High Violet is Second , after Boxer of course <| sep |> So you are the one that made the black hole in Interstellar ! <| sep |> 50 k 100 k worth of btc or net income altogether ? <| sep |> Must have been my dad farting in the passenger seat while she was smoking <| sep |> Much dank . So pencil . Very wow <| sep |> It is even better to use throwaway email accounts , like I usually do . Seems not dubious at all to me . <| sep |> I did meditation for a couple of months , before depression became a real issue for me . I was trying to figure out whowhat i really am , based on the notion of knowing nothing about anything , and it ruined me . The idea of this is to take any object and start experiencing through your senses like it was the first time . How it smells , fells , looks , sounds , and tastes . Its really amazing how much enjoiment i got from doing that with alot of stuff in life . But when i put myself to be expirienced by my senses I realized the truth about conciousness and reality , and it sucks . Was the bigges factor in my breakdown . So personally i dont recommend meditation or knowing onself in any form . Ignorance is bliss is true 100 %