You ' d have to talk to your doc , but you ' ll have to have a complete history and physical with our doc to be hired . It ' s not going to be easy . <| sep |> Another glimpse into Peter ' s lazy process . He really wants his fans to know he doesn ' t know what he ' s doing . <| sep |> Last Thanksgiving , my husband and I marveled at how thankful we were we were very newly pregnant , after our first natural timed cycle with an RE . Days later , our first scan showed we were tracking a week behind . A couple months later , we had a missed miscarriage . Then came the failed IUIs , a spectacularly failed IVF , and the worst days of my life . Thanksgiving 2015 was my last holiday as my normal , old self . This time around , it ' s hard to really buy into the spirit of the holiday without feeling a little jaded and scared of everything once again getting taken away from me . But . But but but . I am thankful . I am thankful for this new person I ' ve become I ' ve never felt so resilient in my life . I am thankful that my husband and I fought through this year together and our relationship was just as strong in the shitty times as I ' d always hoped it would be . Maybe stronger , honestly . And , of course , if this pregnancy really works out , I will be forever thankful to the doctors who helped us get here , and forever proud of us for not giving up , even when things looked really grim . Also , I slept 13 hours last night holler at Unisom ! and can ' t wait to eat for two today . Happy Thanksgiving , guys .