Knowing at if I go the other way I will never have the opportunity to see my kids grow up , to know they will be without a father , and that I will never have the opportunity to be the person I truly want to be deep down . <| sep |> Anywhere can be paradise , as long as you have the will to live , after all you are alive , So you ' ll always have the chance to be happyI fucking love that line and find myself going back to it every once in a while just to feel that warm content feeling it gives you . <| sep |> it bothers me way more than I ought to when people don ' t bank their turns properly . There ' s barely a flat bit in my current pride and joy 0 AziNPAHYU , sadly I ' m crap when it comes to theming lol <| sep |> I ' ve been in that situation too !