I don ' t know why but today felt so depressing . I couldn ' t find anything to be thankful for . My husband and I got into a huge fight at dinner , and we were at a restaurant . Some times I just fucking hate the holidays . <| sep |> I would suggest buying a used welder with all the accessories included . Kind of like your own BFD sales spree . With the holidays coming up I ' m sure you can find some deals ! <| sep |> This game is my drug , I ' ve come to terms that I ' m addicted to gaming . <| sep |> Sadly , many people would still feel that way if you phrased it differently . <| sep |> That happens to me too . Even if I ' m thinking about a stressful or upsetting situation and I ' m not actively stressed or upset about it , I feel tinges in my body . Usually my right shoulder hurts