I understand what you ' re saying , but I don ' t crave sex with other people . I don ' t want to have any kind of relationship with anyone else . But if opening our marriage up to him being able to see who he wants means that we get to stay married then I ' ll fuck a random stranger so that everybody ' s happy . And yes I realize how dysfunctional that sounds . I would actually prefer that he have nonemotional connections , but part of what he wants is that feeling of NRE , and getting to know somebody and their quirks , figuring out a little of what makes them tick . Basically the things that he already knows about me and can ' t read discover because I ' m not new . Edited for spelling <| sep |> I was going to give my ex gf my fz 6 r when I upgraded to a gsxr . Then we broke up . So sell this one and get a gsxr exhaustupgraded it is ! Edit replied here as I ' m a fellow chick .