Hang In there and be strong . Don ' t beat yourself up , there ' s nothing you could ' ve done . Your exwife let ' s call her that , because she ' s not deserving the partner title anymore couldn ' t resist , cheated on you and now she ' s making up a story in her mind so she doesn ' t hate herself it ' s always like this . One day she may come to her senses , but don ' t beat yourself up and as soon as possible go away from her and direct all your love towards your children . It will get better . One day you ' ll be looking back to this as a dark episode in an otherwise bright , happy life of your own . <| sep |> He got 5 in such a short period of time , so spam kinda fits . <| sep |> But they ban you there so quickly it cannot work .