It sounds like fortunately you don ' t want to do it and are low risk right now . If you don ' t want to share here or things feel like they are not changing , please call a hotline in your country . They are trained to listen . They have binders of local resources not all depression and suicide related . If things get really bad please go to your local ER . if anything tho , find a licensed therapist , they can at least help you organize an attack plan if your issue is more situation than mental health . if the issue is more mental health side then they are the person you want to talk to anyway . <| sep |> Oh , err , right ! Please pretend I said that in the first place ~<| sep |> Is it ? I mean , how many posts every day do you see of people going x company confirms price at y on their website , the point of this is to be really obvious that it ' s not a real price and only a placeholder