I ' m glad you have lots of support I have a couple of wonderful friends who I would move the earth for because they ' ve done as much for me through all of this , but I ' ve found a lot of people are distant or just don ' t understand the depth of my pain . I try to forgive them because without experiencing it it ' s impossible to see how deep the fear of misbehaving or disappointing them runs . <| sep |> that little ? Fuck that ' s nothing . For perspective that ' d be like if your Average guy had what . 10 bucks invested into a company ? It ' s chump change , I doubt he even knows he ' s invested into it . <| sep |> Birthday blasterThanks for that reminder , I really had it forgotten by now . Although the wiki itself says it ' sNourishment 10 m 40 to All Attributes 10 % Karma 15 % Magic Find 15 % Experience from Kills . but we all know the wiki isn ' t 100 % right 100 % of the time . Do you know if it ' s 15 % karma indeed or 10 %? ingame it ' s a nourishment with a subjective description