If this was cannon , between what chapter would one read it ? P . S . I just found the link in text you put for this story . <| sep |> Last night my girlfriend of the past five years who I love more than life . Who I share a home and cats with , who is considered family and called aunt by my nieces and nephew told me she wanted to be alone and doesn ' t think she loves me any longer . I ' m now homeless . After we both sat for nearly 3 hours crying in the living room . I cried myself to sleep last night on my sisters couch . At Thanksgiving dinner I had to go outside and cry uncontrollably . On my way to my parents I had to pull over because I couldn ' t see the road through my tears . And now in their spare bedroom I curl into a ball and cry until I can no longer produce tears . I ' ve ruined two lives . I hate myself .