I don ' t need it <| sep |> I ' m blue pill in terms of my inner mind towards myself . This is my kindof throwaway username . I ' ve been reading TRP a lot for a few months . I understand how many things work in terms of women . I understand the recipe in regards to women . Now after learning some time and figuring out how women work , I am back at myself . I want to create a proper self , and complete and healthy self identity . <| sep |> I feel the same way about technology . I can ' t handle it right now cause I ' m just searching for another addiction if not using porn . One my best streak I gave my Xbox to my buddy for him to borrow and only let me use my laptop in the living room . I have a roommate . I think my biggest downfall is my cellphone because everything is so easy to access