I ' m telling y ' all , bet mid sized amounts and cash out early , keep doing that over and over and it all adds up . Play conservatively , takes a bit longer but is much safer for your money . <| sep |> Looking at your post history I choose to ignore you . <| sep |> That is so true . Drinking will make nothing better . A guy at a TED talk once said , Ethanol the alcohol in everything , is only good for one thing , to counter the effects of Methanol . Nothing else . But that is my rational mind , not my emotional mind . Thank you for your support . I ' m trying to hang in there . Looking forward to that run to clear my mind tomorrow morning , just to reset my emotional balance . <| sep |> I suppose it ' s a small improvement over just burning them down .