Approved , make sure to have some buildup in order to finalize it . <| sep |> Oh , so this is inappropriate behavior when trying to get laid ? Whoops , glad I know now . <| sep |> Lux vs Verb ? <| sep |> I just wish I had a goal , something to strive towards . For instance , I ' m a useless , stupid , worthless college drop out . The biggest thing I miss from college is having a goal to strive towards with my colleagues . The next big test , the next concert I was a music major , the next big project , the next big fraternity project , juries , finals , etc . I miss having something to strive for . Now a days I just feel like I ' m floating along in life without something to really hope for or work toward . So I guess that ' s what I want most in life . Something to strive for and to work toward .