Heh . You could have seen that coming . XD <| sep |> Apparently it does when used in the fashion did . Still makes me pucker up a bit in fear because I come from PHPMySQL where we check everything . twice . <| sep |> no sleep til Dhaka cuntsDo you mean that random piece of shit I threw together on Paint ? <| sep |> I was having them in my sleep for a long time before I found out they were seizures and not nightmares . My first , being the witnessed one that got me diagnosed , was on my best friend ' s couch the morning before her wedding . I live in Washington state , but was down in San Diego for the wedding . Scared , no idea how my insurance would handle out of state emergencies , and unable to say anything but yes , no , fuck , shit . I was truly blessed to have my childhood best friend a Marine , and her husband right there when it happened , and both of their mothers right there to take care of me while I performed my maid of honor duties . My mom knew what hospital I was at before I was even checked in . It was fucking terrifying , and still is . 2 years and 32 grand mals later , I ' m still in denial that any of this is real .