It ' s kind of bad . The most you ' ll kill in a single shot is 2 maybe 3 clots , but it can kill gorefasts in a single shot which is alright . It ' s best to make use of your other options as well . For single clots use your melee bash or knife and use your 9 mm for things like bloats . <| sep |> I still can ' t bring myself to break him from his familyYou don ' t have to . There is no overwhelming law that you need to expose your child to that madness . Your SO can manage his relationship with her and visit by himself if he wants to . Think of how they are and how you don ' t want your child to be . By bringing your child around , especially since her legs aren ' t broken to see you guys herself , you expose him to things you would rather not . Keeping your child away from toxicity IS manners .