Sounds definitely like Fi and Te to me . <| sep |> you have been thru a lot to find out this bug . upvoted <| sep |> A lot of that $ 400 for food was spent on alcohol . I ' ve stopped drinking since the injury and more accurately spend around ~$ 175200 m . Also the freelance work I do is my only real marketable skill . I ' m passionate about the field I work in , and I really don ' t want to give it up . It ' s the only career I ' ve ever had that satisfies me and that , to me , is worth more than a bigger paycheck and financial security . Yeah I ' m pretty fucked right now , but at least I ' m eager to heal so I can get back to work . Sometimes motivation is the greatest medicine . I like my job . I don ' t want to give it up . I cant even get a temporary job as I heal , my injury prevents me from doing anything with my hands .