Because she wasn ' t blatantly overpowered till now . Just strong in the right hands . <| sep |> Collard greens are awesome . <| sep |> Are we ever gonna see the end of this story ? <| sep |> Except nowhere online is giving a better deal than the physical copies at the moment . And EB is cheaper right now than JB for newer games like Dishonored 2 and TF 2 . <| sep |> Problem is some one is still trading BTC for PayPal and that just doesn ' t mix . <| sep |> My female boss , like 24 years older than me , kept feeling me up . I didn ' t feel like I could say no , so I let her . She kept asking me to go further , and eventually I agreed and we did an FWB thing . I was very wary about it , but she promised it wouldn ' t turn into anything serious , no emotions , could stop at any time , so I went ahead with it . Up to that point I ' d say it was consensual . Things changed though when a girl I liked at work took an interest in me . We had a date , my boss found out , and was not happy . She said she loved me and that she had changed her mind about our relationship and that if it ever ended my job would end too and wouldn ' t provide a a recommendation . This was in science , I was applying to graduate programs at the time , having that happen would have killed my career and not just my job . She knew that . After that things changed . If I didn ' t want to do something , she ' d throw a fit , guilt me , say things aren ' t working out so maybe we should end things meaning I ' d lose my jobcareer . So I ' d apologize and give in . Sometimes she didn ' t even care if I didn ' t want something though . She ' d do stuff that she knew I didn ' t want to do because I never wanted to do it , she ' d do it even as I kept telling her not to . She ' d keep it up even when telling her to stop , sometimes I even kicked her . Then she ' d make me reciprocate because she had done something for me so it was only fair . I believed that logic and blamed myself for not fighting harder and allowing it to happen . When I finally got away and told her I wouldn ' t be continuing anything sexual with her , she tried to blackmail me with a sexual photo she had of me , saying she ' d send it to my new workplace to get me fired . Normally I would have given in but this time I managed to call her bluff . Funny thing is , the whole time it was happening I couldn ' t shake the feeling of how familiar it all was , like I ' d been in that situation before . After getting away for a month I suddenly remembered one night that my dad used to touch me very inappropriately when I was little , like 47 , maybe even for a little longer than that . Asked him about it , he didn ' t deny it , just said I don ' t remember , but I ' m sorry for any hurt I ' ve caused you . I don ' t know if what I remember is real or not I was in pretty heavy denial about what had happened with my boss and remembering the stuff about my dad was a way to say oh , that ' s why everything with my boss felt like rape as crazy as that sounds .