Good morning everyone ! Thank you all for your concerns , currently I ' m alive . Currently , yes , I am afraid to call the police because the last time I did , all hell was released on me , and I only called because they were on my property beating my door down . I feel like if I call to report these things they ' re saying , nmom has said worse , just hers are erratic and between crying texts because she ' s so unstable . then they would really fly off the handle . I want to get a new phone line but i ' m between jobs and have no money , and this is my only method of contact with other family and my university right now . Everyone I know keeps saying how do they expect threats like that to inspire you to see them for the holidays ? why would you want to see someone who says those things to you ?