Sure what do you need ? <| sep |> Yes , people care more about looks than how what they say can affect a person ' s mental state . I ' m fat too and I came to a point where I realized I can ' t take care of one thing without taking care of another . If they aren ' t blatantly worried , they are probably just trying to inferiorize you and they are wrong for doing it . <| sep |> Spiritual Devin here , I would recommend that you try some harder drugs . Like poppers mixed with benzos etc . Maybe some mdma every now and then . You can still smoke weed but just not weed alone . Weed only gets you that pussy high that makes fapping good only the first times . You need the real drugs if you want to continue having those good feel faps . Thats what i did .