it ' s for my Brother but I ' m trying my best <| sep |> Neville may not be a great promo but he ' s nowhere near as bad as many people make out . <| sep |> That ' s just Burfict . <| sep |> yeah but we were talking about the US <| sep |> You can ' t tell he ' s dead either though , there ' s no obvious signs of death <| sep |> Am I confusing you with someone else ? <| sep |> Why repulsed ? It was all the rage in Germany until they cough lost the war coughSARCASM <| sep |> I hug and kiss them so much they probably find it annoying p but until they are old enough to tell me to get lost they have no choice . It ' s weird because as I have written this stuff it seems like normal everyday stuff but then when i read back I think oh my god that is bad . I guess I have accepted it as the norm where most people would have ran a mile at even 25 % of the stuff . I am based in the UK and definitely some of the stuff she has done is a crime technically but not one that I feel the need to report or anything . Recently after the holiday I was so hurt that I barley spoke to her for a few days then I sat down calmly and told her . You know what I have been planning the last few days ? To leave you . This is abuse and just because I am a man etc doesn ' t mean it ' s ok . But I have realised that leaving you is not what I want to do so if you promise to not do that again and to really try then I guess we are okShe was absolutely lovely for a few days maybe a week then we are back here .