Believe it or not , I have come to like these dreams . Hear me out . It ' s not at all because I like being reminded of drinking , but because through all the addictions I ' ve had cigs , dip , alc those dreams started coming right as I was really starting to get things back on track and never while being in the thick of it . It does scare the shit out of you when you wake up , but how relieved are you it was just a nightmare ? As someone who just fucked this past week and have finally locked myself down tonight to detox , I can ' t wait until I get that drinking dream and know I ' m clear . <| sep |> could you share when you ordered ? Thanks . <| sep |> I added a bit . Nasty stuff . I hope she dies of stroke tomorrow to put all this to rest . They can definitely find 40 K postal ballets or something someone has stashed in their garage .