Don ' t be sorry , damn . I ' d help out . <| sep |> Yeah as uTheGrammarFreak said , The Lonely Speck is a great way to get started . Also finding somewhere dark and away from light pollution makes a huge difference . <| sep |> I ' ll give you an example . This is by no means representative of you . One of my smartest students was on an IEP for spelling . She was an excellent speller , but her parents were burned because a previous teacher has given her a B instead of an A due to spelling . She has me , the IEP teacher . She ' s a 100 % student who works her best . She is labeled as an IEP student , but I seriously think she is one of the brightest I ' ve ever had . She has an application to a magnate school and is declined based on her IEP . She goes on to the normal high school and I ' m devastated to learn she is placed with IEP teachers who are literally the scummiest teachers . She drops out of school and now works at a chicken place . It ' s an extreme , but it exists and hurts me .