I can ' t IV . not really an option . And I don ' t know how else to word it really . I ' ve plugged , snorted , and swallowed dilaudid at many different doses , and I either don ' t get high at all , or I get a small buzz and start throwing up . I ' m not taking the dilaudid in high doses because it ' s not fun I guess . <| sep |> I don ' t get this . I never want to work for a non union again . My union has decent mandatory raises based on hours worked , some okay paid vacation that increments the years you work there , and okay medical . I ' m just a student working 40 hrs until I ' m done with college but these things helped me the past year when I had to go the emergency room , and now I can go to the dentist and pay very little . I worked at target for 3 years before and put in so many fucking hours and long work days there that I think about the money I could have made for overtime and how better the raises should have been and I never want to go back to something like that again . I don ' t have to be involved in the union and the dues aren ' t that much , but people think they ' re ripping you off but honestly it ' s the best thing that ' s happened to my work life the past couple years because I feel like the union ' s got my back if I get sick , injured , and when I need a raise it ' s dependent on how much work I put in , which is a lot . not disagreeing with you , just ranting and sharing my experience