I did this last month and right after I took it , I hit a blunt real quick and it all just hit so fucking hard 😭 <| sep |> Omg that was the first thing i thought ! Either im getting way to old way to fast or people are getting more ignorant and stupid by the day <| sep |> I have been using almost non stop for about 4 years though never more than . 1 in a 24 hour period and for the first 2 years eating , the second smoking . I have gone through a couple dry spells an I get very lethargic for around a week where I will get brain zaps , seem to fall asleep with my eyes open and be jolted awake againDreams flood back as I never dream while on method , they are vivid , memorable and lengthy . I have trouble sleeping and am awake but lack the energy to do anything . I get very hungry and eat put weight on very fast . After a week , I don ' t know , some things are actually better however while I never get depression , I feel life becomes gray and mundane . Best way to describe things is my spark for life vanishes replaced with it is the feeling life is mundane and meant to be endured . I never make it off the couch my life becomes a waste . I will never give it up would rather live 5 years like this than 20 like I used to . For me withdrawal is lack of motivation sleepiness , never considered suicide do not believe I get depressed . I always think the withdrawal is not too bad after making it past the first week . If you can take leave for the first week or two then you should because it is unlikely you will be able to safely function in any form of employment during this time .