How can one block said rTheDonald ? <| sep |> Ended ? What do you know ? <| sep |> It ' s better to know which ones produce the most o 2 at night <| sep |> There ' s a lot of not nice things to say about TAMU that may be true but academics is not one of those things <| sep |> How does this game work without the CIC chip ? <| sep |> Wow he needs to be on a diet lol <| sep |> Well . He didn ' t mean it to be hurtful , but if words could cut I would have bled out shortly after he said it . I ' ve had a hard life but a well off family . Lived in a nice place , but quality of life was shit . Dad threw temper tantrums he ' s 6 2 and 200 ~ lbs , I ' m 5 4 and 120 lbs now at 22 . I was 12 ish then . Threw me over a couch , threw drinks in my face , broke my stuff , pinned me against a wall with his forearm , etc . shit since 8 th grade . Was raped and bullied for it between 9 th and 10 th called a slut and easy . Guy told everyone what my nipples looked like and I got a ' nickname ' I ' deserved '. Was promptly called that for 3 years Developed eating disorder from stress rumination syndrome . It was a coping mechanism . Threw up 90 % of my food and passed out almost every day . My mom refused to acknowledge it . Severe depression caused me to be suicidal . My angel of a dog physically stopped me from attempting suicide . I would be deadseriously injured now if not for my dog . This was all about 4 years ago and I ' ve come a long way . What hurt was my older brother . He said when I was young he ' d always protect me . All through that I was so angry he ' d never come . Sat and waited , always , even prayed agnostic . He never came home . He lived 3 hours away . We vacationed last summer in the mountains and he came . He told us he wanted to hike and I said I ' d go get my shoes . He said he had to go alone and I wasn ' t invited . I ran out crying hysterically , because I just want him to love me . He came in to console me and said Look , I just work with high schoolers and it ' s hard . One has a dad who beats him , one has an eating disorder and she gets sick a lot , one is suicidal . It just gets to be too much That hurt so much more than anything I have ever heard in my entire life . Not like he knew , but the fact he had to take a hike to escape HEARING STORIES of what I lived through hurt . Also , he ' d help them , but couldn ' t bother with me . Goddamn