Simply , one of the finest comedies ever made . <| sep |> What is the catch ? <| sep |> I ' m an unemployed , unskilled trans woman in a Republican state and I ' m feeling really hemmed in right now . When Trump conservatives say let the states decide on LGBT rights , I hear If you wanted a good life , you should ' ve been smart enough to be born in California . Republicans like to circlejerk about how their platform , Jobs Jobs and more Jobs , applies to all people , but what good does a job opening do me if I ' m excluded from it because of my gender identity ? I ' m surrounded by conservative Christians and I am starting to feel very antagonistic towards their religion . Maybe if they weren ' t so dead set on hating me and my community then I wouldn ' t care . Maybe if I were afraid of getting stabbed by some selfrighteous asshole trying to protect moral fiber then I would be able to say There are both good and bad Christians , and the good Christians have a beautiful religion that , while not for me , has done a lot of good throughout history . But right now , all I see is the hate , and I ' m hating right back . I ' m supposed to be better than this . I ' m dogged by symptoms of unknown physical and mental ailments , but I can ' t go to any kind of doctor because I don ' t have money . Everyone says pick yourself up , you just have to want it hard enough but how am I supposed to hold down a job when I struggle with daytoday life ? Why would anyone hire me when I ' m socially awkward and look like some kind of hippy ? I don ' t see a way out , so I spend a lot of time either burying my troubles online or thinking about dying . It wasn ' t supposed to be like this . I was supposed to be an artist . I was supposed to be a wife . I was supposed to have friends . I was supposed to enjoy being alive . Now I ' m realizing , none of that was ever meant for me at all . Just pain and death . I ' m getting too worn out to fight this losing battle . As the days pass , I feel more and more ready to fulfill my destiny of dying alone .