American Dad was better and Seth MacFarlane liked it more . <| sep |> cant relate to the sexuality , or the hard parents to be fair , but I do overthink many many things , and I was a lot worse at it when I was your age . I cant help but be patronizing here , please don ' t be offended , but things do get better when you get older . society is a mess , no doubt about it , trump getting into power over there is scary and the intolerance that seems to be growing in many different walks of life is a worry but remember it isn ' t always as bad as it looks . gay marriage was illegal before , but there were still plenty of gay couples , if you do happen to fall in love with a boy as you said you like both then not saying it will be easy , but you will make it work . you showed adaptability when dealing with your parents and that will go with you into the wider world when you forge your own path . I think the trick to life which I have by no means mastered myself is to be comfortable in your own skin first , and that doesn ' t mean just accepting yourself , it means accepting other peoples views and opinions about you , you have to be the bigger man . don ' t get drawn into defending your choices , just own them and let others do the worrying for you . it might come to pass that you are better off getting out of dodge , god knows its a million times easier to sway masses of people to do the wrong thing than it is to do the right one , and if that happens which to be honest I doubt , I see it as the media just being their usual sensationalist selves have been wrong before mind you then again you will adapt and you will get on . life isn ' t easy , I don ' t believe it Is meaningless . just that the meaning is personal to the individual , it will be religion to some , it will be science to others . I think a positive attitude goes a hell of a long way , but is not easy to maintain . one of the things I have found in this life is that negatives are easy . bad thoughts multiply , worrys increase the more you think of them , addictions are easily increased issues . positive stuff is harder . its hard to maintain positive thoughts and attitudes , its hard to give up smoking or drinking or burgers or drugs , and its not easy to remain invested in yourself and love yourself when others try and tear you down . the easy negatives are worthless , the more difficult positives are worth the extended effort . and by extended I mean life long by the looks of it . I was in my 30 ' s when I realized the power of a positive outlook , and I spent many years before that in the euphoric negatives that seem so appealing , and as I said above , I have not mastered the positive attitude or having faith and trust in myself , but I do feel its the right road to take . anyway , sorry , I tend to prattle on because concepts in my head aren ' t easy to get down on paper they say a picture speaks a thousand words , if that ' s true then a thought speaks a billions words , and getting them down on paper aint easy . TLDR cant really help but listen and give generic advice apologies . keep you chin up and be positive . P . S . you don ' t know god is a dick , you just know the folk that claim to love him the most tend to be . he might be cool , Facebook god is kinda cool . stick with him .