My grey lighter in my pocket helped me . <| sep |> Kudos to the church and families of the victims for being so forgiving and trying their best to live by what they believe in . That being said , this asshole needs to have the whole weight of the law thrown at him . <| sep |> Hatchimals Eggs Black Friday Sale <| sep |> Which Everdrive did you buy ? <| sep |> Let me share my withdrawal story I got it from my friend dealer before a national debate tournament during first weekend of spring break to help with AMP anxiety . He said Yeah you ' re not gonna wanna be taking that 4 days in a row . I understood . I forget the amounts but I was taking a moderate large dose over the course of a day . After the tournament , Tuesday , I took a couple trains to meet the love of my life halfway to her parents house first time meeting . I don ' t remember much of taking the trains , had to wake at 6 am and was asleep pretty much the entire time . First day off . Brain fog was unreal , I attributed it to the sleep deprivation and only slightly to the 4 day binge . I was on autopilot , almost no thoughts but Sleep , want bae , set alarms , switch trains , walk . Met her , did kisslovey thing , and slept the entire 4 hr ride up . At this point it ' s like 4 pm and I ' ve slept from midnight 6 am , 7 am 10 am , 11 am 1 pm . Extreme fatigue , brain fog started to get scary . Couldn ' t form complex strings of sentences and needed to impress Rhodesscholarlevel gf and her professor parents . Tried my hardest , was only able to fall back on outdated state tax policy my organizing . They gave me coffee . Hardly worked . Fell asleep at 89 pm . Woke up around 1011 am by gf distressed at my sleeping our break away . 2 cups of coffee and I still wanted to sleep . Got sad over her being admitted to DC lobbying trip that I said I wouldn ' t go to if she didn ' t get in . Went for a walk while we were out . Tiny beach town was dead . Stared at the lake for 20 mins , just observing the water and seagulls . No productive thoughts . Just observation . Tired . Then had the first anxiety attack . Got a large beer and was better . This was my state for about 3 days , finally starting to become normal around the 4 th . It destroyed about half of the time I could have been enjoying during the trip with my love . Another quarter was seriously degraded because I felt mentally incapable because of the fog . Of course it ' s also attributable to the amph , but the brain fog was crippling . If you like thinking , you ' ll be careful with phenibut and space it out .