Ik vind deze eigenlijk wel mooier dan dat blauwe shirt . <| sep |> The problem is that nothing is particularly evident in the primary literature . There is a lot of conflict on the effect of neonics on bees among both academic and industry entomologists . While there is some evidence that there is a negative impact , there is also evidence that bees are unaffected . More to the point , Health Canada isn ' t recommending the ban for bee health , but to protect aquatic organisms see my edit above , so my point is moot . <| sep |> Of course it gets easier ! I was clinically diagnosed with depression years ago and I ' m living the best times of my life now . Growing as a person and developing a more positive outlook on life changed everything for me . I ' ve had horrible things happen to me and nothing can get me down for very long now . I have a purpose . I have a reason to live . There is reason to be happy .