57 M Boomkin , have 2 lego rings . Do decent damage , ask any questions ! <| sep |> I ' ve had my dyshidrotic eczema misdiagnosed as athletes foot several times . Really knocks down one ' s faith in dermatologists . <| sep |> Upvote for IPA ! But obligatory ew bong . <| sep |> when you have to moderate your incel message boardsNo need to stoop to their level . The reason why I posted this is because it is such a laughable straw man . Fight ignorance with logic , not insults . Educate , Agitate , Organise . <| sep |> I ' m going fucking nuts right now . It ' s been nearly three weeks since my last ruined orgasm , well overdue for my regular relief typically at two weeks . However , I wasted my two allotted ROs on consecutive days at the beginning of the month , so I ' ve gotta wait until December now . I ' ve been aching for any sort of stimulation , so I put on a ball stretcher and sat on my big tunnel plug . I somehow found myself reading permanent chastity fiction , which I ' ve previously ruled offlimits , as it ' s guaranteed to elicit an orgasm from me . Dunno why I still get off on it , as I ' m almost already there myself . It took me an hour of rubbing my tube to reach the edge , but I floated there for a good looooong time . I aborted the mission when I realised I was getting caught in the familiar chain of thoughts that always pushes me over the edge . I immediately took off the ball stretcher because it ' s simply too much stimulation I can come just by swinging it around . I ' m definitely frustrated , but at the same time deeply happy and satisfied that I didn ' t have that orgasm tonight . EDIT I just took out the plug , too . My arousal is burntout , and I really just want nonkinky sleep right now . Chastity excepted , of course .