No no this one will do , i ' m usually very definite about pokeballs since i MM most of the time . But i ' ll keep in mind not to ask for transfer only moves next time i want a special pokeball for it . <| sep |> To lighten that part of my heart . Hate can consume you . <| sep |> Thank you for the assurance , I always used to go with my dad to get my mom ' s birthdayholiday presents and he always knew exactly what colorsscents she liked but couldn ' t afford they could afford it but she feels bad when she spends money on herself I think . So that ' s the guy i ' m trying to be but I struggle with long and short term memory loss , it ' s feels like i ' m showing her I pay attention to what she says . Sorry , I started venting .