I may go out and get some turkey and cranberry sauce to celebrate . We don ' t celebrate that here down under , but the sentiment is appreciated . And I do love turkey . Some even say that I am onep Cheers ! !! I feel good about heading back down the right track . Had a sober day yesterday and I have one ahead of me today . My confidence is back on task . I guess these little hiccups along the way can be quite healing , as it solidifies my resolve to not drink . Nothing about what I felt after drinking was good . To be honest , nothing during the process felt good either , because there was nothing really positive about momentarily giving up . It ' s good to know that I feel great with out it . Each day knowing that I ' m not missing out is becoming a little more natural .