I ' m on mobile and it says . The title and post remains . <| sep |> Grey Lobo , cert hypernova , cert chakram , some very rare decals octane distortions , and mg 88 s and others , blue little bow , other etc items <| sep |> Forgive is kind of a strong word . It ' s more like I just got tired of being angry . I also realize she was just another human is a crazy situation and reacted how she thought best . Plus being on the internet made me realize that there are a lot of people that have never had a chance to feel real love for another person and have it reciprocated , so at least I have that under my belt . <| sep |> We only had 7 people at my house today and it was an allday cooking event that I got stuck doing by myself while everyone else sat on their ass and talked and watched TV . I only have a 4 person table , so everyone else sat on the couch and watched TV and ate , so it was fine . We still had a ton of leftovers , which I packed up and sent walmart bags full of food home with everyone so I ' m not stuck with it for the next week . I ' m in my mid 40 ' s and single and I cooked for my parents , aunt and uncle , daughter and her boyfriend . All the old folks figure they ' re too old and it ' s not their job anymore and my daughter and her bf showed up right when everything was finished cooking . The worst part was that no one even offered to help clean up or even put their fucking plates in the dishwasher , just dumped them in the sink . So I got to clean up everything afterwards by myself too . Fuck this , I ' m not doing it at my house again . Not unless someone else wants to help with the cooking . And all I ended up eating was a few bites of turkey , potatoes , and stuffing and I was just so stressed out from working , I had to take a Klonopin and just dump my food and go outside and have a smoke to get away from everyone .