that was the worst . ellen just looked at her like what the fuck did this bitch just say ? <| sep |> My hope is that she lives as long as possible and I can be there at the end . I know it will hurt , badly , but I want to feel it . That pain will be proof of how much she meant to me . After that , I don ' t know . I ' ll probably get another dog . It would be an affront to my dog if I let her death end my life . I definitely agree that a dog is a luxury . Mine was unexpectedly expensive , but I luckily have a decent job In America , for the curious , so I was able to scrape by . Thank you for your words , let ' s all enjoy the day and seek our happiness . <| sep |> I love me a good parts pack , soALL of the Near Future mods , SXT Lack ' s Stock Extension , Planetary Bases , Stockalike Station parts , MRS Modular Rocket Systems , GameplayDmagic ScienceBecause I ' m lazyGravityTurn , MechJeb , BetterBurnTime , Kerbabl Alarm Clock , Contract Configurator