I don ' t doubt your a nice guy and everyone deserves chances . Maybe you should focus on your daughter and finishing your education at this point . I think once your older , finish schooling and are settled in life this won ' t be as much of an issue . Your putting this girl in a bad situation with her parents and while she is 18 I can guarantee she still relies on her parents . Please leave her be . <| sep |> I got it after about 18 ish hours , and I screamed when I got it . Woke up my family . <| sep |> Perotti Totti Lamela for full flair . Come on , Massara , do it . <| sep |> I ' m glad to hear you ' re functioning properly now , but yeah it really sucks . I guess all we can do is try and stay positive and try push the intrusive thoughts away . I ' m seeing a psychotherapist but she doesn ' t seem to be really focusing on my health anxiety at all so I ' m gonna say it to her next time I ' m there . Thanks for your reply