So you ' re reaping the rewards without the work . you don ' t feel bad about that I take it . I don ' t agree with this statement . If we both enter the relationship with the understanding that it ' s on a physical basis , then the boundaries were set . Are you willing to elaborate on your feelings on this ? I ' m having a hard time rationalizing your point of view . <| sep |> I assumed when Guzma mentioned being possesed that Lillies mother was possesed as well . Seems im not the only one <| sep |> idk its mind bugging . but also idk . like there was nothing before me so im pretty sure there will be nothing after me . well now that i think about it , it makes me a bit sick and dizzy S like how can i not exist anymore and stuff