Thanks alot ! <| sep |> With pleasure my dude . If it ' s tobacco you seek , words I will speak . <| sep |> when you ' re depressed the only things you thinkcare about are how shitty you feel andor whatever stresses are making you feel that way . i hit rock bottom and stopped caring about anything at all , my own feelings , what others say , how well i did in life . i was just going to coast through life and ignore any and all my feelings including the ones contributing to my depression . i even stopped caring whether i lived or died which meant i at least didnt WANT to die anymore . eventually i got betterish , it fucked up alot of things in my life but that attitude stopped me killing myself at the time soooooo mixed success .