The important thing is that you feel superior . <| sep |> Such a tease . Would love to see her fuck for hrs <| sep |> My Dad ' s death the month that I turned 14 . The very last time I visited him a week and a half before he died , I still can ' t remember if I said I love you to him or not when I hugged him goodbye . That still messes me up sometimes . My first love was emotionally abusive , I was on and off with him for a span of two or three years . When we first got together , it hadn ' t even been a year since my Dad had died , and he said that my Dad ' s death was essentially my fault for not being Christian . I ' m pretty much over it , but it ' s taken me YEARS to get over . Thanks to that experience , I have permanent abandonment issues . It made me a bitter , angry , cynical asshole for almost all of my teen years .