Just to mention , they already have access to your internet history if they have a warrant to do so . This bill allows law enforcement and other agencies to do so without a warrant . <| sep |> It was inevitable . My mum lived with cancer for 10 years and eventually it spread to her brain . That entire last year was a gradual process of her fading away . The things that make it ok are having had time to adjust , I had a year to prepare . Seeing her so ill in her final weeks was the worst part for me that it came as a relief when she didn ' t have to suffer anymore . She was also such a great person so I have a lot of amazing memories which I am thankful for . I also find it helps understanding that death is inevitable . Can ' t do much about it and it ' s more normal to bury a parent than for it to be the reverse situation . The things I struggle with are thinking of the things she won ' t see . She won ' t be at my wedding , she ' ll never meet her grandchildren . That sort of stuff sucks and I don ' t know if that feeling will ever go away , but I can accept it because life isn ' t perfect . I also struggle with my dad as he is very different to her . He can be quite difficult sometimes and I don ' t feel like my family will ever be as close without my mum as the main link . It ' s a big change for me but I can cope easily because it ' s a part of life nearly everyone goes through . Life goes on and unless something crazy happens , it ' ll be my children thinking the same about me one day .