I can most certainly agree with everything you said . The problems I get with smoking weed sometimes Negative thoughts even though right before I was in a very good mindset , happy , and at ease . Then the negative thoughts , despite trying to purposely think of other positive thoughts , bring on negative feelings . It makes me selfconscious . Major anxiety . Increased heart rate . Hyperaware . It ' s almost like this weird , bad , trip . Not a good experience man . Sucks your confidence and man hood out and makes you feel like a little insecure bitch filled with fear . Maybe this can be described as paranoia as well . Not to mention , I ' m allergic to the plant and will get itchy skin if it touches my armanywhere else . Probably a sign from nature saying to stay away haha . So What ' s wrong with me ? Thoughts ? Ever had a similar experience or any negative effects from weed ?