I was probably between 5 and 8 years old or so I guess . An older girl who lived across the street pinned me to the ground and put on black lipstick in front of me and then started kissing me . I couldn ' t move and I had no idea what was going on but I kind of liked it . It went on for a couple minutes before my grandmother came out and chased her away . I ' m 30 now and have a fetish for dominant women and I know exactly where it came from . <| sep |> So i cant play the game how i want because its the easy way and some random wants to win in a public so badly ? Im playing for my enjoyment . You sweaty 14 year olds with spastic reflexes can do that yeah , im an old guy without those spastic reflexes . Does winning mean so much in a public match to you ? Dude .