a single letter ignorance made obviousInternet sees all <| sep |> What they need , is some kind of system , to show you how close you are , and if you ' re getting closer . They could put some kind of symbol , like foot prints or something , under each one . Then as you walk towards it , the number of symbols reduces . Like , if you were kind of far , there would be three symbols , or foot steps . Then as you got closer , there would be two , then 1 . That would be cool . <| sep |> Why does everyone get super fucked on heroin and I am sitting here saying yeah I kind of feel itRather do a morph 30 than $ 50 of that shit . Unless everyone around me is pretending they are fucked off their ass . I just don ' t feel it for some reason . Not about to do more and more until I do . That is how I end up dead . Maybe I am missing serotonin or endorphins or something because some Molly gets me to a point where I am actually happy about stuff . Super ultra extra happy but still it just feels like Molly is the only time I actually get some serotonin to release in my brain or something .