I will gladly raise my hands and agree with this . Luiz has been amazing since his return , so much more mature , and I was embarrassed at signing him again . <| sep |> It ' s your first OT 5 ? Did not know that . <| sep |> Plus , hey , the mentally illPTSD card is almost as easy to play as the black criminal card when trying to excuse their actions . <| sep |> Booze IHOP Bed . <| sep |> Live nearby you , on Australia St . actually . Let me know if you ' re still looking . Not originally from here and spent 5 years in the US so can relate to your stumbling over Austraenglish . <| sep |> I agree It ' s not very realistic to expect her to change her mind . You can say the connection was there but if she really felt something for you , she wouldn ' t be telling you not to expect a serious relationship . Even if she fucked up in the past , she can want and strive to be a better girlfriend in a relationship . I mean seriously , how hard can it be ?