So awesome man ! I just bought one of these back in July , my first synth too ! Gotta get going on those fresh sounds now . <| sep |> Elle est applicable le jour mme , dans le monde entier . A moins de remettre en cause la suprmatie papale , ce qui fait de toi un hrtique . <| sep |> It angers them that you have independent thought and beliefs . This isn ' t about meat it ' s about control . If you don ' t have an eating disorder now , it ' s not for lack of effort on their part . I love to cook . I also love animals . And I eat meat . Veganism isn ' t my choice , but good god , no healthy person would ever be this upset by someone else ' s dietary choices ! They slipped you meat ? They ' re out of their goddamn minds . You can ' t force your mind to want to eat , so I wouldn ' t try . Instead , maybe try approaching food with mindfulness . Sometimes , I just enjoy cooking , without even wanting to eat red bell peppers , the yellow of turmeric , the smell of limes or rosemary or coconut cream , the sound garlic makes when it hits hot oil . food works on so many olfactory levels that we don ' t even realize . Color is something that helps people unknowingly like food more , as does music , pretty flatware , and good company . If you can enjoy the process surrounding food without the pressure to eat , you might find yourself moving toward wanting to eat without trying .