I ' ll probably finish gearing Carnage through my next sub 6 days left and still 20171820 and work on another character come next sub . I ' ll definitely get uniforms from the sale . Although after reading HB ' s uniform effect , isn ' t the 50 % scd overkill ? Or there ' s more to the uniform than I can read ? I ' m definitely getting Throot , the rest are up to debate if I decide to buy crystalsMega 6 tickets . I feel like 6 star Hyperion even with 15 gears would be a great addition to my roster . After Wiccan gets 17 gears , I ' ll get to farming Songbird who I ' m also sure will be great . <| sep |> I ' m semifunctional . Have my own place , friends , go out and do things sometimes . I work but only 1520 hoursweek , and get disability to cover meds and help make ends meet . I have good weeks where I can manage this and bad weeks where I cancel everything and don ' t move all day . I go days without talking to anyone sometimes . I ' m trying to be okay with where I am but I also have stupidly high expectations for myself and it ' s hard to accept not doing more .