I have depression , anxiety and bipolar and kratom helps me tremendously . For my depression it makes me feel at ease , content with my life and in a good mood . For my anxiety it clears my head of intrusive thoughts and helps to not worry so much . I have also felt less anxious . For my bipolar it puts me in an emotional stable state . I just feel good and keep feeling the same for the rest of the day . No moodswings or emotional sensitivity anymore . Hope I could have been a help . <| sep |> Not sure where is too many systems while in this document I ' ve described only 2 things magical and physical abilities and passive skills which is just to show a way to balance the abilities . This mechanic is not completed and I ' m exactly hoped to find any advicessuggestions here for maybe , todo and so on parts . the interactions between them Sorry for confusion , probably particles is not a good term . I ' m not going to make literally particles physics , it ' s just to allow custom abilities and that ' s it . You can think about it just as amount of energy more particles more energy and vice versa . Of course I understand it ' s not possible to make real atoms simulation on modern computers . But for all abilities I can imagine , there is no need for such simulation . It ' s enough to have only few parameters amount of particles , overall 3 D shape of all involved particles and specific rules how this type of particles can interact with other objects depending on amount , density and so on . If you can suggest any magical ability which can ' t be implemented with such basic parameters , would be glad to see it .