Pox Box Ralph Sliwinski <| sep |> Eureka ! Thats it . im missing that kind of emotional intimacy which only exists between lovers . I . couldnt put it into words exactly . I have friends but its not satisfying the deep loneliness i seem to feel year to year or in between relationships . And i feel ungrateful for saying its not enough bc some ppl . may not have even one friend . Theres just something about laying next to someone and believing i . have someone to go through this life with . <| sep |> Glad to hear it was pretty simple . I hate stuff like that because you see it and your brain comes up with the worst stuff . Good luck and have a happy Thanksgiving . <| sep |> My favourite is that you can join the military , serve two tours , during which you are put in charge of equipment that is designed to kill people tanks , apcs , planes , etc . Come back , and not be old enough rent a car .