Get to 36 challenges . I ' m at 34 now . Also get all four guardians and Shaper . I have three guardians down , still need Hydra . Finally get every map on my atlas . I just need Core and I ' ll have them all save for the expensive uniques . <| sep |> Pffffffft all the cool kids are using the SYSTEM account . <| sep |> No , don ' t apologize ! I understand that some people unfortunately cannot access mental health care for various reasons . Do you have a friend or relative that you trust and feel like you could talk with when things are rough ? It ' s not ideal , of course , but at least it ' s free and your parents wouldn ' t need to be involved . And I understand the reluctance to discuss this due to shame and feeling like it ' s overwhelming and hopeless . I sincerely wish I had some advice that would be helpful to you !