Now this is some true cringe <| sep |> What ? Taking the life of someone who is undeniably guilty of murder is different than randomly killing a person . <| sep |> You don ' t see a lot of original art of peppers , I thought it was cool . if you have better original pepper drawings I ' d love to see <| sep |> My abusive ex girlfriend . It ' s been 6 years now and it ' s still hard thinking back to it . I was a big , muscular guy dating this petite , cheerleader . If someone was told that there was an abusive relationship going on between us , never in a hundred tries would someone guess she was the abusive one . For people who say ignorant comments like , just leave her or things like that clearly don ' t understand . Everyday you ' re being told that nobody else would ever want you and you ' re lucky to have a girlfriend as great as she was , your father should be ashamed of who his son is , I don ' t know why anybody would waste time on you , etc . you feel so dependant on that person because you feel like there ' s nobody else who would ever love you and you ' re going to be alone forever if you leave . It was mostly verbalemotional abuse , but sometimes it did lead to physical . On days I felt that I could walk away from her comments she would come slap me , hit me , and she even hit me with a metal bat . This tears a person down so much you just can ' t do anything . The only way that I was able to leave her was that I completely accepted that if I left her I probably wouldn ' t ever find anybody else to ever care about me at all and I would always be alone . I was okay with that rather than being with this girl any longer . It was the absolute hardest thing I ever had to do . More and more comments about how I ' ll never find anybody or ever be loved , how I should kill myself if I do actually leave because it will only be worse living without her . I blocked her on every social media , her phone number , everything save an actual legal document making her stay away and I just felt numb . She showed up to my house multiple times but I never went to the door to see her . It took 3 years before I let someone back into my life romantically . And it was a complete blessing compared to what I was in . I eventually broke things off with her , just because we never saw each other . But as of 4 months ago , I have been engaged to my girlfriend of 2 . 5 years and were getting married next June . She is the greatest thing that ever happened to me and the only person who I ' ve ever been able to talk to about that relationship . I am so so grateful have her in my life , I wouldn ' t be the person I am today without her pushing me through college and now supporting me through med school as well . Because I burned the old bridge when I did , I was able to move away to college and meet my future wife . I do not regret any part of what I did , and I truly hope that my old abusive ex sees what she has done and changes to a better person . She has two kids to different fathers now , and I certainly wish that she will never treat those children how she treated me and they can grow up and live great lives .