Spirit was the defining factor to the games that WE did win , and he basically solo carried them at IEM . Spirit is one of the few farm playstyle junglers in history to be as impactful as he is , only Cloudtemplar can really be compared . <| sep |> I ' ve just started , and the first day I noticed an immediate difference . I ' ve only been taking half a dose as my doctor said I should step up to the full dose over the course of a few weeks . I ' m honestly glad that it is working , but on the other hand , its hard because that means I actually have a deficiency in serotonin . From what I understand , Lexapro , or SSRI ' s in general , are just going to temporarily help and not fix the underlying problem of whats causing the deficiency . So that is a bit frustrating . At this point , I ' m just happy that the SA and panic situation has subsided . but I do wish there was some way to identify WHY i ' m deficient to begin with . grrr .