Most qualities . Let ' s just leave it at that . <| sep |> Yep . Me too . Lots of people know about it but I don ' t talk about it in any great detail . I certainly don ' t allow people to see the impact a full blown episode has on my life . <| sep |> Get a room <| sep |> That ' s my exact boat . I have brothers , a wife , friends , coworkers , etc . But I still feel utterly alone in the world , like I have no real and true connection to anybody . That ' s probably the worst thing I ' ve ever felt that nobody seems to understand . To be surrounded by people but be utterly alone , that ' s a hell I wouldn ' t wish on anybody . <| sep |> Oh , I ' m aware , actually . But I wasn ' t referring to electoral outcomes . The suburbs aren ' t going to collectively stop spending money downtown . Hence , I ' m not worried .