We joined a bunch of wars that had nothing to do with us . Wars that destroyed lives and birthed terrorism . <| sep |> There is a difference between people thinking something is being used in a derogatory fashion and something actually being used in a derogatory fashion . They probably forced the name change for the sake of people not bashing him for the name when they don ' t even know what they ' re talking about . <| sep |> I ' ve never seen a team get less PI calls than this Cowboys team . <| sep |> I ' ll see how it looks on my survivor . Maybe I ' ll play with it , or I just get the legacy prestige for the head . Killer will always be 3 legacy for me , because there is almost no downside . <| sep |> It is impossible ! It ' s just so common and normal for everyone to drink and party during the holidays ! It makes it so hard . Sometimes I wonder if it ' s worth quitting or if I could be having more fun if I was drinking with everyone . Ugh but anyways I will not drink today . Day 11 !