This is the car that killed the Fluevog dog getting carted off to jail . <| sep |> I personally haven ' t , but emilynoel 83 on YouTube has a review on each and loves both versions . <| sep |> I totally agree . My parents hit me , but the few times I remember having severe injuries that could only come from a beating when logically looked at , I can ' t remember anything that could have caused said injuries . Maybe it was so traumatic , I blocked it out ? But I do remember reading books about kids getting beat all the time and wishing my parents would do that too so that my stories of how awful my parents were to me would be believed . No one believes you when you say your parents hate you , but if you ' re covered in bruises when you say it , they do . I just wanted bruises to show that I was actually justified in feeling like they were abusive , especially since they always went on about how abusive they WEREN ' T and how they got REAL beatings as kids . I just wanted one goddamned black eye . Just one . Of course , those few times I remember wounds and bad bruises that could only have been caused by abuse , they kept me confined to the house . I was never allowed to go out and play or go over to friend ' s houses or the mall or anything , so my confinement was kind of normal and would usually be blamed on me being grounded for some reason or other . I actually had a vitamin D deficiency for years because I got so little sunlight growing up .