If you can , get a refund . Best Buy is selling the Ultimate Edition for $ 20 . <| sep |> Gwilin My father taught me an important lesson many years ago . He said ' Gwilin , you have the whole world before you . Go out and experience it . be whatever you want to be . ' So I took his advice , and here I am . This life might not look like much to you , but I ' m content , and isn ' t that all that matters ? Sheogorath he can really cheer me up when I ' m struggling with my mental health . That ' s why he ' s the Mad God . He ' s not lol random he ' s actually the Patron Daedra of the mentally ill . At least that ' s how I like to see it . <| sep |> He touched the mud . <| sep |> That ' s what I mean . Whatever form of addiction it may be , it ' s addictive nonetheless .