I just don ' t care about David or his problems since I honestly can ' t relate to them at all . I guess I hope he overcomes them , but I would be really annoyed by constantly having to hear about it if I were out there with him . <| sep |> Yes , because I had a plan , and no because I love that I cannot stuff myself anymore . My reward for getting down to somewhere in the 280 ' s by Turkey Day was to eat without guilt . Last Friday I hit 278 so it was on . My first plate was half of what I used to get , and the second plate was full of regrets I couldn ' t finish . I almost puked eating dessert . My motherinlaws Strawberry cake is a family favorite that has started fights over the last piece . It was a plate of pink sugar that made me gag and almost puke at the table . The most important part is I know the change is real this time . I didn ' t bring home any left overs , and am not craving stuffing myself today . Breakfast was smaller than normal , and I will probably skip lunch all together . Looking forward to my 450 calorie bowl of roasted veggies , rice , and 4 oz of chicken tonight .