Related to this I ' ve associated sundown and the last remaining light in the sky negatively because everytime I saw it I knew I only had a few hours left before I would need to sleep , the fun of the day would be over , and a full day of school awaited me , that sense of dread at sundown and dusk stays with me now even after finishing school , it ' s negatively affected the beauty of the sunset for me , and thats quite sad . I ' m glad I noticed the association at some point at least and figured out where it came from , trying now to look at the sky at sunset in a nonjudgmental way , just taking in the beauty of the colors and not judging them as the symbol of the end of the day and the reminder of the next long school day that awaits , long after finishing school .