Rubber Johnny by Chris Cunningham Aphex Twin nothing more . <| sep |> We all have that one year where we know it ' s not true , but we pretend just in case . <| sep |> IGN G Pokemon Caterpie named SUSHI , male , level 3 acerola is best thanks in advance ! <| sep |> Sorry to hear you ' re struggling . Benzos can be a real bitch in so many ways . I feel dumb even mentioning it but I recently had a 2 week high dose 58 mg a day etizolam binge and the second day into the night of cold turkey I began to have my first experience with wd . I was up all night and when I did sleep at all it was pure nightmares . Upon awakening I was completely dizzy and simply dumb . It was a harsh wakeup . I can only imagine what it would be like after ten years . My best advice would be to lengthen the taper out , ten years is a long time , you can ' t expect to get off it within a few weeks . Take your time and make the taper work for you and I have faith you ' ll get where you want to be .