Friday I ' m in Love The Cure <| sep |> Martin wanted to proceed taking his breeches off , but then his thoughts went back to the woman he truly loved . What the hell was he doing here ? He again persuaded someone , a married someone , to sleep with him again . He dishonoured one , but he could not dishonour another one . He picked up his shirt again and covered his upper body again . He looked at Kianna , not at her beautiful breasts , but in her eyes . I ' m . I ' m sorry , Kianna , Martin apologised with a heavy heart . Kianna did not know yet the guilt she was going to feel if they did proceed with this . Martin knew he had to be the one to put a stop to it . I can ' t do this . Not to another one , not to you . The guilt that would come from doing this is not worth it . I am so sorry for dragging you into doing this .