It ' s not fair but that ' s how it ' s always worked and no one has any issues with it . <| sep |> Same here on NA East . They ' re making me play worse cos free damage and I end up exposing myself for too long . Outsmarted by a bot <| sep |> He has theorized a lot more , watch this video . ZwURLwd 8 pEA Alex Jones is the craziest person in media . <| sep |> In similar spot here , live in same area too . I started by telling them I don ' t care what they choose in life I just want them to be happy . I tell them this whenever it ' s appropriate or wise to fit it in . I did this and still do with each of my kids ages range from nearly 17 down to 5 . I then began to tell them other things contrary to what I taught them before . I only did this in little simple ways . For example , if I ' m driving one of the kids somewhere and recently that child has said something that I disagree with and want to give them extra help on , I bring it up in the car super cool and normal like I do everything else very unofficial . But only with things pertaining to their happiness . My wife saw I didn ' t transform into a dumbass after coming out to her I did this with the kids for 6 months . Then less than a month ago my wife is the one who told my teenagers what I really think about the church . It wasn ' t a surprise to either of them . Things are even more chill now with my kids . They now understand I ' m not anti good , I ' m not anti God . Has my belief in God been altered ? Yes . But I don ' t discuss that with anyone currently . Thus my wife has been more open to how I teach my kids a little differently now . Everyone has commented I ' m happier since I found out the truth about TSCC I make sure to make that connection too , but indirectly . I hope they pick up on it . As I type this , my life is still full of unknowns . My wife worships me with love at the same time she struggles tremendously with my change of belief . I still do not know what will happen to us . She knows I will not stay in a marriage where I am placed second to the church . I value myself too much . I also truly want her to be happy , as well as myself , and I ' m aware I ' m the one who fucked up our direction we were going . But for me life is too short to continue unhappy , or so so . This has always been my belief after seeing my parents struggle . Nothing new . But my wife and I have discussed this much more recently . Also though , my relationship with my kids is the best it has ever been in my entire life . My kids know I just want them to be happy . I don ' t want them to follow me or follow their mom , I want them to choose what makes them happy . My two teenagers know this and I don ' t pressure them at all . They also see I ' m happier , we do more things together and it ' s so awesome . Inside of course I hope they go my way but happy is happy . I ' m just hoping they see they can be truly happier without a fucking noose around their neck 247 . I have no idea if this helps or not . I ' m such a dumbass . I wouldn ' t be anywhere near where I am without help from here . If this helps somehow , great . If it doesn ' t , just toss it . I wish you the best . It is hard , but so worth it .