Buying airplane tickets online . I remember when we had to queue for them for hours at the ticket office and we never knew if there were even any places left for the flight we wanted . <| sep |> Sure but that ignores the context of when and where it was founded and its context persecution . <| sep |> This is so sad because so many people who commit suicide think that no one cares about them much , but the aftermath proves this is pretty much never the case . Their families , even if they might have seemed distant or disinterested before , are usually extremely distraught , and guiltridden , often blaming themselves , and sometimes they never get over it . They ask themselves questions like why wouldn ' t he have told me he was going through this ? or did I say or do something that caused him to do this ? Not only do they miss the person horribly yes , really , they often think they could have done something to prevent it , and are absolutely sickened by that idea and they carry this with them the rest of their lives . I know you might not care much about yourself right now , but if you care about your family and friends please please please reach out for help . It might be hard at first but well worth it because in the end you will not have ruined anyone ' s life your own or anyone else ' s . And , whatever is causing your problem may not even be as tough to resolve as it seems sometimes these things are caused or exacerbated by brain chemistry issues and can be improved greatly with medication . Bottom line Please don ' t end your life . You WILL hurt others by doing this , for FAR more than a month probably forever . Whether it seems like it or not , you ' re here for a reason , and people DO care about you heck , even strangers on the internet . Take care my friend and please reach out for help you CAN get through this , and you ' ll come out the other side an even stronger person than you already are .