Well let me respond with another question then . Does making your first friend ruin it for the other times ? How about your first time on a plane ? In today ' s day and age nothing ever works perfectly on the first try especially relationships . Theres too many factors and too many dbag that want everything only on their terms who have no problem leaving a relationship when they feel like it . Keep at it and you ' ll find the right person for you <| sep |> Damn , and I feel exceptionally pleased with myself when I kill a plane with the Trench Fighter darts , this is much more impressive . <| sep |> I can relate to what was said here . I cannot put a finger on what it is . But , pushing through a level of discomfort does seem to change things later on .