DONT LET ME GO DOHEKI <| sep |> Bring out the GIRLS <| sep |> I was browsing rBitcoinAll this morning which led me to a post with a comment where someone claimed that many core supporters want to see the cap raised which , of course , I believe is total horseshit . It was just weird seeing your question and that comment in unrelated posts so close together . Made me think for a second I was missing some undercurrent in thought . <| sep |> Alright , not gonna bother in that case . Good luck all those ascending from 60 to 120144 today ! <| sep |> I do understand I fucked up and should have been way more honest . I really hoped I would change my mind but I have finally come to the conclusion I haven ' t and won ' t . I guess the real struggle happened a year ago when my career really kicked off making me realize it won ' t work . Due to my work , flying planes , I am gone a majority of the time so I always pushed all of it away from me . It ' s really weird right now , like I don ' t even feel like giving her a kiss because I know I wronged her . Been thinking about this whole divorce thing if it happens . I definitly don ' t want anything bad for her so no fighting and what not . I want to make it as easy as possible on her , grab my tools , my car , clothing and 3 D printer and get out . She can have all the rest , I don ' t want to fight with her over silly stuff like a wifi router or furniture .