Yes , and no . It is a moment of perfect clarity on my own insecurities . Of course I know that my attachment to a punishment is a cycle to have a picture for stability . But I can even rebel against this idea . That is where language stops . It is where the poor people that need it use cringe to make sense of the world and where I can do whatever I want and see it come real because of tiny gestures that I repeat during the day . But of course , you would say now , that this is normal behavior . ButAnd whatever I insert here becomes a ping to my own memory . <| sep |> TIL the character models have tongues . neat i guess . <| sep |> worms is too obvious . i remember someone posted story how he made horse or dog the ruler of some country in some strategy maybe bug made that possible so idk if it ' s still an option . found link