Hello , FT event sunIt appears you are offering events in this case , you are missing details required upon offering by rule 3 . Please read the rules in full and make the necessary changes by editing your post . Then reply directly to me so I can review it . Thank you . <| sep |> DAMN . I KNOW WHAT IT ' S LIKE TO HAVE A BROKEN KEYBOARD . GLAD JACKIE GOT IT WORKING AGAIN . <| sep |> Its a small channel , but he has some very good content about serial killers and mysteries and other exciting stuff <| sep |> Independent work is my own answer to this issueLike be your own boss start your own business <| sep |> Read ! Read a lot of different philosophies . There are so many good writings available online as well . It ' s good to also read nonbuddhist things for perspective and once you have read so much you might even start to see that there is this sort of a connectedness in all philosophies and information . I ' m afraid if you start meditating or learning with some very specific expectation in your mind it can ' t really create you the future you desire . When we open our eyes for the first time , there will be a slight surprise we will not see what we have been dreaming of , imagining what we will be seeing a better life , happy people , wealth , a clear head and happy thoughts etc but we probably will see something very unexpected . From there on you have the choice to either accept this newfound reality and dig in deeper or you can walk away from it , close your eyes again and keep imagining for yourself the life and future you desired . Which is fine some people do this their whole lives and they manage just fine . They might even work hard and get lucky to achieve some great personal goals which will impress the regular bystander they hit some jackpot with their business and gamble and everything works out fine for them but that is rare most people who go seeking for this kind of wealth and relief tend to stumble and fall ! The relevant philosophies are a different path , though you stop looking for your jackpot after you realize that ' s not really something that you need . But if a person doesn ' t realize that on his own , can ' t really forcefeed them either Meditation on it ' s own is useful for your health and mind if you do it correctly , though . For me it helps to tame my temper and think logically instead of emotionally when the situations have become intense ! So many problems can be prevented from escalating this way . It is an extremely powerful tool , just need to figure out how to use it and for what . 3