This reminds me of someone I used to know who was a chronic shoplifter . I asked her why she does it and she said it ' s not that she needs whatever she ' s stealing , it ' s not that she even wants it . She ' d steal clothing that wasn ' t even her size . But goddamn did it feel good to grab it and walk out the door . It ' s the thrill of doing something you ' re not supposed to do and not getting caught . <| sep |> They are also the people that have contributed to the system you take for granted all their lives . Did you need the NHS as a kid ? If so it was them paying for your treatment not you . But of course as soon as they want something back you think they should just be thrown on the scrapheap . What so there ' s more left for you ?