If you have plenty of money , why not step up and buy it . It ' s not crazy expensive , and you love the car which is rare <| sep |> Four months in still getting those o ' shit I screwed up I ' m going to get fired feels . <| sep |> I ' m suggesting this based purely on the fact that she ' s in med school , but a short story called Tissue Ablation by Michael Blumlein . You may be able to find it online for free , otherwise it belongs to a short story collection called The Brains of Rats . Should be cheap to buy . I would class it as medicalhorror fiction but I think a med student would get the most out of it given the subject matter and it being written by a doctor . The other stories from the collection are good too , sort of weird fictionesque .