The closest thing I have had to a bona fide nightmare since my childhood was a dream where I was watching my friend , and regular tennis opponent , beat David Goffin comfortably . I genuinely woke up in cold sweats . I remember the dream strangely well , and remember just being scared and confused at how my friend could have surpassed me by so much and got so fucking good . I realise this dream doesn ' t speak highly of me and suggests me to be a jealous , petty man and a poor friend . but am willing to take that on the chin . <| sep |> That ' s the electoral college for you . The same people who praise it now would criticize it later if this happened , because they only base their opinions on what helps or hurts their side intellectual , logical , or moral consistency be damned .