i would fuck with this so hard . it would probably be pretty dark ambient oriented , but an avant garde dark ambient record with ride giving his vocals the hardest and most aggressive way possible <| sep |> Their perspective of players thoughts that have been here since 2012 is counter to this player that has been here since 2012 . GG IGPPGI <| sep |> He ' ll be in the USA , on his knees <| sep |> I ' ve never driven down that road and looks fine . Are you used to driving on UK roads ? <| sep |> It takes time , and it takes perspective . I ' ve been in heavily codependent and emotionally abusive relationships , and when it gets taken away from you , it ' s hard , and it hurts . Counseling was a big step for me helped me to realize and then process that I was looking for validation and purpose from another human being that was really just unhealthy . I learned that I needed to know how to find that in a way that is not dependent upon something as unreliable as a person . No matter how wonderful someone is , we are all fickle , selfinterested beings , and it ' s risky to say the least to let your happiness and sense of worth rest on that . So I learned how to love myself for who I am and count my value as a human independent of another human . I no longer look for someone to complete me , as I know that I am 100 % complete already . Yes , I still nostalgically think of exes occasionally , and I miss the times that I was happy with them , but ultimately , I know that if someone isn ' t sold on me as an individual and they don ' t want me as much as I want them , it ' s not a sustainable situation . As hard as it can be to admit , I know that I ' m missing the TIME I spent with them because I was disillusioned and happy , not the people themselves , because they never were who I thought they werewanted them to be .