With about 600 less games . <| sep |> Honestly Singed can fuck Darius up pretty easily because he does too much damage to you while kiting you . I would just farm under tower , grab zz ' rot and not bother with his cheesy bullshit . <| sep |> If you have any inkling that your husband may harm you , it may not be worth it to tell him . The situation is tough . I understand your feelings fully , I understand why people would say to tell him , but sometimes things are better left untouched . I would personally take some time to reflect on your feelings regarding everything so far . I ' ve been through very similar things and feelings and they will probably flip flop ten more times for you . It ' s hard to understand what feelings are valid for us sometimes and its important to try not to be rash moving forward . Try to be logical and breathe and take time to process all of your thoughts to help you figure out what you really want and feel . Also , no one can tell you what you do or do not owe your husband based only on this post . Yeah cheating is bad of course but no one else is in your shoes . Sometimes it ' s not worth it for everyone involved and you chalk it up as a one time mistake if that ' s how you really feel to preserve not only your life but his and your marriage . Especially if he has the capacity to be that explosive , its not outrageous to consider your well being is more important than his knowledge on your infidelity . It does seem like you may be suppressed or oppressed within your marriage and should reconsider that whole relationship . I would talk to my therapist on this matter most definitely .