Maybe it was saving the boy from marrying a wrong person . Who knows ? <| sep |> Throwing up in my aunts lap at legoland while on the little train and refusing to go into the girls bathroom with her to clean up , because it ' s full of girls and they much see me ! <| sep |> high fivesAlthough at this point of my life I feel more like a stalker than a fangirl . <| sep |> Oh , wow . You are doing exactly what I want to do but haven ' t been able to do not the specific items , but exploring life in general . Kudos to you , keep it up ! Personally , I would think of that big awesome list of things to do . Then I would promptly never do them strong , under medicated ADHD , working on addressing it . When it came to hanging out with friends , especially at , say , a bowling alley , were you actively making your situation known ?