I ' m simply unlovable for the type of girls I ' m interested in . I can cause some affection , but I never can bring love to life . Anyway it doesn ' t matter now , as I know that there is no one for me in the city I live in . The kind of girls I ' m in can ' t live in a small city , they are the adventurous ones . And I ' ve just learned that long distance relationships don ' t work out as my Thai girlfriend who was perfect for me broke up with me . So no serious relationships in the next few years . Well , I have a beautiful girl to fuck though I don ' t really want to do it , but she ' s extremely persistent , so it ' s not that bad . <| sep |> I think empathy is key . I just spent $ 100 last night because I was bored but I know everyone cannot afford it . There is no way in hell would I expect people to pitch in that much money for something they don ' t even consider worthwhile .