I can ' t live without you can only really mean one thing especially when she isn ' t aware of his RbD . Although we do know that losing her is enough for him to try and restart regardless of how perfect the outcome is . I do wonder if Subaru knew RbD wouldn ' t work anymore , would he still commit suicide ? wn <| sep |> 5 isk that in 3 months , he will be doing exactly what you did . <| sep |> Ok , thanks . I didn ' t realize that would make a difference , i just grabbed the biggest one they had at the artificer shop . <| sep |> No . no gogeta pull on this banner . I ' m talking about the last 3 maybe 4 god banners . Nothing . Same as you . The first time Gogeta dropped I got him after burning through 300 stones . My luck has officially dried up since then .