Your story feels very similar to mine . I was definitely drinking more at each sitting and trying to hide my true level of consumption too . I ' m currently 18 kgs lighter than this time last year . It ' s the lightest I ' ve been since I was 17 , I ' m now 45 . I also don ' t hardly sweat . In fact , I only use shower gel about once a week now I still shower each day , just don ' t bother much with soap . It ' s not needed . I ' m also proud to spend a day sober with you too . <| sep |> He ' s not a 100 %, so no point in having him out there for run plays , since he ' s not an allworld blocker . He ' s not there to be a decoy only , cause Vernon Davis has played well . They ' re just keeping his snaps limited a bit . Edit see ? <| sep |> Definitely take a look at your options . I was in a similar situation a few years ago and did find a new position , was the best move for me . Others left too , which gave the company enough breathing room to where they actually didn ' t have to lay anyone off . Win win win .