He didn ' t do anything , that ' s your family ' s fault for arguing about something already set in stone . <| sep |> And lunch , and things <| sep |> Yeah man i haaaate losing like that lol <| sep |> THE COLLAPSE IS ON ! <| sep |> For some reason i cant play ryze even if my life depends on it . i have 11 % winrate at 9 games lol . <| sep |> The game is orientated around who can bring the most people to a teamfight . <| sep |> If I understand correctly , you are male physically , but view yourself as female , and yet somehow are interacting with your girlfriend as if you ' re really entirely male . Apart from making everyone ' s head spin , you ' re either being deceptive to yourself and or your girlfriend . Not only that you ' re dating someone at work , where you say you are in the closet . Quite honestly , you could not have placed yourself at a higher likelihood of screwing things up personally and professionally if you had tried .