Jealousy is a motherfucker . <| sep |> This Thanksgiving hurt the most as me and my STBXW dropped the news on my parents . I think I should ' ve just waited , but the thought of her not staying for Thanksgiving and my emotions , the day would ' ve been much worse . <| sep |> The baby winding up for a big cry , even if my husband is on duty and I ' m wearing earplugs . There is no sleep deep enough to block those mommy hormones . <| sep |> Well , I suppose one option is to at least use some of those trillions we are currently spending on arming terrorists , shooting and bombing civilians , and propping up corrupt regimes to oppress people . Or maybe we get all those billions of unpaid tax from big corporations . I don ' t know . Maybe I am just not as smart as people who support this kind of thing .