always lose to teams like juvechampions league 2015 <| sep |> Do you have any hobbies that you could really throw yourself at till you go off to school ? Maybe you could take up a new hobby ? If I were you , I wouldn ' t maintain any kind of friendship with your EX for the time being , like you said , every time you start to feel like your getting over her , she comes back into your life . Even though it was meant to be well meaning on her part , it was wrong for her to string you along and tell you that she could be with you again , even if it ' s true , it clearly isn ' t possible at point in your lives . I know it ' s hard to stop being friends with someone your were so close with , but sometimes it ' s for the better .