It ' s not the cost I ' m worried about . School is really busy for me when the special would come out and access to the rest of the library on Netflix would kill my productivity . <| sep |> Northern Twin Cities <| sep |> i think this is frame blending pixel motion option in after effects . its also called morph cut in premiere video transitions <| sep |> Nmom told me people were jealous of me when I was growing up , and I believed her . There is a lot of favoritism in my family and she played on that , saying my uncle was jealous of the attention I was getting because his kids weren ' t getting the same . She very intentionally put the ball in my court and I felt horrible about it but as an adult I realize it was probably just horseshit . The reality is most people I meet like me but there ' s always that doubt in the back of my mind .