Lv . 13 female Crabrawler is on the GTS now <| sep |> Ich wr dabei Knnte auch nen Freund fragen . Wr super , wenn wir uns besser organisieren knnen ! <| sep |> Smart move . The male spider does not disturb his mate after the deed has been done . For he surely would be killed and eaten <| sep |> Not all of us unfortunately have family that would understand . I wish I could but I cant . Some background . I ' m 23 and a recovering benzo , heroin , and meth addict . Been clean for a year and 3 months as of today . I worried my mom to death and she ' s so proud of me . My whole family is . If I told them about kratom , first thing they ' d do is Google it and seeing all these articles about a new synthetic opiod Kratom , The Devils leaf The last thing I need is my parents thinking I ' ve relapsed and are terrified I ' m going to fuck off my life again and lose my house , job , etc . Anyways my point is I wish I could but I just can ' t and I ' m sure I ' m not the only one in this situation .