OP says the middle piece does not move . <| sep |> You don ' t get matched up to people of your same MMR in offseason . So not only is there no incentive to win , but there ' s no real balancing to the matches . The only real thing you are doing between choosing quickplay and competitive , right now , is the ruleset . But nice try . <| sep |> I ' ve just been scared to skip any limited time unit , because I skipped Terry Bogard and colo is kind of a scary place because of that guy . That ' s why I ' m waving back and forth on whether to get them or not . I don ' t want to skip on the off chance that he ' ll be meta , but i don ' t want to risk wasting summons , just in case something good does come up . <| sep |> If you hate yourself , then improve yourself . If you are a covert narcissist there are not only treatment but also general selfimprovements . One of the treatments is DBT and you can look it up and use it on your own . One thing that prevents my boyfriend from being particularly terrible in the range of asshole ness that covert narcissists can be is DBT . If you are not covert narcissist then you can improve yourself because you choose to , just like anybody else does . What makes you bad is not some achievement or fat or something stupid like that , but how you treat others . You can choose to be better , you can do whatever will make you be better in your opinion , and you can motivate to do so by reminding yourself that not doing this thing which makes you an asshole even though you really want to do it is not worse then hating yourself overall or and being disgusted by yourself .