There must be some CLOVERS <| sep |> Yes , but a computer couldn ' t be used at the grassroots level and its nice that all teams from the professionals to school kids play by the same rulebook . <| sep |> thanks . I am aware of this but I am just trying to keep cost low . If I wasn ' t being charged $ 85 in shipping , I would spring for an intel cpu . <| sep |> In other words , you can ' t substantiate the claim . Good to know . <| sep |> This , as with any other illness is the kind of thing that only gets worse if ignored . I don ' t know where you live , or if you can afford care , but you need to take that step . It can be a pain in the ass to seek treatment . It is in your best interest though . This is not normal , but not uncommon . These urges are the same expressed by many killers when describing their mental state before they began to act on the impulses . Eventually this may get to a point in which your impulses become too much and an opportunity presents itself . Once that moment comes and the impulse is manifested into reality there is no turning back . If you can ' t be swayed by the argument of the pain , fear , and sadness a murder causes the victim , as well as the victims families . That all people deserve to live . Then be swayed by the argument that you will end up in jail stripped of your freedoms . Please seek help . Most people who seek help do so for far less serious mental health issues . Garden variety issues that cause minimal harm . This is a bit more than that .