They started sucking right after They last beat NZ tbh . Pretty much as Bismarck ' s reign was coming to an end . Him leaving alongside de Villiers etc after the World Cup compounded everything . <| sep |> No , no lift and I ' m not even healed fully so I don ' t know if I can ever expect the feeling to fully return to the underside of my breast , or if my nipples will ever calm down and stop trying to cut my bra into pieces . Can ' t feel a fuck thing except itchies underneath my breasts . From the crease to about an inch and half up I ' m as numb as novacaine . I still have a teeny scab and some remnants of dissolvable stitches on one side so I ' m actually afraid to wear a bra because it ' s numb and I ' m afraid I ' ll hurt myself .