Implying I should not say it or be allowed to say it . My god you must be thick . that is exactly what he was saying . Not implying . Straight out saying . How do you get through life ? <| sep |> The experience of camping always comes to create a strange and rather creepy feeling that can become all consuming . The environment seems rather unusual to most people as you yourself are isolated from society at large and , for a rare moment in life , are almost completely alone . With all that time , my mind can wander rationally and irrationally . Rationally , yet truly horrifying , I think about about the past , mistakes , missed opportunities and regrets . People who I ' ve lost . My life . How the woods feels no different than being in a crowded city . Then it slowly begins to creep into my mind . The maddening quietness of it all . Pitch black , and protected only by a thin veil of plastic . A noise . A suggestion that something , someone , is there . The worst part of it all is not the noise itself but the uncertainty of it that keeps me up . Also , waking up to a spider in the corner of the tent , and I ' m probably not the only one that feels this way , is genuinely terrifying .