Balance isn ' t Antithesis . Uryuu could always reverse the damage as many times as he wants . Also , in a 1 vs 1 combat , Almighty is Antithesis . <| sep |> I used to be the same way , still sort of am but it used to be worse . Eating a cookie would literally make me feel like a shit and also made me feel a little sick if it was heavy . I actually was very much in the eating disorder corner at some point so I had to give up counting calories for a while and then removing food restrictions . Yeah it wasn ' t an utterly perfect bulk but now I have zero guilt doing something stupid like eating 3 full sized pies for thanksgiving not a regular thing I follow the 9010 rule most the time as I genuinely like bro foods . Cut starts tomorrow and I think it may be really easy simply because at this point I ' m mentally cleansed , I crave nothing and actually want to dial down the food volume .