I should never have strayed from pepperoni , mushrooms , pineapple , and jalapeos . I failed you , fellow knight . <| sep |> I don ' t think monte really cares to be honest . He ' s making more money with Blizzard and he seems to really enjoy working with them compared to the constant criticism he ' s had for riot . It ' s not like Overwatch is going anywhere so he has some job security working with Blizz . <| sep |> Yeah I understand what you ' re getting at , telling someone to find something that makes them happy is easier said than done . Maybe try some other multiplayer games to get into like overwatch ! And as impossible as it seems to find something worthwhile and that will make you happy just remember it is possible . And I know what you mean 100 % with the friend group situation , I was friends with some guys since 6 th grade then during junior year of HS we added a new guy in the group who I was fine with at first but then couldn ' t stand after awhile . It puts a real sharp didivide in a friend group and I even went a whole summer without talking to most of them and it SUCKED . Maybe it seems like they chose him over you but I promise it ' s not that way , I eventually made amends and decided the friends I loved were worth keeping even if I had to hang with the one guy and they all told me how they missed me and it was just a crappy situation and I ' m sure that ' s how your friends are feeling too , they miss you as much as you miss them