My IGN will be Athena for SunMoon , I dont have my flair updated yet . <| sep |> I was 12 , and i was going to be in a movie where I masturbated for a scene , so my dad taught me how to act like I ' m masturbating . It never got made this movie , btw , was NOT a porno in any respect , but it was messed up . Tried it for real a year later , and it was . fine . I was underwhelmed . <| sep |> I really like the XDM , def good gun ! <| sep |> These are some great tips . Thank you ! Perfect timing of your post as well , as I am considering picking up my hunter again , as BM . 1 ! <| sep |> Experimented with anal play and had a similar experience . I used a 56 long , probably 3 diameter ribbed vibrator , hoping to experience the legendary bliss of a prostate orgasm . Also , I was never much for using lube to masturbate . When I started experimenting with anal play , I figured I would go all in with taking my time , porn on the TV and lube for my gentleman sausage . I started with the pumping the vibe in and out and stroking my cock at the same steady rate . Then I had the vibe in deep and just sort of teased the head with my thump and forefinger sliding back and forth over the ridge on either side . But what got me to blow like you describe was when I started pumping the vibe hard and fast while stimulating the head with my palmimagine the movement of juicing an orange . It was super intensealmost too intense for me to keep doing to myself , but I felt like I was close and pushed on until I felt something coming . And come it did . In buckets . I had the same reaction that you did , did I just fucking squirt ? Not sure if it was piss or what , but afterwards I felt . fuck , I can ' t describe it , rocked ? Destroyed ? Like Buffy after she ' d been ripped out of paradise back to the hell that is earth ? I tingled for a half hour after , stumbled a bit like I was drunk , brain was a few steps behind . To be honest , I might have to do this again when I have the house to myself Sunday !