Bro , I say this as a 64 hetero Canadian Lumberjack manly manYou are not ugly , you are a pretty handsome dude ! Having said that , you are not taking a toll on your friends . It ' s hard to imagine this but they wouldn ' t be around if you weren ' t awesome ! If you still feel in a rut , Take a day , Perhaps tomorrow night , and just go for a walk . Put your headphones on , some wicked music , and just walk in the brisk cold nightday and reflect on things . Now , while doing that I do want you to repeat thisI am a handsome dude , I am a smart guy , I may not believe this everyday , but it doesn ' t make it any less true . Seriously , You ' re wicked awesome and you ' re your own harshest critic . Quit that . <| sep |> He is by far easiest to last shot for me