This is a repost , but here is the streamable link anyway <| sep |> I don ' t know , that just seems like an odd concept . What are they making ? Seasoned motor oil ? <| sep |> spez did it . fuck uspez <| sep |> Had this exact thing happen to me . Bayonet charge fail , melee fail , he hops off and guns me down . Le sigh . <| sep |> Just that there are so many hoops to jump through and how long it can take . <| sep |> I think you ' re right ! I believe that the holy spirit that is in all of us is infinitely powerful , and that through conscious intent , we can manipulate our bodies to best serve our intentions . IMO mainstream society programs us hypersexually , whereas a monklike lifestyle is realistically attainable for all of us , but they don ' t want us to achieve our full potentials . Mind , intent , and spirit over matter ! I watched this film Metanoia which showed evolution to be a conscious effort of the spirit rather than random mutations that happen to be beneficial . Knowing that you can control your own physical and mental growth and undergo dramatic changes within one lifetime is very encouraging . I strive for nofap not only for the time and energy better invested elsewhere , but because I believe that sexuallifecreating energy is immensely powerful and valuable for your own body and mind . My intention is to maintain my body as well as possible and aim for eternal healthy life . It might be impossible , but there will be no way to know for sure unless I try . I ' m about a month away from turning 28 years old . There are many secrets left to uncover , ancient magic and sacred knowledge that the elites have hidden away from us , but we shall keep searching and we SHALL save this world from their evil grasp . Cheers , my brethren ~