I ' m down with Death coming back . <| sep |> This is why I never lift anything and have hired an assistant that is with me 247 . <| sep |> Oh yeah , it is fantastic in the summer <| sep |> This is a lie that they are using to justify their betrayal . I have a mail from their director specifically saying that they backstabber me for a contract . <| sep |> Thank you rdiy #!<| sep |> TBH I stayed up all night doing blow because I am afraid of the first thanksgiving without my grandparents . I ' m dreading it now . I have 1 mg clonazepam left , a bunch of kava pills , some Kratom , and a little bit of pot . If I had access at the moment to anything stronger I ' m sure I would be on top of it . <| sep |> It actually happened to me once , but then I remembered I was at Ikea .