It shouldn ' t be . You are killing someone . It should be hard , because it ' s an evil . You can come up with any way to cover for yourself . But the reason its difficult is BECAUSE ITS ALIVE AND YOU ARE KILLING IT . If you are fine with it , cool but its still ending a life for personal convenience . And the subconscious shame you have to go through is deserved . <| sep |> Fuck yes bro ! !<| sep |> That guys gut does not bulge out around the belly button in the same way at all . <| sep |> What was the purpose ? Just for a joke , or ? <| sep |> Meet up , or call , tell him how you feel , let him tell you how he feels . That will probably sort out a lot of shit , because right now you ' re both going to be assuming eachothers ' feelings and thoughts , and they ' re probably both incredibly off the mark . I dunno if you ever watch any of those chickflicky type movies I hate them personally but when all this drama starts because two people won ' t just fess up about their feelings and talk when it ' s clear they both have feelings for eachother , and then it just gets worse and worse because they avoid eachother and then you just want to punch the screen until the plot resolves itself ? That ' s you guys right now , you definitely just have to talk it out ! I wouldn ' t take it as an outright rejection , I think he ' s confused , and being drunk wouldn ' t have helped either of you , so just talk !