Again sorry , and thanks <| sep |> I ' d love to peel those scrubs off of you and make sweet passionate love to you while you screamed Oh yeah big daddy yeah <| sep |> Brilliant post and so true . Unfortunately everyone thinks they are a special little snowflake and it won ' t happen to them . What I say to anyone is this don ' t ask what it feels like or think of the drug . Think of the life . You wake up earlier than you wanted you wanted to sleep late because the D boys aren ' t up early and you are starting to get sick . runny nose , guts starting to churn a little . You need to score to get well . So you dig around your apartment , beinD the sofa cushions , in every pocket , everywhere you can think of trying to scrape 20 bucks together to get a bag . You find it , you ' re lucky that day . You head over to meet your D boy and get your get well bag . 3 hours later , you are starting to get sick . runny nose , guts starting to churn a bit . So you need to score to get well . So you get on the phone and you manage to hussle up 20 bucks for a bag . You go and meet your D boy and get your bag which gets you well . 3 hours later you are starting to get sick , runny nose , guts starting to churn a little . And all day is like that . Every day . I try to get them to think about that .