But the problem is she is not mistaken in how to improve their life , she just doesn ' t want to . She realizes her acting cute is a crutch but she doesn ' t want to change it because it ' s easier for her that way . She lets Kaiki deceive her because he convinces her that she does not really want to be a god . It was not about caring about other people , it was about her being happier as a mangaka then a god . <| sep |> I decided to run to the store right now and there were like 5 over there <| sep |> HAHA YES ! Similar taste can go a long way ! <| sep |> Someone who wears only arc ' teryx here i ' m definitely not an asshole . Wet coastal climate means we usually have to wear gore tex head to toe and the brand of choice is Arc ' teryx for 90 % of the population .