Jesus that blitz was amazing <| sep |> The I wish I had played less than 2 hours so I could get a refund award <| sep |> Sure , but the spread might be larger than the bitcoin fee <| sep |> Neither do cows , pigs or chickens . <| sep |> Even blind women can figure out if a guy is ugly or not . <| sep |> Baylor has been really good at the halftime adjustments in the past two games <| sep |> Not sure if this counts but there ' s a Cuban saying people use when leaving Calabaza , calabaza , cada uno pa ' su casa ! Which roughly translates to Pumpkin , pumpkin , everyone go home . So weird . My nonSpanishspeaking friends don ' t believe it ' s an actual saying . <| sep |> 19 year old 7 ' 1 Center with 3 pt range and Skyhook I HOPE ? League FUCKED <| sep |> Took every word right out of my mouth . Way I look at it is , my relationship with God was real close to being abusive . Actually , human abusers literally say the same thing God does you ' re nothing without me , no one will ever love you like I do , why do you always fuck up and hurt me , I ' m hurting you for your own good , etc . OP , not sure if your relationship with God was like that . But if so , it makes sense that you ' d feel an urge to go back , or not know how to leave . That ' s common in the aftermath of a toxic or abusive relationship , as far as I believe . And to come face to face with an abuser in the flesh is bound to trigger those thoughts and urges . Sounds like God gave you comfort and security , and you miss that . Completely understandable . You had that for a very long time . Now that you don ' t , you ' ll have to find new sources of comfort and security , whether it ' s saying hey , God was never actually helping me and I was the one having my own back all that time , so I ' ll be fine , or confiding in friends , or whatever . Like umy 37 , I ' m very slowly finding my way through all this , and I know you will too . Good luck .