Does not matter . I was a teacher ' s aid , I had to sign paperwork about my behavior . I had to listen to HR go over what to post and what not to post on Social Media . I could have been fired if they found anything that would have caused them to lose faith in my ability to watch , protect , and teach young kids . <| sep |> It goes back a long way for me . Behemoth came to town when I was 14 and I couldn ' t go because it was 18 , but they did a signing . So I brought my fresh copy of Evangelion , and while he was signing it , he went along with my shitty joke , and then shook my hand firmly and looked me in the eye while thanking me for coming . At 14 , it was a big deal for a death metal icon to make me feel like I was the one who had done something for him . Then he got leukemia a year or two later , and I was so happy when he finally recovered , and I found it so inspiring that he came from leukemia and went on to make one IMO Behemoth ' s best albums , and now he just seems like he lives life to the fullest , loves his fans , and seems really happy , despite what he went through .