Aaron Gordon has some nice dunks . <| sep |> its a translation <| sep |> RemindMe ! 3 months <| sep |> Yeah WTF . Where my SHW at ? There are a bunch of us who would be competitive in a meet like this . Maybe not me quite yet , but there are a few who could be on this roster . <| sep |> Drink lots of hair got me right in the gag reflex <| sep |> I ' m so , so sorry you are going through this and having to do it alone . I ' ve miscarried twice , each between 1011 w . They were unexpected , so I was in the emergency room for both . I naively thought they might be able to help . I guess they did by giving me pain meds , but as far as working through the contractions etc , weI was on my own . The 2 nd time , I let hubby go back to work . Having to watch helplessly while I went through that was excruciating for him , so I didn ' t want him to have to do it again . I hope you ' re through the worst of the physical process now . Then will begin the next phase . Grief was a total ahole . For a few weeks it enveloped me . Then later on it could pop up at oddinconvenient times . Please take very good care of yourself and call on the things and people that support you . You will find your way through the things that will comfort you andor give you release . I wrote in kind of a journal , which helped , and later on , we donated to a charity that entailed us choosing text to go on a brick . It helped me to know that there was something in the world that marked that they had existed . I visited it a few times , but haven ' t felt the need or had time in the last year as we tried one last time 5 day blast transfer and this time we made it . I ' m sleeping next to my precious 3 month old and I am sending you thoughts of comfort , healing , and should you choose to try again , hope . hugs