Wanna hear the life from someone who got hooked from a doctor ? Wake up sore , stomach pounding with pain and nausea because the oxy you took at midnight wore off at 6 am , on the dot , like every morning . You get up to take your morning dose of oxy , but you vomit before the water touches your lips . In a way you ' re glad you puked before so that you ' re not short like last month , last month yoy had to explain why you were 5 short and they nearly cut you off cold turkey , after 2 years of jumping through hoops that would have been world ending . You quickly count how many days left you have till the next refill , and pray you don ' t need more then what ' s prescribed to get through the day . But you do . Every . Single . Day . I ' ll only need 40 mg today , it ' ll be ok . 120 mg later I ' m asking myself if I even feel it anymore , and I still hurt . I know the pains from the drugs , but without them i don ' t function . I used to get energetic and happy , it made me feel like a kid again and now . I just feel normal or sick , waiting until the next time I can legally take my meds . just waiting and slowly letting my soul die . And they say this shit is any better .