Lmao . I am diagnosed with OCD . <| sep |> It ' s surprising how humans can be so selfish and brutal on one hand , yet noble and selfless on the other . I doubt anyone but you will see this , but that is why I love studying military history . When you read memoirs , there are so many accounts of ruthless brutality and yet shining examples of selfless sacrifice . War is a brutal endeavor , sometimes with millions of small , personal tragedies , but at the same time there isn ' t another stage where the absolute best and the absolute worst of human nature comes to light in retrospect . <| sep |> Do the effects of Pokemon Refresh last forever ? If I give my pokemon 3 rainbow beans , will they have max affection forever or do I need to keep giving them beans to keep their affection up ?