Just drove on the i 5 . fuck coalinga <| sep |> Today marks the 7 th year anniversary of my sisters death by suicide . She was 22 . I ' m still heartbroken about it . Always remember where there is life , there is hope . Choose life . You ' re young with a lot to accomplish still . Make small goals , make plans with friends not ones that you only associate with drugs and addiction . Go to church . Volunteer . Call your grandma . We love you and want to see you succeed . Forward . Always . <| sep |> Insurgency people '<| sep |> hows the ghosting at 144 ? <| sep |>' Member when rmelbourne was about weather and Myki ? <| sep |> Because fuck that all . I can put up with menstration . Respect can be earned to help with social standing . But no matter how hard I work , no matter how many weights I throw , no matter how far they land . There is always , ALWAYS someone who just got off the couch and is far stronger than I could ever be . And he picks up twice what I worked through hell and back to earn . It ' s soul crushing . Can you ever imagine how it hurts ? How it feels to see your dreams achieved by someone who has done NOTHING to earn it ? I would say I have to work twice as hard to be half as good . But I would take it , for even that is a better deal . Worse ? If I gain even e least bit of body mass . The least bit of muscle , I ' m told I ' m hideous , and should eat a cupcake . So that ' s it ? I ' m all down to being made of glass ?