Then we would have nice things . <| sep |> I have bipolar and struggle with intense moments of impulsive behavior . It shows through most in my romantic relationships . I dumped a guy A because I was not happy in that moment and got back with my ex B because it was easy . Now I realized I should not date my toxic ex B and out of the blue decided to call the guy I dumped in the first place A . This kind of behavior is normal for me along with sleeping around and other impulsive things . I feel like a failure and I ' m afraid I ' ll never be able to just be happy with myself or my partner . I want a successful relationship one day but I ' m kind of a crazy mess right now . I just wish i was normal . <| sep |> Hi ! first of all thank you a LOT for this review ! the hype is really overwhelming me now haha ! one question . Is there many summons ? and is there any secret summons ? thanks . no need for the names only the number