I ' ve never laughed at such misfortune , but I find it intriguing to watch from time to time . Because I ' m not the one who has fallen victim , it makes me feel more alive . In fact , during times when I was less optimistic than I am now , feeling suicidal would make me want to watch such things . Afterwards , I felt very lucky to be alive chose not to shorten the time I have left . Surely , some people downright enjoy such videos , that does concern me , but in a strange way , they can help some of us find peace . It ' s a challenging thing to fully articulate , but plenty of relatively normal people will watch such things with no intent to mimic any of the negative behaviors . <| sep |> Yeah I am happy with my Pikachu 3 DS XL for now .