Michael Bay isn ' t considered a reputable director at all <| sep |> He is 100 % talking about his erection , not the book . FTFY <| sep |> I can relate to you ! In elementary there were 3 girls that I had a crush on , and there was definitely no attraction to guys . But actually , when each of them seemed to reciprocate , I felt really uncomfortable and forgot my feelings instantly . I guess I wasn ' t that different then , only I was in a traditional community . During high school I was just kind of asexual I guess , I just felt ' interested ' in a lot of guys in a nonsexual way I ' m hard to understand , sorry , I can ' t describe it better . Now I ' m in college , and I ' m only attracted to guys , I ' m sure . I ' m in a different city now , that distance was needed for me to be able to accept myself .