It could be any of the factors you ' ve considered . Sorry you ' re having a difficult time with it . I would take this to your doctor just in case . Maybe you ' re just really narrow up there if you had trouble with the speculum . Though if you were able to have the old inserted without too much trouble that ' s a good sign . At any rate , try a vibrator ! You can choose a smaller one and just get used to relaxing and having it up there . Good luck . <| sep |> Salvo core is the hardest core ability to use effectively . wot ? <| sep |> It makes me feel better in the same way as seeing some dude you don ' t know but think is an asshole get shit on makes you feel better . <| sep |> We booked a hotel for this special weekend and she just got her period today . Editokay . I mean l not her .