Google has had some employees arrested in the past when it disobeyed government orders . <| sep |> You know that russian forum everyone uses ? Yeah , try that . HINT Search . ru on rCrackWatch <| sep |> You are absolutely right ! That was exactly what I was thinking about to be honest . I know there are millions of people just like me out there , I ' m 20 and I have been addicted to porn since I was 14 . I managed to take a break from it for 100 days in the spring of 2012 and by the end I was a new me , felt genuine attraction to women , had the energy of a regular teenager , but I unfortunately fell back in right after , that was so dissapointing , eventually I compartmentalized this poison in my life . Tried it again 20 days ago and I relapsed yesterday , it did hit me hard so I ' m looking to start again . I don ' t know how long it ' ll take before I feel the way I should , but I know I ' m not alone .