It ' s not , and you ' re foolish to think that and buy into the propaganda . Fascism isn ' t just some word you can paint your opponents with . <| sep |> First post please be gentle , also writing on a phone . Having been born blonde was a curse , my parents kept me away from my siblings i couldnt judge them having a dumb kid was already a burden , let alone having more . Other kids would avoid me and if they didnt , the teachers would seperate me . On my first exam when i was 10 , i was told , blonde kids could use the book , we were told that if we managed to read the questions and understood the book , we would advance to the next class . I finished the exam , 1010 with more than half the time . I asked my teacher to try the exam for the black haired kids . The teacher laughed and saix i could try . I aced that one too . Perhaps i shouldn ' t have . Ever since i aced the hard test the teachers would ask me to strip down and they would check my cloths , i would take tests alone , in anempty class without colors or anything so i couldnt cheat . Even after graduating with honors , i was looked down upon . I didnt get to speak on our graduation night . It was terrible , even after all those years i was still alone , laughed at , called a cheater . People wouldnt accept that i was better than them . This was it . This is how i came to be me , i hope you understand . You are the only one who accepted me . I am glad you have been with me the last couple of months . I know it was hard . I just need closure . Perhaps i will finally get it . Perhaps i shouldn ' t have given her the dye . A dye so dark no light could bounce off of it . I certainly hope it will make her happy .