It ' s been two days . Can we get an update on this ? <| sep |> Its not the same quality as i think . Maybe I ' ll be adapted to it in several days <| sep |> You forgot to call him a homophobic nazi white nationalist , misogynist , racist and antisemiteOh and that he made you feel unsafe <| sep |> Ah okay , never tried that before . I try to keep it in mind . Yeah I also started around sundaymonday . So far I realized that the orgasm seems to be very calming on me , I start to get angry , more restless , headaches , can ' t concentrate . Today I was halfway to a relapse , because my head was just running wild with fantasies , but while browsing through a tumblr I realized that this is why I always get back to it . And it didn ' t help at all , although I have this subconcious feeling that it might . Pretty weird day so far