Roman is a nice , hard working guy . And he ' s not just worried about pandering to put himself over like KO . People can respect that . <| sep |> Nothing I do will ever really matter . Nothing I do will have an impact on this word or its history . I won ' t do anything that will leave a lasting print . Yet at the same time minor life choices could affect my life and those around me in ways I can ' t even begin to imagine . Thinking like parallel worlds shotting off from each decision I make and how they are different one world I kill myself leaving a grieving family . Another I go on to have 3 children who each have 3 children . One of which becomes a politician or a serial killer . That feeling of having no power or influence yet so much of what i do could set off or fail to set off future events .