Oh nvm about the question mark 😂😂😂😂 <| sep |> Using a birdshot KSG feels more like using a birdshot R 870 in the test place . No explanation needed . <| sep |> Because the heartbreak tore me apart . The happiness I found in the relationship , even though it was short lived , was definitely worth the pain . But she ended up hating me and I ' m just sick and tired of having to lose people . It kills me on the inside . I can move on and date someone else but this fucking gut feeling inside me that keeps telling me that my happiness is always gonna turn to shit in the end and it always FUCKING has won ' t go the fuck away . I ' m a pathetic bastard , I know . <| sep |> So what you ' re saying is the technology is already there ?