14 keys for pink lightning ? <| sep |> I ' m sure there were many people watching multiple channels at the same time though . But you are right . We can pull off a lot of viewers . <| sep |> This is it . Thanks ! <| sep |> Why to freeze ? Why not cancel it ? Many not all Europeans don ' t even consider Turkey being part of Europe . Many don ' t want them in EU . It has become a dictatororship , east Turkey is like an Arab country , why not to cancel the request ? In 50 years they haven ' t done any progress why to continue this lie ? <| sep |> Seconding uiNNEAR statement that this doesn ' t make you selfish and awful , at all . You also reacted very much correctly imo , if not maturely crying , instead of raging . She did not react correctly though , when she tried to tell you not to cry , when you ' re as entitled to cry and feel sad as you ' re to feel like sex . She told you something knowing that it would probably hurt you , and then tried to pretend that it didn ' t hurt you , and that ' s an immature approach . On the other hand , she should be able to give you more throughfully explanation of she being asexual , which is kind of a vague statement . Asexuality is a spectrum , and being there means being in the lower side of the enjoyment of sex , craving from very few to none of it . There ' re people who are asexuals very much physically , while others identify as asexuals because they feel comfortable there . So , actual questions would be how does she exactly feel about sex has she always felt that way has she ever masturbated to what , when , how has she felt this way , too , with her previous partners . Etc . Anyway , depending on how long you ' re into this relationship you may want out .