' m going to attempt to sleep and stop worrying about it . I know it ' s just one day , I know its 3500 calories for a pound , etc etc , but . I ' m terrified it won ' t be just one day , it will snowball into one long weekend , and into me totally backsliding and regaining it all . <| sep |> If you need an alibi to cover for you offing that asshole , I will swear up and down to any authorities that you spent the last week here with me in New Zealand . Just say the word .