it had not any restrictions so i uploadedif it is not allowed i think it should have some restrictions there otherwise no one knows wheather it is allowed to upload or not . <| sep |> like you said the tension were high at that time beside look it this way the prayer teach discipline , you not going to like it but you still do it . Im not a big fan of doing this shit . <| sep |> Word goes in my family that on a certain ocasion , when being asked what i wanted for my birthday , I asked for ' coliflor lampreada ' let ' s simplify it to tepanyaki cauliflower . Mi grandma makes that and it ' s delicious . Apparently it was one of the first indicators that i wouldn ' t turn out to be a normal kid . <| sep |> OK , let ' s spell it out A meltdown is not a behaviour . It ' s an involuntary reaction to being overwhelmed past all your coping resources . Once you hit the limit , you ' re not choosing to have a meltdown , you ' re going to melt down whether you like it or not . And I assure you , I ' ve never met anyone who likes it , myself included . What therapy and that is not limited to ABA , I got mine with CBT can do is increase your coping skills to raise the bar before you hit the limit , and sharpen your mind for early recognition so you can practice avoidanceregulation on yourself and stop the flood from rising toward the bar . So yeah , I think talking about something truly terrifying that happens to autistics involuntarily like it ' s a bad habit is kind of a gross decision to make . That ' s what I ' m telling you .