Even during the Attitude era , WWE had trouble getting the fans to like their babyfaces . Austin was never meant to be a face . The crowd just got behind him because they loved everything about him . The rock was the same way . <| sep |> The issue I face is I don ' t know if I ' m just more so attracted to the female gender or if it ' s something I want to live . This is a common feeling among female attracted trans fem people . I had similar thoughts when I was first starting to puzzle things out , as did some of my friends . I wished that I would just wake up as a girlThis isn ' t something you normally hear cis people say . If you ' re waiting for a light bulb moment as you described it this is as close as it really gets . There ' s no such thing as too late . I know people that transitioned in their 50 s and 60 s had good results from HRT . I started at 25 and pass just fine . You don ' t miss all the developmental stages . You ' ll miss a few bone changes but that ' s really it . It ' s generally considered bad form to outright tell someone yeah , you ' re trans but your post has more red flags than the People ' s Republic of China . At the very least I would encourage you to find a therapist that ' s good with trans peopleIt ' s generally considered bad form to directly tell someone yes you ' re trans