Holy shit lol that guy ' s tuxedo hahaFucking cringe <| sep |> I think you need to learn skills . Also developing your self e s t e e m d e v e l o p m e n t b o o k s h o w t o i n c reaseselfesteemsixpillars wouldn ' t hurt either . What kind of therapist should I talk to about this ? Most therapists should be able to help you with these problems , but I recommend looking at those articles I posted first . <| sep |> Either he ' s not joking or it wasn ' t a good joke , because it doesn ' t really look like he is . <| sep |> FA , as far as I understand , is the normal running position it ' s used to keep the brakes released so that the train can run . It simply maintains a 5 bar pressure in the brake pipe . Of course this will also release the brakes , so FU would be used when needed . I don ' t know how these are used in DB practice .