even i have been using this for past 6 months , where is that dimming feature you speak off ? <| sep |> Controversial . It ' s in the fucking Blue Book , you knob ends . <| sep |> lol I told my wife that if I died I want to just be cremated and stuck in a coffee tin . I mean have you seen the prices of funerals nowadays ! ?<| sep |> The same things that I would do today . I ' m 19 . <| sep |> Tbingen , Germany . I am not a English native speaker , so maybe I translated it wrong <| sep |> queen baby is up <| sep |> Indeed , he should go back to it . <| sep |> Are you in my Ledley club ? <| sep |> When there ' s this level of disorder or self harming behavior because that ' s what it is , just as much as a razor blade then there is almost always a trigger or original trauma . Someone may not remember being sexually abused as a coping mechanism , but not remembering is not the same as not happening . I ' m not saying you were , I ' m just saying don ' t rule it out . I ' m not a professional , I ' m just speaking from my experience . If just want to vent , that ' s one thing . And understandable . But if you want to change , that ' s another path all together . . Happy Thanksgiving if you celebrate that holiday