day by day I lose the will to make an effort and I just sit here thinking it ' s some kind of joke <| sep |> Hortler hurrs a whur <| sep |> A true victory for silliness . <| sep |> So what are his best rated shoes ? <| sep |> I want to believe this is satire . I want to believe SO HARD that this is satire . <| sep |> 8 years . I don ' t think you understand how elections work . <| sep |> Seriously ? That ' s probably why it felt so real . Man that scene hits hard . First time I saw it I cried . Every other time I just brace myself and say it ' s not real . So sad . <| sep |> Don ' t go easy on me . Looks like you say that to a lot of guys . Looks like they listen . <| sep |> But take a peep at westbrom or Watford plus their players are on form <| sep |> You ' re living in a desperate situation , and the 30 k isn ' t that much money in the bigger scheme of things . Unless you change some things , it will only offer you a temporary break before you ' re back where you started . Okay , tough love you can ' t raise a family on $ 11 . 50 per hour . That ' s just not going to work . If you haven ' t noticed already , you will never be able to pay for your expenses let alone get ahead on that wage . Your biggest asset is the free rent you have in your mothers basement . Don ' t burn that bridge or you ' re fucked . Whether you want to move out in one month , or six months or ten years is irrelevant . Your financial status will dictate when you can move out . You don ' t have the luxury of a traditional college program , period . You need money , and you needed it yesterday . Look hard at the tradesparticularly unionized onesin your area with apprentice programs . You can be making money while you train , as opposed to bleeding money for two or four years in an RN program . In a couple years you could be earning enough to support your family , and when that happens you can go back to school part time . I hate to suggest it , but your girlfriend should consider a part time job if she can find affordable child care . Does your mother stay at home , and can she watch your child ? What about the girlfriend ' s side of the family ? The $ 30 k is a lucky windfall that your family needs to survive . You ' ve got a chance to make things workand work well I might addbut I hope you also recognize the difficult situation you ' re in . The money is a short term fix , but you have some major hurdles ahead of you .