You got Siphoned by a spy . <| sep |> I play on EU west now since I moved here , but I swear to god this face still gives me some sort of PTSFGcrRzsdasdasrjASDqwr 3 afsj 3 rq 2 rqfq 3 waskzsa 12 Uj <| sep |> I can ' t say I would be too excited for shoggoths existing ! <| sep |> Wow , feel really similar here , its nice to find someone out there who goes thru similar emotions and challenges . I was smoking daily for 7 or 8 years , missing just a few weeks in a year combined . Had quit weed for a lot of depressive reasons , the situation was helpful for me to quit , since I ' ve got a new job in a new country , with no friends who smoke or a drug dealers number in my phone . The surrounding was really helpful to quit . But after about two months sober , I though to myself , hey if its that easy to quit , I can smoke from time to time . It was the 20 th of April and the stoner in me had to celebrate it . I have been smoking for 6 months daily again , Lol . On my 6 th day sober now , and boy that ' s a lesson for me , not to just write off the weed that easily . What I wanted to say , be careful with all the confidence you build up , it might just be your mind playing tricks on you . Of course , everybody has it different . Just be happy and stay away from destructive , depressive thoughts !