I ' ve lived with depression for over a decade and anxiety for about 6 years , but that ' s not a secret , people know . The thing that I don ' t know how to express is that I don ' t know how to do anything with my feelings anymore but avoid them , sometimes with self harm or substances , and that I feel like my life is going nowhere and I have nothing to look forward to , just a long bleak road of mediocre existence . <| sep |> was like your thought process . then thought god of war , horizon dawn , ffxvmaybe theyre chilling for a second ? maybe im wrong also . <| sep |> I ' d never want to play a deck like this , for this reason . <| sep |> How ? In my solution , only the first person has a 5050 chance of dying , as the person in front is told their answer by the person behind , thus meaning 99 %?