Yea I ' m fine with it . People are behaving like these comments are important and could change the world . I ' m sorry to break it to you but I read a lot of comments and I ' ll have forgotten them all by tomorrow so get over it and stop feeding the tronalds . <| sep |> I definitely would avoid Seattle right now , play Ben . <| sep |> Idk if its a habit necessarily starting it . Like what causes that first few instances of these intrusive thoughts in the first place . What makes it so that you transition from a place of 0 intrusive thoughts normal to getting intrusive thoughts . The concept of a habit doesn ' t apply until much more time has passed than the beginning and steady state looking at it in a math point of view . Like lets say you have a graph of time on the x axis and intrusive thoughts on the y axis . What causes the curve to rise above the y 0 line when it has been at y 0 for most of life . That is a question im sure nobody really has a clear answer to though .