I think the older Assen track might have been a good one for F 1 , but it ' s been made smaller a big reexpansion ? <| sep |> I ' m sorry for posting this . I feel so selfish for asking as so many people are battling with their own struggles , but I don ' t know where else to turn and wouldn ' t mind some advice from a depressivebpd mindset , or whether I ' m doing the right thing . Dont ever feel guilty for posting here . The last thing we want is for people to NOT ask for help when they need it . We ' ve all been hurt , but we all help each others . My mistake was not asking others for advice 10 years ago when I first faced BPD symptoms in my girlfriend now my wife . Are you seeing a therapist ? If not , why not ? You obviously have emotional issues that need healing , regardless of the BPD in your life . Being with a BPD can ' t do you any good . Even emotionally healthy individuals will break in a relationship with a BPD .