This is a self rant . I was able to successfully prevent myself from binging for a 5 month streak mainly by limiting my access to certain foods . I thought I was past my urge to binge . Until today . Today , I binged on almost 4000 cals worth of thanksgiving food . It made me realize that I am NOT immune to that urge and that I have to be very careful in the future . I know it ' s just a onetime thing but I am going to run some of those calories off tomorrow . <| sep |> That ' s a very fair point . I just don ' t like it when people make it out to be some evil thing that girls do , rather than it just being a difference between friends . I don ' t think I ' m making sense . Sorry . Vodka . <| sep |> My new favourite album . I can ' t believe this kid is like 20 years old . Fucking astounding .