Had this happen to me when I sit down for class . Boot up my laptop ready to take notes on the lecture and it starts updating . Now I can ' t turn it off or take notes . Hey I got a crazy idea how about I tell tell my computer when to update because I paid money for it and its mine . <| sep |> You should do what you think will make you and your family happy in the long run . Im sure you are doing your research and you know whats best for your own happiness and your family ' s happiness . Dont stray from that path wherever it goes <| sep |> BUT MY IDEOLOGY TELLS ME THAT 57 . ARE YOU SAYING MY IDEOLOGY IS INCORRECT ? !<| sep |> You are growing up . It takes time , but you slowly understand that you cant just game all the time . It takes time to adapt to the new times you have free .