This . If I ' m on the trail of a host and a blue comes in I immediately go after the blue . Sending Fartmoons home is really satisfying . <| sep |> Feeling awesome . I ' ve got two golds . Go to my profile and see the difference between the reactions . <| sep |> Roses are RedDJs like to mixTrashiest , Skankiest Ugliest Whores of Broken Britain Vol 6 . <| sep |> How do you mean going back an back ? What does that involve ? <| sep |> False , so so so false <| sep |> It is so good to hear from you sweetie . You are amazing . Your turkey sounds wonderful . I am glad you talked with your son and hope that helps both of you It does sound like PAWS and this time of the year doesn ' t help . Winter and Christmas I find are very difficult . Both my mom and dad died of cancer and there is just me and my husband left in my family I have a brother but he does not stay in contact with me . Family is so important and you must cherish each other . I am 66 years old and I know I have to make the best of each day now Joining the gym sounds like a wonderful idea and it should help you socialize a bit as well . I am thinking of doing the same thing . PleaseLet me know how your light works out for you . We had Thanksgiving here a few weeks ago but it is not as big a holiday as yours . I tend to isolate as well which is not a good thing . Maybe we can email but I ' m not sure how to p . m . on here Love you girl and hope tomorrow is good to you .