I ' ve never bought online from Dell CA before but if they ' re discounting the higher ends by 300400 dollars , then I ' m pretty optimistic for the discounts on the model I want . <| sep |> hey man , I ' ve been where you are . I was addicted to heroin , failed school , borderline kicked out of my parents house . There is hope for you , but you gotta take action , and don ' t give up . I managed to get clean , turn my life around and get back into school . I felt so hopeless at the beginning but I managed to get enough motivation to take those first few steps . You should definitely quit league for now . Get a job . From there figure out a way to get back into school . I ' m guessing there is an avenue for you to do so , even if it ' s a pain in the ass . Good luck man , I believe in you .