Depersonalization . Constantly feeling like I ' m in a dream and I ' m watching life from behind my eyes . I ' m not even sure how I move my arms or anything , it all just happens . I ' m not sure what caused it , I was driving home one night and I passed out while driving , but only for a moment . I pulled over , took a breather , and went home to take a nap . Ever since then it ' s been this constant fog and reality is always a touch away . This was all at 19 , I ' m not 20 but my quality of life has diminished pretty bad and no one really thinks it ' s that serious , mainly because no one understandsknows what I ' m talking about . It really sucks sometimes <| sep |> Thanks for adding that ! <| sep |> I was just going to start him until I came here . Good points are being made and that QB TDINT ratio is horrendous . I didn ' t know their back up was that bad ? Plus , it ' s a short week . buuut they are at home . Idk I guess I could bench him this one time and prolly be ok . I ' ve got K . Benjamin to start in his place even though he burned me last week .