welp , cant blame him though . the original account is equally full of insanity , misanthropy and fascism that you just cant distinguish original from parody anymore <| sep |> I just ate more pie . Why . Can ' t . I . STOP ! <| sep |> Yeah I ' ve thought about a sexual addiction before and mentioned people having it in conversation before and he thinks it ' s all made up . And I wanted to say at that time , either you have one or you ' re just a dick . But I couldn ' t bring myself to do it I ' m already cool with forgiveness . I ' ve forgiven and I ' m ok with that . Another reason I held on for so long was in fear he would change after we broke up and another woman would get this dream man I fought tooth and nail for . And I ' ve came to peace about that too . Because inevitably another woman will , the only difference will be whether or not it ' s adultery . And I can ' t go through this again .