Hope you are fluent in reading firmware to ensure there ' s no backdoor . <| sep |> Also called charity <| sep |> Still cold call , but now it ' s business . So yes but not someone ' s house anymore <| sep |> Oregon would have a hipster that would die off immediately , and a crazy hippie that would start a marijuana farm in the far corner of the arena . <| sep |> i just threw up in my mouth a little <| sep |> Absolutely . I ' m certainly not oblivious to these kind of realities as these sorts of things have happened to my own mother and one of my best JW friends . It ' s absolutely heartbreaking . What was behind my comment was rather that I thought for most of my life that this is what would happen to everyone , as a given if they left the organisation . Rationally I thought it was rubbish but it was enough to keep me in . We all make our own decisions and it doesn ' t have to be detrimental .