I did something similar . had memory problems for a longgg time . don ' t want to scare you but I ' m just starting to get back to normal and it ' s been about a year and a half since my last dose and diet exercise 56 times a week . It ' ll get better but it ' s gonna be a long ass time so don ' t be discouraged if your memory still sucks 6 months from now . I know this isn ' t want you wanted to hear but as someone who literally went through what you are going through that ' s how long it took me <| sep |> the panning on the vocal definitely evokes the paranoid , hearing voices , being surrounded thing <| sep |> I have it sitting at home still in the delivery box waiting for me when I get out of the hospital . <| sep |> They will probably talk about my tiny penis or swap baking recipes .