Because I was with my girlfriend for 2 years and she cheated on me and still lives with me and continued to see the other guy everyday while I constantly cried and felt very depressed until I started to get over it and we had sex while she was with him and I ' m a fucking emotional wreck and I ' m a guy and I ' m only 21 and I want so badly to be with her because I ' m scared to be alone and not have anybody to share things with like shows I like and I won ' t have anybody to sleep with at night and I ' m so quiet and get very nervous around girls that the chances of me getting another girlfriend unless she came up to me first are extremely slim . <| sep |> I voted specifically for downballot races and initiatives . I did not vote for HRC , but I assure you , she did get my 110 , 000 , 000 th of an Elector .