Why do you have something against CreateSpace ? Is it because you read that very prominent article which comes up on Google ? Because it was several years ago and I believe the service has improved . Every copy I ' ve ever received from them has been perfect no problems whatsoever . <| sep |> But you said when you were tripping that you saw a little boy on the tv . If you were seeing your future wouldnt it have been an older version of yourself ? And what were you watching with your dad before he died ? You actually saw , on the screen , your younger self in your house when you were tripping ? <| sep |> The only time I ever eat at the table is for holidays lol the rest of the time I make my food and eat it while standing in front of the counter