Looks like sommer has been taking ido ' s classes in business management . <| sep |> Yea , that sounds legit . It depends on variables . <| sep |> Thanks a lot for this . You ' ll find it on youtubeAmazonItunes but you gotta pay for it . I ' m getting Delux edition of FFXV so I ' m watching Kingsglaive from it . <| sep |> I told him how I always loved him and how I had planned out our entire lives together when I was 9 , And much more . Then I kissed him . Imagine you had a friend for years that you ' ve never been romantic with . Then one night you come to the realization that you may actually love him , tell him so , and then have him respond to you in THIS way ? The first part was sweet . The planning out your entire lives since nine , and much more ? That is a HUGE thing to out on somebody who is just easing into it . Then he kisses you , right after he tells you these extreme things . Wouldn ' t you feel overwhelmed ? Especially when drunk ? I think the problem is , you feel like you put your entire heart on the line , but your friend is still unsure because he doesn ' t know if it will ruin the friendship , but you can ' t see that part . All you see is how YOU feel , and what YOURE dealing with . Despite the fact that he said he loved you , despite the fact that his rejection was him telling you he ' s afraid of hurting you and you ' re the one woman he can ' t lose in his life , despite the fact that he was crying when he left . you still can ' t see past your own emotions that had twisted his words into a cold rejection . If anything , his words reveal just how much he loves you because he is terrified of hurting you ! Do you not see the chance you have here to maybe ease into this slowly ? You know , give it TIME ? Or did you expect to just jump into a relationship without a second thought and everything would be fine ? He ' s been trying to talk to you about things as two SOBER adults , and your pride and fear won ' t let you Face him like you should . YOU will be the reason why this friendship might end . Not because of his rejection , but because of your refusal to try and work things out in a better setting . Is that the legacy you want to leave this friendship ? A guy who had feelings he needed to work out and the girl who loved so much that at the first setback she couldn ' t bear to keep the friendship , JUST AS HE FEARED WOULD HAPPEN IN A RELATIONSHIP ? Go talk to him for the love of god .