I feel you man . If I died today right here in my house no one would even know it until the landlord comes to collect . He doesn ' t care if I ' m 2 or 3 months behind so it might take awhile lol . Sad thing is I have friends but I don ' t stay in touch with them on a regular basis . I ' m kinda the black sheep of my family no one comes around , no one calls . Mostly because I use drugs and don ' t lie or try to hide it . I ' m not changing who I am or what I do to please them . <| sep |> Baby polar bear photo by Debra Garside <| sep |> An interesting look into sex , gender and family and how they tie into the capitalist mode of production . Great piece ! <| sep |> Well they probably spend their available funds making sure the election goes well the first time . If you want a recount , do you expect all that work to be done on a statewide , volunteer basis ? Would you even trust that ? Nothing is free .