Sorry I for being noob , I actually dont know how to post multiple files . I ' m using Alien Blue app . Is it not possible to delete this post and repost ? <| sep |> Good musicCrank that <| sep |> Bottom right of the login screen <| sep |> I know exactly how you feel . I might not have any actual advice , but I can at least tell you that you aren ' t alone . I grew up in a seriously dysfunctional family environment myself and to spare you the details was taught from a young age that presents and toys were used for manipulation and that no matter what I did , I was never grateful enough . So as an adult , I still have a hard time accepting gifts from people , but it ' s getting easier . I think this is something that ' s been engrained in us that will take some time to work through , but I ' m so glad that you have a new support system . Do they or your husband know how you feel about the subject ? Maybe it would benefit you to make them aware if you feel comfortable , so they can dial it back a bit and give you some time to adjust . Either way , I just wanted to let you know that I get where you ' re coming from and I ' m so happy for you and your life abroad !