My grey is the oppisite . As soon as I leave the room he begins whatever diabolical plan he ' s been waiting for the next time mom ' s not looking to enact . <| sep |> It looks exactly like the foot clan ' s gang logo from the teenaged mutant ninja turtles . <| sep |> Honestly ? Because that ' s the joke between him and me . I ' m the stupid hippie , and he ' s . I don ' t know . Farva . It ' s cool . He sees these . Fair question . He and I ? Whatever . <| sep |> Van der sar <| sep |> This must be your goal if your job is a gardener . <| sep |> Was it her fantasy ? or . did she mistakenly think it was his ? She asked to peg him , he agreed to that . If she also wants to sissify him , that ' s a whole different question , one she forgot to ask . <| sep |> I ' m not saying she wasn ' t selfish , but the same forces that keep you from killing your children and killing yourself aren ' t the same . I ' m not even saying I necessarily believe she did or didn ' t want to kill herself , there just isn ' t anything to go on but pure speculation and our hatred of what she did . Is it possible she planned on killing her kids and then herself , but once she got to herself selfpreservation kicked in and she couldn ' t overcome it ? Yes , that ' s entirely likely . She ' s shown to be weak willed and selfish already , this doesn ' t go against that .