That ' s how I felt actually getting that 1080 instore at BB . Glad you got this ssd cheap as hell though . I just missed out on this deal . <| sep |> Thank you , this is actually really helpful . I ' m starting to accept that I ' ll go through the awkward phase no matter what . I don ' t know if I ' ll be able to come out to my parents for a while though because it ' s still extremely terrifying but I really want to get on HRT as soon as possible because I know it ' ll ease my body consciousness problems so I guess I ' ll just have to see how it goes . <| sep |> Shuuuut uuuup with this shit <| sep |> Oh wow . I ' m not sure what to make of that . ' Jai ', to me , is the ultimate bogan name so I suppose shortening it further makes it worse ?