Lol whatever kid . Now you ' re just projecting . Sorry most widows suck and you ' re probably in that group . <| sep |> Maybe embarassing wasn ' t the right word . I know it doesn ' t make any sense to feel bad about your old self , because , as someone else already said , our past selfs created the person we are now , so it ' s not bad , but don ' t you ever think about , in retrospect , how you could have done something the way you did and what you were thinking when you did it ? I think what I meant with ' thinking of you in an embarassing way ' is what you learned from this behaviour and what you don ' t want to repeat . Sorry for any grammatical mistakes . <| sep |> Look up the course on USATFs site and see if it ' s certified . If it is , it ' s you . If not , then it could be either .