Yup , he was not good . Again . <| sep |> yes give me a couple minutes to breed one <| sep |> I ' m sorry no one has commented on this yet . Even though I ' m not very eloquent I ' ll try to add my two cents . I hope your court date goes well . Hell , you ' re probably sleeping right now but I really feel for you and I wish you all the strength to get through this . Also Matthew didn ' t cheat on you because of drugs and alcohol , those are just excuses . After the first time , he should have known better . Please don ' t dismiss this . He sounds like he doesn ' t care about you as much as you care about him . What boyfriendgirlfriend wouldn ' t want to support their partner during this time ? I would ten fold . if Matthew doesn ' t get help and continues to treat you with disrespect , it may be better to end things . I know it ' ll feel like you have nothing else but I ' ve been in a situation where I felt really alone in a relationship and when I ended it , I felt so much better . Anyways , here ' s wishing you well .