Kudos to you . I can ' t keep that attitude . First time someone with a criminal history threatened me , I ' d be out . <| sep |> Maybe look at an SP fan instead of an AF fan like you have currently <| sep |> Gatekeeping doesn ' t help anyone and in fact only drives people away from the practice by making them think it ' s too much or that individuality isn ' t respected . I like this idea and agree about relaxing that sort of gatekeeping . At the same time I believe in the preservation of tried and proven methods as well as the preservation of pure lineages . <| sep |> It ' s probably me . I can ' t think of anything interesting to say around family so I sit quietly . When I do talk it ' s such a jam led mess of words and stuttering it probably makes me look like a freak .