It would be a definitely stupid decision to let go your amazing boyfriend just to gain mere experience of what it would like to be with other men . Will you be able to justify your break up to him ? One thing you should understand that grass is not always greener on the other side so once you got the other side , you would find first one is more greener so invest your energy and effort into your relationship and make it stronger . It is time to take a big step towards your relationship so I would suggest you to seek the help of the therapist to understand the worth of the true relationship . <| sep |> Your last paragraph verbatim . Thanks for saying so well . <| sep |> This is my struggle . I want to give my boyfriend that emotional support , but he ' s pretty monosyllabic about it . Like I know he has just as many emotions as I do , and I want to know them and shoulder the tougher things with him . He just doesn ' t open up very easily I guess . Any tips ?