I have removed this pending further mod discussion . <| sep |> No idea . Because he has a guilty conscience and doesn ' t want to end it , wants ME to end it . Maybe he ' s trying to push me away so I ' d end it . Would hate to give him that satisfaction especially after all of this . I believed him for a brief moment that I was being selfish but now I see that I wasn ' t . All I wanted was to talk for a short while because he was spending the actual day with his family . I wanted to make plans for when we actually saw each other , and yet all I got was yelled at and told I was being selfish and ridiculous . I swear I wasn ' t being unreasonable . <| sep |> Can you post a picture of the TA from above as i heard they are a tad smaller than OG Cherry .