Yeah but you were at only the second largest imagine what the first largest would be like ? ! I bet they have those secret railways and weapons . <| sep |> If you have them mothballed that ' s 8 forts . At that size , I ' d have 1 maybe 2 forts tops . Going down to 2 will save you 3 month mothballed . <| sep |> Be prepared for spec ops man , that game will FUCK you up . It ' s really good though <| sep |> My post was deleted earlier . Basically I was saying you need to do cognitive behavioral therapy you can do it yourself . Google or youtube it . I had links but that ' s not allowed here . Through CBT you will be able to more quickly identify unhelpful thinking habits and replace your negative thoughts with more helpful and realistic ones . The idea is that you are changing your habitual way of thinking . And the more you work it , the more you will feel the affects . It worked for me . It took 3 months .