Send Spez to North Korea . <| sep |> We use propofol , fentanyl and midaz for every single scope . <| sep |> G 29 will feel almost exactly the same as your old G 25 , T 300 is totally different no way you will want to go back to helical gears after you ' ve used it . <| sep |> Yeah I think we ' re closer to the top of the third pool <| sep |> no way , what if you have to get out of the area for whatever reason . what about if you want to move something . <| sep |> After 7 years , it ' s extremly hard to walk away from a relationship . All the little things you shared , all the good moments you had together , the inside jokes . You kinda feel like you owe it to this other person to try again . Guess what ? You don ' t ! You guys tried it 3 times now already , have been apart and it seems gravitated towards each other back again , with same results . If both partners don ' t try equally , things can ' t be different . She seems to be a loving , caring gf if and when she wants to be , but completely disregards the things you both agree on . So she ' s aware of he problems , but doesn ' t do anything about them . What does that tell you ? That se loves you that immensly as she say ? Or that she just depends on you , is in a comfort zone with you , and kind of manipulationg you ? I think you already know the answer . Look , there will be moments where you will doubt your decision a lot trust me , I ' m getting over my bf of 7 years , am currently on day 3 , but you musn ' t wallow in those moments . Remember the bad , focus on in , and keep reminding yourself there is a good reason you guys broke up , not once , but three times ! There is no magical cure , there is no guarantee how long you will need to get over her . Might be a year , might be 2 . Don ' t worry yourself with this , focus on yourself , do the things you love . Do something drastic with your life , you need a change to realise , not all change is bad . I ' m here to talk if you want , we can help each other get through this . Good luck