But you can ' t pretend like the message has no substance . Not when it ' s proven . So , it ' s only justified when it happens to us ? We know what the admins can and did do . Who ' s to say they won ' t do the same to you ? <| sep |> I could add the cat ears and crates , but other than that and a ton of other painted toppers , I ' m short on adds <| sep |> same but its guna be hype <| sep |> My antidepressant antianxiety medications ruined my stomach when I was on them . My stomach was already not great from the depresion <| sep |> I ' m a competitor , I love rough rolls . But you need to understand than some people don ' t care about competition or self defense , some people just like the art and want to get in shape while having fun . Just roll light with them and use this roll as a break until you can go 100 % again in the next roll . Plus , light rolls are a good opportunity to practice techniques you ' re not comfortable with yet .