Holy shit this is quite similar to what happened to me last year 8 ZmrVhEkLuk <| sep |> I have always been very spiritual . My beliefs are a blend of many standard religions and my own ideas born of my own bizarre life experiences . <| sep |> It ' s not a problem for me until I get to snipers . I finished the Type 2 , NV 4 , R 3 K , and KBAR in less than 3 days each , which is really good for me . Volk took longer because I used it postnerf . Everything that needs head shots except snipers has hollow points , and people don ' t jump nearly as often as in AW or BO 3 <| sep |> Is it weird that as much as I really believed , I could never summon the means to say that out loud when I was really freaked out ? In my dreams I would say it , but I couldn ' t bring myself to say it out loud irl . It ' s almost as if I was embarassed to try and be wrong . Or maybe I felt not worthy . Idk .