For context this morning I woke up from her call and said imma take a lil nap and come and she said great so you ' re not coming . So I texted her that meaning ' I ' ll stay awake ' not away , cause I apparently slept 7 pm 1100 am so I was all groggy and then I made it to dinner at 1230 an hour before dinner ! ! It was ok because my dad is going through a rough time and being a dick but I was still glad to see them all . First time I talked to him in months . My sister said she learned from my mistakes as a teenager and said I was a good brother and that made me cry a lil so that was great . A really shit unfortunate event happened with a girl and I found out today . well so did she so my days been rough but it ' ll be ok .