Oh shit I ' m watching that all month then <| sep |> Very have them online for that price too . <| sep |> There is nothing on the other end , Yabeuaty . There is only darkness and oblivion . As for how parents take it that ' s a tricky one . In short , let me paraphrase the Lord of the Rings There is no more unnatural thing than for a parent to have to bury their child . In long We ' re not characters in a book . If you do choose to end your life , it ' ll always be a nagging doubt at the back of your parent ' s heads Could we have done better ? , Is there something we could have done differently ? , Where did we go wrong ? The list goes on . There is no more unnatural thing than for a parent to have to bury their child . And I get that there is no one thing that would make your life whole , and I ' m sorry for being flippant . But please , do tell me , what would help ?