You ' ll probably get more exposure just posting it here . <| sep |> I guess how bad it seems I ' m thankful Kellen Moore got injured . Sucks to say that and I feel like a dick for actually typing this out but Dak wouldn ' t have been given a shot otherwise this year . <| sep |> Don ' t be clueless . When you wake up tomorrow be a lot more self sufficient . <| sep |> So is Tim Kennedy for sure going to get an opponent for UFC 206 ? <| sep |> many of them could have wounds even though it looks like they got away on the video . Adrenaline does that to you . <| sep |> Subscribed . I feel kind of bad about it , though . <| sep |> Be strong and don ' t contact . It hurts . A lot , I know . You had some image of a future in your mind maybe long term , definitely short term and that disappeared . It ' s a jarring experience . The person you thought about most isn ' t there and it sucks a lot . She may feel something still , sure . But she ended it . It was her decision . Unfortunately , all the movies get it wrong . Late night phone calls , showing up to her house , chasing after her , or whatever , does not work . And I know just how much you want to do all of that stuff . Give it time . Focus on other things and keep moving forward . You never know , maybe she ' ll end up in your life again , but that will have to be her choice . But here ' s what you need to keep reminding yourself She is not the only one for you . That ' s how I ' m getting through this one easier than the last . I loved the first one and it ended . But here I am now , having loved another one . It was all real and I still care about them both , but lives go different ways and things never go exactly as planned . Talk to anyone and everyone else . Family , friends , therapist helps a lot . They will listen to you , maybe offer advice , and they ' ll talk to you about themselves or other things . It will remind you that the world keeps turning and there are so many people in it going through so many different things , good and bad . You ' ll make it . It hurts for a bit , but each day gets easier . I wish you all the best !