Could have just sat around and waited till you died . From infection . <| sep |> smu all over again <| sep |> I used to smoke Newports and always remember it being upside down , basically the opposite of Nike <| sep |> First of all , MDMA should only be used once every 23 months in order to replenish the depleted serotonin . It ' s really bad to do it every weekend , trust me . Tell your boyfriend that please . Anyways , you need to tell him that you care for him and reassure him that you love him . If that doesn ' t work , even though I hate ultimatums , in this case you should give him one . Drugs are wonderful if used correctly , but if your boyfriend would rather use drugs than make your relationship better , then he needs to go see a therapist and get help .