Oh yeah , if you ' re in recovery for addiction , of course don ' t relapse just because of your family . Sorry if that ' s how that sounded . But yes , that was essentially my policy . I hardly ever drink or smoke tobacco products these days , if at all , but back before I went NC the holidays were always the days when I indulged . Now , I can drink on the holidays to celebrate my independence . and its so freeing . <| sep |> Go for it ! ALWAYS go for those things . You will regret not doing the things you never did more than the things you actually did . You just gotta take that filter off , maybe take a shot of tequila idk what gets you goin but you HAVE to do it . I would love a PM if you end up actually doing it . <| sep |> The mistake being I said the ping pong balls have the team logo on them . I was informed they do not .