Thank you everyone for all your input . I appreciate the time you invested into this stranger , and I thank you truly . Living in this state has almost been like a form of captivity . Your words have help rekindle the fire that was already brewing . I have started looking into courses that hold my interest and excite me . The prospect of steam training forward again sets my heart racing . I know this is what I want and need , and it will happen . The big help here was the idea of presenting a case , something I was brewing up but better honed from your inputs . If all goes well I ' ll repost in a week or so , if not , well I might still anyways . thanks again <| sep |> It is . Everyone has the same overpoweredness . That ' s why it ' s called Mannpower , everyone is overpowered .