Probably won ' t leave don ' t worry , rarely happens if you handle it right <| sep |> Last Christmas i was working on 24 , 25 and 27 dec . I was working front desk at a hotel while the banquet room across the lobby was full of people celebrating Christmas , and i was just sitting all by myself for many hours at the front desk , just watching the feasting from across the empty lobby , without any food cuz you aren ' t allowed to eat where someone might see you , and because i was alone i couldn ' t leave the desk unmanned . Then i went home to my tiny empty , dead quiet studio , and my boyfriend didn ' t wanna come over . So i just had a quick one person frozen dinner , went to bed , and then back to work on the morning of 25 . Where it was even more hours sitting alone in a dead quiet empty hotel lobby on a Christmas morning . I made it thru the holidays without breaking down . But when my bf didnt even get me a christmas present , so i had not received anything from anyone , not even a card , then it was the last straw and i broke down for like 2 weeks .