It ' s harder the first several weeks . I voluntarily told my husband I would do everything at night . I honestly didn ' t see the point of sleep depriving him when I was the one baby needed . I read on my phone A LOT but gradually stopped as his feedings got easier so I didn ' t keep myself awake . Once you ' re waking up less and for shorter amounts of time that lonely feeling subsides . I found lots of comfort by browsing this sub during those nights <| sep |> lmao thats stupidtnx <| sep |> It ' s actually about ethics in games journalism ! <| sep |> AR , uTweeeked , Emma Coburn ' s Olympic medal , DumbFloTrack , and that the new Star Wars movies are turning out to be pretty cool . <| sep |> It ' s said numerous times that nobody has ever seen Arnold and even the authorities couldn ' t find any information about him , not even a picture .