Oh , I was definitely not mistaking other noises for my name . I have a unique name , and the voice was very clear and loud , the third time . <| sep |> Its like I ' m a father but all of my kids are pieces of shit . <| sep |> Must be a typo . Happens all the time , tbh . Otherwise the price would be utterly absurd . Well I just noticed an orbital buffer is an option for my Ryobi extra tool , so now I ' m having day dreams of detailing my car to perfection . As if I have the knowledge or patience to properly handle paint care . Don ' t be a sucker , just get the Sawzall . <| sep |> Long distance is scary , it ' s not like I can go to parties with her or take her out on dates or comfort her or even talk to her face to face . We trusted eachother immensely . Yes alcohol contributed to this happening , peer pressure played a part . She ' s just inexperienced with alcohol and I feel like those guys are to blame . Do I believe her story , yes i do . I pressed her if there were any other details she wanted to share with me , and she said she doesn ' t know or remember anything else . I know she ' s upset , I know the type of girl she is and Im hurt for how she ' s feeling because I was in her position at one point too . if I was her I would want me to forgive her and know how sorry I was . However , from my experience broken trust if not addressed correctly will doom the relationship with resentment and increased controlling behavior . I love her so much but part of me feels like she just wants to flirt with other guys because of this , while the other half thinks she ' s sincere .