Varfr skulle vi bry oss ? <| sep |> I got 211 , both were that stupid gun lol <| sep |> No it would be Trump , Clinton , or Johnson . <| sep |> thanks so much thats it <| sep |> If it makes you feel any better , I think your story may help my son . He , too , has a shitty or nonrelationship with his father . His father is shitty . He is almost 17 and filled with such hatred . I take him to a therapist every year and every year he reluctantly goes once and says that he ' s not ready to mend his relationship . I remind him of how he may feel if I die or his father dies unexpectedly . I think if he reads this post , it may put some perspective into him . AND . the perspective may very well be that he ' d do the exact same thing you did and therefore you should feel no guilt . I ' ll let you know if his perspective will help you . I hope you heal soon .