I figure I ' ll go around to everything I have never seen anyone do it in my pocket and just wander around . <| sep |> I am thankful for making it through another year . I struggle with depression and anxiey and the fact that I ' m so impulsive scares me sometimes . Esepcially when I ' m feeling really down . Also thankful for being able to be in a place in life where I have enough time and income to enjoy hobbies rather than live paycheck to paycheck like I expected for myself . Definitely grateful for my cousin who is like a dad or big brother , both of which I do not have . And my younger sister who keeps me grounded and learned to play Yugioh , Pokemon , Munchkin and a lot of other games to play with me . <| sep |> cuz if ya dont tawk lik dees . den you aint a reel black person