You know , I ' m pretty sure Jesus was pretty big on not hating people , even the Jews and pagans who condemned him to die . So maybe if you want to save yourself from Christian persecution , you should stop and ask what it means to be Christian . <| sep |> Good luck . I need 24 for Elite 3 . Got 252325 so far this month . <| sep |> I did think that , although then I look at my own life and try to do the things that matter to me . just about to make a jump in to owning my own home for the first time and I try to look after myself I guess its just the fact I remember the good times as well as the bad . Its a weird one I know that she needs to deal with herself , but maybe the only element that got to me was the fact I still have deep feelings for her . I don ' t suffer from anxiety , but I reckon I do have triggers from a previous relationship that ended badly hense the reaction .