If you can ' t afford it , maybe you should go somewhere else . Maybe you should ' ve made better decisions and gotten a more useful degree . See , how does that feel ? <| sep |> Well , if the grammar rules are simple then that ' s a bonus . That ' s the problem with English as a common language , the grammar rules are not so easy for nonEnglish speakers . <| sep |> very nice , thanks a lot ! <| sep |> Hey are you Bruce Wayne ? <| sep |> Huh it looks like rVinesauce is leaking <| sep |> but the guidance keeps evading meyeah but you keep evading it ! why trawl zen for its half arsed garbage when you claim to have read emily dickinson ? what is the difference between the way emily approached things and you approach things ? she didn ' t do drugs , she looked for the inner semantic coherence and that carried her through her life in true mystical endeavour ! you are certainly almost frighteningly intelligent , it seems to me you have taken a deliberate road of self destructionnbspnbsp . nbspnbsp . nbspnbsp you just don ' t want the trouble or bother of trying to figure it all out and the relief of not existing is all you seek ! basically you just play in mental junk when you know better so i can only assume its deliberatea bit of an attention whore too ! ounlike most you have the intellectual horsepower necessary . . . the truely enlighened zen style take every wrong turning in life , otherwise they would be successful for instance you going into university rather than commercial music was a mistake , you would a well known figure today had you gone commercial . . the really hard thing to get is this constant failure and its synchronicity with the inadequacy of life in the face of the infinitepeople continually approach the matter from the point of bettering themselves but they travel in the wrong direction . .