I mean , we could just send it to the Cavs address in Independence or something right ? <| sep |> I ' m sorry you have an issue with controlled drinking , though it ' s good that you at least tried it . There ' s really no other way of finding out if it ' s something you can manage . And if at this point i ' ve learned anything , it ' s the difference between ' can ' t ' and ' don ' t '. I wan ' t to be a ' don ' t ' person . This is the testing grounds for me now , and so far so good . Friends of mine own a bar I know , right ? , and they ' ve been struggling with their bills so I ' ve been helping out with giving them rides places and whatever else I can do . They recently reopened and I had to give my friend a ride to the liquor store yesterday evening so he could resupply . When we got back to the bar , he offered me a beer and I accepted . That was all I had . I ' m just getting over a mild flu , so after the I had the beer the other owner made me some tea and we talked for about 3 hours . I got home around 1130 pm and saw the bottle of red wine that my roommate ' s booty call had left from the night before . Thought about it and said no . Ate , had a shower and went to bed . So far , so good . Thank you for taking the time read my post and offer your thoughts .