Spend the 57 minutes convincing him that Microsoft is a Chinese conspiracy . <| sep |> I ' m 19 . I ' m on federal probation rn , and that means I can ' t renew my benzo perscription that i need for my insomnia . beyond that , i ' m stuck in terrible house run by a terrible landlord . my grades are starting to slip , i feel tired mentally and emotionally every day , and it ' s difficult just doing my daytoday . beyond that , i ' m just in a slump i can ' t write music like i used to and i dont get much exercise now . i ' ve been sober 1 year now , but due to extenuating circumstances a false positive i cant contest without going to court and missed UA ' s from an hour plus transit , my probation officer may even extend my sentence . i feel degraded having to pee in front of an officer as well as the possibility that a probation officer can violate the privacy of my bedroom at any time . i feel like i ' m stuck watching my life slip away .