and lose everything you ' ve unlocked already <| sep |> LScreen LockHTML 4 EW . WidgetPack . 4 LS 4 HideMeXCCover Acapella 2 CustomCover standard theme HotDog HideMeXHScreen Compacaticons iWidget NiceTime Boxy 2 HideMeX <| sep |> Too Beautiful To Live TBTL since 2008 . There ' s tens of us listening . E Reason Well , Luke the host is a smart entertaining dude . Content is always enjoyable . Great interviewstopics . <| sep |> angrily pulls shower curtain <| sep |> is this the one where it ' s never X unless it ' s X <| sep |> Sorry to hear the tese didn ' t work out and best of luck with your recovery . It ' s a tough diagnosis no doubt . Take some time to grieve . I find myself getting angry at fathers who fit the title only because they have sperm that did their job and then other times intensely jealous and sad when you see fathers with sons that look and act like them . At the end of the day neither of those emotions does me any good . The way I ' ve been looking at the donor route is that I don ' t want to deny my wife having biological children . No one has told her she can ' t have biological kids . It was me who has that diagnosis . No one has told me I can ' t have a family either . Will my family be what I thought it would be like ? No but this is where we are . Another hurdle you will face is the absolute helplessness you will feel when your wife is doing IUI or IVF or whatever . In reality all men are helpless for that in a way cos it ' s the woman taking the drugs , doing monitoring , bloods etc but it ' s especially hard when you can ' t even say ' well let ' s try conceive via sex cos you never know it might work ' well you do know it won ' t work . Sorry man best of luck in your journey .