There ' s only one key . <| sep |> The keyboard is a uniform 67 g . <| sep |> This is funny . This is not rmadlads material <| sep |> Well , I posted this because I guess I was abused like 5 years ago , I was 16 and I ' m 21 now . I don ' t even know anymore if I am a victim . I had a girlfriend 5 years ago . We were walking around and then she took me down a bridge , she took down my pants , pushed me against the wall , took my penis and then she started . She was on her period , so it was fucking nasty . At first , I actually told her to stop and tried to push her away . I didn ' t had the strenght to make her stop because I was sick because of a chronic disease , so I couldn ' t make her stop . After failing in my attempt to stop her , I just stood there without saying anything , just thinking what should I do . I don ' t remember how it ended , I just appeared near my house with my clothes dirty in blood . After entering my house , I saw my mother angry , she yelled at me because I was late . I couldn ' t say anything , and she didn ' t notice the blood . A week after that , I said it to a friend and he laughed . I tried to say it to a couple of Friends more and they gave me one of the following two reactions nothing , o laughs . Took me like 4 months after that to say it to my mother , and she didn ' t fucking cared about it . Now , like 5 years after the incident , I talked with my mother about it again because I am getting therapy because I went by my own will , and I got a different answer from her Forget it . I have been ignored so many times that I don ' t know anymore if I am a victim anymore , I don ' t even know if being forced to do something like that is bad . TLDR I got abused and no one cares about it .