Dude , how can You say that you are a stupid uncaring unintelligent subhuman . When clearly You are smart , caring and intelligent enough to make this post ? Just get your shit together , You can do whatever the fuck You want . With your vocabulary You can easily sway a girl or maintain a friendship . Trust me . But yeah , I would recommend You going for a walk at least 5 times a week to begin with . And greet people that you pass and get eyecontact with , remember to smile , make it a habit . And stop referring to to people as normies , this will just alienate yourself even more both in theirs and your own eyes . You aren ' t that special , plenty of people are dealing with less , same and much worse situations than you . So stop bitching and start making a difference in your life .