I ' ve stopped carrying a spare mag with my double stacks . Then I started again . Then I stopped . Now I ' m starting again . <| sep |> Independence to me is ability to keep up living standard even in bad scenarios economic crash , loss of job option value in case I might sometimes despise work right now I enjoy it being able to care for family even in worse scenarios independence from mainstream opinion i . e . being able to politically say what I think without being ostracized not that it ' s currently to a degree where it ' s careerthreatening but the trend of SJWdom goes towards that <| sep |> Lol your maps layout is so simlair to layout of my future map . <| sep |> Ethn vastaisuudessa postaa knniss , jos tuotos on tllaista .