Fuck that old Paramore is amazing . <| sep |> No , it ' s information that is perfectly relevant to the question . <| sep |> BIGGEST ADVICE Monk ModeKeep unplugging and following the virtues of trp that you think you need . It will inherently make you more stoic and able to handle the mirroring you experienced . I also experience this from time to time during vulnerable states , I ' m also still unpluggingAs for the not knowing who you are , go monk mode and just focus on yourself . I went monk mode for 6 months keeping my social circle small 13 close friends , and focusing on going to the gym , my hobbies , and being alone . You ' ll find yourself . <| sep |> Yeah . I want to get out there this season . Last season , I only skied with my dog . Wanted a husky for a while , so I was all pumped to having a ski buddy when I got him . While that ' s cool and all , I was pretty cautious . I probably skied Tincan common or even just in the trees 99 percent of the time . Definitely taking some time to ski without him and ride some much steeper terrain .