When a 21 year old asked me how old I was <| sep |> Someone killed themselves by overdosing on sleeping pills not more than a couple hundred feet from us . We woke up the next day and found it . Now , we were camping in Aokigahara forest so this wasn ' t exactly the most unexpected thing . But crazy none the less . That was just one of many things that trip . <| sep |> A hope and a prayer . Our mom , dad , sister , me doctor is in the process of retiring . Mom , dad and sister got hooked up by our current doctor and are all set up and seeing someone new . I ' m lucky enough that all I need a doctor for is birth control at the moment but I ' m dreading the nightmare of finding one whenif my husband and I finally take the plunge and start trying for kids .