The example wasn ' t of my abilities , i ' m not saying i can beat you up because i beat the drugged dude up . I used that example to say that i was cut twice , big cuts in my arms for which i still have scars and at the time i didn ' t feel them AT ALL . Only noticed it when i saw the blood afterwards . Cutting yourself cooking is not even close to the same experience . Adrenaline is a hell of a drug , and thats the difference . You have no adrenaline while cooking . <| sep |> He fumbled <| sep |> rraisedbynarcissists is for you . Look up grey rocking and the purposes and practices of LC and VLC . These will help . <| sep |> I know , then I forget to change it back for the next map I ' m like a toddler with a fire hose . <| sep |> holy shit man it ' s exactly the same for me . I used to have tinder and would get 56 matches a day , usually on my first swipes . Of those 13 would be quite attractive , the others a bit average . I deleted tinder just over a month ago , reinstalled it a week and a half ago . First 7 days were fine , back to normal 67 matches a day on average then . then suddenly it stopped , I ' ve had just 35 matches in total in the last 4 days or so . Genuinely feels like I ' m invisible on the app suddenly . Feels a bit pointless now . When did this start for you ?