Sounds like you just need to get good . No offense but kinda some offense <| sep |> And the 5 c <| sep |> I paid half a year upfront as a security way back when i had no income cause i just created my own company . And started paying rent from month one , after 2 years i called them and told them that eveything is fine with my income now , send them proof and stopped paying rent for half a year and then resumed normally . <| sep |> Nothing terrifies me more than to think about being murdered by Kemper . Just because he was so huge . In terms of everything else , I think there would be worse ways to go . But I shudder every time I think of what those girls faced when he changed from a friendly helpful man into a total monster . Not even the slightest chance you could have gotten away .