Tell him I said ow , got it <| sep |> co me at 300 for your kara fi <| sep |> Most people would say I ' m not coping well at all I suppose . I spend most of my free time either doing chores around the house or getting high and sitting on the internet . I go out to see live music when bands I ' m into come around , but that ' s not nearly often enough for my tastes . I don ' t really have any friends , so I ' m alone everywhere I go and I feel like an idiot figuring out how to make my way into other peoples conversations to try to make friends . There are very few people my age in the area I live right now , and I seem to have nothing in common with any of them . I don ' t make nearly enough money to start taking up expensive hobbies , and those seem to be the ones everyone ' s interested in . In a different post I said my unrealistic wish is to build a castle . Building the castle is possible . The unrealistic part is I want to fill it with awesome people , give everyone a saweet home and have everyone inside the castle walls help work to keep the place running . I don ' t want to have to worry about money or taxes or police or the government or foreign affairs or the war on drugs . I just want to have a few dozen awesome people in my life to live close enough that I can see them every day , any time I want . They say it takes a village to raise a child . It ' s not because children are enough work for a whole village . It ' s because the child needs to socialize with the whole of the village . We evolved to live in tribes , over hundreds of thousands of years . Very few individuals have made it through life contentsatisfied on their own . I ' m currently on that path , I ' m not happy with it , and I don ' t know how to change it .