Eager . Because the game that really got me into watching the SPL was the game Best had 19 kills on Scylla against Soar <| sep |> No , what is impossible is for what you are watching on TV to cause your stroke . <| sep |> Or it ' s like League but fun . <| sep |> And let ' s not forget until the DNC collapsed and was taken over by the Clinton campaign , they were insolvent and unable to fund any large scale operation . Only the RNC could do that . It ' s not just Priebus . The amount of funding seems to be making the real difference here . Koch et al . camp should be getting credit here . <| sep |> This has to be one of the most ironic , eye opening , and all around pro found moments of your life . I mean thats how I ' d view it . I like how I spent 5 years working at a marketplace . I ' d often serve beautiful women and some were regulars . Looking back at some things that happened , the way some women looked at me , there ' s no doubt in my mind that instead of dating women and being really happy , I just wasted my value and everything I had to offer on PMO . The thoughts If I could have just put my foot down and quit . Luckily I ' m attractive and I have my whole life ahead of me . 24 yoIts just I really have to build myself from the ground up again . This year has been tough and I ' ve barely gotten past 10 days for the entirety of it . Abstaining for even a couple weeks is night and day . I know my life will change , but I have to remind myself what I really want , and all the benefits of just resisting the urges . Really interesting that this happened to you . What ' s ironic is that I would have never approached her If I had been watching porn . I will wonder from time to time what those 5 years would have been like if I wasnt addicted to porn . But like I said , I can do this , and when I do , doors will open up for me . This also reminds me I should start reading books more , and maybe I can meet porn star a bookstore . lol I live in Rhode Island so I ' m not sure how likely that is Many beautifie women in this state though .