Pirates always find a way . <| sep |> I actually want a hitmonlee , or jynx . I got a 100 % Scyther with great moveset from an egg . But still , a lapras would be nice . I have hatched 3 damn Aerodactyls , I dread those things . <| sep |> It really depends on you . I ' m in a similar situation , I was a big cocaine addict and alcoholic a few years ago . Now I only smoke weed and drink O ' Douls you get used to it , I enjoy the social aspect of having a beer with the guys . I smoke mainly because of back pain and my stomach ulcer also it feels awesome . It helps me to eat in the morning , which is otherwise next to impossible . I haven ' t had the urge to go back , but again that ' s just me . There were times when I wanted to do a line or something , but i wouldn ' t pin it on the weed . That ' s just the fallback of coming off a very addictive drug . If you think you can do it , smoke away . It ' s MUCH better , take it from a fellow exaddict . Just remember why you quit doing what you were doing , and distance yourself from people or situations where that would be around . Do some research on Marijuana if you have any concerns , or speak to a health professional for some consolation . You can learn the pros and cons and make a personal judgement call . Sorry for the book , I sincerely hope everything goes well for you . Happy Thanksgiving , and stay strong !