I have Firmino as St with a hunter chem and KDB at CAM <| sep |> I don ' t know what ' s so special about this time that would make me want to enjoy it , but despite the dreary outdoor temperatures and the constant but seemingly effectless sunshine , I ' m having quite a blast ! <| sep |> I didn ' t like them at first . It took awhile but I think the thing that made . e come around was seeing how much he likes it . It ' s something just for him you know ? If you let yourself , you ' ll start thinking it ' s hot in that way . Plus it ' s extra not fair to receive and not give of you think it ' s his favorite . Could it be that you just don ' t feel confident and need to try more ? It seems like you guys are pretty solid so just keep trying . If it doesn ' t hurt you or make you gag then do this for your baby ! Maybe you can try varying it more so that you have ti do it less ?