No . No it didn ' t . I am still old and wrinkly and bald . <| sep |> Poor Roland . All he wanted was to get to the dark tower . <| sep |> Checking in from my parents ' house , where I will be spending today and tomorrow , and I will be going to 2 meetings today to deal with that . I ' m sleeping in the room I got high in the most . The whole thing has been rearranged since I moved , but it still makes me feel weird . Had a dream that Chris got high , which woke me up a bit earlier than I expected , but whatever . He ' s fine . He thought it was funny that I worry about him when I leave for a couple days . I guess it is funny , because his sobriety is strong enough that he doesn ' t need people around all the time to stop him from making stupid decisions .