I don ' t need one right now . Though being in relationships is wonderful , it can also be very limiting . Relationships take a lot of time to keep up . They are also an emotional roller coaster . When things are bad I get really depressed and don ' t want to do anything but sit at home and sulk . It ' s so frustrating and I feel like I can ' t control it . Even when things are really good I ' m not motivated to do other things . I just want to spend time with that person . Right now I ' m in the middle of three creatives projects that take up almost all my free time . Being in a relationship just isn ' t doable . Plus , the pleasure I ' m getting from taking part in these projects is pretty wonderful . It ' s not the same as a relationship but it almost feels as good . I ' m still young and I ' ve got time to get serious later . Right now I feel way more committed to building my skills and working on creative projects that I can be proud of . Oh , also , I ' m ugly as F #%.