Fuuuuck I need to catch up on this book ! <| sep |> Ich hoffe du meinst nicht die KndigungsVormerkung . Die ist nmlich gar nix wert . <| sep |> Does Spez have anything to do with cccp other than shutting down the sub ? <| sep |> My story from DubaiAbout 3 years ago my dad lost his job so i had to quit Uni and start working as we had no savings due to a lot of other issues . Of course i could not take care of my entire family by myself , so , i was forced into taking a 40000 $ loan for 4 years with a huge amount of interest thinking dad would manage to get back into a job . I managed to take care of things and managed to regularly pay all the bills for about 8 months by when the entire loan amount ran out Dubai is quite expensive to just live without even doing anything and plus had to close dad ' s credit cards . Now my salary has been gradually been increasing and 51 % of it goes off for the loan every month . Even though its been about 3 years , i still have 4 years left for the loan as i ' ve been forced to take a top up loan on my increased salary every year till date . I just wish i could ' ve known how this would ' ve ended up so i would ' nt ' ve taken this loan . Due to this , i stay about 180 KM away from my work place 4 states away from Dubai and travel everyday just to make ends meet . TLDR Bad decisions due to a lack of psychic abilities like Divination .