Why is traffic more important than pedestrians ? <| sep |> Lore true life horror , either the origins of things that evolved into standard horror themes , or generally bizarre events , and the rational explanations for what really happened . <| sep |> I had an interesting experience the other night where the overall message is that we are here in these meat vehicles to have fun and enjoy life . almost like its a video game , that should just be enjoyed . I realized that so often , I dont want to go to work , id rather just go snowboarding . but that would become monotonous , and when I really think about it , I kind of like working . it can be a lot of fun . its fun to challenge yourself . its fun to learn and grow and just have experiences . Its fun to get caught up in something , get all pissy and frustrated , and then realize its all bullshit and laugh at yourself for being ridiculous . LIFE IS MEANT TO BE FUN ! laugh at yourself , the rest of the universe already is . I felt the other night like my soul had the option to just quit playing the game , just check out of my body and end the game of life . not like suicide , more like just turning off the playstation and going to do something else instead , not on earth . It was tempting , but the realization that I started playing this game for a reason set in . it is fun , thats why we ' re here . I also felt like I had a general mission but it was unclear , and really just a side mission to the real mission of have fucking fun . yesterday was the most fun thanksgiving I have ever had . I have personally not been aware of all the fun I denied myself from having over the years , but I plan to have way more now . I do believe this existence is perfect as well . seems to be a perfect mix of shitty and great things , but the shitty things just make you appreciate the good things in a way you never could if you didnt have the shitty things .