thank you sonhos . I know it ' s an irrational thing and I scold myself for it all the time . I just don ' t seem to have the toolkit to alter the way I see myself . My therapist was really good but I just cannot seem to get past this . I fear that I ' ll end up an old hermit with a million cats , dogs and chickens running round the house who orders everything delivered from the internet ! <| sep |> 87 points is max available from our 29 remaining games . Currently getting 2 . 356 points per game from our first 17 games . over 29 games is 68 points or so 108 sounds about fair . <| sep |> This . Serious , why bother ? If you really want something like that , locate a spot behind a dresser and put in a 2 gang old work box and install a blank cover and paint it match the wall color . More room and easily overlooked . No worries with inspectors as it can be regarded as a pull box .