I meant more for last year . The hype for him this year wasn ' t as much . <| sep |> Soon we will all be able to play it . The wait is almost over . <| sep |> Wow wow and wow . I went through a similar situation of both you and JesusVII . You hit the nail right on the head when you said she sounds like a clone of my ex . She put down and criticized me , my things , my career , my thoughts , my beliefs , my ethnicity in different ways . All I did was take it and not respond back because I didn ' t want to be the asshole . But when I did shoot an insult back a few times , I was being mean and she said that I couldn ' t do that because she didn ' t have thick skin like me . WTF ? I will say that I should have put a stop to it early in the relationship but me being quite , just let her feel she could get away with it and pretty much did . I ' ll take blame for that , but still someone should not be belittled no matter what . Especially if that person really cares about you and wants nothing but the best for you . As for the contradicting , yup . She was all about the open range life when I first met her , then she said she thought it was boring and was a city girl . There were others but the worst was that I asked her to be one gf and she said yes after a few moments . Weeks later she said we were nothing , just friends and I was confused as hell because I never knew we broke up , yet she was staying at my place ? I too was threaten with the cops because I just wanted to talk to her , and clear up something that had happened the night before , but she didn ' t want to . She ended up pushing me , slapping me , and threatened to punch me because I kept asking her to talk to me . I never raised my voice or touched her . But again , I do understand that when she said she didn ' t want to talk , I should ' ve left it at that and respected her wishes , hence I ' ll take some responsibility for that . I just gave up asking after her threat and we ultimately never spoke again . I too was stupid enough to apologize and forgive her too and said that maybe we could work it out , but I got radio silence from her . I said my goodbyes after a few days and haven ' t looked for her since . I will say though , in relevance to the origin of this post , if she were to contact me , and ask that we talk , I ' d say sure . Just to get some form of closure , IF there ' s such a thing . I wouldn ' t mind talking to her because I ' m the type of person that try ' s to see the good in everyone and feel they ' re misunderstood I know , that can be a major flaw on my behalf . But ultimately , self reflection is the best closure one can get . I wasn ' t perfect , and neither was she , but she had some good traits that I learned from and will pick up , as I hope she picked up on some of my good traits and values . Focus on not letting go of my good traits and focus on fixing my bad ones .