Ethics course is prolly the only course I look back at and smile . <| sep |> You think it ' s cool . ?<| sep |> Sadly , no ! Good guess <| sep |> Congratulations on the two weeks clean ! !! I ' m so happy for you thay you found some liberation and stability with food . I can feel the binge coming but i am trying to push myself to enjoy my food and slow down what i eat . I am worried ab doing grazingeating small amounts bc that ' s where most of my calories from when I binge come from but I know that the presence of family and friends should help dissuade me from purging . This shoukd be a holiday for enjoying life and enjoying food , I don ' t want to have this disease affect my relationship with my friends and family . I want to get better for them .