which dungeon did you farm to get ur Gilnea ? <| sep |> Shhh , maybe they are asleep from all the food <| sep |> He isn ' t a must trade but I don ' t think his value will be any higher than it is right now . So he could net you a good return depending on the buyer . <| sep |>. Not quite . Really , a University is a huge web of colleges , and a community college is a much smaller web . So you would say I went to Community College for <| sep |> So much easier to read thanks . Wow . That ' s a lot of ground to cover and I wish I was up for a more considered comment here . I ' ll say a few quick things and hope to get back later for more . First , as an in JW you know this guy cannot see what you ' re saying . I read it in both minds simultaneously as in and as out and the experiences and interpretations were very different . I totally get the doing unusual stuff with your mind as I ' ve had certain capabilities since I can remember . Some of them faded out in childhood , some stayed , but it was always amazing . Some I have attributed to ADD , but there are other things the ADD doesn ' t explain such as seeing numbers as colors , seeing words form in the air as people speak , and being able to control the volume on my hearing . The purple maze and hearing your memoriestotally normal as far as I ' m concerned . Were you diagnosed with bipolar ? You wroteBut as soon as I took the medication , I haven ' t been able to do that since . Something similar happened to me . Not psych meds , but meds . I know people with BP don ' t feel like their real selves when on meds which is why they tend to go off them . However , I ' m wondering if you have Synesthesia . I wrote to a Synesthesia clinic in Texas once because they were looking for test subjects but never heard back from them . Bastards . I really wanted to know . The second sentence in article says , When she hears violins , she also feels them on her face . I feel violins and electric guitars cut straight across my ears and into my brain it ' s fantastic ! When you wrote about bleeding out onto the floor , I could feel it . I could gas on for ages about this , but this is supposed to be about you , not me . I ' m afraid that your uncle won ' t be able to hear what you ' re saying 1 because of the religion , 2 because some of the other stuff purple haze feels weird to people in general , and 3 because he ' s probably already made judgements based on your time in hospital . To his way of thinking , all you need is ~~ love ~~ his version of the truth , which used to be your version of the truth . Oh yeah , as an exdub you know that he believes his version of the truth and the bible have already been proved completely correct , no ? So he won ' t concede that his viewpoint is an opinion and sadly shake his head at your obstinate obtuseness . Until he relaxes his grip on the dogma , I doubt anything will change . However , you did leave him with food for thought and someday he just might get hungry enough to start chewing on it . Where ' s the part where it blew up ? Is there more to this ?