He doesn ' t catch a lot of balls . 34 catches a game for 40 yards and a TD isn ' t bad by any means , but I think that guy just means he doesn ' t catch many balls <| sep |> Bethesda didn ' t develop DOOM . id Software did . That ' s why it runs great and has a story and is actually a fun game <| sep |> I ' m not 100 % on that , which is why I asked the question . <| sep |> This isnt advice . I cant change what I think of myself . I can pretend I am postive , thats it . Many people pretend it is possible to just think positively but how ? It would go against my personality . You cant really change that . Dont hate yourself is like saying just dont have cancer I can pretend but it doesnt make it go away <| sep |> But that gives money to the ultrarich of China , which is even worse .