The chocobo race with balloons I ' d worse imo . To this day , it ' s the only challenge I ' ve never completed . <| sep |> What I mean by free is that it seems you take action even if it may not be a necessity . That alone is hard for me , it takes pure dedication and an incredible motive and I still wouldn ' t be able to build up the courage to have sex with people in order to improve my financial situation . But as you know I am a dude and I ' m guessing the conventions are a little bit different . Like my mind wouldn ' t even go down that route but I know that it ' s out of fear , what my friends and family would think if they found out . I envy how liberating it must feel to be able to go out and kick ass and make money through any means .