My family would always yell at me for crying as well . To this day I still have random episodes of tearing up when I ' m reminded of those times . You ' re not alone though . I get hysterical when the same situations arise , especially with my pets . <| sep |> I feel so bad for you but don ' t make things worse for yourself by using Kratom again . You can ' t afford to be self destructive now when things are so bad , even if you would feel numb for awhile . No matter what , you are going to have to figure out a way to deal with your wife . Even if you split up , as the mother of your kids she will be in your life forever <| sep |> Nice edit ? What are you talking about ? I didn ' t edit anything dude . Clemsux ? That ' s a creative one there . Come up with that one on your own or did it take the entire USCjr think tank ? Ahhhh clemsoning , does Pitt ring a bell ? Yeah , we have lost one game this year to a 74 football team . That is also the only regular season game we have lost in the past 2 years . Clearly we are the ones that choke . Does the Citadel ring a bell ? How about Kentucky . for three years in a row ? If you really want to try to talk shit about football teams , that is a losing battle for you by far .