Yes this happens to me literally every time I quit after waiting for battlepack drops . Only fix I found is alt f 4 at the moment . it ' s faster to crash the game that way and reopen it than to wait for whatever its even doing in that quitting menu <| sep |> I ' m so confused right now <| sep |> I ' m really digging life steal graves . My build so far is warlords with red smite warrior phantom dancer deaths dancer bloodthirster IE berserker boots . <| sep |> Was that really his decision though ? That one smelled of an ownership decision from day one . <| sep |> I find that working on myself in positive ways helps making my life relevantly positive to me . Getting into fitness , preparing and eating healthy , tasty food , and organising a life that keeps my mind learning , and myself in general relaxed . But that ' s me living a life i want and very practical , I also worked on forgiving myself for the embarrassment I felt as a kid , placed responsibility and anger where it belonged , learnt about how my life was from an outside perspective which was hard and did new things to find what made me happy . A good social network of quality people is also helpful . Start by giving yourself permission to live a life you deserve , then start investigating what that means to you from a positive perspective . Don ' t stress about it , just get curious .