Good players get 60 %. A while back Mike Donais confirmed that Laughing has a 62 % wr with freeze mage , and that ' s not even a top tier deck in the meta . <| sep |> It ' s all controlled here including the user ' s minds . <| sep |> Guilt . To others with similar issues if you learn nothing else from this post , learn the following 1 . DO NOT avoid your guilt . 2 . DO NOT beat yourself up , it will only compound the problem . 3 . DO NOT ever allow yourself to be satisfied that you ' ve ' fixed yourself ' to the point that you become complacent in the pursuit of your own selfawareness selfimprovement . In my experience the best thing you can do with your guilt is to try your hardest to turn it into a source of constructive energy . Lastly , if you ' ve never done anything that causes you to feel intense guilt , don ' t assume that means the potential is not within you . To make that assumption is to put yourself and everyone around you at risk , like I did . That said , here ' s my long story . In my freshman year of college I got involved with a girl with serious drug problems . I had an image of myself as a ' good guy ' so I convinced myself that I could should take it upon myself to solve those problems . Thus began my role as a the classic enabler . Somehow , we eventually managed to begin to turn around the harmful patterns that we ' d fallen into . Then one day she slipped up , stole some of my mom ' s prescription medication , and I got so pissed that I decided to cut my losses . I dropped her at an inpatient rehab , got her deadbeat parents to say they would accept the responsibility for her from that point on , and burned the bridge . A few months later , she showed up outside one of my band ' s shows . I walked outside between sets and saw her waiting by the backstage door looking ragged , plaintive , and altogether desperate . I didn ' t say a single word , slammed the door , and stormed back inside , still as pissed over her stealing from my family as I was the day it happened . That was the last time I saw her . Less than a month later I heard that she had OD ' d and died . I experienced years of intense guilt , mainly focused on the two points when I denied her a second chance . There was a time when things were looking better , and to this day I wonder if either of those second chances could have set her back on a positive path . A few years later I was stuck in another unhappy , unhealthy relationship . One day I walked into my thengf ' s bedroom and found her on the floor barely conscious , incoherent , and with noticeably weak respiration and pulse . An empty bottle of Ouzo next to her that had been full that morning . Alcohol poisoning . I called 911 , and after they got her stabilized , the ER doctor told me that if I ' d been even a few minutes later she very conceivably would not have survived . Why does this incident contribute to my guilt ? Because immediately afterward I again decided to cut my losses and burn the bridge . I told myself at the time it was because I was the cause of what happened to her , but in reality I was just emotionally empty and not strong enough to stand by her . I knew what could happen when a person at her level of selfdestructiveness emotional vulnerability had any part of their support structure taken away , and I was too scared too weak to at least stand by her until I was sure she was strong enough to stand on her own . She ' s well now , but I still carried guilt over what could have happened to her as a result of my callous abandonment . If you don ' t hate me yet , buckle up . Fastforward another year or two and I had convinced myself that my issues were dealt with and I was ready to start dating again . Through some incredible , unearned stroke of luck , I got a second chance with my high school sweetheart . To this day she is one of the most kindhearted , tenacious , motivated , and allaround inspiring people I ' ve ever met . and I ended up punching her in the face . One night we were both drunk and we got into an argument . In the midst of a mutual flurry of accusations , I accused her of abusing her prescription pills . It was partly accurate and partly a projection of my lingering buried guilt . She got indignant , identified the projection at work , and yelled I ' m not your dead exgirlfriend ! At that moment I snapped . My mind flooded with rage and guilt so intense that I simply could not contain it , and I hit her in the face . Most days I still wake up and go to sleep with the guilt from that moment gnawing at me . It ' s always the same pattern . I remember the moment . I feel like a piece of shit . I remind myself that whatever pain I feel at the memory is completely insignificant next to the pain she experienced and probably still experiences . I think about hurting myself or offering to let her ' get me back ' in some way , but then I realize that would only be perpetuating the destructive cycle . The best way I ' ve found to handle the guilt is to try to use it as a force for good . Always work to improve yourself . Don ' t focus on the shitty person you ' ve been . Focus on the good person you one day hope to be . Always be in control of yourself and aware of how you effect those around you .