The Jesus candle tho ! ! Lol <| sep |> No problem man 😂 <| sep |> Sure , I ' ll try . I know I bring up about this band way too much on this sub , but how about this song ? yd 9 p 4 n 5 hLEg <| sep |> Scholars diverge on the practical spelling due to this particular ok instance in Laganja history where Laganja was playing herself i . e . Laganja as the character of Laganja . A performer working within an idiom of themselves . The Laganjception . <| sep |> I ' ve been there and done that so many times I lost count years ago . It ' s always a rollercoaster of emotions and extremely disheartening every time . It ' s really hard to try and function when you find yourself in this position , and you wonder why and how everyone else seems so kept together when life is pure madness . I have been opiate and suboxone free for almost two years , but I still feel the itch in my being of not having it together . A big thing that helped me is realizing that a lot of it is not me , but the chemicals in my brain trying to rebalance after doing so much off again , on again abuse . And after so long , you forget what normal feels like . But trust me , it does come around . It is not an easy path to walk , but at this point at your life , I ' d say it is the best time to try and wade the waters . You are young , self employed and have support from your husband . When you can afford to have down time to get thru the really rough patch , that is the best time to work on getting clean and working on some selfactualization and self improvement . This is a great place to relate through your ordeal , and find support while you get things in order . I wish you the best , and hope you find the strength and patience inside yourself that you know you have . You will be a stronger person in the end , and can use these bad days to find your true strength .