So . are you trying to justify it by saying , Well they didn ' t kill THAT many Jews ? What the fuck kind of argument is that ? Either way , I think we can say they killed an excessive amount . <| sep |> The kid might be like a scrawny 14 year old ? 😂 <| sep |> I love opium , especially prepared as laudanum . Not that it ' s terribly different from heroin from what I ' ve experienced . I just don ' t have a lot of experience with heroin but used to have access to tons of opium and took advantage of that . These are pretty subtle in terms of high but I like blue lotus and pedicularis densiflora and other related pedicularis species . I usually take blue lotus as an alcohol extract , pedicularis I like steeped in water like tea it can be smoked too , but I prefer the tea methodI also really like regular old therepeutic doses of diphenhydramine fuck high doses of this stuff though . Like 50 mg of benadryl makes me feel really good . I enjoy benzos for anxiety , but I don ' t find them very euphoric . For me DPH has the kind of euphoria I imagine some people are getting from benzos .