나 도 꿈 이 있 는데 ~ 
 ndypionipop — 
 may God show me the way 
 10 June 2013 @ 11 : 34 am 
 Or maybe some call it Fraxel Re : pair 
 I have striae around my thighs and I will marry soon so I want to try another method to relieve me from this long - lasting problem >.< 
 I ' ve read some review on fraxel laser , negatives and positives , but since I wouldn ' t have it on my face , why not ? 
 It costs me 6 million rupiahs for one treatment ( I ' ve only done once ) and my doctor said I can ' t have it too often . He called it fraxel but it turned out a fractional CO 2 laser when I read what written on the machine . And just now I just realized that Fraxel Re : pair is an ablative laser that use CO 2 . So I thought maybe this one what I ' ve got last friday . 
 Actually I want to have in Erha clinic since they have 2 kind of fraxel machine ( ablative and non ablative ) . But I only can have treatment in Jakarta ( kemanggisan ) . I do have many plans to get to Jakarta but got suspended because of many reasons . So I thought maybe God doesn ' t want me to go to Erha , then I searched like crazy about fraxel in Bandung . And I found Dermato Skin Care which placed near my house , not too near but I know that place so well . The doctor also very nice . 
 It hurts . It does really hurt . 
 They gave me anesthetic cream 2 hours before the treatment , well almost 3 hours . I had to wait until the doctor finished a surgery . Somehow the logic is not too different from derma stamp , but maybe this one a hundred times better * I hope *. Now , 4 days after the treatment mt redness still stubbornly on my skin , but much less . They ' re pinkish right now . But last night it was itching so I can ' t sleep well . Some places also hurt , maybe swelled . Then just now , I read some negatives effect on some people after fraxel . Some of them had the redness for years >.< OMG frightened me so much . My doctor said the redness would be gone . I have to protect my skin from the sunlight , but that ' s not a problem since I wear long trouser every day . 
 They said the result wouldn ' t be seen right away but it takes some weeks or maybe months . I plan to have another treatment on august , I hope this redness would go away asap . I would give another review when I see the result of this treatment . 
 Tags : beauty , fraxel , laser 
 16 April 2013 @ 09 : 22 am 
 What should I say ? Alhamdulillah : D 
 Pertama - tama , , gw emg udh kerja di perusahaan besar plus udh jadi karyawan tetap setelah melanglang buana setahun OJT . . Gw udah diangkat kurang lebih satu stengah taun dan masih ditempatkan di pulau jawa . . 
 di postingan sebelum ini , gw udah cerita mau merit dan gw sih berpikir untuk apa merit kalo emg hidup sendiri juga ? jadi rencananya setelah masa dinas berakhir 2 , 5 taun lagi gw positif resign , apalagi kl ga pindah 2 ke jkt . . 
 nah rencananya pgn kerja di rumah aja , , impianku buka butik sendiri masih mengawang 2 tp disiapin dikit 2 dr skarang . . cuma cari 2 yang lain , gw cuma punya apa ? bekel bahasa . . hehe 
 akhirnya pontang - panting nyari lowongan penerjemah freelance , , awalnya nemu penerbit H *** dan gw dikasih skitar 10 lembar novel disuruh nerjemahin , , , dan gagal >.<~ sedih banget pas gagal itu . . tp dari penerbit itu dijelasin kekurangan gw , , , btw , bahasanya bahasa korea yahh . . 
 searching 2 lg karna ga terima * wkwkwk * akhirnya nemu yg elex media dan dihubungi sama editornya . . dikasihlah gw tes yg ga nanggung 2 . . 2 penggalan komik ( satu serial cantik satu lagi mafia 2 an ) plus 1 penggalan novel queen seondeok . . menyesallah gw dulu ga nonton dramanya , , karna gw ga terlalu suka cerita saeguk , , dan OMGnya lagi , , bahasanya rada beda sama bahasa skarang , dah gtu gw jd harus tau ini siapa , , anaknya siapa , , ibunya yang mana , , hahaha 
 begitu liat queen seondeok itu gw langsung hopeless . . karna deadlinenya seminggu akhirnya gw kerjain yang gampang dulu , , serial cantik , , isinya cuma saranghae saranghae , , trus ternyata yang komik mafia itu biar susah tp rame >.< dasar gw emg ga suka serial cantik . . komik itu kl ga salah gw kerjain 2 malem , , karna emang bisa malem doang . . tp besok 2 nya males dan ada acara jd untuk novel cuma punya waktu semalem , , udah ada yang gw terjemahin dikit 2 tp belum dirangkai jd satu cerita , , kl gtu biasanya masih kebalik 2 , , 
 tp akhirnya selesai juga sih , , tp emang bagiannya rada rame , , pas ada pembunuhan >.<~ jadi bagian itu cepet banget gw ngerjainnya , , 
 supaya ga ngulangin kesalahan waktu gw dulu akhirnya gw baca smua dr awal ampe akhir , , emg masih ada yang rada aneh tp udah males jg benerinnya , , asal ngalir aja ceritanya . . gw kumpulin deh , , 
 eh ternyata diterima sodara sodari ! !! horeee ~ ternyata kemampuan bhs korea gw belum punah . . 
 honornya sih kecil ya , , uang dinas gw ke jakarta 2 hari aja bisa hampir 3 kalinya honor 1 komik , , tp gw kan baru merintis , , siapa tau ksana 2 bisa nyoba novel , , tp kl novel emg harus punya waktu banyak . . yang paling susah adalah gw ga hapal kosakata . . hasil dari homey dikitlah yang kepake waktu gw nerjemahin ( kosakata ya ) kalo untuk struktur kalimat dan grammar sih cukup banget , , paling ada bbrp akhiran yang rada aneh jd kudu nyontek website grammar . . 
 Smoga aku bisa langgeng ama kerjaan yang ini , , ohohoho , , biar dapetnya ga seberapa tp itu bener 2 hasil jerih payahku ( soalnya blum lancar bahasa korea ) . . 
 It ' s my wedding ~ 
 My boyfriend and I often quarreled about when we ' re gonna get marry . As a girl , marriage is my long lasting dream from long ago . We have different opinion about this until someday we broke up on February * I think or maybe January * but somehow we came to an agreement to marry this year . He fulfilled my wish * thank you dear * 
 We are now preparing our wedding day , starting from this April ! ! yey ! ~ congratulation to us * throws confetti * 
 The first thing we ' ve done is make what - to - do list including the budget >.<~ it seems that we have to spend more than 100 million rupiahs for the party ~ Actually we want to limit out budget under 100 million , but it ' ll be impossible ~ 
 The second one was searching the venue . That was hard , I called more than 10 venues in Bandung to see the available date on november but most of them were booked or expensive T . T 
 These are lists of venues that I called last week : 
 1 . Unpad >> Booked until the end of this year >.< 
 2 . UPI >> there ' ll be a reparation on the last 3 months at the end of this year 
 3 . Kartipah guest and wedding house >> actually we really fell in love with the concept of this place , but it was so expensive . It will cost about 70 million rupiahs only for the food and decoration 
 4 . Biofarma >> it costs RP 16 . 500 . 000 , kept on our list since its available on november 
 5 . Gallery Cinde >> Soooo cheap , but when we got there it was so small then we dropped it from our list . It only costs Rp . 4 . 000 . 000 
 6 . Hotels ( Sheraton , Savoy , etc ) >> EXPENSIVE for above 200 people , we dropped them from our list . 
 7 . Gedung wanita >> It costs Rp 7 . 700 . 000 , available , but it was said to have no AC , but kept 
 8 . TEKMIRA >> I ' ve been there for my friend wedding , it was quite nice but really far , only Rp . 7 . 500 . 000 
 9 . Bumi Samami >> Nice place , from what I remember it still available , not costs much as biofarma , but full outdoor area 
 10 . Gedung Bhayangkara >> it fits our criteria so much , not too expensive , large building , easy to reach , also have a very large parking lot , but we heard a terrible rumor from this building , many uninvited guests will come to the wedding party and eat a lot . 
 11 . many more . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . ......................... 
 We really have a deep thought about the venue . We do want to be different from the standard wedding party in Bandung , but if we think about the unstable weather maybe it would be safe if we have indoor party . Outdoor party will also costs much on decoration , we need the area to fully covered with tent . 
 Since we have to move on * two weeks for choosing venue * yesterday , we chose . . . . . . . . . . ......................... BIOFARMA building as the winner for our wedding venue * clapping hands * 
 Yes we have to spend more money on this building , but the building is in great condition , has canopy , mosque included , strategic area , quite large parking lot : D 
 Next step is CATERING 
 The most expensive from our total cost is on the food . I ' ve tried 2 caterings until now , Asparagus and SW catering . You don ' t have to doubt SW catering , the most famous one in Bandung . Their foods are totally yummy , but yet very expensive . Asparagus is quite cheap but you can ' t compare the taste with SW . It tastes good enough actually and their decorations are great . I don ' t really like SW ' s traditional decoration , because my wedding would not include any traditional ceremony . 
 My cousin had helped me to find another catering with a great decoration , Shofi Catering . I visited them yesterday at Bikasoga and it was marvelous decoration . I haven ' t seen wonderful decoration like that before * not exaggerating * but we haven ' t taste their food , my cousin said it tastes as SW ' s food , but I want to try them myself . 
 So , my boyfriend and I still confused . The owner of Shofi helped us to get the venue , she ' s very kind . If only Shofi ' s catering is as good as SW , we definitely choose Shofi . Actually there ' s a chance to try the food this weekend but I can ' t go there because I have another job in Jakarta . 
 I ' ll update soon maybe with another post * can ' t wait until our wedding day * 
 28 December 2012 @ 03 : 21 pm 
 More love for SK - II 
 On my previous entry I told you some of SK - II products that I ' m using right now 
 Last week I went to SK - II counter in SOGO paris van java Bandung . I just want to buy big bottle of clear lotion because my 10 ml bottle had been used up for only few days >.< it was cheaper than FTE ~ then . .. they put the aura set on display >.< OMG ! ! Cellumination essence really got me under its spell ~ huhuhu 
 Unfortunately the aura set doesn ' t include my big bottle of clear lotion . . So the nice and pretty BA told me to buy 3 million worth products and I will get festive fill at will set for bonus ! ! since the cellumination essence costs me around 2 million rupiahs and the clear lotion is about 500 k something , so I thought its okay to add another products worth of 500 K , , then I decided to buy 75 ml FTE : D 
 guess what ? ? I also get the gorgeous red rochas box ! !! really happy despite the very expensive price ! ! 
 I got 30 ml FTE , 30 ml repair C , 30 g stempower , 1 mask , 40 ml clear lotion inside of my festive bonus ! !! 
 I think I don ' t need to repurchase any repair C until the end of 2013 >.< I only use 1 drop of it every day for my entire face and bye bye my dry skin ~ 
 I also got 100 K SOGO voucher for spent 3 million rupiahs at once >.< 
 there you go . . great pieces of sk - II 
 03 December 2012 @ 09 : 41 am 
 The long dispute is finally over 
 A bit late for ( a ) comment ( s ) . . but still since I wrote about the beginning of the dispute , then I should close it too in my LJ . . 
 It was on July 2009 * I think * not a month since I watched their concert for the first time and for the last time . . 
 I felt so sad and was praying so much and believed those AKTF words . First , I thought its the faith for the 5 and I knew I was wrong when " the beginning " released on early 2011 ( ? ) I don ' t watch much kpop since that day , even JYJ or TVXQ . I asked " why " so many times then I became understood . Its the faith for the 3 , Cassies were divided into 3 groups ( maybe ) or more ? maybe more , I used to be the fourth one . 
 Homin Standers , JYJ standers , moderate , the broken one . 
 I was disappointed on that day . I grew up with them * 2003 - 2009 * 6 years is not a short time . Kpop is my only way enjoying life , since my parents always only looked for my grade . Suddenly they were divided into 2 groups and the one I put faith into was releasing album by their own . . I was . .... angry 
 Since I found another group that has similar atmosphere with the old TVXQ , even can ' t sing properly , then I thought so maybe I just forget my TVXQ days . . and enjoying my life instead 
 But then . .... even JYJ won the court few times , SM would not likely give them any chance . And I was like so - so for kpop . . Then I think JYJ and SM should resolve this asap or the dispute would be forever . Of course I started to back on the JYJ side again . 
 6 years with them was enough reason to me that I dont want to see any of them struggling like they are now . 
 finally on November 27 th 2012 , the long dispute which likely would be forever had came to an end . I wish . .. We wish that ' s true . 
 It was said they would not meddle with each other ' s bussiness anymore . .. I hope so . . we hope SM does 
 As long as I remember JYJ was never meddling with any SM bussiness , even Homin . 
 For me , the days when I was a cassie is over . I ' m not JYJ stander too , even I still like them . 
 I ' m just a girl who enjoying music that I like . .. 
 Tags : cassie , kpop , tvxq 
 Yes ! ! Its SK - II \(^ o ^)/ 
 again . .. price would never lie >.<~ 
 I know maybe some of you would think that the price is too expensive for a merely skincare . 
 I knew it from Lee Yeon Hee * Korean actress *, She has been the model for SK - II in Korea for a long time and I knew her since I ' ve got to like K - pop . She ' s very pretty and has a great skin . But I ' ve became more interested on this brand because of a korean drama called " Ghost ". Actually the plot was nothing to do with skincare , but Lee Yeon Hee was in it . Ghost also endorsed by SK - II and the bottle of the infamous " miracle water ", which I would called it FTE ( Facial treatment essence ) later , appears many times in the drama . 
 I thought it was fun to use a light skincare * water based * with only patting it on my face , no need for cotton pad . Well , actually its up to you , but you have to pour more on the cotton pad than on your palm . It means more money to waste . 
 So I tried it , with 30 ml sample bottle . 
 Its stink >.<~ doesn ' t smell good at all , but quickly absorbed to my skin so the smell would also gone after a while . 
 I have a very dry skin but a bit oily on the T - zone . Moreover , I work on the top of the mountain and it makes my skin got more dry ever . The texture of my skin has more refined after using FTE and the dryness in my office would not likely have influence anymore to my skin . Even my friends here asked me why my skin got moist suddenly . I also got a new hobby , touching my face because it feels so smooth ! ! 
 FTE really works on me and most of people who using it . Some people said that if you want to start using the brand , then use FTE first * for at least a month or so * then you may add some others by the brand . It was said because your skin may purging or have a sudden breakout for some time until the dirt on your face gone . I ' ve got no choice but listen to them . Luckily no breakout for me because of FTE . 
 Then I tried another bottle , Repair - C . You know with oily T - zone I have so many blackheads and whiteheads all over my nose , not only nose but my chin too >.<~ A week after I used Repair - C then a sudden breakout occured . There was a big red pimple on my nose , so I used the tea tree oil from bodyshop . It doesn ' t look effective and after the pimple got a little bit dried , I tried to peel it and you know what ? A big whitehead fall off . It didn ' t feel hurt at all . My pore didn ' t seem to closed by itself and I use the repair - c again at night , then in the morning it looks smaller than before . 
 These big red pimples came 3 times , 2 of them already cleared off without any trace \(^ o ^)/ 
 I also tried clear lotion to substitute my cleansing milk and toner . It works really well on my skin , my blackheads also fell off after my 1 st use \(^ o ^)/ 
 You also have to try clear mask in lotion , it moists your skin very well . 
 The one that doesn ' t really match with my skin is cellumination deep surge EX . Its a whitening and brightener cream . It makes my face looks so oily and doesn ' t absorbed as fast as the other products >.<~ The people I know who have tried this said the same thing , they don ' t like the texture . 
 I ' d like to repurchase FTE , Repair - C and clear lotion everytime they ' re used up . I would also try cellumination essence and another cream by SK - II , maybe the UV lotion one . . 
 I already spent almost 3 million rupiahs * maybe more * for only few bottles of SK - II >.<~ really too much for my wallet , but its more like investment . I ' m in the middle of my 20 s , before its too late I have to take a little care of my skin face from now on . . 
 Tags : sk - ii , via ljapp 
 02 August 2012 @ 06 : 55 am 
 ternyata kl baca news 2 kpop terutama news rame ttg grup yg lg bermasalah tp kita ga suka grup itu dan cm ngikutin buat mengamati rasanya beda yaaa . . dl pas dongbang bermasalah kayanya gw jg jd down dan kl ada news baru yg ga menyenangkan gw pasti jd sedih . . 
 pasti taulah ya grup mana yg gw maksud . . yg lagi bermasalah skrg . . sbnernya gw awalnya baca ga sengaja bgt . . lg di bandara sndirian nunggu flight yg masih amat lama trus mainan hp . . buka 2 fb dan liat postingannya allkpop . . pas gw buka ramee . . waktu itu news ttg tweetnya t - ara . . pdhl gw ga tau jg yg namanya hwayoung yg mana . . hahaha . . bagi gw t - ara itu eunjung , jiyeon , sm hyomin . . karna gw ga pernah ngikutin kpopnya cm tau dr drama sm pilem hantu doang . . 
 jd pengen ngikutin comebacknya ntar kekekekk . . pasti masih ada yg support sih . . tp dgn banyaknya org yg pgn mereka disband kayanya ending bakal sedikit beda sm ceritanya dongbang . . 
 gw ga mihak siapapun karna gw emg ga tau biasanya gimana . . hwayoung pun baru tau . . hehe . . 
 no offense to everyone . . 
 Current Location : Palembang , Jalan Taqwa Mata Merah , Jalan Taqwa Mata Merah 
 18 July 2012 @ 03 : 18 pm 
 yak . . skrg makin kepengen bl samsung galaxy s 3 yg pebble blueeee . . tp galaaauu soalnya karna hape udh punya warna oke kaya gtu ntar jd susah milih phone casenya alias ga bs pake warna pink . . hueeeeenggg saia galaw . . 
 nanti mau langsung tak apgred jd jelly bean . . mdh 2 an ga ngurangin performa . . kl kata internet sih malah makin user friendly . . tp os gtu kan cocok 2 an sm hpnya . . 
 banyak bgt ni aksesoris official yg mau tak beli . . bakal bangkrut . . salah 2 nya c pen biar bs gambar kek galaxy note sama wireless charger . . keknya keren kl pake wireless charger , hitech gmana gtu . .. wkwkwk . . 
 moga 2 semua sesuai ekspektasi sama ripiw agan agan kaskus . .. 
 Yesterday I went to an amazing concert in Jakarta . . guess whose concert it is . ..................... 
 YES ! ! It was Junsu ' s concert " Tarantallegra " 
 Actually I was confused when I have to decide whether I ' ll be going or not . . but since I have another tasks in Jakarta , guess I dont have any better choice . . 
 I really enjoyed last night performances , although I only know 3 or 4 songs , , I even haven ' t heard the full album yet and only watched the Tarantalegra MV twice . . And I won ' t say anything like he ' s handsome or sexy or whatever it is , I never think he ' s handsome and I ' m not Junsu biased . . I ' m a fan of his voice . . 
 He singing live from the beginning until the encore and his voice stable till the end . . that was amazing ! !! I doubt if he came here with the other two as JYJ that he would do the same thing . . 
 He started the concert with some of dance songs * which I dont know the title * I thought that he was lipsynch * that ' s because he sing so smoothly * but there were too much different volume from the mic and the background music 
 We also had a ment section with korean guy interpreter . . he learned so many Indonesian words " apa kabar ", " pohon kelapa ", " kalian senang gak ? ", " saya cinta kalian ", etc . .. and he offered us to had him accomplished our requests , just 3 requests . . they were " xiah angel pose ", " sexy dance ", and " the infamous bambayaaa ~" after he did the angel pose I think he got embarrassed because he giggled by himself . . 
 Then he did some ballad sexy dance with his back dancer that made some fans hysteric * but I ' m fine with that * then another ballad songs that make me cried . . the lyrics were written on the screen and they were so sad . . 
 For me the peak of his concert was when he sang some part of his musical songs ( one from elizabeth and other two are from mozart ) I kinda remember the second song because I like it when I was watched the subbed video . . but the very very amazing one is the third song . . It left me speechless , can ' t be said by words , you have to watch it yourself . . The song was called " why can ' t you love me " he were there as a musical actor , he sang like he was talking to another person * with an amazing vocal * and he came towards the stage * which near the festival audience * and expressing the anger of Mozart to his father that doesn ' t love him . . I can feel the anger when he sang and his voice was echoing in the dome , we were left silence . .. 
 and then he sang tarantallegra , there was a technical error in the end of the song . . he sat on the " king chair " but the next song wasn ' t played . . then the chair was taken down sooooo slowly with Junsu on it xDD ~ but then he got up and wait till the music played . . and when the performance began I think the chair was taken down manually xDD ~ 
 He also sang Mission , but live ! ! JYJ always lipsynch when they sing this song . . And it was so neat * no JJ and no Yoochun xDDD ~* 
 He finished the playlist with two ballad songs , but the last one made me happier . . 
 we did request an encore . ... 
 theeeennn . ... he really came again and sang Fallen Leaves . .. 
 His performances were all flawless with such an amazing vocal ability and voice . . 
 Really the best concert I ' ve ever seen . ...... another J and Y should learn from him xDDD ~ 
 besides the technical error when tarantallegra , the concert was delayed for almost 2 hours >.< and there was another techinal error with lighting . . 
 Tags : concert , jyj 
 28 May 2012 @ 08 : 32 pm 
 Fashion King * sial * 
 Okayy , , 
 Sebenernya ni drama bisa sedikit happy ending kl 10 menit terakhir semua diganti , , sini gw aja yg jadi sutradara + writernya >.<~ 
 Kejadian Young Gul bangkrut ga sekali dua kali , , yg trakhir ini gw bilang keadaannya masih bisa diselamatkan kalo writernya mau , , toh Ga Young udah punya butik sendiri , , * dan sampe saat terakhir Ga Young ga tau alesan Young Gul mati 2 an ngembaliin butiknya ke dia * bisalah jualan dikit 2 dr isi butiknya Ga Young itu jadi modal lagi . .. 
 Ga perlulah ngebunuh Young Gul saat trakhir yang mana siapa yg bunuh juga ga jelas dan membuat kita yang nonton jadi penuh spekulasi , , knapa Ga Young diem ajalah pas di telpon trakhir itu , , siapa yang nyewa pembunuh bayaranlah . .. ko kayanya smua selain Young Gul berakhir bahagia , , emang sih karakter Young Gul setelah dia punya duit jadi berubah , , tp ngebuat dia miskin lagi cukup ko asal bareng Ga Young semua pasti menganggap itu happy ending , , tp kenapa Ga Young tiba 2 jadi sama si Jae Hyuk >.<~ * well , ga jadian sih kayanya * 
 jadi kan sekarang gw menyesal nonton , , , pake dibunuh segala sih , , tiba 2 pula , , 1 menit trakhir pulaaakk ~ apa juga alesan dia dibunuh , toh udah ga punya apa 2 . . hueeengg even Ga Young pun ngga . .. 
 ya sudahlaaahh , , mau tak tandain sutradara sama writernya , , kurang ajar , , hunggg