I ' ll admit , I was so very conscious wearing make up earlier because I felt everyone was judging . Credit goes to my Mom who visited my place and saw my make up stash and was like Why don ' t you wear any of it ? . I told I do looks when I ' m at home , snap a few pics , and then wash it off because I feel everyone looks at me if I wear make up . She asked me why I gave two poops about what strangers think of me if it makes me feel good . I guess I needed that talk because I ' m much more confident with wearing make up outside of my home . It was never about using make up to cover things up , I always feel like I ' m creating art . The make up is my paint and my face is my canvas . Life ' s too short to worry about what others might think and I always feel this burst of joy whenever I get random compliments from people about my make up .