EVERYONE has issues . everyone is depressed at one time or another . You aren ' t unique . The time is now , not after you fix your issues . if you wait until you fix whatever you think is wrong with you , then you will never be ready and you will never progress . As i write this , I can guarantee there are 19 year old or older girls that are in your boat . do not be afraid of rejection . I expect you will be rejected more than once . So what ? Rejecton is part of life . learn to roll with the punches . Get up , dust yourself off and try again . let me know what happens . <| sep |> I thought that song sounded familiarBN 1 yJyrQRY <| sep |> Ds 3 is ds 1 with bloodborne speed and no interconnected world <| sep |> It ultimately depends on where you are with your life and what you value most . Some want moneySomewhat worklife balanceSome want challenging tasksSome want freedom in their choicesThere ' s no right choice so do what makes you more happier . For this question it seems more of a roll of the dice as you don ' t know the personalities you ' ll be working with .