I bought Crazy Taxi from the PS 3 store for a few bucks a while back <| sep |> All day baby , we ' ll be back . Good game . <| sep |> If you want to make sure you ' ve not made the some of the common mistakes it may be worth having a quick skim through the beginner FAQ from the sidebar , and if there is anything you are unsure of rules wise , we ' ll happily answer your questions . <| sep |> I went trought and still deal from time to time with the same thing while i was in college , i was depressed because i felt like life was nothing more than just making ends meet . studying to get a job , getting a job to survive , and then die . I was studying economics , but i couldnt stand the idea of how meaningless my life was going to be till my dead . I felt like shit until i decided to quit college temporarly and think what the fuck to do . Taking this first step was hard as fuck because , beeing in this nihilist state of mind i didnt want to try to get better because nothing mattered , so why should i spend effort trying to find meaning in a meaningless world , it would be pointless . and the effort would just make the pain bigger . Well , so i decided to give a shot to this lets try to think how i could become happier thing . And i realised that the only thing that gave some Sort of meaning to my life was thinking about how life doesnt have meaning . Basically , i discovered that my passion was philosophy . So i decided to quit my studies in economics kind of , i think i Will finish them someday and study philosophy . After realising that philosophy is my passion i ' ve been studiyng like crazy about philosophy , about the greeks , the existencialists , and modern philosophy . I have to say to you that i dont really enjoy that much studying philosophy , but it gives me this sense that i am doing something that Will help me understand the world i live in and also help me to understand the questions i ask myself about existence . I dont expect to answer all this questions , maybe i Will not answer even one question , but i still feel this passion giving me some kind of Hope , wich is a weird thought because i still know i will die and everything i am doing is pointless , but atleast i am Happy So i dont care So much about life being pointless . Srry for some random words having caps , my phone gets weird when i write in english . If you have some specific questions about my case feel free to ask .