I want to break that fucking television . I want to just break everything . Totally get this thought process . I did 5 years on an ambulance . Saw lots of patients with Alzheimer ' s . It ' s . worse than many physical diseases in my opinion . Im truly sorry for what you are going through . <| sep |> If you really think there is no alternative to the fed , and that the gold standard was a failure , then I have to believe it ' s you that needs to do some research . Go listen to great economists like Friedman or Hyek , or even Rothbard talk about this issue . Listen to the hours of lectures they have available on THIS very topic . Economic theory is also as a majority anitfed . There ' s a lot of great discussions on this issue , most of which you seem very ignorant of .