Bookmark it innnnnn man ! <| sep |> Well too bad he is a douche . Look at Dan Bilzerian or the Aussie Candyman . <| sep |> That does seem odd that he won ' t file . Guess the new woman isn ' t pressuring him to get married or he ' s dragging his feet to get out of being married again . Who knows , people are weird . I ' m staring down the barrel at 50 . The halfcentury mark . I look in the mirror and think to myself yeah , we can take it the rest of the way alone . It does get old at times , not having someone to help with the little things but that ' s a part of it , I suppose . I ' d better get used to it I ' ve been mostly alone , save for two brief relationships a . k . a . disasters , for seven years now . Today , with no wife or children and the only family I have thousands of miles away , it did get quite lonely but I knew it would going in . Best just get through the day and not think too much about it .