Part of me feels like Dan should start again and make a huge modern park on one of the grassy maps , with like 4 or 5 different themed zones , like real theme parks have . Once I get through enough of the career this is exactly what I ' m going to be doing in a sandbox park , personally . <| sep |> grow a pair and make yourself better . <| sep |> If you have been on them for some time , you are probably facing some intense withdrawal symptoms which could become very difficult to cope with . Are you willing to reduce the meds over a period of weeks ? It ' s a lot safer and weans your body off the medication as you adjust to not having them . It ' s slower but much safer for you . I ' m glad you are looking for ways to help yourself