I would like to know what the darkness is . Or the traveler . Or the stranger . <| sep |> Hopes dashed ! But thanks for clarifying . I did think it was too good to be true . Fingers crossed we still get a female captain or lead though . No one will compare to Janeway but would be awesome to have another . <| sep |> I ' ve always found that I work harder and smarter when I ' m working on projects and topics that I have a personal interest in . <| sep |> Watching Cunningham toss it up to Moss and Carter while also having Smith in the mix is a treat to watch . <| sep |> I did leave that out . My apologies . We ' ve been rocky for the past year . Up and down and all over the place . She ' s voiced that she was feeling like she only had a roommate and was lonely . My schedule , the past family emergencies , dealing with my ex wife and trying to fight for my son took a toll on her , me and our relationship . I ' ve been giving it my damndest , but she would still be sad . The reason I brought up what her mother said is because she voiced all what her mother conveyed to me to her mother . Her mother in turn conveyed it to me . I ' m not sure if that ' s clear in conveying my girlfriend ' s feeling and emotions .