Yeah . I had two kids , but I couldn ' t breastfeed . And now they ' re about ready to start school so they really don ' t rely on me any more than they do their father . And I ' m infertile now , too , so I can ' t even have any more babies if I wanted to . It seems like my body really sucks at being female . At least I carried two healthy babies to term , though . So I guess it succeeded in that respect . I had a coworker who had six miscarriages and stillborn twins before she finally went on to have a healthy baby by using fertility treatment . Some people get it a lot worse so I shouldn ' t complain . But still , I had really hoped to be able to breastfeed but I couldn ' t do it for very long either time . I don ' t get why we can ' t be strong and have babies ? It just doesn ' t seem fair .