you forgot the hoo , and your also forgetting they were the most powerful countrynation at one point in human history . So yeah britian , woo <| sep |> Kush is fun , beat endless no rcv with her . <| sep |> I catch and very rarely sort . The first six that stay more than 12 battles usually carry me the whole game . though in this game I ' m boxing my storyline team for a team made up of pokes my friends are giving me drampa because what a cool dude . <| sep |> No inspiring thoughts here either , more sympathy . But I feel obliged to ask whether or not you have , or are getting , professional help . Whatever happened , it obviously blew a hole clean through your entire existence and I would think that your recovery timeline would be quite a bit longer than someone who is only grieving one loss . Plus Survivor Guilt . I lost a dear person who lived to a reasonable age , I had 18 months to prepare for it and 7 years later , I still find it hard to cope sometimes . Actually , I can cope , but sometimes I don ' t want to , it ' s all so tedious . I want my old life back where my mother was alive . Your situation is mine times a million ? Nobody will ever understand how hard it is to fight to stay alive , but you have to keep trying because you don ' t know what might be waiting for you in this life . Something wonderful might be just around the corner .