I asked because as a girl the whole it hurts the first time seems scary . So yeah , I was gonna ask my mom about her first time . I don ' t know the rest of her sex life if thats what your thinking . It ' s just common for girls to ask their mothers if it hurts the first time . Who else would I ask ? <| sep |> The girl I love is my best friend , the most beautiful , funny , and loyal person out there . I have loved her for over 5 years , she does not reciprocate . I taught myself to love her as a friend and be close to her , to enjoy that and nothing more . I did that well , I enjoyed it , I loved our friendship . I was in the friendzone and happy to be there . She never owed me anything . Then we got drunk and slept together . My feelings bubbled up and I couldn ' t control them . It was crushing to finally hear that she loves me but isn ' t in love with me . But I always expected that . I knew I ' d have to deal with that . In the process of getting back to good friends . I will get over it .