We could have had this great man as President . But this fucking stupid ass country voted Trump . I can ' t believe people are that stupid . <| sep |> The only gay relationship I can stand is something like hukazabuza naruto where I am a beautiful boy with a man . And even something like that would get distasteful and cringey when I got older . ANd I don ' t even have such looks . My bone structure is too handsome . Not pretty . Where as male x female love is always pure . Stopping hrt would give me my normal life back which I would like . But then I won ' t be able to feel feminine anymore with men the ONLY benefit I get , because all the other benefits are completely tied to actually passing . So I would basically be sacrificing my romantic and sexual feelings . They would be completely unresolved if I lived in a masculine shell . Edit I read a little of your history . Very tragic . It does truly make me feel grateful for my own environment which is quite a bit better .