Who knows man i dont even care any more , wish i had the stones to shoot myself i would if i did . God may be real but hes not good , i think the old religions were right when they painted the gods as being cold and uncaring , i am all alone in this world and i wish i had the courage to end it all but i dont <| sep |> Are they sending emails for L ? <| sep |> I said what ever because I don ' t feel like getting engage in discussion the doesn ' t go anywhere , I hear your point , you heard mine , thats all . be civilized dude . <| sep |> Do it with friends . <| sep |> Ask for a tip <| sep |> A true conservative GOP party is something this country has lacked for half a century . It ' s like they ' e taken all the good parts out of the old Republican platform , and replaced it with the worst parts of the old Democratic platform .