Generally , I never lag . Tonight , however , I dcd during a match for a solid minute , where I ' m certain the issue was somewhere en route between me and Blizzard ' s server , as no one else on the team disconnected and also people on my FL did neither . Oh , and the last few days , I did indeed experience about 4 lag spikes , where the ping truly went to some higher numbers , like 70140 . The last of those spikes lasted a good 30 seconds . Dass ' bout it . <| sep |> What a surprisingly relevant gif <| sep |> This is great . <| sep |> a terrifying thought because due to my lack of experience in society , I have no idea what else I could do . Probably what has happened is that subconsciously you ' re sabotaging yourself because you are afraid to graduate and go out into society . You ' re in a classic loop where the more you procrastinate the worse you feel , you associate feeling bad with the thing you ' re procrastinating about so that fuels further attempts to avoid that thing . The anxiety keeps ramping up and the procrastination gets worse and worse . This talk about ending up on the street is catastrophizing thinking up terrible worstcase scenarios and then creating your reality around that . Basically your situation is very unpleasant for you , but the good news is that everything you ' ve described is surprisingly common , and very understandable . I think you should go and see your campus counselors they will be able to help you out . You 100 % can turn this thing around , and it ' s worth doing .