We ' re a long ways away from making enough money to hire people <| sep |> Drinking . It took me so many huge fuck ups to realize I have a drinking problem , including making a huge fucking scene at both my brothers weddings gave the groom a black eye before his wedding for one and two DUIs . I ' ve been sober for over two years now but I already feel the damage is done and I can ' t go 5 minutes without thinking of an occasion I was a huge piece of shit . My life is so full of regret . <| sep |> I ' m a big fan of Chael ' s podcast , so after listening to it a few days a week I hear his voice when I read his tweets . This gave me a good chuckle . <| sep |> maybe it is , maybe i am , either way , it ' s just a hard thing for me to say