How about adding a new map pool ? Like Active Duty , Reserve Duty , Then Community map pool ? <| sep |> This angry man saved my life when fighting against a particular Totem pokemon , ughh that thing sweeped me 4 times before Mr Cannon came on <| sep |> Overwhelmed , trapped , and like a burden . Like I ' m stuck in a endless cycle I don ' t know how to get out of . or that I logically do know how , but can ' t muster enough strength or motivation to do anything about it . Quit my last job for my own wellbeing , but because of that lost the only income I had two days ago EI . Turns out my reasons weren ' t good enough , but the dude seemed like he felt kinda bad and told me to try for sickness benefits probably because I was sobbing on the phone hah . Although , i gotta wait to get to my doctor and wait for processing until I receive anything . Need meds to somehow push through a job . Need money to get meds . Plus , killing my credit and missing payments is not fun and messing up my future isn ' t too reassuring . Pretty sure my family is starting to feel helpless and sick of my shit , and I don ' t really blame them either . I have a shitty support system and most friends tend to bail , I mean , there ' s only so much negativity people can take so I don ' t really blame them . So I sort of developed this fearparanoia about expressing my own negative thoughtsfeelingsWell , this was way more than you asked for . But since I already have this much typed out I ' m just going to post it anyway hah