I do would you like one ? <| sep |> Also , subway isn ' t delicious . <| sep |> Voices in my head . <| sep |> Great start to the period <| sep |> I cook for my partner since he ' s mostly supporting us , and I got to school the rest of the time . I ' m taking 17 hours this semester . <| sep |> I undestand , man . Maybe the lifechange i need isn ' t to do more LSD to figure out things i already partially know , but even better to act on the things that i do know . I haven ' t been guiding myself well at all , and that ' s why i found myself in this funk in the first place . I also see moredifferently than the average joe , especially given the average joe at my age are a bunch of clueless college kids . I am clueless too don ' t get me wrong , we all are to some extent but there are things that everyone seems to be oblivious too while i am not . Hopefully i bring about good change . What i will try to do in the days to come is become more disciplined in whatever i am doing . Reading more , exercising more , actually studying , shit like that . Maybe that ' s my medicine good life changes and breaking down my bad habits with good ones .