I have mommy issues that manifest themselves by causing me to fall for every girl that shows me any kindness at all . Also I have a pretty crippling case of separation anxiety from any people I get close with and that ' s all worsened by my underlying abandonment issues from my dad leaving and my mom passing away when I was 6 . And that ' s not even mentioning that I used to be 125 lbs heavier than I am currently , so I have horrible body imageconfidence issues as well as loose skin from the weight loss making it feel almost worse than when I was fatat least then I didn ' t feel like I was hiding a gross secret from the people I try to be withAll together when I get in a relationship I ' m super shy and then once I warm up Im super clingy and it drives people away making my anxiety that they hate medon ' t want to be around me worse which causes me to over think simple situations and then eventually the cling gets to be too much and people leave me to start the cycle all over again because I basically smother them with my anxiety brain . Also When I think about these things I get into a really downer mood that people get sick of really easily so I ' m sure the negativity isn ' t helping either .