I suffer from depression prior to the relationship , so it just makes my depression a lot worse . Thanks ! If you really did try , then there ' s nothing else you could have done . I feel like at some point of my relationship right now I ' m not really trying , because I get fixated on the thought that she ' s not really interested if she ' s not , then why should I bother with trying so hard ? Then again , it might just be me . When she ' s not really talking back to me , I find it very hard for me to talk to her . But when that happens , neither of us can really communicate with each other without feeling like there ' s tension going on . Like I can ' t talk to her without feeling like I ' m bothering her and I feel like she just doesn ' t want to talk to me due to my seemingly annoyed responses .