I thought you were just being you oO . I am always me , DUDE . I charge money to be someone else and wouldn ' t you know it ? Nobody is paying for that . What you describe in the first bit is general apathy , programmed into the Indigos to neutralize their natural abilities . I realized this very week what makes Indigos so useful for change , though their tenacity . Even when wrong , they are like a dog with a new bone . It ' ll only be annoying until they lock into something useful . And yes , that is exactly what I mean by ' wah ' the apathy , that is . The retardation of the English language started with the word retarded . Why remove this word from society ? The question just hangs heavier in the air every year , for me . And people keep appending ' tard ' to things anyway , as it ' s a needed word .