if you look up sex on trains it should be easy to find . I want them to make more of these . <| sep |> This is me ! !! My nmom loves to always tell me how I fail at seeing her enough but always cancels our dates ! !! It ' s cold out , she has a cold , blah blah blah . I started recording the cancellations to rebuke her the next time she starts in . I only see you 7 times a year ! !!!! What a crock of bull crap ! !!!<| sep |> Just over a month of this god forsaken fucking year left . Sweet lady will be missed . <| sep |> Welcome to the N . H . K . shook me . Hard . I wasn ' t where I wanted to be , and I ' m still not fully there yet , but it pushed me in the right direction . I come to anime looking for something to relax to and take my mind off whatever else . I ' m looking for a story . NHK gave me a message , a wake up call , if you will . It didn ' t sugar coat everything , it said Okay bitch , here ' s the world . If you don ' t like it , deal with it . Things aren ' t gonna go your way , but if you look for happiness , you ' ll find it , though not always where you expect .