Don ' t worry , it ' s fine . <| sep |> She is getting compliments due to the effects of illness which is very real and not something she needs to read into . Did you miss the part where she says did they think I was so gigantic before ? That ' s where she ' s reading into it . Nice gas lighting . lol <| sep |> Very sexy . <| sep |> I haven ' t generally liked Kanye ' s projects since 808 s , but this is easily my favourite song of all time . I remember the first time I listened to it , knowing there was a Pusha T feature and dreading him ruining the mood of the song with coke raps or something , before it turned out his verse is arguably even better than Kanye ' s . This is damn near the perfect song . <| sep |> You ' re trying to take things too fast . Trust that the process will get you where you want , and try to get stronger . Worry about aesthetics in 6 months when you ' ve been lifting for a decent amount of time . 6 weeks will not change much about your appearance at all . Don ' t try so hard to rush it you ' ll make the same mistake you did with your weight loss of cutting at too hard a deficit , don ' t push yourself too hard , learn to be patient with your results .