This is similar to me . I want a big lumberjack beard and will definitely have top surgery in the next few months and I like wearing dresses and being feminine . I don ' t feel particularly male or wanting to be a man , but I don ' t feel female either . Testosterone happened to be the better course of hormones for me than the ones my body makes . EDIT To answer directly , yes , I ' m on T and have been for a little over a year . <| sep |> Corn America ' s Rice <| sep |> I already gave you the names of the people to watch . You will have all the studies listed there . Go for Cadwell Esselstyn and then John McDougall , also check out Michael Greger for the most up to date research on foods . You should stop talking bro science and get educated . vegan shit is not the correct answer in the long termWhy ? Do you not understand what diabetes is ? You get diabetes from insulin resistance , check out Kempners diet where he puts type 2 diabetics on a white refined sugar and rice diet , also some fruit and fruit juices are allowed , and he reverses diabetes . You get diabetes from high protein and fat intake . You should ask that question yourself . But the same happens when you eat certain vegetables in excess . Diabetes from vegetables ? you gotta be kidding me . If I took someone and increased their fiber intake 300 % of what they currently are eating it will still not reduce heart disease and cancer by any major amount . You are so uneducated it ' s not even funny . Tell me , how is heart disease caused ? please , I ' d like to hear you explain it . See you in 20 minutes while you go google it .