It ' s got a lot of self hate . especially the journal entries . There ' s a ton of really fun stories but naturally dark stuff considering her history , it ' s none too surprising that there ' s a lot of anger and fear . It ' s amazing though , I ' m not finished only had it a few days and I ' m about 90 % through it . The best part is getting to see the process of songs being written . <| sep |> That was an awesome game . <| sep |> Yes , for most all ? purposes I think one ' s soul is equivalent to one ' s consciousness . And it seems highly probably to me that our consciousness is contained in our central nervous system . <| sep |> The year after I separated from my wife , I was sorely bummed out and had no one around to celebrate thanksgiving with . My my bro was going out of town with his girlfriend , my parents lived on the other side of the country , and none of my friends wanted to get together . I was bummed out , but determined to make the best of it . I bought a turkey and all the fixings and set to making the best thanksgiving dinner ever . I brined the turkey , made my own stuffing and gravy , roasted some veggies roasted parsnips FTW ! and even made fresh some buns to go with it . Then I made soup . It took me a week of breakfast , lunch , and dinner to finish it off . Best week of that year .