You have a weird family . <| sep |> I recommend starting with web coding . Especially once you move past HTMLCSS for layoutcontent and into JavaScript for clientside scripting and php for serverside scripting , you ' ll really be picking up the logic of coding , which imo is more important than just memorising code snippets for harder languages . I think something like w 3 schools would have some tutorial pages to get started . I ' m on mobile btw but I ' ll come back later and actually post some links ! <| sep |> One of my cousins was in a very similar incident a couple years ago , and it broke my heart to see him go through that . I ' m sorry you had to have that experience , and I ' m sorry that there are such intolerant , ignorant people . I don ' t really know how to offer words of encouragement , but I ' m guessing you ' re in grade school ? Just know that no one has anything figured out , and everyone feels isolated sometimes . Your condition doesn ' t change that , nor should it change how people see you . I know I ' m just a random internet stranger whose cousin has Asperger ' s , but know that everything ends up alright eventually .