To be honest , I don ' t really remember a time when I was happy . I also struggle with some conflict of myself , like the person I hate the most is me , yet the person I love the most is me . Ohh yeah and anxiety , not freak out level , but a nice constant buzz of worry . <| sep |> we already killed 2 u dropped none of us that whole fight lol <| sep |> The waiter Ruxin argued with and Ellie ' s teacher were also from the asylum . <| sep |> As bad as the mutant feet and everything are , the thing that bothers me most is the hey I think I ' ll outline her face and hea . , oh nevermind . <| sep |> what did i miss ? <| sep |> Great , let ' s try to make the change without potentially sending people who haven ' t done anything morally wrong to prison for 20 years with a rape conviction .