I want to craft the recent raid global exclusive spheres . starting with Blight ' s Core specifically , but i cant find it in the Imperial capital sphere section . I ' ve done all of the Raid missions btw <| sep |> Sudanese people are starving on the street and Omar AlBasheer is too busy with South Sudan and being China ' s oil well . <| sep |> I think that the 50 k players will crash cause nobody is going to be trading them into an SBC considering it isn ' t worth it and they ' ll constantly be listed on the market from SBC rewards lol if anything , I can see cheaper players rising a lot , something like what happens when the hybrid nations and league challenges are released . <| sep |> Boyfriend here . Prior to this , when I was asked about had I cheated , was I faithful , etc . , I ' d responded with confidence that I hadn ' t . To be clear , 100 % nothing physical happened . I know that , 100 %. I can say with a certainty that the first time I had any intimate relations with anyone was her , and before that , half a decade . And literally noone else . I don ' t disavow that I cheated . At the time , yeah , with my shittyness I was rationalizing and being a piece of shit . But that I never thought I had cheated . That I thought we weren ' t exclusive , and that we were honestly on the outs . That it was going nowhere . And when I got together , I never thought I had cheated . After all , I wasn ' t with her , thus I didn ' t cheat . So yeah , I forgot about it . I ' m pretty sure I thought about it later that year , when I went back to the same place , and buried it out of shame . Clearly , after all of this , it ' s cheating . I fucked up . But I don ' t have the answers she ' s looking for . I can ' t recite word for word the conversations I had , any more than I can remember what the clerk at the grocery store said . I don ' t have the answers and it ' s killing me . She doesn ' t understand , and I can ' t explain it to her . How do I explain that it ' s something I don ' t know ? ?? I acknowledged that what I did was cheating , but I don ' t have the conversations , the locations , or anything like that . It ' s extraordinary frustrating that I don ' t have answers or can even do things . At work , if I don ' t type a phone call into oneNote as I ' m on the call , I ' ll be unable to remember 30 minutes later . It ' s really frustrating trying to explain that I literally don ' t know , when I ' m being pushed on an answer , and I have nothing . I ' m really trying to get her the information she needs , and I can ' t . I ' ve asked her to call this girl several times to verify it , or even in the case that I ' m wrong , prove me wrong , but she ' s unwilling to do so . What do I do ? I feel like I ' m just bouncing off a wall . I don ' t care what the options are . I want the best for her , and frankly , I think I already know what it is . It ' s already clear in the 2 comments that have been posted . I just don ' t know what to do .