Are you sure it is Exquisite Focus Crystals and not Refined Focus Crystals ? Cause if this is the case I might go and do that instead . I only ask cause on every forum I read about Exquisite Focus Crystals it said it was only a mission reward . <| sep |> Im sad it was so effective , i was just getting my Batman suit out <| sep |> So sexy ! Wow . New fan <| sep |> It ' s there any chance of having my main account , device , or IP banned using this app ? <| sep |> You ' re too bogged down into the why ' s and how ' s of everything . I can imagine you ' re very pedantic and nitpicky . You like to think you ' re hyper self aware but I can tell just from reading this that you ' ve created a dialogue about yourself here , about what you believe you are , or what you aspire to be . but actually aren ' t . I ' m sure you can ' t hyperrationalise WHY you do every little thing , and it isn ' t healthy to do so . You can have a pretty good understanding of yourself as a person without knowing why you do every little thing . I just like it is reason enough . If you have a girlfriend , and she likes . I dunno , a dress , wearing mascara , Sex And The City , group chats with friends , eating a whole tub of ice cream . anything . are you going to be riding her ass and asking her WHY all the time ? People just live thier lives , they don ' t like having to scrutinise every little bit of it . You can find someone who shares your values , about drugs and alcohol , religion , etc . But realise that people are only human and have flaws , chances are you ' ll not find this person who is totally 100 % aware and in control all the time , they probably don ' t exist ! I ' m not saying you should have no moral standards for a person , just reasonable limits . You ' re so young and have plenty of time to find someone , so try to relax a little , let people reveal themselves to you slowly rather than making instant judgements or assessment . about them . 19 year old girls generally aren ' t looking for this perfect mesh of logic and rationality when they look for a boyfriend . First and foremost they want someone kind , who is nice to hang out with and not too intense . Good luck pal .