Because you are to dumb to manage it with less fucker <| sep |> The worst part for me is that it ' s all I think about . I obsess about my supply , his latch , my let down reflex , if he ' s transferring milk properly , how many wet diapers he ' s had , is he gaining weight like he should ? Why is he still in newborn clothes at 3 months ? Is my milk fatty enough ? My mind just goes on and on and on about breastfeeding . I ' m constantly doubting him and myself . I keep going because I know that in the long run it ' s best for him . We ' ve been struggling with it and it ' s so difficult . It helps me to know that there are other women in the same situation and having the same struggles that I am . Right now I ' m struggling with the isolation . I ' m typing this from a room in my parents ' house feeding the baby while everyone else is out hanging together . My family is in from out of state and it ' s kind of upsetting to not be able to be with everyone all day . He eats for an hour at a time with about an hour to an hour and a half between feedings . It ' s quite overwhelming .