I ' ve never been a big fan of the holidays , but I try my hardest to make them special for my son ! Thankfully Nmom didn ' t try to contact me today and it all went smooth . However Nmom is working hard at convincing my younger sister that I ' m the bad person no matter what and it breaks my heart . All I cam hope is that as she gets older she ' s 14 now and gets away from the situation she will understand I will be here for her . It breaks my heart that she ' s stuck where she is and nothing I can do <| sep |> So are u guys thinking it will be on boysdontcry ? <| sep |> idk im normal weight and im very physically active , ive been lifting for over a year and i just cannot go low <| sep |> He is worth 12 million right now . I could live on that for the rest of my life