I ' m an ABDL Adult Baby Diaper Lover , it ' s an American term . This hits me really hard because it means a lot of what I like is going to be blocked due to the age related role play bullshit . I can ' t even begin to describe how I ' ve felt since I heard about this yesterday . I ' ve been having panic attacks and have generally felt awful . Am I really going to have to suppress a large part of my identity because the government think it is icky ? There are other things at work causing me anxiety and stuff but this has seemingly made it much worse . I am an administrator on an ABDL forum and I write ABDL stories . If I ' m suddenly going to find all these websites blocked from me I don ' t know what I will do . <| sep |> And 100 % of cyclists . That ' s a stupid thing to post .