That gives me more hope . <| sep |> I was about to say Iniesta . Maybe he means at club level . <| sep |> I was always skinny and I never had trouble with boys . She was a bit curvier and experienced the what is the name of your friend ? '' situation a few times . We were friends for 8 years and neither of us were popular but I didnt care and she said she didn ' t either . People seem to dislike her before knowing her and that made her sad . Some friends gone to the point of asking me to choose between them or her and I choose her . Fast forward a few years We were supposed to start working a new place but diferent departments . She started before me and made some friends . She made up a complete story of her life to those friends . How she was always queen b and so how she dumped a bunch of jealous girls . When i arrived she introduced me and the friends would ask me about some iconic stories and i had no idea what they were on about . She didn ' t like this and would belittle me in front of them regularly and say sorry and cry about her life when they were not around . So I thought it was just pressure getting into her . The final straw was when her boyfriend left her and I started dating a guy she had a office crush about I had no idea about this . Needless to say she stoped inviting me to things and basically gradually ditched me . Looking back at all the drunk times she yelled at me that she wanted to be me and have my life I understand that wanting to be me transformed into hating me because in her head I had the life she wanted and didnt deserve it . Its just sad because I really loved her and thought she was my real friend . Edit clarification and typos