Mate . RUN ! !! No seriously , run away from benzos because they are shit . I ' ve been on them for one month , tapering is a bitch . After eating my script a bit too quick I felt the worst delirium I have ever felt sober . Try running instead . Build up till you can run 10 km along some sweet forest track , them endorfins will tear apart that anxiety . If I was able to run again or even fucking walk more than a couple of hundred meteres I would have never needed this shit <| sep |> God bless you for sending it and trying to make it something the child will like . Gifts are the spirit of Christmas . When we send or receive them , it ' s a reminder of the greatest Christmas gift Christ . <| sep |> League fucked my life over as well now just starting to realize it when you meet the girl of your interest .