It ' s a 1 of in the more competitive rogue decks these days . It ' s not amazing , at least . <| sep |> feel so lonely . I really can ' t play many SP games anymore <| sep |> Easily one of the best <| sep |> It sounds like really severe anxiety . When someone hears voices , it sounds clearly distinct from their thoughts , audible , like a person physically there speaking . It sounds like because of your anxiety you are dissociating and can ' t identify your own thoughts for what they are , and it seems like its coming from something outside of yourself when it really isn ' t . I think that taking medication for schizophrenia would only exacerbate make worse the feeling that you ' re losing your mind and that you can ' t control it . If I were you I would ask myself why I was afraid of losing my mind so much . If you do lose your mind , it will only be because yore afraid of losing your minda self fulfilling prophecy kind of thing . It appears like you ' re only slowly declining because you expect yourself tobut don ' t be afraid to ask yourself why . Sometimes people deliberately make themselves feel bad while simultaneously thinking that its out of their control to avoid guilt , because they desperately need love and this is the only way they can get it . Other times it ' s a product of severe anxiety .