Am I the only one who remembers when hundreds , if not thousands , of ' lewd and hate filled ' memecentric subs were all deleted completely a few years back ? This place hasn ' t ever been a free democracy . <| sep |> Looked more comfortable than Uzzie lol <| sep |> Meh , I ' m still balancing between making my family happy by going to Thanksgiving with them or going down to DC and spending it with a queer couple that I ' m friends with . Mom voted Trump but we still live together . We ' ve talked and I know her positions but I want to keep trying . At the same time , though . Fuck this , honestly , I wish I didn ' t have a heart so I could just travel and be with my friends instead of people who condemn me from within my own family . IF I show up to the table at all , I won ' t give a damn what I wear .