My very good friend who is the very ideal for me of what constitutes a good Christian not judgemental , loving , sacrifice to protect those less fortunate said this same thing . She encouraged me to get a single column bible with journaling space and to ASK the questions . She said many faithful people have asked the questions I may have . She recommended a collection from CS Lewis , who I knew as a Christian author but I guess I totally missed that he was an agnostic prior to that . So that ' s what I ' m doing next I guess . <| sep |> That is a bummer as this past week I have just been eating at a deficit . <| sep |> What source do you have that the 5 is near ? <| sep |> I called 60 million people homophobes and took a political stance on Donald Trump ? I never said anything of the sort , so kindly fuck off .