When I was overweight it was so fucking uncomfortable . I wasn ' t terribly overweight , I ' m 117 lbs now and I was 150 lbs 2 years ago , I ' m 5 ' 2 . It was the only period of my life in which I was overweight . It always felt like my belly was too big and my thighs rubbing together would almost always bruise . Wearing jeans was a pain because the buttons would always press my belly way too tight and things like that . It was never about looks for me , it ' s about being comfortable existing . <| sep |> Thanks dude , downloading right now . <| sep |> Ooh , I did like The Ghost Bride sub rec . Glad to see someone else reading it . I am also trying to finally finish up Inda today . I got too behind for the group read . Cookies and tea for breakfast sounds amazing .