I don ' t feel like that ' s totally accurate , but it was funny , so here ' s an upvote <| sep |> Uhm , no . Not really . Trotzdem danke fr die Mhe . <| sep |> I can vouch for this . it ' s 10 times worse when you are stuck in traffic going uphill . <| sep |> Did you lose a bet or are you just naturally obnoxious <| sep |> Darkest Dungeon and PsychoPass , here I go xD <| sep |> I ' m experimenting on forcing myself to do work even when it ' s almost unbearable . I ' m really really forcing myself and sometimes it feels like torture and I know I take a lot longer and I ' m not as efficient as when I ' m not depressed . Today I ' ve studied for tomorrow ' s exam for several hours after doing a presentation at class today . By 10 pm I was talking to my mom and siblings and I couldn ' t articulate anymore . I cry at any little disturbance and my stress levels are extremely high . Is it worth it ? Absolutely . It ' s the hardest thing I ' ve ever done but I ' m much better than when I took a gap year to focus on getting better and only got more depressed . I hope I get better so I can enjoy doing stuff again , for now I ' ll just strive .