We aren ' t New Zealand . <| sep |> Did you turn the difficulty down at all ? <| sep |> I ' d have that up all year <| sep |> I feel kind of guilty thoughShe has been abusive , and unfair to me . So because of this it did make me a little care less about her . I started treating her how she treats me and she would get angry and then treat me even worse , but yelled at me to treat her better , and I did . While she treated me like nothing . now she talks to a lot of guys because she tells me that they care more about her than I do . But I do care about her , she just hurts me . and wants more love , and doesn ' t give me much care , so it hurts that I have to give so much up for her and get treated physically <| sep |> Thanks , i ' ll be looking into it