If only I knew . Usually sober , sometimes drunk , sometimes high , sometimes tripping , sometimes happy or sad . Usually it ' s when I ' ve got something to say , but there are no words to say it . That ' s when I have my favorite jams . I ' ll get home and play something and it ' ll be the best thing I ' ve played in weeks and it ' s all random , but it doesn ' t need to make sense . That ' s what music is for <| sep |> I ' m also very interested because it ' s 1 . Online and 2 . Can be different locations other than Yale medical campus , how many students they can admit . Guess I ' ll stockpile some good questions for the qa ! <| sep |> I suggest he uses it before the winner can pick anyone else . Then after stealing it from the winner , he gives it back to them , and has them pick the remaining people .