It ' s okay , as you wish bro <| sep |> You ' re saying it ' s keeping you from eating . Your original post was 5 ' 10 and 115 . <| sep |> The simple way to do this is to consider what elemental attributes these races have . A lot of breadandbutter fantasy races are designed around very simple elemental and environmental affinities , with racewide personality and behavioral tropes drawing from those elements eg . Dwarves have an affinity for rock , so they ' re stubborn , steadfast and courageous , and they live in tunnels and mountains and so forth . <| sep |> You ' re FWB is the direct opposite of a nice guy . He ' s an asshole who pressures you into sexual acts , even after he ' s seen you cry . You ' re not pathetic , and you ' re certainly not gross . You ' re sexually inexperienced and we ' re coerced into a sexual act you didn ' t want to participate in to begin with , and this is when you were under the influence of drugs . He wouldn ' t intentionally try to make you feel bad , but despite you crying and hyperventilating , he still wants you to participate in a sexual act you obviously don ' t want to be a part of . He might not have tried to hurt you , but being the more experienced one , he should ' ve respected your boundaries to begin with and they should both have asked you several times before you even began if you were sure and at the slightest hint of not really they should both have stopped . It takes terms figuring out what your sexual preferences are , and if you ' re actually interested in any time of polygamic relationship at all . That ' s not something you drop on someone as their second sexual experience , unless you an asshole andor manipulative .