Are you kidding ? Kids grow up every day with massive self esteem issues over something as normal as the shape of their nose or the sound of their voice . Are you really suggesting someone with severe mental handicaps might not be aware that people are treating him differently all through out his life ? Unless it ' s truly a debilitating disease , I ' m confident having any kind of disability will lead to a troubled upbringing . <| sep |> You ' re obviously not c 1 are you . A Psamathe lushen team isn ' t anywhere close enough to enough damage to beat the ad ' s in c 3 . There ' s way too many Molly , tankmilla , Rina teams . This conversation is over , I don ' t give a fuck what you think . <| sep |> Just took a half dose and feel better temporary and only have 2 or 3 doses left . The hardest part is keeping it a secret . I really need to stop and just look at it as a blip in the road to recovery . I ' m working NA and that has a little added guilt when I relapse but I need to kick this shit , maybe I ' ll flush the rest and I won ' t have access to anymore as I ' m out of town until Monday morning . I ' ve lurked and have read every comment and post over the past 4 months . I see you are involved as I see your posts often , how are things with you today ?