I highly recommend reading You Are A Badass . Its quick . Part of it is about the vibrations of the Universe and finding and matching those vibrations in your life . At first , I rolled my eyes . but now I find myself thinking about Universe vibrations all the time and trying to pinpoint where mine are off and what I can do to change it . <| sep |> i thought there would be more brown shirts and less tinfoil hats at this point of the rise of the neonazisof course , nazis have always loved their conspiracy theories , so it ' s not really unexpected <| sep |> It will be ok , calm down . <| sep |> They ' re incredibly paranoid . It ' s horrible . It reminds me of paranoid schizophrenia . For example , can you imagine how you would feel if you were 100 %, completely sure and convinced that your neighbor has kidnapped you and implanted a chip in your brain to read your thoughts , so he can contact the aliens to come and get you when you think something naughty . You can even feel the chip in your brain , and you remenber the kidnapping vividly , but nobody believes you . The doctor that performed the MRI clearly saw the chip , but he ' s on to the plot as well , togheter with the aliens . You ' re in incredible danger , and alone . It ' s a terrible feeling , difficult to even empathize with . That ' s , to a lesser degree , their life . They really , honestly believe they were uncovering a gigantic pedophilia ring , and that it involves the most powerful and influential people , and that all those evil and powerful are on to them and they ' re in danger . And this gigantic plot that genuinely threatens their lives is validaded by the shadiest evidence , while lack of evidence is proof of a cover up from Soros funded shills . It ' s their life , and they think it ' s noble , and dangerous , and relevant .