I don ' t think the point is that it is deranged is that it is possible in each of us <| sep |> I ' m in those shoes , been away from all family for about 3 years now . I love it when strangers say happy thanksgiving or start a conversation around the holidays . Reminds me of home <| sep |> Jalek Felton look him up . Crazy good scorer . <| sep |> Don ' t forget that sweet sweet overtime though ! They only have to work a little under 22 hours per day when you factor overtime , 2 hours is plenty of time to sleep if you ' re not a deadbeat slacker ! <| sep |> I want her to be happy . It ' s all I ever wanted . If leaving me is what she needs to find that happiness then it ' s not a hard choice . Just following through with it I ' d hard .