Je username is well toepasselijk zie ik <| sep |> Trump ' s campaign promise to build a beautiful , impenetrable wall along the border and force the Mexicans to pay for it . impenetrable my ass pun totally intended <| sep |> I guess I just question why that is , though . Is Brewmaster a card you currently happily use ? Because this card is almost identical , but a lot clunkier to use . <| sep |> PS 4 SheetHawkEast coast USA . 31 yo . Use mic . Rank 56 at the moment . I usually play medic or support . Better believe I ' ll drop you some motherfuckin health and ammo . Give me a second to make sure the area is clear before I revive you . I usually play weekday and weekend nights , probably 3 or 4 times a week . <| sep |> This was me for my first year of university . Thinking about it now makes me want to cringe and turn into a puddle . It took convincing from my SO to go see a doctor about it . A few months later , I see a psychologist , I got a diagnosis , learnt ways to deal with my anxieties and overcome it . I went from barely passing half my subjects and failing the rest , to getting 70 % on all my courses . I understand that it is difficult , and that it feels like nothing is going to help you get out of this downward spiraling towards being a failure , BUT YOU CAN GET HELP . Go to a doctor you trust and talk to them about mental health . There are student services that are there to help you . They may seem scary , but they will probably been the nicest people you meet . They don ' t get the job for being an asshole . All you need to do is reach out for that help . Even though you might not be able to see it right now , but trust me , once you reach out , there are many many hands that are just waiting to help you up .