Jesus Christ . User name checks out . <| sep |> Once he plays good he will get more Lakers fans DDDD eh eh eh ? <| sep |> I am the one , don ' t weigh a ton <| sep |> First of all . HILARIOUS . second . Where did all that footage come from ? <| sep |> It belonged to a girl , blonde , probably in her mid 20 ' s . Maybe she would ' ve been something , maybe she would ' ve ended up dead in a ditch instead of on my front lawn . The cops said the last 4 engaged in highrisk behaviors , which I ' m pretty sure is a nice way of saying they were hookers or druggies . I ' m not going to judge , we ' re all dealt cards , and if you have to crawl through mud to make it to the end , at least you put up a fight . When my mom would watch the local news , and some story about a girl that ' s missing , or a guy who got shot for mouthing off came on , she ' d always have something to say . That ' s so sad or I hope they find her . Something like that . And I always rolled my eyes . Not because it ' s wrong to care for strangers , that sounds like a commendable way to live , but because I can ' t believe anyone who tells me they do . Maybe there are some real life saints out there who cry over every dead girl , every beaten wife , and every bus crash , but I ' ve never met one . People don ' t care about another man ' s pain . Every second someone spends hurting is time they don ' t spend fawning over you , and that ' s what we want , we want validation . You want everyone to think you mourn the still photos on the news , because you want them to think you ' ll mourn them . So maybe they ' ll mourn you . I don ' t mourn that girl . I never knew her . She never gave me a thing . She was one in 7 billion , and I ' m the same man now that I was when she still had air in her lungs . I ' m not going to offer any cliches , or condolences . If she had a family , I ' m sure someone ' s sent flowers by now . I ' m going to clean off that rock and move on , like I ' m supposed to . If you ' re breathing , you keep going .