Near term , get the right people to secure my wealth and claim my winnings on a busy news day . Far term , I ' d set up my winnings to generate the salary that I can quit my job . I ' d travel more . I might get a part time job as an adjunct professor at a community college to keep me grounded and pass the time . <| sep |> I suppose that makes sense , but I ' ve been vaping a 6 mg concentration of efluid for a few months now and I feel no need to go higher . I also feel no desire to vape on the days I take off . <| sep |> After this shit show of an election I would imagine tension would be higher than usual for most families this year . <| sep |> I have to ask , how familiar are you with panic attacks ? Your reactions sound very reminiscent of how I react to cannabis I was diagnosed with Panic Disorder a decade ago and have experienced many hundreds , if not thousands of panic attacks across that time span . I don ' t smoke cannabis due to how I react it induces a terrifying experience in me . Your symptoms may simply be a result of panic increased heart rate , sweating , feeling of impending doom or like you ' re dying , etc . I , too , once called an ambulance before my Panic Disorder was officially diagnosed because I thought I was dying ! It ' s probably not what you want to hear but I would steer clear of stimulants if they are causing this issue for you . It ' s not fun ! If you have any questions I ' m more than happy to help by sharing my experiences . D