grats on the Zidane , got one today too <| sep |> It will be hard to find opponents for Rumble that wants to step into the octagon on 15 days notice . <| sep |> I know the agency . It helped me and such . Also , listen to me about my cancer . What <| sep |>~~ Hearthstone Murloc Yule Log ~~ Midrange Murlock Shaman attempt to sing yule tidings and victory songs around the hearth . <| sep |> As a Danish City fan , I would love to see this happening . <| sep |> You ' re angry , man . It makes sense , and it ' s justified . You have every right to be . I ' m right there with you . Speaking from experience , do not lash out at her . I know that ' s tough , especially when you ' re still living together and you ' re watching her continue her infidelity . Try to keep cool . I ' m about 3 months in , and the emotions are still very up and down . One moment I ' m happy and feel like I ' d be okay with talking to her and seeing her , the next I hate everything about her with every ounce of my being . I do agree with the relocating the guns temporarily , it you feel it ' s needed . I locked mine up , and haven ' t carried since the day I found out she was cheating . I broke them out for a range day , then locked them back up . Type things out and delete . I do this at least a dozen times a day . Document . Document . Document . log when she leaves for the night , and when she returns . Log the times you ' re left alone to care for your kid . You may need evidence to show you ' re more than capable of being a weekend dad . If anything , it sounds to me she is the one that wants to be the part time parent . My STBXW was the same way . She ' d leave at 7 PM , and not return until 2 or 3 AM . I ' d be at home with our 2 year old , and I ' d have work the next morning at 7 AM . But she was the one that was parenting alone , right ? Keep hanging in there man . When you want to lash out , just think of your kid . Don ' t do anything to hurt the chances of you getting sole , or at least 50 %, custody .