lolwe need to right this is admin brutality <| sep |> Two nights ago I was involved in a very bad freeway accident . A suspected drunk driver plowed his pickup truck into rush hour traffic . I got rearended , spun out and wound up flying backwards across a couple lanes and coming to rest on the side of the road . One car burst into flames . At least 7 vehicles involved and 10 victims , myself included . Fortunately nobody died . Fortunately I and most of the other people walked away . What ' s on my mind ? How my mind is going about processing what happened . I remember very clearly the accident itself . The initial impact . That slowing down of time where I realized oh , I ' m in an accident and the moment after the impact where I realized oh , this is not over yet . The moment where I came to rest and it at least my part was over . I just sat there going okay . okay . okay . Then there ' s a gap . An indeterminate amount of time between when the car stopped moving and I came back to the real world and started to assess the situation . I ' ve been replaying the sequence of events in my head for the last 48 hours and I ' m missing that part . I wasn ' t injured . I didn ' t hit my head . There ' s just a couple minutes of the tape that my brain either didn ' t record , or just doesn ' t want me to see .