Ive made it this far <| sep |> Mother of god . That is not for the faint of heart . <| sep |> Well , Ezra Miller ' s nonbinary , so you could still be bisexual . <| sep |> And then imagine getting a 2 nd one . of the same premium <| sep |> No problem ! Greetings from Finland <| sep |> The best advice I can give you is to just level up everything . Right now , the best way to spec a healer for end game is destruction and restoration staves , and light armor . However there ' s plenty of experience to go to many other skill trees , and you ' re going to want to play with different builds and different content and some point anyway . Early on it ' s probably easiest to just hope you loot the weapon you want , or have a guild matefriend craft you something . For low level stuff the quality and traits are not that important , and they ' re very cheap to make or buy . Also , sword and shield isn ' t a bad option , but you should be aware that as a healer you need to be built for magicka , and the sword and shield skills are stamina based . This means that they won ' t be effective for damage , but you can still use the skills for utility . They ' re especially nice in PvP . The shield also gives you an extra item for set piece bonuses , extra armor , and an extra armor glyph , all of which is pretty nice .