If your breath really IS bad even after brushing , it might be tonsil stonestonsilstones . I had never heard of them before a couple months ago . <| sep |> You ' re lucky , my dream deaths are never blissful , though once i ' m dead everything usually takes an awesome turn . I find when i ' m asleep is when i feel most connected to life . since my first episode i have tended to feel very disconnected and numb when i ' m awake . but asleep its the opposite , everything is vibrant and colorful , even death . hence the no nightmares . even horror dreams are fun cause atleast i ' m ' feeling ' if that makes sense . I envy the scope of your dreams . they sound like DMT trips to be honest with elves and celestial beings . i ' m actually trying to get into peer recovery as well . hoping to get a position as a researcher or junior counsellorsupport worker in the next few weeks . the one major change i ' ve noticed since my first episode is the only thing that interests me now is my mind . studying it , augmenting it psychedelics , and trying to understand it . so i think working in the mental health field will be the only way i ' ll be able to hold a steady job . its the only field that ' ll hold my interest .