My problem is that for every 1000 people we give a chance , x number of Americans will die . Almost every terrorist in Europe had parents who migrated for a better life . In the end , I choose my own over others . <| sep |> Yeah , he found the container in a wormhole , it had a bookmark in it . He never mentioned where the bookmark led . I don ' t see why you linked that comment as a reply to mine . <| sep |> I pee ' d like you hour on the hour day and night . Exhausted , always thirsty . It was nothing for me to pound back glass after glass of liquid . I ' d prepare 2 huge mug ' s of lipton ice tea every night so I ' d have something to drink when I woke up dehydrated . I foolishly tried taking on tons of sugar to see if it would put me into a coma preinternet so I was kind of making it up as I went along but it had no noticeable effect . To answer your direct question I felt terrible . When I finally went to the Dr they took blood samples for an HIVAIDs test . I went home , they called me 30 minutes later and told me to immediately come back to the hospital but didn ' t tell me why . I assumed I had full blown AIDs . The drive there is a story into itself but when I got there and was told I had diabetes I was ecstatic . I didn ' t know what it meant to have diabetes but I knew it meant that I wasn ' t going to die next month . The night I was diagnosed I felt great .