19 high school sweetheart killed by drunk driver , takes me awhile to find someone new . 23 finally fall in love again , but she fucks a guy who I thought was my best friend . Leave the game for a few years . 28 really like girl , ask her out . Friendzoned , not her type . Dates guy who treats her like a sperm bank . Honestly , I ' m fucking tired of it all . <| sep |> With he exception of 4 presidents . The popular vote was who won . <| sep |> There was a post about this a while ago . How it symbolizes the control over the hosts or maybe their programming . Maeve shuts it down at one point and breaks out of hers . Also the roll flickers at some point in an early episode . <| sep |> Are you having an aneurysm ? <| sep |> My thoughts exactly . He ' s making the smart plays a lot of the time and I think with more experience he can get really good .