A true classic . <| sep |> Dak doesn ' t play in a gimmicky offense . <| sep |> I usually use Amazon myself , if you live near a Barnes and Noble you can get them in store <| sep |> Some people are just dumb , no pill required . <| sep |> Thats expected from zyra , that doesnt mean you are playing well . <| sep |> how many did you end up getting ? <| sep |> Like Mike said . we can provide some empathy for some of what you ' re experiencing . But no one here is equipped to help you with the more serious depression and desires for selfharm . I know you said you ' ve been to psychiatrists before , but I ' d suggest that you try it again . Please don ' t take this as an insult or anything like that . From reading this , it seems like you might actually benefit from speaking to a professional and basically telling himher everything you ' ve told us .