once the companions questline is complete you can convert nord weapons to nord hero weapons with better base stats <| sep |> I don ' t know . I can remember figuring out that professional wrestling was fake at 6 and that religion wasn ' t true by 8 . I knew that commercials were bullshit years before either of those . <| sep |> Brokenness could somehow be known without affecting the way people think about me . Pretty much sums up how I feel . I haven ' t really told anyone about my losses not my parents because I don ' t want that to be my association . Especially now that I ' m at 2 . Yet , I want people to know why I ' m not the same . I can ' t decide what ' s the better option because sometimes I want to talk about it and other times I want to forget it happened , and that ' s easier when people don ' t know .