I think Motorola did that in Texas . <| sep |> That ' s why I said as an American I feel for you . But Americans are more stubborn than Brits and I think that ' s what keeps our politicians for going full Orwellian . <| sep |> My ex was probably still is pretty strange . For one he used to think I was being unethical for liking him . He was the type of person who can be hyped as hell and noisy like a genuinely happy person but in fact he ' s paranoid all the time . He thought there was something wrong with him that ' s so obvious , I ' m scared that you can ' t see but I don ' t want you to see it , and he was never willing to tell me what it was . And then some In the end I couldn ' t take his paranoia anymore so I called it quits . At the time I felt mostly exhausted and more so confused , but still , hurt . So fast forward a few months , the exhaustion had gone and the confusion faded , I was still hurt . I didn ' t know why but I wanted to get back to him again . I thoughtwell maybe I was just tired , maybe it wasn ' t that bad for a second and snapped out of it . Nah , it was real . What I felt back then is what counts , not my feelings now . So I trusted in my old feelings and just moved on from there . I still think about him every now and again but I know shit won ' t work and I better move on .