No buses . Just went through a break up . <| sep |> It ' s either scientology commercials or gay porn down there <| sep |> Yeah my first and second day was fine other then the cravings and now the anxiety doesn ' t seem to wanna go away . It ' s not overwhelming but bothering . Hopefully it gets better soon . Thank you for your response and good luck to you , stay strong ! !!<| sep |> Secrets is top 3 on the album idc what anyone says . <| sep |> I just turned 21 , and I tried to play a game where I took a drink for every time my grandma made a backhanded comment about the fact that I drink . She hit double digits before the turkey was even on the table and I had to concede defeat . <| sep |> Holding my breath until I pass out <| sep |> Inside my body to see its interworkings . No where in particular . Maybe just floating around . Stomach one moment , colon the next .