I am thankful for squeaky floor hoops . <| sep |> I am a level 27 right now . I started on pc not too long ago . I mostly play widowHanzo , genji , and rien . I haven ' t done great with healers thus far but my best is probably mercy . Username Sandyballz 77 # 1287 <| sep |> Its not ramble . i read it all and hear you . Youve done so much for your family like any husbandfather would want to but the truth thats always been there but able to be pushed deep down somewhere within yourself is the fact that you need things to . LOVE , to be heard , compromise , consideration of your needs and wants . You can only withdraw so long before your at a negative . Theres hope tho most usually always in my opinion but i believe your wife would need to first hear your truth . Its not easy to say or hear but how do you even begin to heal and move forward together if you dont start with the plain ole honest truth ? I pray that God ' s will be done in your life and in your marriage .