They may just not be ready yet . I have some friends who still aren ' t ready to give it up . They like the lifestyle . They like the nod . I always just like to feel better personally . I felt like a fool nodding off at the dinner table . Didn ' t want to continue that . <| sep |> Yeah , I mean if she throws you out just use the money for a hotel and hookers you should be able to buy whatever the heck you want without needing to explain to anyone <| sep |> The 3 , 000 allegedly came from a bank account set up by another man who had previously left the UK to fight with the selfstyled Islamic State group IS in Syria . Most of it was from benefits payments , the court heard . Read that , held sides with laughter , tears spilled down my cheeks . How stupid do they think we are ?