How do you get around YouTube ' s copyright restrictions ? I know your transformative works can be considered fair use and all , but isn ' t YouTube just a pain in the arse to work with ? <| sep |> This all applies to me mostly because I ' m fat and have a hideous body , and until that changes none of those things will come off that list and nor will I ever be in a relationship . At the end of the day I have no one to blame but myself . I am my own worst enemy . People similar to me like like to blame society for being shallow and unaccepting , however humanity isn ' t going to defy its own nature to best suit your interests . Physical attraction is a huge factor in the social connections we make it ' s in our evolutionary nature to judge books by their covers . I may have been a good person my whole life , but it doesn ' t make a difference when it ' s invisible behind my ugly body and weird face , never having had any friends or relationships to relate that to . I am working on losing weight , but I ' m not the most enthusiastic about it , doctors have told me I would need very expensive surgeries to make my body look remotely normal with clothes off if I do lose all the weight , something that insurance would most likely not cover . Combine this social isolation with a shitty job , crippling student loan debt , other debts , no family , etc . it really makes it hard to see a bright day anywhere in the future , it really makes you want to give up and I have no one to blame for that but myself . Honestly if I faked my death , took what money I had , and moved to some tropical place in the middle of the Pacific on a false identity , how much trouble would I get in ? Would they seriously put me in jail for wanting to leave this shithole ?