I subscribe but only listen to some of the more interesting topics like cool serial killer stuff and cult stuff . They are just so over the top with their usually bad comedic fills that it makes it hard to listen to . If they stopped trying to force comedy into every minute of the show I think it would be a much better podcast . <| sep |> Der er sgu da ikke nogle fra Vestegnen , som der knepper uden for Schengen ! <| sep |> PSA rwatches is now changing it ' s name to rspeedmasterprofessional <| sep |> Very apt . I get so focused on the aspect of wanting control through suicide that I forget about this part of it . <| sep |> Got very lucky when I visited Iceland , virtually no wind . <| sep |> Well on Wednesday night my card information was stolen and my bank account was drained . Down to zero in my main checking account . Thankfully we ' re okay and my husbands Christmas bonus came through yesterday too , but it was just an aweful feeling . Yesterday we ate at my MIL ' s and then my Uncles house . I got to see some family members that I haven ' t seen in almost a year . My cousin and his wife are childfree and every time I ' m around them I want to ask about their journey , but there ' s always so many people around and it doesn ' t feel appropriate . They ' ve been married for 19 years and seem really happy and I know they wanted children at one point . I kind of look up to them as a beaker of hope that even if you don ' t get what you want it doesn ' t mean you can ' t be happy . Anyway , I hope every one has a lovely Friday !