Hey I like you . <| sep |> I keep getting internal server error <| sep |> People that play music in public places through speakers . One time a guy was playing music through his phone ' s speakers in a library . The next week , he was there again playing very loud music through an ear bud that was dangling from his ear . <| sep |> It ' s not fun , it ' s torture <| sep |> Oh where to begin . Constant paranoia . That people are not judging me for every little thing I do . That not everyone hates me or hates my presence . That its okay to constantly bottle up emotions and thoughts to avoid being made fun of . Speaking of that , writing papers because someone will have to read it and might judge my word choice and know it ' s from me . That anger is not an acceptable response to everything . That there ' s no need to yell or get defensive over questions . The internet is a dangerous place and everyone is a pedophile on it . Lack of personal hygiene , like brushing teeth twice a day , flossing , washing behind ears and using a wash cloth . That its not okay to touch others outside of a five second hug or to be touched . Hard to explain to people why I don ' t like being toucheddon ' t like touching others , was taught to not do that . Its rough being stuck between trying to bask in actually having a physical interaction with someone and my flight response kicking in . Makes my skin crawl . Lack of motivation . That apparently people in my family cannot have a mental illness or issues with something of the sort without being a psychotic murder . That its okay to hate yourself and be ashamed of how you look and what you eat . And a whole laundry list of other things that I ' d rather not get into . Also on mobile , sorry if the formatting is crap .