I am not as concerned there as I am about 2021 . My timeline shows a major disturbance around that point . I don ' t see any change in leadership in the 2020 election , or if there is even an election . As for the olympics , I don ' t feel a lot of interest is there . It ' s almost like nobody wants to participate . <| sep |> When he had a bit of a breakdown , and the first thing he did was jump on a train to travel 100 miles to see me . At first I wasn ' t pleased to see him I was horribly hungover , he ' d arrived at 9 am on a Saturday , but he needed me more than he ' d needed anything ever before . He was a wreck . The moment itself went unobserved . I took care of him , calmed him down , talked through everything with him , hugged him so very tightly , did everything I could . It was only later that I realised that my instinctive reaction to his stresses and troubles confirmed that I loved this man to pieces and I would fight tooth nail to spend the rest of my life with him .