I like 500 px better really . Most of the stuff on there just looks like people took the time to finish it off properly for commercial use . Pretty much anyone can make your image if you stay hands off and let the camera do everything for you . <| sep |> pussy . Got mewtwo in a standard pokeball on my first turn in X . <| sep |> I feel quite similar but never really considered that medication may finally give me the motivation to end it . Right now in my life i feel i just need something to live for , something I ' d be willing to suffer for . Since I don ' t really have much family left , I ' m living for my friends as I don ' t feel like I really owe my family anything , but my friends truly have been there for me but there really isn ' t much more they can do for me at this point so I feel like medication and therapy is the next step for me , it may be different for you but I think we can all find something to live and fight for even in the darkest of times . I ' m not the greatest at talking but I ' m here if you ' d ever like to talk to someone