It ' s not a feeling , That ' s literally what it is they ' re talking about their schizophrenia here but extending it to transness . Higher emotions and the necessity of wading through them to make decisions is one of the things that only the most evolved animals have . Our endocrine systems and brains are shaped to produce emotions and process feedback from them , respectively . If feelings are truly the result of dysfunction or maladaptive , that ' s a problem . In today ' s world ? Feeling like you should have different sex characteristics than you currently do is really fucking benign . <| sep |> Couple of times on my motorcycle I ' ve just gunned it to get out of danger . <| sep |> DejaVu Sans Mono or Inconsolata <| sep |> Any idea where I could track down a copy to check out ? Not finding any PDFs or reasonably priced print copies .