It sounds like you ' re obsessing about this , since you want to know if I don ' t love him is part of the disorder . We have had similar questions before , where the person was worried because others seemed to be questionable , whereas their thoughts were more direct I don ' t love my partner instead of , what if I don ' t love them ? ROCD isn ' t a medical term . It doesn ' t matter . Just focus on OCD . <| sep |> Any clue to what that 86 moss could be for ? <| sep |> Santos was based on Obama , although the idea of running a Latino in 2020 does make a lot of sense for the Democrats . The only one that comes to mind is Julian Castro , who doesn ' t have any experience as either Governor or Senator , which traditionally is required for a serious Presidential bid . EditTed Cruz is actually running for reelection in Texas in 2018 . Castro might well be a great pick to mount a challenge to a very unpopular Cruz , who has also jilted the Trump base . Two years in the Senate could open up a Presidential run in 2020 Obama only has two years in the Senate as well . I ' d be surprised if this wasn ' t something Obama was looking into , given that he ' s going to work on the 2018 project and has those personal ties with Julian .