Because if I truly knew I wouldn ' t hold resentment to the statement . I know it is true , yet I don ' t like it to be . It ' s a kind of emotional schrdinger cat . <| sep |> Usually ? Don ' t think that ' s the right word <| sep |> Yeah , that would be great <| sep |> If mine is like that at 50 I will be ecstatic ! <| sep |> I used the black version of the default with a pair of tron controllers and invisible base stations . <| sep |> Meaning I ' m a straight male . Personally I reserve the use of the word ' slut ' here to refer to women or men who love cock in a way that is socially viewed as slutty . It helps distinguish between those that this sub is truly for and the men like myself who just enjoy their company . <| sep |> Avondale seems pretty legit .