I ' m almost positive that I was diagnosed with IED Intermittent Explosive Disorder because of how my father treated me when I was younger . <| sep |> wow , absolutely . i look up to that man a great deal , both as a drummer and as a person , he was just fantastic . that documentary was such a great watch , it is impressive how strong he was after losing Danko , Manuel , and the sickness began . dude kept on going . <| sep |> It helped me . I had a lot more energy to get stuff done , was happier , less anxious , and my sleeping schedule was slowly fixing itself . The whole thing lasted about a week before my mind slowly started turning back into its old self . Well , at least I tried . <| sep |> Good thing California made all those new gun laws so this kind of thing won ' t happen !