It currently holds 8 of the top ten spots now . <| sep |> Any insight as to whether the Definitive Edition is worth the extra money ? <| sep |> Op is a troll <| sep |> Hey , I was pretty numb before . At some point during the 90 days i started making an effort to try and feel stuff thoughout the day and to just be more sensitive to my feelings . That was around the time i started meditating too . It took a few days to start really feeling stuff from when i started trying but everything became more intense . I especially felt more nervous and excited than usual . Some times very sad or lonely . It all feels good though . Hard to explain . If someone is rude to me or I get upset I seem to get over it faster now and some times I have like an intensity and calmness that I didn ' t used to have .