I can ' t answer the first part for you , as it ' s something very personal to you . All I can recommend is doing what you can to stabilize yourself first and foremost . Seek out counseling andor support groups , online if inperson isn ' t an option . Might I suggest rRaisedByNarcissists ? On the form question sure , there ' s nothing wrong with that . Many start off that simply . <| sep |> Thank goodness for all wheel drive . <| sep |> The parts where it ' s not a bunch of dudes sync headbanging in the video are awesome . Musically not bad <| sep |> Oh am I thankful <| sep |> Correct , you have to set up the skill bar while overload is active . <| sep |> i listen to it everyday for 5 hours ever since it came out , and i ' ve cried every time