Same . But I had 99 ARC and abused the absolute shit out of A Call Beyond . Had the Queen ' s Cannon guy act as bait for me while I stood back and cast , it only took like 7 casts and he was dead <| sep |> No i havent actually . Almost 2 k points and never been kicked out of an arena . Just started 4 days ago so i ' m still learninf stuff . <| sep |> Osrs is the new one . <| sep |> Is that the 45 k one ? <| sep |> They ' re different for different people . Usually they are distinguished from your own inner voice . In the beginning it ' s easy to ignore , but then they grow convincing or hard to ignore . They tell you all the bad stuff you think about yourself only amplified by a thousand . They tell you you have to do things in a particular way or shit will fall off the handle . It can be stuff someone has once said which you just can ' t get out of your head . It ' s different for different people . For me I could hear my father telling me over and over again I should be taken to the vet and be put down like an unwanted kitten . I knew it wasn ' t real but I wasn ' t able to ignore it anyway , in the end it can be easier to just do what they ' re telling you to do . I was told not to answer my phone , use TOR and not use my real name . I was really sick before I managed to get help . I was so convinced myself that I even manage to convince a friend that I was the only person who could help Ed Snowden this is a few years ago by smuggling him to a safe location and I was going to get killed if someone found out . Could be different for other people but grandiose thoughts about yourself I was the important person who could help Snowden , the realization that this isn ' t real but I can ' t help it and later stages refusing to accept reality are all really common .