Glad I didn ' t buy one honestly . <| sep |> Interesting ! Firstly , sorry to hear about you loosing your job , same happened to me earlier this year . And secondly , I ' m really too new myself to give any meaningful advice , but I just wanted to connect . And also let you know that I find your voice very relaxing . The kind of voice that would would match well to a painting tutorial . Like Bob Ross . That ' s not me slagging you , that ' s a compliment in my book Artist here . My advice for what it ' s worth is to do it if you love it , take it as downtime and a hobby . At 38 I thought I was no springchicken to be trying this let ' s play thing , but find myself encouraged , knowing I ' m not the only seasoned gamer here in fact there are probably a great many of us ! Like you I ' ve been working in webItcomputers in general and have lost jobs along the way , I ' ve also released fantasy novels , games , and art books , and all in my spare time , so I think we may be cut from the same cloth there , so I can relate with your need to be proactive . But the reason I do the let ' s play thing now , is because my gaming has suffered at the expense of my other extracurricular sideprenear work , and I wanted to get back to it . Having been gaming since the 80 s probably much like yourself it ' s always been a passion , this gives me an outlet , and a way to trick my brain into thinking I ' m working , as in , who knows in 3 years time I might be able to turn it into a fulltime gig . So that ' s what I think you should do . So don ' t worry about sucking at it which I don ' t think you do just invest in it , and take it as youtime for now . Oh , and us old timers should stick together , Maybe we can do some collab stuff in the future . Sorry my post probably isn ' t all that useful , but hey , maybe there ' s something in it for ya . All the best