hey it egg <| sep |> DOSBox is limited to 640 x 480 . Here ' s my limited to 640 x 480 dosbox screen . <| sep |> Sometimes being alone is better than being with bad people it sounds like you don ' t appreciate yourself and , more than that , it sounds like you barely know yourself and you ' re afraid of being alone , so you never give yourself that chance . Start a journal , make plans to be alone going for walks , meditating , painting , reading , whatever helps and develop hobbies that allow you to appreciate yourself , if slowly at first . It takes time but it makes a huge difference when you corny as it sounds learn to become your own friend first . You realize what sort of shit you really will and really won ' t take from the people around you I think if you were your friend , you wouldn ' t want your friend to be treated the way your girlfriend is treating you .