Really wish Zayn was on Smackdown Live <| sep |> haha , scratching them feels so good though . <| sep |> I decided to get a pro ! D <| sep |> I ' m paraphrasing , since I don ' t remember her exact wording . When I was getting bad grades in middle school my mom told me that she finally understood how someone could hit their own kid . At the time she actually meant it . She was angrier than I had every seen her before . That was definitely the most hurt I ' ve been from just words . She ended up following through with it . At a slightly later time , while I was still getting bad grades in ninth grade , she actually held me laying down on the couch while she sat on top of me and screamedloudly lectured in my face . A few minutes later I tried to swear in my life that I would get better grades from now on , which is when she hit me . It was just once , and it didn ' t really physically hurt , but I ended up crying in the middle of homework labstudy hall the next day . Now I ' m getting good grades and we ' re best friends .