I TOTALLY RELATE ! I ' m 36 , sober for 13 12 years . I stopped going to meetings a long time ago , because where I moved , it just wasn ' t the same . I was a deeply unhappy child , with many undiagnosed health issues , and now that I ' ve been sober for as long as I have , I have a lot to loose . An amazing husband , beautiful child . A life I have built . There is a lot that AA helped me with , when I needed it . maybe free therapy ? But there ' s a lot that it didn ' t help with , and some that harmed me . I don ' t know that I ' ll ever drink again , just because , what if . Maybe I will one day ? <| sep |> That is actually bonkers . <| sep |> Misschien kunnen we weer , net zoals vorig jaar , onze lijstjes delen en dat er dan zo ' n fijne dame of kerel het allemaal in een spotify lijst pleurt .