If you ' re lucky , you ' ll get a . ?.<| sep |> My fiance is incredibly in to giving me a facial . His aim is terrible and he gets me in the eye far to often . I deal because I love him . I usually even let him push his cum into my mouth . He loves that too . <| sep |> Oh man , I totally thought this was in reference to Star Wars . need my coffee ASAP ! <| sep |> sure not on the game atm but will do that a little laterthank you <| sep |> You have to figure out if you can and want to still trust them after they cheated on you . If you think you can , then go for it . <| sep |> I ' m one of those idealistic types who believes anyone can learn anything if they really wanted to , but I had to admit I really don ' t think programming is my thing . At the very least , it does not come naturally to me at all and I get very frustrated trying to learn it . I do understand the basic concepts , especially since I worked in game dev professionally for almost 5 years , but as I mentioned I find the actual programming bits very tedious and frustrating to perform . Even using middleware , I sometimes got into the most frustrating situations of trying to get the engine to perform something to my liking that it took literally dozens of attempts to get it right . I definitely can say I much more prefer the content creation side and would rather leave the technical , coding , and implementation to someone else to handle ! Back to the learning it though . I think the reason I failed was because I didn ' t have a rigorous and structured plan . I learn best like that , and usually self teaching has only been successful for me when I had a bit of natural aptitude in the subject and I also found it interesting . I feel pretty confident I could learn programming if I doled out the money for a very structured training program like a college degree or bootcamp type program , but as far as self teaching it to myself , I have failed over and over again .