Definitely . Hexen is my first experience with a chem that appears to be able to affect my thoughts to the point that I feel it ' s my own decision . Especially if etizolam is used while hexen is still on the table . The inhibition and reserve I usually maintain goes out the window . I ' m going to keep a careful eye on the factors that are really beginning to stand out for me . If in the end I cannot maintain control , I will absolutely remove the chem from my possession completely . I still hold out hope I can learn from these experiences and find a way to make responsible decisions overall . I ' m so used to having no issues with responsible control for over a decade that I never considered what to do in a situation like this one . After my first bout of benzo wd I think I ' m shaken sufficiently to stay vigilant and recognize when I have stepped over personally drawn lines . Thanks for the support man . Having people who understand there to help talk me through things is a great benefit . I know you guys will call me out if I pop up a month from now still struggling with this situation .