Amazon . ca , you can get something like 10 m of RGB LED strips for $ 50 Just look up RGB LED strip <| sep |> Lol , don ' t . Renting is much more cost effective , especially for that range . A good dslr body alone is way more than 500 . <| sep |> thats basically how some commissioned jobs work . you have to sell a minimum number of units before you can earn commission . <| sep |> They always get ya with the fine print . <| sep |> Operatives hps has always been on top ? <| sep |> A fountain with a leaf floating around in it <| sep |> I can ' t comment without seeing the actual picture , but I can tell you that most people don ' t like how they look in pictures . I ' ve seen it in people who I would consider very prettycutehandsome . They stare at their pictures and all they see is a giant list of imperfections . Who knows , maybe you are as ugly as you say , but just keep in mind that people always don ' t like their photos . Anyway at least you have good motivation now . Be sure to turn it to discipline . Motivation is a fickle emotion . It comes and goes quickly . So channel the energy into building a discipline that can last and guide you through the journey . Best of luck .