I wasn ' t really counting safety pipping , I was thinking just about a normal pip . So if we say that you normal pip in 50 % of the games that you die , that would still put you at a 72 . 5 % chance of pipping as a survivor compared to 95 % as a killer . And remember I ' m talking about the ideal world where the devs balance the game exactly as they want it with 2 survivors escaping and 2 dying . The point I ' m trying to make is that imho the current state of the bloodpoint system does not lend itself to an easy way of balancing the game . <| sep |> I will try to find someone who would be willing <| sep |> So you ' ve given him oral all this time , pretending to be totally fine with it . It ' s your husband ' s favorite sex act , and he married you thinking that you enjoy giving it to him . And now you want to take that away , now that he ' s committed to staying with you for life . This is immensely unfair to him . Usually , I ' m all about communicating openly with your partner . But in this case , if you tell him that you hate going down on him , you ' ll be taking away his enjoyment of something he loves , permanently . He can ' t get it from anyone else , and he ' ll never be able to fully enjoy it even if you ' re willing once in a great while because he ' ll know how you feel about it . My advice is to try to focus , if possible , on how much you love giving him pleasure , rather than the act itself . Think of how much he enjoys it , specifically from you . And if you do decide to talk to him about this , be very careful with what you say , because whatever you say can never be taken back , and it has the potential to significantly alter how he experiences sex with you .