I would start with a student credit card with no annual fee . Be careful though , always pay off the balance every month and treat it just like a debit card only buy something if you have money in your bank account to pay it off . <| sep |> that made me chortle . good on you man , reminds me of my kids when they were little grommets . happy thanksgiving . <| sep |> Das sie schlau wren hat nie jemand behauptet . <| sep |> i want an alolan ninetales and lycanrocmidnight with the ivsevsmoves u have them , but i want them lvl 15 . i also want a lvl 15 alolan raichu . 252 sp . att , 4 sp . def , 252 spe , timid nature , with cool moves and item . are these doable adn how much will it be for the 3 ? <| sep |> I think that if you want to be talked out of this then you could get through this ! Jumping in front of a train is a really poor method in my opinion . It ' s very graphic , many people have to hear about it which can trigger more suicidal thoughts in people around you , it causes train delays and gives conductors PTSD . I urge you to at the very least think of another method . I know money doesn ' t grow on trees , but try to buy yourself bubble tea or other things you enjoy . Even when life is shit food can still taste good . There are still ways to experience pleasure , even simple sensory pleasure . Please PM if you want to talk !