I was in a similar situation to you fairly recently . I don ' t really know what to say for sure but please don ' t feel bad for still feeling depressed or suicidal it is not something easy to overcome and will not fix itself immediately . It will be a long term struggle , but that doesn ' t mean you should give up . Just keep up with seeking treatment for awhile , go into it wholeheartedly and see where it takes you . <| sep |> Would it be acceptable to trip up your child in this situation ? <| sep |> I just wanted to point out a Sableye was called as help for a Carbink and than Sableye used Night Shade to take it ' s life . SM is cruel ! <| sep |> Ya that ' s what I am dealing with now . I don ' t ever want to let someone else determine who I am or how I feel about life .