Now he needs to 3 D print a leg bone to go in the middle of that , and might as well add some red wiry blood vessels and yellow nerve fibers . <| sep |> Week 3 of cutting with tren 175 mgw . Rapid heartrate at night , shin pumps and mild irritation aside , im totally stunned with what i ' ve experienced this far with my mood . I haven ' t been this genuinely happy for . 10 years ? The last two weeks have been like a vacation for my mind . The world is as colorful as it once was when I was a teenager . Music is amazing , possibilities and people to talk with everywhere and I walk around with a smile . Old injuries that usually bother me daily , doesn ' t matter much now . I ' ve already read anecdotes from other people feeling like a king on tren , but this is just out of control . And that scares me now because the following two questions are going through my mind 1 . Have I actually been depressed without realizing it , prior to starting tren ? 2 . What the shit will happen with my mood when I return to a test cruise ?