As messed up as this sounds , I think that some detectives would hope that the child wasn ' t alive . Dealing with that kind of trauma is going to be a substantial , lifelong journey that might never end . I just know personally that I wouldn ' t want to live after that , so I ' m speaking based on that . <| sep |> I guess I don ' t know which lib ed you ' re taking or how much work stats is . Chem and physics should be taking up most of your time . For me , I took Physics 1 during a semester I had 15 credits total and was working part time , and I felt like I had no social life . I personally think you ' ll be OK . But if not , never feel bad about dropping a class in the first couple weeks if you ' re starting to feel overwhelmed .