Smh can mean either shaking my head or so much hate . These days it pretty much means shaking my head . Edit yeah downvote me you stupid fucks . <| sep |> Stealing this . Stole this <| sep |> At the game . having an amazing time considering new I only drove 9 hours to see my favorite player . Andrew . luck . GO colts <| sep |> Sasha chuckled . Wait , wait , did you ever move in with an exorcist named Lucy Chen ? <| sep |> Well I survived . NMom did mostly little things . Two things stand out and I figured I ' d tell you all . 1 Both when she saw me after I came in and when I was going into my brother ' s car to leave , she violated my bodily autonomy by trying to force affection on me . Like in what universe does I do not want to hug you mean Hug me and try to give me a kiss , and loudly try to shame me for not reacting ? 2 She basically demanded that I take vacation days off in March of which she has no idea how many or few I have , to go with her and her side of the family to a foreign country thousands of miles away i . e . being trapped with her there . Of course she would later reveal the strings attached because I should thank her for this , probably a forced reconciliation with zero acceptance of responsibility , which I find laughable . Add to this that we ' re talking about a rather LGBTunfriendly place , and of course I think this whole idea is insane so I shut it the hell down . So yeah , all in all not too horrible by her standards . Unfortunately I think I ' ll be seeing stories with a lot more crazy tonight .