Of course not . But what ' s really reliable anyway ? I ' m still stuck in Mnchhausen trilemma . <| sep |> First thing you need to do is start working FULL TIME . Stay away from anyone that is part of your past that causes you to be tempted into . any type of bad habit . Figure out what your gf and you have in mind for a living arrangement and don ' t just expect to live Scottfree . If she is living on her own , and has been for awhile especially , she won ' t appreciate you not pitching in after a short while . It will most like put strain on the relationship if you a . Don ' t work enough hours to pitch in on billsb . Don ' t clean up after yourself . c . Don ' t maintain your responsibilities as her boyfriend still taking her on dates , romancing her , not giving her space here there etc . d . Start doing drugs AT ALL again . Especially in her house . This could cause her to lose her place and want to dump you . Get clean and show her by taking iniative to seek jobs and get your life handled . Get her involved in support of you if she wishes and take her seriously . You have a gift in a woman willing to help and support you on your way back up . Never forget that and thank god for having the oppurtuntity to get back on your feet . If you need more support look into free support groups and get the ball rolling . You will do fine as long as you are truly serious about turning your life around you ' ll find a way . You are not alone and I know you ' ll use your resources . Good luck and stay disciplinedpositive .