But . I don ' t weed . regardless not bad . <| sep |> Thank you for the in depth reply ! Your fingers must be sore lol . While I do keep trying to learn these things , I feel very overwhelmed by it all . As I briefly mentioned , I am a very flawed person as it is what I mean by this is that my resolve has always been very weak . I ' ve wanted to be Version 2 . 0 my entire life but I have a huge problem with staying motivated and following through . I didn ' t mention , but I am doing Slimming World a UK weight loss group and am very very close to losing a stone . That will be 110 th of what I want to lose boxed off , so on that front I have begun . I don ' t know if this is a side effect of my upbringing or if it ' s just something about me , but I am probably one of the most sentimental people in the world . I find it very hard to throw anything away , but I do have bursts of a few days at a time where I clear out a portion of my room . It feels good until my mum inevitably points out that it ' s not good enough or outright moves everything to what she wants after I specifically organise it . I feel like I sound like some sort of whiner right now but what I ' ve written in this post is like the needle and the resr of the situation is the haystack . Either way , thanks so much for the reply . It means a lot that someone is listening and I hope you have a lovely day or night ? I ' m no good with timezones hahaha