Rape is often a traumatizing experience , but I guess it doesn ' t necessarily have to be in every single case . But I ' d second what everybody else is saying whether you care or not , you have a responsibility to do something about it , because if this guy gets away with it he ' s going to do it again . He put your life in danger when he drugged you , and again when he raped you . You don ' t have to be emotionally scarred by that . But you do have to do something about it . In fact , if you aren ' t feeling particularly traumatized , maybe that makes you a rapist ' s worst nightmare you ' re not broken , so you might be one of those rare people that has ready access to the emotional stamina needed to actually go and do something about it . At minimum , you learned that there ' s somebody out there committing very serious crimes and hurting people in very serious ways . Maybe he hurt you very seriously and maybe he didn ' t . But now that you learned this fact , you have to take steps to stop him before he hurts more people . And if this starts fucking you up later on down the lineif your tupperware starts to crackthen remember that it ' s normal and there ' s no shame in getting help .