yeah secondary injuries seem so common <| sep |> check my whisper on twitch <| sep |> Today has been a good day so far , but this news has made it great . <| sep |> or the aussie version damn straight <| sep |> The trim looks clean , id keep that until you start to grow a bit thicker <| sep |> Think Like Ford . No matter what , they ' re not humans . They ' re robots regardless . <| sep |> Are you interested in the striker parallax though ? What would you value it at ? <| sep |> You ' re right . I forgot not everyone is ironiclaughing distance away from this crap . Edit I ' m from a very northern , southern state . <| sep |> Are you happy with your medications in general ? It may be worth researching other options and bringing them up to your practitioner ones that have the potential to help limit impulsivity maybe ? . Unfortunately you ' re right there is no way for me or any other person to fully understand the reaction or motive or lack of motive we can just make suggestions and hope that one might work . From my perspective , I would hope that the knowledge that it actually traumatized me would ward my SO off from doing it . However that ' s not fair for me to hope the reaction has no motive and doesn ' t speak to how importantunimportant I am to my SO . It might help in seeking coping mechanisms later on , but in the moment it ' s moot . As for your SO , have you talked about the incident in question with them ? I know it may feel like a failing and be shitty to bring up , but taking the initiative and addressing it headon may indicate how remorseful you are about the effect of it on them . Maybe they ' ll have some better suggestions than strangers on the internet .