I couldn ' t handle more than 10 seconds of his voice . <| sep |> You said that even with the shortcut , you still have to deal with the flaming ball . That ' s not true , the shortcut bypasses that part . <| sep |> Get a 20 th Maine Volunteer Infantry Regiment flag and attach it to your car . <| sep |> It ' s mostly about identify for me . Making the outside me match the inside me . For the last couple years , I knew I wanted to be bigger and started working towards it , but I never really stopped to consider why . It wasnt until more recently that I saw an old picture of myself and was like that isn ' t me . Not in the cliche oh I didn ' t recognize myself , but more that I felt like that old skinny version of me was less true to myself than what I look like now . I hated being skinny , I hated seeing pictures of myself , especially with my shirt off . I never really understood why until I started getting bigger .