You mean my doctors are pretend ? Wow , those assholes sure owe me a lot of money LOL . In all honesty though , they aren ' t pretend , and they ' re not my friends . I like them , but we have a professional relationship that my life occasionally depends upon , so it needs to stay professional . I often go to bed early , it ' s recommended treatment for my fibromyalgia , and even though I don ' t know of any medical literature that supports it , I think it helps my rheumatoid arthritis too . I like the story behind your name , BTW , I think it ' s cute , and you remind me of someone I used to know . That said , don ' t blame other people when you lash out in temper . There ' s a fair chance I won ' t live to see my nieces get married , but I wish you many happy healthy years of picking on bitter cripples , no s . People like me , with a diagnosis list as long as our fore arm , have basically been baptized in blood and fire . We can take it , although you seem a little thin skinned for the Internet . TLDR you can ' t trust strangers you meet online , but that doesn ' t mean you should denigrate them either .