fluttershhIt would probably have a sad ending . <| sep |> I browsed through many , many recipes before I started mixing , and I don ' t know , something just felt . off . I think I ' m good with trying stuff by myself , thinking and testing what could work for me , specifically . Because I ' m mixing for me . Who cares if a million people enjoyed some recipe someone else made , I care about what I like . I ordered a bunch of flavors and I ' m eager to try them all , and combining them into interesting stuff , even if they just suck balls later , I ' ll just know what not to do . Try stuff for yourself , don ' t follow any guideline , maybe you ' ll find some good stuff . I don ' t know what else could work , you already tried all my suggestions lol And also , I ' m a math teacher , I freaking LOVE parentheses .