You need cream cheese , period . <| sep |> Fuck me , you faggot . I mean fuck off , you faggot . <| sep |> Time for back round checks for paint ! !!<| sep |> Don ' t know what to do with my life . I feel the pressure of school and big decisions that depend on good exploration and soul searching , both of which I haven ' t understood enough . Lots of worrying , fears , self doubt and a poor understanding of my options . Not that it ' s possible to know it all , but I tend to be pulled back and forth between other people ' s opinions , experience and my thoughts . It ' s hard to resist it when I understand myself so poorly right now . Insecure to some extent , not severe social anxiety but I do have high introversion and live like I ' m in a shell . From what I ' ve heard haven ' t gotten to call yet it may be difficult to get ahold of the too few counselorstherapists any time soon . I ' ll give it a shot but it ' s probably won ' t be smooth .