Dear lord . <| sep |> I don ' t want to be in one and I haven ' t found anyone that has changed my mind on that . I ' m super picky with guys and find being single to be much less stressful than not being single . I have a lot of male friends and can ' t deal with jealousy , I ' m slow to trust , don ' t know what love is supposed to feel like despite being married before , and while I know what I want , I don ' t know what would actually be good for me in another person . I also do some things that most guys would be annoyed with if they were dating me like skinny dipping and being naked in front of other guys not to be a whore , I just don ' t see the human body as something that should always be sexualized and if I ' m in my house and just getting out of the shower , I ' m not going to put on clothes just to stop my male roommates or friends , whom I would never fuck , from looking . I don ' t like sucking dick and don ' t have a strong sex drive in general . I value friendships WAY more than relationships because friends will always be there , boyfriendsgirlfriends are transient , and I overall just don ' t want to deal with the stress of having another person to appease all the time . I ' m also bi and enjoy doing things with girls every now and again and it ' s actually hard to find a guy who ' s OK with watching girlgirl or having 3 ways without getting jealous of the other girl . If I find somebody who shares my love for the outdoors , my taste in music , who doesn ' t get jealous and doesn ' t get offended at my sometimes dark , offensive sense of humor think Southparkdead babies then I ' d probably never leave the guy , but I am content to stay single until that happens , if it ever does .