I can ' t be fucked studying for the testexam thing I have in two weeks . Memorising dozens upon dozens of lectures , labs and fieldwork material to regurgitate in the form of short answers and short essays seems utterly pointless . I can deal with the coursework fine because it actually seems relevant to the kind of work we will do once finishing university , but I cannot fucking deal with exams and the amount of stress they cause and time they use up . Also I ' m miserable about the fact that for years I will probably never be able to live alone and my current flatmate is just not my first choice of person but we have all the same mutual friends so I can ' t rant about stupid annoyances anywhere and urgh .