Patayin talaga ? Di pwedeng ikulong ? <| sep |> But then you remember your CB 3 is Hayden <| sep |> I swear yellow school busses are orange . <| sep |> Takes a bitch to know a bitch . and yah i guess I ' m a bitch . <| sep |> The bonus can be anything from 04 points . You won ' t always win something just because you hit the 67 mark . Sucks , I know . <| sep |> never got to find out since i went the fletcher route . <| sep |> Dude . We ALL need to work on ourselves . All of us . Literally everyone . Anti social is awesome . So is nerdy . Skateboard more . You fucking love it , go do it . Yes you need to build yourself and put yourself out there . But it doesn ' t have to be like TOMORROW . It ' s a process . You make tiny gains every day . And some days you take a dozen steps back . It happens . It ' s normal . Fuck , that ' s expected . That ' s what life is . But you just get back up and take a tiny step again the next day . You know why ? Because you do . I do . We do . It ' s way , way more fun that way . I cannot tell you HOW to do it . Nobody can . That ' s a thing only you know , and only you can answer . Also like , people are gonna be like you can ' t date until you love yourself ! which sounds like such bullshit sometimes . I know because I ' ve dealt with that , and I feel it . I feel it every day . But it ' s so true . Like you don ' t have to be IN LOVE with yourself to date , but you gotta know some good things . And I can ' t tell you how to stop putting yourself down and boost your confidence . You ' ve just gotta stop putting yourself down . Just stop . Every morning give yourself a giant goofy smile in the mirror , say I love you , and compliment yourself . IDK if that ' ll work , I can ' t say that ' s HOW , but it ' s a suggestion . Try it . And then try it again . And then stick with it every day for two weeks , and see how it goes . If it doesn ' t work , try something else . You can do it . It ' s just not a binary thing . Like you don ' t just try and it ' s done . Trying is a process , it takes a long time , and it ' s hard work . Keep fucking doing it . Why try ? Because what else are you gonna do ? Do you know how much cool shit is out there ? How many cool people there are ? That ' s why you try . Because if you don ' t , you will never get to visit Thailand or see a Formula One race or meet someone who knows how to make THE MOST AMAZING blueberry muffins from scratch . There are a billion amazing fucking things out there , and they are waiting for you . They . Are . Waiting . For . You . Go fuckin get it . And it ' s not hopeless man . I know it feels like that a lot . And you don ' t know how to turn that off . I totally get it . I ' ve done therapy , I talk about that a lot , I feel it . It ' s just not . Trust a random stranger who has absolutely zero to gain from leveling with you this shit aint easy , but it ' s certainly not hopeless . Work . Work hard . Work really fuckin hard . Then work harder . You ' re gonna fail a lot and that ' s okay . Because you ' re better for every failure . So fail a lot . It ' ll take you places you never thought you could go . And just remember that it ' s okay to be you . We like you like that .