Estudiahambre living in San Antonio ? I put this on the other spices . <| sep |> Same here , big time . Probably spent st least 2 hrs , 3 different times yesterday trying to hit , end up going through an entire package of rigs in the process . I can ' t muscle either because pretty much every shot I do is a goofball has clear in it too that shit hurts . I do find if I am hydrated , very hydrated I can hit really easy , if not it ' s in the neck , as a absolute last resort said I never would right in the shaft but very carefully . I do take pictures of myself those days I stab myself over over am covered in blood so when I do finally quit I ' ll have those to remind me of why I left this life <| sep |> Dez would break Norman in half