Bien sr que si . Rappelletoi quand ils ont rsolu l ' affaire de l ' attentat de Boston ! !!!!<| sep |> I used to use alien blue , but that was ages ago . Not even sure if its a thing anymore . <| sep |> He ' s not good enough for top European leagues mate <| sep |> so , first of all congratulations on acceptance . That is an accomplishment that you have developed on your own and you should be proud of . As for the other bit . I don ' t know your parents . but they adopted your and one would therefore assumes they love you . Race may not be a factor at all relationships with parents are complicated in the best of cases . In my own situation I am my own parents progeny . the first born . I excelled in school . I excelled in other activities . I was always in the 99 th percentile of standardised tests . Yet , when my father drove me to start my first year of university he told me that I was a failure , that I had no idea how to study , that I would disappoint him and that I would struggle in school . I did fine in school . I graduated and went on to get a job with a major firm in a large city . He told me that I would soon find myself over my head , that I was out of my depth , etc . At one point I had to go on temporary leave due to near suicidal depression . When I returned my employer welcomed me with open arms . My father ' s response was I can ' t believe they took you back . Later on , while in an abusive relationship I reached a point where I felt that no one valued my existence and tried to kill myself . When I was in the hospital in ICU I got a call from my family with my dad saying this is unacceptable . We expected better than this . We are all the same race . We are blood relations . This is what genetic parentage can do to their own children . Don ' t be quick to assume this is about race . Parents can be awful , spiteful , narcissistic people . understand who they are before jumping to the assumption it ' s about race .