Np . Work on it , I know it take time and you likely smile that way because you ' re shy or have low self esteem . Find little things about you you like and you ' ll see that when pieced together , they make you . You got this . <| sep |> It ' s been stated a lot but can probably never be said enough , if you have a credit card read your benefits stuff . They can have extended warranties as part of them and can really help on expensive things . <| sep |> You know your religion is flawed when the followers of the other two Abrahamic religions think exactly the same of the followers of the remaining two . <| sep |> i most definitely do not . butland light years ahead of hart in my experience . <| sep |> Sounds like you have matured and grown good for you !