compare your overhealing . Also your role isn ' t to fill the gaps , it ' s the oh shit raid healing , rapid cleave healing , not constant healing . You can get people up insanely fast compared to him , use that as your strength . I don ' t generally top unless I ' m playing to go oom fast , but there ' s moments where if I didn ' t , then the raid would die . It ' s a different role to all of the other healers . Play smart . My former guild would feel it when I wasn ' t around for the sudden spikes of raid damage , because when I was around I ' d fill it really quick . The rest of the time I ' d be spot healing or fistweaving . So long as the raid isn ' t wiping to easily healable things , you ' re fine <| sep |> Might be worth the paid version . just sayin