Mel Gibson , drunken rant about the Jews after being pulled over . <| sep |> I ' m 10 dpo today and still no AF which is both encouraging and annoying . Encouraging because it ' s looking like my body will give me my normal LP despite ovulating late which is awesome ! Gives my eggs more time to grow before the lining is shed . Annoying because I ' ve enabled myself to get my hopes up , that I am legit pregnant . I ' m symptom spotting like nothing else and today ' s temp spike has me super hopeful . But I ' m staying grounded by reminding myself that I slept terribly in a hot hotel room so of course temps will be high . The only thing I know for sure is that if my period comes between now and Sunday , it is still within my normal AF patterns so I ' m attempting to keep my psychotic self at bay until then . If no AF at that point , then I ' m allowing myself to go into full panicexcitement mode . That is also the earliest I ' m allowing myself to test . I don ' t think I ' d be able to contain myself around DH ' s family if it came out negativepositive so it ' s easier just waiting until AF comes .