That ' s a horrible way to spend 4 years . It will eat you alive . You ' ll come out the other end with anxiety and depression , which will be a lifelong battle to correct . You ' ll lose focus on what ' s important to you and you will slide backwards . Your personal relationships will deteriorate . In 4 years , we will have a new president and you will be the angry , the hateful , the divisive , and the lost . Others will carry on their lives and grow while you rot , stewed in the putrid odor of hate . You will wonder why you are alone . Because everyone else is the asshole , right ? I hope you find a different path . Try meditating , find a hobby . We will be fine out here , worry about yourself <| sep |> Damn this chapter made me nervous . It had me afraid he was going do something really bad to her . First on the bed then when he tied her to the door I thought he was going beat her .