I don ' t mind reposts <| sep |> Welcome back . <| sep |> Point to evidence if higher grade work of you have any , any assignments during the semester where your grade was far better ? Talk about family problems during exam time which put you at a disadvantage ? Edit ofif <| sep |> Met a guy in undergrad who I caught feelings for . We stayed friends for two years . I ended up writing him a letter , saying I still felt the same way but I needed to distance myself for a while . A few weeks later , I fucked up and drunk texted him a few fuck you texts . I wasn ' t blameless at all , but in hindsight I ' m so glad I took the flamethrower to that motherfucker . I realized later that when he constantly made fun of the video games and anime that I liked , he wasn ' t just playing . I came to see that his behavior was snobbery in a deceptive form that the intent behind it was to put me down so he felt like he was better than me . That realizing he was selfish and wouldn ' t stick his neck out for most people in his life not really my friend and DEFINITELY not worthy of my time and attention . That was a turning point for me . After that , I decided to say fuck you , I like being a nerd , and embraced my loser status . Never felt better about myself . As for him ? He started dating one of my nicer coworkers at my job , would see me at parties and act cordial , but one playful jab at my music taste at one party told me he hadn ' t changed a bit . Haven ' t seen him since , too busy focused on my cosmetology license I ' m after .