Related music video , and also interesting as fuck <| sep |> I ' ve never in my life seen an undrafted rookie from the practice squad get so much media attention . Hell I love it though . All aboard the Paul Turner Hype Train ! No shoving , there ' s room for all of us folks . <| sep |> It ' s funny to me when yoy say 12 k because I dropped out at age 15 and started working full time , had $ 7 k in the bank at age 18 , just had no idea how the fuck to use it , now my bank balance shows $ 80 somehow , but I know what to do once I get more money , but I ' m like fuck jobs never again and my last $ 1000 ? Fuckin family , showed me GAMBLING ! Really it ' s all my own choices that have got me broke , just pissed at my family because they influenced me to lose it all , and I kinda feel set up . But fuck it , now that I smoked a cigar it all seems pretty funny and I don ' t much hate anyone anymore , and I thought I ' d pick up heroin before tobacco ! Haahhhhhhh shit . But I don ' t want to settle in any city , just travel , maybe own a rural plot of land with a little cabin somewhere just to escape every now and then , but I gotta keep moving or I go insane