I don ' t like holes . Like if a chair has a hole in the fabric I won ' t sit in it . But if I have no choice I feel very uneasy the entire time , and I can ' t think about anything else but that fuckin hole that ' s under my butt . <| sep |> Actually i ' m gonna upvote you for transparency and sincerity . <| sep |> My first bun that I got about a year and a half ago just passed away two days ago . She was only about two years old and in perfect health . Strictly indoors with a doggie pen area she was normally kept in , and I would occasionally let her run around the apartment as well . This past Friday , she didn ' t eat , so I took her to the emergency vet . She had stasis once before so I knew that ' s what it was before they told me . They gave me some meds and a powder nutritional formula that I had to mix with water and syringe feed her . I gave her the meds and fed her according to all the directions . It wasn ' t enjoyable for either of us , but it needed to be done . She ate a little and pooped a little here and there over the weekend but never got back to normal . Monday I had to work again , but luckily I have the freedom at my job to be able to stop in at home from time to time . I checked on her every couple of hours and gave her more meds and syringe fed her but she didn ' t eat anything on her own and didn ' t seem to be producing much poop . So , I took her back to the emergency vet after work . They decided it would be best to keep her overnight to give her fluids , xrays , blood work , and monitor her closely . All of the xrays and blood work came back clean . Finally on Tuesday afternoon she appeared to be coming around . I got a call around 130 saying she finally pooped and was eating a good amount of hay . Around 330 , I got another call , her heart had stopped and they were performing CPR . I told the vet to do anything necessary to keep her alive , but she didn ' t make it . This is only a couple days ago so the wound on my heart is still very raw . However I am trying to see the silver linings I am glad it happened at the vet and not at my home . If I had come home to check on her and she had passed I would have been even more devastated than I am now . I would be blaming myself for not bringing her to the vet sooner and thinking she could still be alive if I had . It also gives me an opportunity to give a loving home to another furbaby , whether it be another bunny or something elseI ' m kinda leaning towards a kitten tbh . Unfortunately , sometimes these things happen . And it hurts , but I know eventually it will hurt less . RIP Peanut .