I frequent a lot of the ones listed here , one I haven ' t seen listed is the Larry Miller Show , he ' s an old comedianbit actor I knew him as the doorman from that one episode of Seinfeld , he can be pretty old school but has a way of describing the little things in life in such an enjoyable way , I find it really relaxing and genuinely helps whenever I ' m in a down mood . I ' m Larry Miller , but in a way , aren ' t we all ? <| sep |> Thanks , I do still have fear , mostly for my daughter , also general anxiety . I am trying to not let it get to me but it really has been . <| sep |> I have never had a problem finding my stronghold w the eye of ender . When you throw it , if it flys up and out you have to keep going . It always moves towards the closest strong hold . But eventually no matter how you throw it , it will land on the same block . The block it lamds on is the one that you dig down from . Also in my survival world i was having a hard time finding mine because the eyes were breaking so i made a copy save of my world and went into creative mode to find my stong hold . Also i assume there multiple stongholds but i dont know for sure .