I called them up and they do not have one for rental . Thank you for the suggestion . <| sep |> I understand your perspective but honestly I stand by my original statement . <| sep |> Wow so at the Portillos in Buena Park everyone is wearing Hawks gear . This is the pre game Chicago sanctuary apparently lol . <| sep |> Man this makes me sad the very first race I saw was Brazil 2009 where he won his WC , Jenson was the reason I started watching f 1 <| sep |> Loot is handled a lot like FFXII , except it ' s easier to accumulate money in this . There is a weapon customization feature with Cid but I haven ' t used it yet ! Like most other FF games , new weapons show up in stores periodically , and it ' s exciting when they do ! <| sep |> I ' m so sorry rlkrn , that must be very frustrating . Perhaps your husband is having a hard time accepting that you ' ve had some difficulty , perhaps he sees it as emasculating and so is trying to ignore it by developing this tough exterior . Many men don ' t feel like they can be as open with their fears and emotions as women do . I would definitely try to talk to him about how this has made you feel . Let him know that having to carry the full emotional burden of TTC , in addition to most of the physical burden , is very taxing on you . Tell him that you ' re not trying to be pessimistic , just realistic , but that being unable to share your feelings and frustrations with him just makes them worse . Of course you ' re going to break down and tell somebody else ! You need emotional support , we all do , and if your husband isn ' t going to give it to you , it makes sense you might seek it from someone else . I hope that you and your husband can work through this . We ' re all here for you of course , but you need his support as well . hugs