This is Sparta mothafucka . That ' s what . <| sep |> Ban the duck <| sep |> Presidents are always referred to as President even after leaving office . <| sep |> Because it Estados Unidos de la America . Or USA . Or Murica . <| sep |> I would try very hard to find some premade outlines . Even if you have to pay for them . <| sep |> That ' s fine ! I ' m glad to have my new Cyndaquil anyway . 3 Thanks again ! <| sep |> Do you drink lemon balm tea ? I ' m wondering how to make it a bit more palatable . <| sep |> Shit ' s gonna get heavy . I ' m so thankful for the utter joy I felt today . It was a very low key day slept late AND took a nap , went for a walk in the park with my husband , heated up our precooked Thanksgiving dinner , and ate it with a good friend of ours , just the three of us . I ' ve been struggling with depression since my teens , and Thanksgiving was the last time I saw my father before he died suddenly about five and a half years ago , so coupled with stress and ten years of working retail , the holidays can be hard for me . I don ' t remember the last time I didn ' t cry on Thanksgiving . A few months ago , I was struggling to think of reasons not to kill myself . Today , I cried happy tears because I finally have the life I dreamed of a kind , stable husband who loves me , a safe , quiet place to call home , and finally , a job in an office that shuts down for Thanksgiving . Today I give thanks .