Fuck how much are they selling for ? I ' ll fucking buy the team , I don ' t give a shit . <| sep |> She was my best friend . We had hooked up off and on for a while but for the year prior to the incident we were just friends . I was in an LDR at the time . Then one night she got me drunk . Watched a couple good music documentary movies . She pushed for what she wanted and I said no . She kept pushing and I kept saying no . Then she started kissing and pressing herself into me I said no again . I said I didn ' t want our friendship to change , because I didn ' t . I guess at some point I stopped saying no . We ended up dating for a few months afterI don ' t think I could deal with what happened and she was a friend I cared deeply about . I miss having a friend and wish I could talk to her about what happened and how much it hurt . Went on antidepressants for a year and to RAINN for support . Still struggling with it . Fuck .