So now Greenway is old , slow , and can ' t tackle . He ' s done this year . Where is Lamur <| sep |> you mean like meterpreter or some shit <| sep |> Eh , there are so few shows I watch and so rarely that it ' s easier to just say I don ' t than to list exceptions . <| sep |> I just had these exact same thoughts a few days ago and I tried to accept for a moment what it would actually feel like to be alone . I hope what I ' m going to say can help at least a bit . There are other ways to think about this situation if we allow ourselves to believe in them . First , no matter what you do , you won ' t be alone . There will always be somebody that cares for you or at least someone you can feel connected with . Even your post is helping people all around the world to feel connected and talk about a topic that deeply touches each of us and honestly I think this is wonderful . But the real problem is the physical connection , right ? I ask you just as an experiment to think for a moment that the sensation of emptiness we feel and being hugged may be completely unrelated topics . I think but mine are only theories that what we are all searching for is reassurance . When you hug someone you unconsciously feel both protective and protected . This gives us a reason to live take care for someone and know that they ' ll do the same for us . I have found hope in thinking that at any moment I can give myself a completely different goal . The idea of being free to travel gave me a huge sensation of wellbeing during those days . Or maybe I may be incredibly good at my job and make a difference working on something I believe into . All this is to say that you we may be completely wrong about the reasons we feel what we are feeling and the solution may be completely different to what we think ! At this very moment I ' m searching for a reason to live that can make me excited to start each day that is completely unrelated to the people I ' m with . It ' s a hard process for everyone I guess . Also , reading the comments , it seems we all have a clear image of what a relationship should feel like but I know too many people that have exactly what we want and aren ' t happier than us . They simply have different problems . People married for ages that question themselves whether their partners still love them or not , young couples totally insecure about they relationships that act in overly protective ways and so on . I think we have all created stories of situations that don ' t exist as we pictured them and it doesn ' t make sense for us to despair for this reason . We may as well all feel bad because unicorns aren ' t real ! Have a nice day everybody , we all deserve to allow ourselves to be happy !