For real though , what a fucking stupid change . Combine that with the completely indecipherable you got attacker penalties even though you were defending because of a siege that sometimes happens but also just sometimes doesn ' t happen now . Wtf are they doing ? <| sep |> if you are proposing that you completely don ' t want to know how you are doing , than I don ' t know what to really tell you . I think it is quite silly to stick your head in the sand completely over how you are doing . it is a team game , your contribution to the team is important . honestly this feels like more of a struggle with OCD than a problem with the game , and as someone with an anxiety disorder I can understand that better <| sep |> White ppl are the ones that whine the most about historical injustices committed by whites , it was at first wellintentioned , but they end up losing the plot and become obsessed with selfcriticism to the point they can no longer see anything in perspective . I ' ll give you a real world example , a recent study found a majority of college students believed America invented slavery . How do you get to that point without ignoring the fact that slavery was practiced by every civilization since history began ?