Here are a few resources that might help . and you might look for a supportive gender therapist . transgenderexperiences . pdfjhKibc 6 qGIIf its connected with depressions a therapist may be covered . or it may be covered because trans matters are included . hugs <| sep |> Sorry but I ' m going down too . cause I agree . This isn ' t being a thrill seeker this is just reckless behavior . By no means should he have touched you but you never should have put yourself in this situation . This wasn ' t very well thought out at all . I don ' t care how many psychedelic drugs you ' ve done . Ayahuasca isn ' t a drug . It ' s not supposed to be fun . It ' s supposed to be a spiritual experience . It sounds like you have some growing up to do . You should have talked to the owner first . If he didn ' t know and was willing to help , he ' s done nothing wrong . He was trying to accommodate you . No one is at fault here except for this creepy ass guy . You could have just ruined a business and you don ' t have all of the facts . Not cool .