I am in a similar situation . I dated this woman which I loved the most and she loved me and it was incredible when we were in good terms and so very terrible when we were in bad terms . Anyway , I fckd up and she gave me many chances , but at last she ended up with a chimp that I know he is nothing , but a bandaid cause the mofo was hitting on her for 2 years before she decided to ditch me and go with him . I am 45 and know I will never experience the Big Love ever again and have to live with it and know that exactly at this moment she may be sucking his d ! ck . We all make decisions and have to live with some of our choices for the rest of our lives . <| sep |> Definitely was a good way to do it . It was a memorable Arya moment in a season full of Arya moments !