I rotate between multiple pairs of Reeboks , a pair of Asics , and Crocs . I hate when the trim on the sneakers is white , because it gets dirty so quick and then you look kind of frumpydirty at work . I also hate that because of have wide feet I have a much narrower selection of sneakers . <| sep |> A kiddy fiddler . <| sep |> I was 18 and it was with my now boyfriend . We were just friends at first , then he admitted to having feelings . About a week later I told him I had feelings for him too . We were sitting in my room in the basement and he asked if he could kiss me . I got nervous and said uh , no not now , which he took as a rejection and decided he should just go home . He began to leave , and I could tell he was upset . I felt terrible because I really wanted him to kiss me but I was just incredibly nervous that I ' d be awful compared to the other girls he has kissed . I walked with him even though he asked me not to , and as we were waiting at a cross walk I grabbed him and gave him a big hug . When I pulled away from the hug he kissed me . It wasnt a very good kiss since I tried to chicken out and turn away . He said here lets try again and kissed me again . That was a bit better and kissed me again . By that time my head was spinning and my heart was beating so fast I thought I was going to pass out ! I told him I should go and I walked back home smiling . He texted me saying he was sorry and we don ' t ever have to do it again . I told him that it was really great , even though I ' m not a good kisser , and I was really glad we kissed . He told me that it was the best kiss he ' s ever had in his life .