One of the Groza variants and I would cream my pants . <| sep |> But what if we want the freckles too ? <| sep |> if you want this effect , why not run shadowstep or brewmaster ? they are both better . <| sep |> Why are you embarrassed . You took your shot , there is nothing to be embarrassed about . That is life , that is love , you have to try . He also didn ' t reject you he told you he isn ' t adult enough to love you the way you want . That was actually honorable and not a rejection . I think some distance would do both of you good however , you to recover a little and him to see what he may be missing . Best case he changes his mind , worst you will move to get over him . One other thing if you move on , MOVE ON , I don ' t know how many posts I have read on here where the friend figures it out once the other friend is taken . Even after they are married . If you move on then understand he lost his shot forever . And if you still want him don ' t make some poor sap plan b .