Jeez dude he was just trying to have a discussion . Why you gotta be so rude ? <| sep |> My IGN is Kuroneko D Thank you for doing an angel ' s work D <| sep |> First , I would like to say you should be proud of yourself . Yes , maybe you screwed up , but here you are starting over . That ' s HUGE , and you should be so proud of that . Second , and this might not help at all , but when my body was detoxing I just had to hold on to the feeling I knew I would have days , weeks , and months later . It may suck right now but it will be so well worth it . As an aside , I relate a lot of my feelings to and process them through music . Macklemore ' s song drug dealer talks about some of the experiences in detoxing and listening to it reminds me I ' m not alone and other people have been in my shoes and have gone on to accomplish so much , and that I can too . You can do this . I will not drink with you tonight .