Don ' t blame yourself , noone could have seen this coming . Even if you stopped it for one night , there ' s nothing to say she wouldnt have done it another night . I can ' t claim to understand what you ' re feeling but I want to support you in any way possible . I hope your children get the justice they deserve . What happened to them is unfathomably heinous . I ' m so sorry for your loss . <| sep |> I grew up on a farm . Farmers . Farmers say and do that . Probably plenty of others as well , but I know my father has taken many a sick or severely injured animal out back and shot them . <| sep |> we are slowly shifting towards Pingu <| sep |> ended up doing this , was hesitating to firstly but probably saved me a decent week of giving up frustrated , so tyvm