Super Mario world , Pokmon , Frogged , NBA live , NCAA basketball , NBA 2 k , mobile app games <| sep |> Dude , quit crying in public <| sep |> You might want to look up the actual definition of the word murder . Or do you actually think the guy went out there with the premeditated plan of killing that border guard ? <| sep |> all we want is KOTOR dammit ! <| sep |> It ' s a great feeling , truly . My story is similar to yours , so I can relate to this . Found out I was trans at 12 years old , and struggled with anxiety , depression , suicidal thoughts , the whole nine yards . I was in a bad spot . Now , four years later , I just started T right after my 16 th birthday about a month ago my endo doesn ' t allow you to start until 16 , which was a pain in the ass , I ' m most likely having top surgery with Dr . Medalie this summer , and both my name and gender have been legally changed . Feels good . I can ' t even remember what life was like when I was 121314 years old and suicidal . Knowing the years of struggle it took to get to this point , I try not to take everything for granted , but it ' s hard not to . If you told me even 2 years ago that my life would be like this now , I wouldn ' t believe you . When they say it gets better they ' re not wrong . Congrats , man , and I hope everything else goes smoothly !