First you ' re arming rebelsYou mean arming extremists . Or did you start ignoring news from Libya when the extremists won and started slaughtering every black person they could find ? And surely you know after victory , they immediately started arming extremists in Syria ? And don ' t forget that Hillary wants a Syrian no fly zone to protect their expensive salafist mercenaries , which means war with russia . <| sep |> I can ' t possibly even imagine what you ' re going through right now , but just know that this post is proof i made an account on here just to give my condolences and it may not help but there was some proverb i ' ve always followed that mostly says whenever bad things happen , good things will follow . The opposite is true is the whole sense of balance and all in same proverb , but my point is that it will get better . I ' ve fought depression , anxiety , and paranoia but i still keep going for me . There isn ' t a day that i wish there was an escape . I ' m no therapist , i don ' t know what you ' re going through . Just know there really are people who care if you exist