You wanna go to dotapedia and have a look at his voicelines specifically who they ' re directed at , and the nature of them . <| sep |> I am by myself , with my dogs . They haven ' t really been making me feel better lately though and I feel so gosh damn horrible for that because they are perfect . I think this is my 4 th round of holidays alone . I choose to be alone because I can ' t stand being around people so I guess it ' s my own fault really . What do you mean by going live at 10 ? <| sep |> So . turn it off ? <| sep |> 😘 thank you <| sep |> I never saw the appeal to getting achievements other than getting cool background art . <| sep |> Ugh this was me during senior year highschool , and yeah , it really sucks . If I can offer you any consolation though , things will almost certainly get way better during college you ' ll get a blank slate and way more opportunities to make friends . Just try to stick it out 7 more months , I guess . In the meantime , try to improve yourself in some way . Learn a new skill , get some nice clothes , start working out , that kind of stuff . Try to feel good about yourself . Because if there ' s one thing I ' ve learned over my years of dealing with anxiety and being really awkward it ' s that you need to have a good relationship with yourself before you focus on going to parties , getting with girls , etc . People are going to be a lot nicer to you if you ' re happier and have higher self esteem , and I know that this is kind of harsh and shitty , but it ' s the unfortunate truth of things . I ' m sorry , but right now your priority should be to feel good about yourself , regardless of whether you go to parties or get with girls or have a lot of friends . Make yourself feel better , get to be more confident , and the rest will follow . Like other people said , maybe join some clubs or invite new people to hang out , that sort of thing .