I remember reading about this incident on an old wrestling board on aol . I had never scene ecw , but would read everything I could about it . I ended up emailing with a guy who would send you a vhs copy if you mailed him a blank vhs and $ 10 . I sent the tape aND $ 10 with a note that said please don ' t rip me off . About a month later it arrived . Had the whole show on it too . The kid screaming and looking at his hands was pretty fucked . <| sep |> Am I supposed to take your opinions seriously ? <| sep |> Yup . He ' s very forthcoming about how most of his stuff isn ' t ' magic ' but more mental manipulation . I think that ' s why I love what he does so much that , and the fact that he goes on the explain what he ' s actually done .