My advice is feel what you need to feel . My mother passed away unexpectedly 3 weeks ago and I didn ' t get to say goodbye . At the time I decided I would be British about it and have a stiff upper lip , that meant no crying even though I was in agony inside . I ' m now dealing with a mountain of bottled up emotion that ' s really affecting my ability to focus on my University work . It ' ll come in waves . I ' ve become upset over the strangest things , once in a coffee shop because that ' s where we ' d meet up to chat and another time over some sushi as she introduced me to it . <| sep |> What kind of hat is it ? <| sep |> Moonbat . I ' ll pass , thanks . <| sep |> Sonofabitch , I just paid $ 120 on Amazon yesterday . <| sep |> Actually most players are mad at league because it was actively trying to shut down dota 2 in it ' s development . You can just google the history between the games and realize why it ' s hated in the dota 2 community .