I ' ll go over and reset it myself if I have to . <| sep |> When did StiltMan die ? <| sep |> I used to feel like this a lot . Displacement . I found that I needed to channel the thought , and emotions . Sometimes all the crazy ideas just leave you confused and frustrated but I found that with more life experience and a more social outlook things got better . I took a 7 month break from drugs and when I returned things were so much better . I was in a headspace of self improvement and discovery instead of I know the secrets of the world universe but I can ' t understand any of it mindset I had the previous year . I think questions are the first step to true happiness but acceptance , love , and peace are equally important . I want to be happy . rcs , LSD , shrooms challenge my brain , they help me release internal tension . My mind runs at a million mile a minute for me a good time is to let it out and think . 80 mg 4 homet was life changing , I realized I don ' t wanna drink and party I wanna make music , talk , create etc tldr some people are cursed with the gift of questions , this curse gives us the opportunity to be at peace with the world instead of at peace with hate . Feel free to ask more cause I struggle with a lot in my life and my relationship with drugs , philosophy , and depression is complex and ever changing . Stay safe !