How about scotch ? <| sep |> Sir Cat looks like he spies on the neighbors . Our cat doesn ' t like to go outside , but he stares out the window and will give us a running commentary if there are birds in the feeder . <| sep |> I said k . enough times already , I lost my job because of this , my girlfriend left me because the competition was to fierce , this isn ' t a life I ' d like to live . Please , don ' t talk to me or my son ever again . <| sep |> I ' d suggest doing a couple of grows with a cheap tent before deciding how you ' d like to eventually build something nice . My thoughts about how I ' d like to grow have evolved quite a bit in the year I ' ve been growing . <| sep |> Hey Nick buddy . First of all , I , and I believe the majority of the community you have created , understand your strife . I know for a fact that situations like yours can be extremely difficult , and a lot of usincluding me have dealt with something similar , especially with anxietydepression . You can takedo whatever you need to stay healthy and safe , including taking care of your loved ones and personal situations . I appreciate your transparency , it ' s nice to hear from you about your inner emotions as I think about your wellbeing often , and I will enjoy your personality and your content until the day I die . Secondly , I sincerely wish you the best of luck with this horrificsounding situation you find yourself in . Legal issues , especially with family , can get messy . I hope it resolves itself soon . Any help you need you will find , within the community , your friends , and more directly , mealthough I know that doesn ' t mean much since you have no idea who I am , I just figured I would offer my help directly . Finally , you , along with your crew , have made my life immensely better for the past 3 ish years . I started with NL ' s dark souls videos and the NLSS , got into your indie impressions , and now legitimately listen to at least one of your videos or streams every day . Basically , thank you , Nick . Thank you for all of your jelliciously hilarious , silly , deep , and real hours of wonder you have given the internet . You remain a refreshing voice in the lives of many . Love you Nick ! Burke