I thought I was the only one should be brought to attention <| sep |> Assuming they live somewhere that places are within walking distance . <| sep |> Would you risk life in solitary confinement on that bet ? Because that is what is at stake for people who leak to wikileaks . I think , just my opinion , but I think wikileaks should make an effort to verify itself in some way . You can ' t just make Julian disappear and then say but everythings fine dont worry . Thats not a good enough assurance to risk life in prison . <| sep |> I ' m not the most experienced with life going on to the loss of long term friendships so I will not try to overstep my mark on what requires experience . But my thought on it if it ' s okay to express This is something I ' ve seen to be a normal part of life . Siblings fly away from the nest and sometimes contact can be scarce due to work distance personal life family , etc . If it troubles you I would recommend just trying to keep some kind of contact in any way that they ' re willing to uphold out of a mutual need to keep you in their life in some way . I can promise you it would not be easier if they were dead . You can ' t replace family to satisfy your own desire for a peace of mind . Not trying to sound harsh , apologies if I ' ve put it across in such a wayIf you want to accept it the best way is to keep yourself busy . It is the best way people usually cope with a grievance of most kinds . Try to spend more time with your current family and friends who care about you . I hope everything works out of you and you feel better regardless your end choice