Don ' t spend a dime . Wait two years , grieve , learn to be happy again . Only then should you think about spending any money . If the house is paid off , live in it . Consider renting to a family member or letting family move in . Trust me you don ' t want to be alone right now . Focus on your education , but take it slow . Above all else , don ' t forget them , the memories fade all too quickly . <| sep |> Is that retroactive ? E owner is pretty damn cool <| sep |> I never realized this is the voice line I need in my life . Just his monotone , robotic voice . it ' s perfect ! <| sep |> Kill Yourself is my number 1 or 2 song , but I can see how you could dislike it . <| sep |> Is bud dup ever gna play ? <| sep |> OUT ! Out ! Out ! <| sep |> sweet , i added you as well . ready whenever you are .