Did your order status page change ? Because I got that confirmation email last night , and an email saying to call CS this morning <| sep |> Yeah I thought the P 229 was the carry version of a P 226 . EDIT apparently it ' s ofakindsigsauerp 229 cpistol <| sep |> Link To Original Submission I Am A Bot . Please Message uccd if you have any feedback or suggestions . <| sep |> How else does one sarcastically out ones frustration ? <| sep |> Yearning . Specifically , yearning for the attention of someone I ' m pining for . It ' s only real danger is the possibility of a rash decision . Now , i get that can be dangerous , but i think the real reason this is the best example is the huge gap between the danger of yearning and the pain of yearning is so great that it blows most other options away . It ' s incredibly painful . It ' s a constant roller coaster . It ' ll go from man , she ' s great . I really hope this works out . she ' s gorgeous , she seems like she ' s into me . and then it ' ll slide into i mean , she has to be into me ? right ? we hooked up the other night , and we ' ve talked a bit every day since . maybe she ' s just talking to me to be courteous . maybe she ' s not as into me as i think and is talking to me because she doesn ' t want to ' feel like a ho ' or something . this leads to things that no longer even deal with the two of you , and quickly becomes a brutal self analysis . she ' s definitely not into me . how could she be ? she ' s way more attractive than i am , she ' s had ex ' s who are way better looking and far more successful . i ' m not in that good of shape . i don ' t deserve her , she deserves someone who will be better to her than i could . and then i see she read my message 30 minutes ago , and i can feel the back of my neck and my stomach tighten . and i see those three little dots show up that she ' s responding , and my neck and stomach relax and i start to think things might be ok . and she responds , and i smile a little because she made a small joke back . and then i respond , and check my phone frantically every 5 minutes to see if she saw what i wrote . and the roller coaster is now at the top , and i can hear the final clicks as i ' m pulled to the highest point . i see the message viewed 30 min ago and that faint last click goes off , and we ' re plummeting all the way back down again .