Demasiado cringe para verlo alguien me lo explica ? <| sep |> Yep . Feel it now . I graduated over two years ago from college with an essentially useless degree . I haven ' t managed to get a job in my field I can barely get auditions or interviews . And the longer it goes without any work , the more embarrassing it is for me when I do get an audition or interview . My skills are getting rusty . Meanwhile , I ' m waiting tables . I recently moved from a pizza joint to fine dining , which is much better money . But I ' m really embarrassed of where I am in life . I hate telling people I wait tables when they ask what I do . I don ' t have any insurance or benefits . My boyfriend is 2 years younger than me and incredibly successful so far in his career , which is awesome ! But it definitely makes me feel like I have some catching up to do . I ' ve done some cool things travelled a lot , namely . But I feel like I ' m not progressing in life because I don ' t have any direction in my career , and I ' m starting to think it ' s time to formulate a backup plan since theatre doesn ' t seem to be working . I ' m embarrassed and disappointed in myself and frustrated and lost . I just wish there was a more defined path for success in my field .