But you ' re done for now ! It ' s over at least . Some days neeeeeed to be forgotten . <| sep |> Where is the BBC reporter and the hired goons when you need to stop downvoting , eh ? <| sep |> I have had many posts censored because it didnt for this subs narrative . <| sep |> I went to AA last night , and you ' re right it was scary ! I cried the whole time while I told my story , but it was really freeing . I can ' t believe I told these complete strangers things I haven ' t told my closest family and friends . The difference is they REALLY understand . The only thing I worry about is the amount of religion in the steps . I ' m an atheist , so I may try to find something else with a little less prayer . Thank you so much for your comment .