m fuck yeah ! <| sep |> Proof or GTFO <| sep |> I said it wrong , what i meant was that LN are different , it doesnt always feel like im reading the same thing anymore <| sep |> Someone for whom Sunni is a weather forecast , and Shiite is what she says when she drops a casserole on the floor . <| sep |> Nice ! I ' d love to see a build log or a review of this monster ! This one and the NHM are such cool things to me ! <| sep |> I ' ve had a few of these emotional hurdles in my journey . The first step is admitting that it ' s an emotional hurdle . As others have already mentioned , it makes no mathematical or scientific difference whether you feel bad about it or not . It ' s just a feeling . For me , it was the scale . Every time I climbed on the scale , it was like I was pulling the handle on a slot machine . Would I joyfully win or would I sadly be defeated . In reality , any weight I gained or lost was already gained or lost before I got on the scale . The scale was a lagging indicator the effort itself determined whether I would gain or lose the fat . So it took weeks and months of scale storm rationale before the emotions faded . Now , no one weigh in affects me . Long trends can bum me out a little , but even then I know that I can handle and deal with it . You ' re working on your sugar thing . This isn ' t just about the strength of your intention sugar actually lights up the reward centers of your brain . I can go over by 200300 kcal some days , with the justification of '' I ' ll just lose 0 . 5 instead of 1 kg this week ''. and that ' s true . Then I hate myself even more . You hate that you ' re wired that way , but you ' re working on it . Perfect is not available . Your hating it won ' t change it . If you were your own psychologist , you would approach this objectively instead of emotionally . Patient shows recognition and awareness and takes strides to change the undesirable behavior and is sometimes successful . Can ' t hate that too much , can you ?