Myanonamouse , animebytes . I started on myanonamouse and I ' m everywhere I feel like I need to be . I feel like high level trackers are mostly a myth , and it ' s all about when you join . I remember the days when Empornium had a somewhat bad rep for being open sign ups , and then in a matter of a week of reopening invites , anyone who mentioned being a member got hounded by people trying to get in . That being said , BTN and P 2 P are pretty hard to get into <| sep |> or when Messi can ' t score in England ? ?? what was that about . ?? i remember him humiliating Chelsea defenders when he was like 18 or something . still cant score was a valid punditry . <| sep |> I was there with you too . The first 3 weeks all I thought of was having sex with her . At first it was because I missed it . I missed the comfort . Then it was because it was so easy to get it from her . We did it so often so regularly that it became regular . And I was comfortable doing it with her because we knew each other so well . And now that its gone its not available as easily anymore . Its not regular anymore . And the next person I do it with won ' t be familiar . I will have to relearn someone new . I used to only imagine the sex with her . I never wanted to look at anyone else . But slowly that feeling starts to fade . Now I do look at other girls . I am attracted to other girls sexually again . It comes back . It just takes time , like everything else . And you will have good sex again . You never know whats out there .