Ah , I get what you ' re saying . You ' re right . I do think our checking line will have more offensive upside in the future , though . Hopefully . <| sep |> It ' s really not the time to be concerned with something like that . <| sep |> Her daughter was almost 3 , so I don ' t think it was post partum psychosis . She had done extended breastfeeding but she ' d stopped for almost a year at that point . Her insanity defense was basically just depression and anxiety , and that she wanted to kill herself mainly but didn ' t want to leave her daughter . I ' d moved out of the state about 6 months before the murder so I hadn ' t seen her in a while , but I talked to her pretty frequently and nothing had really changed . I was visiting that summer and a week and a half or so before the murder she and I had talked on the phone making plans to meet up when I visited . A mutual friend of ours talked to her a day before the murder immediately after the breakup and she was a wreck but my friend said she sounded very normal for someone who just had a breakup . She wasn ' t concerned about her or the daughter ' s safety at all . She ' d even offered to take her out to lunch and she ' d said something like , I ' m too sad now , maybe next week . That ' s sort of what terrifies me about the whole situation , she seemed absolutely fine .