So not our cat Not Brian , feeds birds . Also talks to them . He has two black birds , one who can fly , one can ' t . The birds appear to talk back . I tried videoing him doing it but as soon as he saw me . He only catches mice though and won ' t eat them , leaving them outside by the bin . Which ruined my theory about him farming birds and fattening them up . <| sep |> Yeah that makes sense . <| sep |> Yea , this is something I am struggling with right now . I am a first year JET but Im 32 and left a full time job to live in Japan . But I was only going to stay 2 years at max since I want to come home and find a new job and start the next part of my life . I am struggling with reasons to recontract and have been given the same message about 2 years . But its hard when you have to follow someone who was here for 5 years and all the teachers knew and depended on . I sometimes feel like I dont get a chance to be myself and have to live in my predecessors shadow . What makes me want to stay are the kids and the money but having worked in the corporate world , money is not everything . So I dont what to do lol