Woah I got Resettied . <| sep |> i was just too intelligent lol . I used to think how on earth could one guy get to ALL the houses in one night . <| sep |> Hunter S . Thompson stories are the best kind of stories . What harm could come of telling one to a bunch of internet strangers ? <| sep |> Give infinite money to charity . Think I was doing good . Destroy world economy . <| sep |> Yeah , counselors office sounds better than nothing . I ' d still advise you to seek medical help whenever you are capable of it . You can ' t get medicine without a doctors prescription . Not too sure how your relationship is with your parents , but doesn ' t seem like it ' s too well . Maybe just tell them something along the lines of Momdad , I don ' t feel too well at the moment , can you take me to the doctors ? You don ' t have to go in too much detail . And if you get prescription medicine , don ' t worry too much about the cost of it , it ' s very cheap . I pay like 15 cents per pill . Another good advice I have for you is to do something you ' ve never done before ! Sounds really vague , I know , but sometimes that ' s what you need to get back on track again . A few suggestions meditation , fitness , going for a walk , reading a book , write all your thoughts down on a piece of paper , do something for someone else the possibilities are endless . It probably won ' t be a cure , but it ' ll keep your mind busy from all the suffering that ' s going on in your head .