It is because you are now off balance so it affects you more than it should . I experienced the exact same thing . All I can suggest is to trust in yourself and have faith that life is working itself out through you . Be yourself and don ' t be too harsh on yourself . Notice when negative feelings and thoughts come into play and observe them and if you do repel people then it is probably meant to happen . You must get rid of some of your past self to accept the new self . Maybe this repelling with needed in order for you to attract new people on your level . The thing is this as long as you are following your highest excitement and acting though love and self awareness then you will always attract a life that is on the same vibratory level as you . Your state of being will literally attract a new life into your immediate environment so just go with it . Trust that the universe is working in your favor and even if something is going wrong as it may seem it might be happening in order to bring you something even better . Watch it all unfold in front of your very eyes and you will be amazed .