Thing about homosexuality . I also had wierd gay themes during my explorations with LSD , Shrooms and MDMA and I eventually was able to uncover deeply buried memory of really scary sexual molestation traumainvolving knife and two bums . Seems those gay thoughts and trauma are connected . Regarding bringing memories during MDMA trip . Intention should be enought but don ' t expect that one MDMA session will magically solve all the problems . It ' s not that MDMA heals , it ' s more like MDMA creates conditions for your own psyche to go through healing process , so if the trauma was severe enough even good , properly doesed MDMA might not solve it in one sitting . <| sep |> They must really love her new show . From what Going Clear said , they are losing a lot of members and most of the money is in real estate . It would interesting to see their actual partitioner numbers .