To be honest , I don ' t know . I ' m a reasonably decent person , not perfect by any means , I wouldn ' t say unattractive , pretty middle of the road . But been single 2525 years . Can ' t quite figure it out . <| sep |> EE Decision making in a nutshell . Seriously the guy is his own worst enemy . <| sep |> Never heard of that one ! Which platform is that ? <| sep |> What does birb even mean ? I ' m assuming snek is snake , but can even figure out birb . <| sep |> 766 eggs here . 0 Lapras . 0 Snorlax . 0 Chansey . 1000 Eevee candy . <| sep |> I had an atypical adolescence . had a superinvolved long term relationship we both hated our families , he was older than me , so when he graduated and moved out , I kind of moved in with him , despite being like 16 . I worked full time 3 rd shift so I could pay his rent , went to high school during the morning , university in the afternoon . He didn ' t work much . There was drugs and drinking and some shoplifting . He was in a band , so there was touring and hauling drumsets around the Midwest . There was freezing when we couldn ' t pay the gas bill , and some hungry days when we has to choose between food and gasoline to get to workschool . There were awesome teenage hormone fueled sex marathons . There was a devastating but fortuitous miscarriage . There were days we would shirk all responsibility and play SNES on a roomate ' s flatscreen . There were days that we would just stay in bed chatting . But there was also a ton of lies , from both of us . We burned bright , so we burnt out . I did not have the typical American High School experience , but even though I went down one of the hardest paths a 16 year old could choose for themselves , I loved every minute of our manufactured misery .