Yep that is broman . I watched their whole raid run recently , it was amazing when they did it . <| sep |> But your penmanship . <| sep |> What do you mean keep it running , he ' s not that important of a character in my opinion . <| sep |> For those who care , I ' ve added Gilgamesh to the 6 star awakening planner web app . <| sep |> In how many minutes ? <| sep |> Wow that ' s really nicely done . <| sep |> Here ' s the thing kid Without death you wouldn ' t have any urgency to stride towards greater things , accomplishing things , andor the possibility of leaving the world better than it was . With immortality you always have tomorrow . If you allow thoughts to cripple you , then your death will come sooner than you think . Life is short get over it . You can ' t control it and I ' m assuming that ' s why it brings such a great deal of anxiety to you . However , in knowing that you can ' t change it , you can absolutely change the way you feel about it , what you think of it , and the manner in which you may approach it . So let ' s say , for example , you continue to live your life where you deprive yourself of sleep due to mere thoughts how will you spend most of your days ? In anxiety and dread of the end of the road . That ' s no way to take this treasure we call life ! I recommend meditating before you visit a shrink . There ' s so much you can do to help yourself without spending a lot of money . All it takes is the will to want to change yourself and the will to want to change your life . Also , maybe try reading Ecclesiastes from the Bible . I ' m not real religious myself , but it ' s hard to argue with the wisdom that is contained within the book of life .