Then Schwann xtel 0 plz . <| sep |> But you can just zoom in so that it ' s full screen . <| sep |> You need evidence in order to communicate that experience to us . Do you expect us to take you at your word ? On the internet ? <| sep |> Lol nice comparison . Yeah I guess I have always felt that methadone is way worse than even heroin . It ' s the strongest longest acting drug with the longest withdrawals . When I used to be on a high dose of methadone I was higher than I ' ve ever been on any other opiate except IV H and the methadone high is so clean feeling . I felt as If I should of quit cold turkey off of h and never did methadone , than I switch to telling myself look how far you have come , and look at all you have accomplished while also on MMT I ' m staying MMT or doing the kratom thing . but I have medicaid so it ' s only $ 10 a week for me . I have way too many bills and a current huge goal is keeping me at my job instead of switching to my career , until around February . So I have to get a dr to write me a script which yes will be hard but you would be surprised at what wearing scrubs and a stethoscope to a doctor ' s appointment can do for you , lol . I really appreciate all the advice everyone . Really changed my mind and made me feel confident about changing my mind