Excellent stream , thank you ! it works for me in the UK <| sep |> There ' s a bridge you might want to buy . <| sep |> Red tortex . Flexible enough to dig in , stiff enough for when I dig in . <| sep |> Lol GG same thing happened to me last time <| sep |> Nah just kidding , use code BTC 2 THEMOON ' for 20 percent off ! <| sep |> That ' s unfortunate about your Dad ! Deep down he wants the best for you likely but he doesn ' t realise his way of communicating is so unhelpful and offputting . At least that ' s a struggle I have at times as a father . Telling him you wanted to disappear seems to have been a good thing because at least he is aware and it sounds like he didn ' t make light of it . Perhaps it hurt him for the better . You ' re on the right track though ! You can see results . You ' ve matured past his nonsense and he ' s of little help . I don ' t think medication works is proof of nothing . You can see whether drugs are working yourself provided you are on them long enough for them to kick in properly , it can take many weeks . Therapy is definitely a useful thing if you have a decent therapist . Personally though I ' m not sure I ' m a fan of psychiatrists either , because i think they focus too much on the drugs for my liking . I ' d recommend a counselor or a psychologist . But if you are seeing a psychiatrist don ' t suddenly leave but keep ensuring he is helping . Probably your Dad needs therapy too . All the best to you and Keep it up ! 😊