I ' m running TestDeca 500500 and got a test via LCMS and Test came back as 3714 , is that essentially not taking into account deca and I ' d get same levels of Test on Test 500 without the deca ? <| sep |> try doing the standard stuff , clearing cache , restarting phone , reinstalling hearthstone . <| sep |> Except for the Halaya one . That ' s my favorite part . <| sep |> Then Imgur could be forced to delete the Podesta emails pictures ? <| sep |> Straight up people . easy to get along with as long as your straight with them . Made two very good friends from there . <| sep |> When I was a kid my StepN starved one of our cats to death because he didn ' t like it and Ncubator couldn ' t be fucked to go downstairs to the basement . Oh , but she was SO AFRAID OF THE BASEMENT ! Actually , she was afraid of doing laundry , and the washer and dryer were in the basement . She didn ' t have a problem with going down into the basement until her early twenties when her mother expected her to learn how to do her own Goddamned laundry . I tried to go downstairs to take care of the cat but I wasn ' t allowed because of whatever the hell reasons . It was always something stupid , and never made any damn sense because I was the one they sent down to do the laundry . My grandmother had shattered her leg and was mostly bedridden for almost two years , so it was impossible for her to go downstairs to take care of that cat . I tried to sneak the cat food had to be human food , they always caught me when I tried to take the bag of cat food downstairs to feed him and I ' d be screamed at for a couple hours and then made to sit at the end of the dark hallway facing the wall for another hour . I never thought Ncubator herself would hurt a cat , either . She ' s so obsessed with them . But a few years ago when I gave my grandmother a kitten , Ncubator demanded that kitten be hers . Since it wasn ' t hers , she locked him away in a tiny bedroom , claimed he was too violent to be near the other cats . Beat him . Fed him dog food which doesn ' t have nearly enough protein for a cat . Now , years later , the adorable , sweet , loving and social kitten I ' d given my grandmother is practically feral and broken . It ' s taking a long time to get him used to love and affection . But very slowly we ' re starting to see hints of our sweet little kitten again . I ' m so so sorry that your cat died . This hits me especially hard , because your beautiful Einstein looks a great deal like my Apollo , the kitten I gave my grandmother . If there are any other animals in the house , get them out . And if you don ' t have any siblings or any overwhelming obligations to stay in contact with your N , now may be the best time to go NC . In my personal experiences , the unjust death of a close pet never really stops hurting . You just start to go numb . Stay strong , and all the best .