I watched yenO 6 sLGots as a little kid . <| sep |> Not trying to be rude , but how can they control or keep people from setting these fires ? Will they arrest anyone caught smoking a cigarette in a park ? That seems really hard to do . <| sep |> This is gorgeous <| sep |> 3 years ago the love of my life left me . I hated her after it . She was making me choose between my friends and her . I refused to choose and apparently that meant I chose them . I ended up dating one of the friends . After knowing each other 6 years she cheated on me and is pregnant with what may or may not be my child . The aforementioned ex is now back in my life and I know I still have feelings for her but she ' s engaged to someone else . I ' m trying to make peace with it but with as much as these two relationships fucked me up its hard and I ' ve been hitting the bottle pretty hard . I don ' t know what I ' m doing and my life is going nowhere .