Methane of Pain . <| sep |> I ' m breaking the generational cycle of abusenbspExactly ! Your mother isn ' t to blame for what previous generations did and you aren ' t to blame for what she did . She made her own choices . <| sep |> I see the cross on Mount Royal as an ancient nonreligious symbol that marks Montreal as an important meeting place and crossroad Mount Royal is in the center of the city , acts as a pedestrian interchange . I try to ignore its religious connotations , otherwise I completely agree . <| sep |> Having fear as a new medic is normal , don ' t let anyone tell you otherwise . Been a medic almost three years and that fear is still there , just to a lesser degree . You ' ll always have those calls that challenge your knowledge and skills . When all else fails , manage ABCs and get them to the hospital . Ask questions to the doctors where you drop patients offdont be afraid to ask for advice on anything you could have done better for your patients . You ' re gonna mess up , gonna have your butthole pucker , gonna question yourself . Fear is part of what makes EMS exciting . Do work and be safe out there . Take care of your own