Well fair enough . I ' m not deluded , I won ' t argue that he seems nutty . I just would advise not to judge us all by him . You seem to be a very level headed and objective person . I ' m glad it ' s you telling this FU rather than some SJW . <| sep |> Yep , this is true . Most casual players , by definition , aren ' t spending much time learning about game mechanics online . It ' s still frustrating when people drop 1000 CP Venomoths in gyms , but a lot of those people are probably kids . <| sep |> Same . And no it ' s not ! <| sep |> Hey there I am trans and I felt much like you did at your age . The creeping dread and the really back and forth feelings of dysporia hit home . Try to find some genderaffariming mental health services nearby . Are you near a big city ? Likely an LGBTfoucsed provider in town . I found groups to be super helpful . I was in a group with a bunch of other trans people who were out and some kind of not . It was also helpful for substance abuse and self harm thoughts . Hang in there