Just because you still have feelings for him doesn ' t mean he ' s the only one ! It takes some people over 5 years to get over their past exes . He may have been special , but he ' s certainly not the only one that will drive you crazy . My advice ? Go to the club on your own or with a friend , don ' t text him , and see where the night takes you . Maybe you ' ll meet somebody else to drive you wild ! <| sep |> Tipdon ' t waste money on gearing . Fletcher is infinitely more fun imo . <| sep |>$ 28 . 95 before tax <| sep |> I ' m 17 cm but I don ' t look that big when I take a picture ! ! I coulda sworn you was more like 8 <| sep |> Then you go to a career counsellor . I could be unsure about which path to take after 10 th but that won ' t change my likesdislikes . I don ' t like chemistry , so I won ' t do anything related to it . I like English and computer , so I ' ll do something related to it . If you like mugging ratta marna instead of actually learning things , then sure go to IIT . It ' s the best place for you , and I know many people who like mugging up the entire year ' s syllabus . Also IIT is barely decent by the international standards , being the best in India says a lot . If you really like studying you ' re better off studying outside India than in IIT .