Oh , I meant competitive mons , trained with IV s and EV , natures etc D if you got any , i might trade ! <| sep |> How it would help me with this ? <| sep |> Also there is twitch . tv <| sep |> wwhat the fuck <| sep |> First one I thought of , too . Z 9 JHUU 7 ThlM Jack Nicholson is leaving his psychiatrist ' s I think office and says this to a roomful of waiting patients . <| sep |> This is so true , and it makes me so angry personally . Not to be arrogant but I had potential , I was programming my own 2 D side scrollers in QBASIC when I was 9 , I was reading my sister ' s CS programming textbooks in middle and high school that was back when I wasn ' t completely hopeless . But as college rolled around I began to wonder when my chance at being happy in a relationship would be , and the longer the loneliness lasted the more important it became and I started to become depressed and hopeless . I no longer cared about academic subjects , why bother when learning more isn ' t going to do a damn thing to alleviate my suffering ? So I just stopped around my second year of college , I just stopped learning , I did the bare minimal since then to get my BS and I ' m luck I had such ambition as a child that I ' m employed right now at least . But , still , it is so much lost potential .