Wow what a day of CSGO . Road 2 Bugatti LOL ! Started with 25 euro now at 620 euro Winnings <| sep |> give yourself time to grief , do whatever feels right to you , you need to be strong now , for yourself as for your mother and sister who are watching you from heaven . It won ' t be easy , it never is , but you should cry if you ' re sad , destroy something if you ' re angry , go into the forest and smash a tree with a baseball bat , whatever you have to do , there ' s no right or wrong , just let your emotions out somehow , possibly in a legal way . Also , don ' t take drugs , you can drink , even heavily if you so desire . I don ' t know how you feel , I ' d be shitting my pants , how could I live without my mother . how could I live without my sister . but you have to keep going , for their sake . live the life they lost , live for them , live and keep on living