I mean in the end where the lines have gone , I think , have ended up sounding in pretty good songs . I do try best I can to scrap things that don ' t work though . But often times the direction the song goes in to start sticks with me . So it ' s tough to take what starts as a negative tone song and flip it . I guess I will try to internalize more happy music . I feel like most music , at least the more interesting stuff , is often not overly positive . And I tend to enjoy darker films and stuff too . So it could just be more . I ' m not depressed at all but I find those emotions to be more powerful and impactful for some reason . I ' ll listen and pay attention to positive songs though and maybe see why I like the positive songs I like and try to replicate that .