So , what is your stance ? <| sep |> I was the same till I got 4 pieces of Banshee , now I make Rogues chase me for my shitty loot <| sep |> Oh we got them all . Polar bears , rattlesnakes , whales . Moose , elk , deer . Beavers and even pigeons too ! <| sep |> TIL women don ' t get diarrhea <| sep |> I made some bad mistakes that hurt my boyfriend . He left me today and I don ' t blame him . My final message to him was a promise to get help and to be the girl that I wanted to be for both him and me . I don ' t feel happy being around my friends right now and I ' m terrified to spend December alone with my birthday and New Years coming up . What if I don ' t change ? I ' m so scared I ' ll become worse . I hurt someone I loved because I couldn ' t love myself . Every day I feel closer to the urge of jumping off a bridge because I ' m so ashamed of who I am . I feel like I ' m living in an aimless life where I don ' t mean anything to anyone .