This is me for the past 23 months . 15 w today I was shocked at my ultrasound , like I couldn ' t believe it was so grateful . Third pregnancy , but first one to make it to 15 ! I ' m always paranoid , my boyfriend thinks I ' m crazy , even though I got a BFP , blood tests were good even after my ultrasound , I ' m still paranoid . The worst anxiety was when I found out around 6 weeks up until last Thursday I finally feel better . I ' m with you girl id like to say even though paranoia is still an inkling in the back of my head , it ' s getting easier easier by the day ! Constant checking down there has subsided , I used to be scared of moving fast , picking up things . I started getting anxious when some symptoms went away , but learned it ' s perfectly normal ! You got this , we all do !