I love the bit of bling in it as well , thanks ! All in all , weighs about 500 pounds or so . Not terrible when spread out over 6 feet of structural wall . <| sep |> I used to be just like this ! It was horrible . I had the issue particularly with whenever I felt like I might have done something wrong , or when someone wasn ' t pleased with me . My face would just start to leak uncontrollably . I was also incapable of having any kind of tense c o n v e r sationargumentdebatefight anything like that without tearing up and crying . Every . Damn . Time . Unfortunately what cured me was gender transition . About three weeks after I finally got onto testosterone I stopped crying , and have barely been able to cry at all even when I really really want to ever since . So don ' t regard this as some kind of weakness of character . It might just be a purely hormonal thing .