So when you end up floating down a river is that because he loved you so much aswell ? Sorry but having been in an abusive relationship , I can assure you 100 % that you do not want that life . Police at your house , your mother coming to visit and literally pulling the back of your shirt up because you lie about the bruises . Having your head crushed so hard between someone ' s arms it bruises the sides of your face ? Losing all your money , because he takes it . Losing your job because he won ' t let you go . Losing your car because he purposely broke it so you can ' t leave . And family ? Ha , say goodbye to them , and your friends because he won ' t let you have that either . Oh and then you think you ' ll have wild crazy sex , wrong . He will probably make you feel so worthless and disgusting you can hardly look at yourself . You may question who you even are and start believing what he says , because why wouldn ' t you ? And there ' s so much more . My situation wasn ' t nearly as bad as some women . Who get hung off the edge of a 10 story balcony by their ankles because they made corn instead of carrots . Youre so young , and will get more attention from a happy successful relationship .