Yes ? No ? Maybe ? I have no idea who that is ? <| sep |> I echo the Virigina New Yorker Hotdogs . Best dogs so far . TJ Bacon and Cheese would be second . <| sep |> Killshot 2008 ? <| sep |> Visiting blore for a few months and don ' t have a supplier ! Sheds a tear . <| sep |> Treatment is very helpful because it serves as a crux between using not everyday , and no longer using . It ' s a good wake up call for you and those around you . The thing is that you seem to be chronically anxious and nervous , like most people are . Benzos arent useful because the issues they create become worse then the initial issues they treat . Honestly Netflix binges is an addiction of it ' s own . Its comforting sit and eat under a blanket and rewatch the same shit . When I went to a psychiatrist , she said I was more addicted to watching Netflix then pills hah ! Eitherway if you want to wake up and change , hit treatment . It WILL change your whole life and be a scarlet letter unless you use it to your advantage . Dude here ' s the thing you are probably a smart , creative , intellectual type and are trying to exist in mass society . This is a natural thing that happens to people like us parts of us just wanna take benzos and drink starbucks coffee everyday , to be normal , to feel like a part of mass society . To be happy like everyone else . seems . Because they aren ' t truly happy , they are surface happy . Those embedded in mass society never satiate the deeper human needs , and end up really depressed later on in life . But would you rather be you and have a chance at real happiness in the face of suffering , or would you rather be a quieted down vessel of you as you are . Trust me your drug usage will only get worse and cause more issues . I think you know the answer , it ' s treatment . Don ' t be afraid , they have really beautiful centers in California a friend of mine went too near my hometown . Really open staff , no lockdowns , good support groups and most essential a group of people who want to get better . You ' re friends can visit you , so can your parents there is internet there he said , medication so he wasn ' t terribly afraid , and a staff of people that were there to help him rather then strap him down and wait it out . Nightmare stuff all my friends who were forced into outdoor treatments when they were younger always relapsed and were traumatized by the experience . Bayside Marin is what it was called , I just asked him . He went and kicked benzos , ketamine , and his lingering depression and anxiety . Said it was the greatest thing he did , and he felt that a one month program there helped him . It ' s a month dude , a month to change your life and really live . Think about it tomorrow , stay healthy brother ! If you ever need someone to talk too and chat with , I followed ya and will keep chiming in . Go ahead and message me too , this is my rando account that stays signed in .