Can you explain what shoprunner is ? <| sep |> all the more reason to engage the process and start learning about its strengths and weaknesses . <| sep |> Anthologies Shadows over Innsmouth Weird Shadows over Innsmouth Weirder Shadows over Innsmouth New Cthulhu New Cthulhu 2 <| sep |> It ' s good to see them , I think it helps everyone in the beginning . I don ' t have much family left that reaches out to me . Her family stopped calling a year ago . While they initially wanted to keep in touch , it seemed more and more difficult each time we spoke . I think it was best for them to stop contacting , I ' m sure that it just brought back painful memories . As much as they were happy that I was finding a way to more forward , it had to hurt to be reminded that she cant . I understand it , but I do miss talking with her brother . People always want to do what they can to help . Especially family . Losing someone isn ' t something that can be fixed , and friends and family do their best . It ' s hard to see someone try do deal with a problem that they feel like they can ' t do anything to correct . I think it ' s why most people tend to drop off after a while . Family tends to always be there , in most cases . Not everyone has a story book life , and every family has different dynamics on how they operate and care for each other . When everyone of my friends disappeared , they would at least reach out every few months . I know it ' s a combination of giving me time , and dealing with life . I still feel disconnected regardless . You ' ve just started to walk down this path , and I would recommend spending time with anyone who has time for you . Remind them that they don ' t need to try to fix anything , and that just taking the time to spend with you will mean more in the long run than they realize . Take time to be alone when you have the strength to . Let others support you when you don ' t . It takes time to make peace with what ' s happened . Just handle what you can , day by day . Know that it wont always be this hard . It takes effort and will . I know that those things feel like they are in short supply right now , but they can be cultivated again in time . Take care of yourself .