13846 Evanescent like the scent of decay I was fading from the raceWhen in despair , my darkest days Ran amok and forged her faceFrom the fairest of handmaidens to A slick perverted wraithNymphetamineHeaving midst narcissus on a maledict blanket of starsShe was all three wishes Sex , sex , sexA lover hung on her death row I was hooked on her diseaseHighly strung like Cupid ' s bow Whose arrows hungered meatAnd the blinding flare of passion In the shade of narrow streetsWhere their poison never rationed All the tips they left in meTwo tracks Bric - a - brac Something passed between us like a bad crackUpward - lit , I ' d met another kindOf rat In fact With every Rome inside me licked and ransackedShe haunted at the corners of my mindIn black Cataracts Wouldn ' t whitewash away her filthy smoke stackShe burnt me like a furnace For my future suicideLead to the river Midsummer , I wavedA ' V ' of black swans on with hope to the graveAll through Red September With skies fire - pavedI begged you appear Like a thorn for the holy onesCold was my soul Untold was the painI faced when you left me A rose in the rainSo I swore to the razor That never enchainedWould your dark nails of faith Be pushed through my veins again ? Bared on your tomb I ' m a prayer for your lonelinessAnd would you ever soon Come above unto me ? For once upon a time From the binds of your lowlinessI could always find The right slot for your sacred keySix feet deep is the incision In my heart , that barless prisonDiscolours all with tunnel vision Sunsetter NymphetamineSick and weak from my condition This lust , this vampyric addictionTo her alone in full submission None better NymphetamineNymphetamine , nymphetamine Nymphetamine girlNymphetamine , nymphetamine My nymphetamine girlWracked with your charm I am circled like preyBack in the forest Where whispers persuadeMore sugar trails More white lady laid Than pillars of saltFold to my arms Hold their mesmeric swayAnd dance her to the moon As we did in those golden daysChristening stars I remember the wayWe were needle and spoon Mislaid in the burning hayBared on your tomb I ' m a prayer for your lonelinessAnd would you ever soon Come above unto me ? For once upon a time From the bind of your holinessI could always find The right slot for your sacred keySix feet deep is the incision In my heart , that barless prisonDiscolours all with tunnel vision Sunsetter NymphetamineSick and weak from my condition This lust , this vampyric addictionTo her alone in full submission None better NymphetamineSunsetter Nymphetamine ( Nymphetamine ) None better NymphetamineTwo tracks Bric - a - brac Something passed between us like a bad crackUpward - lit , I ' d met another kindOf rat In fact With every Rome inside me licked and ransackedShe haunted at the corners of my mindIn black CataractsWouldn ' t whitewash away her filthy smoke stackShe burnt me like a furnace For my future suicide