I guess it ' s kinda like waking up the next morning and chewing off your arm so you can get out of bed without waking the person you slept with after you see them when you ' re sober gender neutral paraphrase . <| sep |> If I get team killed on a killstreak I hunt them down . <| sep |> Yeah , I did say my theory was flawed <| sep |> Not standing up for myself or letting myself be angry . My parents really homed in on teaching me that anger was never justified and that the person causing it had something worse going on their life . This philosophy isn ' t exactly a bad one but it stopped me from standing up for myself a few critical times in various work and personal relationships , and i let my sister get away with screwing me over Financially for a few years . These days it ' s hard for me to remember that just because someone is having a hard time doesn ' t mean i have to let them treat me like a doormat .