I take allegra but not religiously . I take ventolin before exercising . I ' ve done both of those for many years though . <| sep |> The cameraman was on a toilet break . <| sep |> My best mate and I kept accidentally referring to him as Pete and then correcting ourselves . <| sep |> Cow , not donkey . <| sep |> I don ' t speak to either of my parents unless I have to . They ' re shit people . Middle of December 2014 I emailed my mother because she did something stupid and it pissed me off . She emailed me back telling I had a lot of nerve and blah blah blah while she was planning the funeral . I called her from work and said what funeral ? She said I texted you about it , I already told you . Stupid bitch , I blocked your number a year ago and you already knew that . What funeral ? Your grandfather died . I raged in my office for an hour alternating between sobbing and wanting to kill my mother . My grandfather was the # 1 in my life and the only person who had ever been supportive of my decisions no matter what I did . I feel your pain today . It ' s only 2 weeks from now the second anniversary . It gets easier , and with more time you ' ll think about happy memories instead of the sadness . I ' m sorry bro .