A very English murder <| sep |> Oh , yes I will . Mmmm , cheese . <| sep |> Yeah , I ' m just saying that the same data that shows Clinton may be missing votes from voting machines can be used to say that Trump might be missing votes from paper ballots . There is no real proof of either . <| sep |> Good point about the coping mechanism . I think most of the time that I ' m trying to reassure myself that I would be OK on my own . That I could make it and that I ' m still a good person . It ' s a huge blow to me as a person . I am trying to better myself and have been even before the first time it happened . So at least I have that going for me . I think it ' s just even more difficult around the holidays . We will get through it !