Well , I think there ' s a contradiction in your argument for vouchers on one hand it professes to be overly concerned with quality , but private schools have zero accountability to any kind of standard , and so assuming quality is important , pretty stringent by the standards of having no bar at the moment standards would have to be put in pace to ensure quality . That ' s all I meant . <| sep |> Well I have cerebral palsy , so there ' s that . <| sep |> Balancing a game is always hard huh . <| sep |> I am struggling with strict pull ups . I wasn ' t able to do even one . Last week I was able to hit 5 reps . Then I bought a cycle and did not eat well undereating then after my 2 day break I was back to 0 strict pull ups . I can do kipping pull ups . This week i did 5 x 3 strict pull ups but it was insanely hard to do those . I had to kick in the air few time to get my chin over the bar . I am really frustrated at not being able to do pull ups . Its been 5 months since I am doing crossfit . I am also ashamed at myself for that . Any advice ? I get to the gym 20 minutes early every day to practice Pull ups before the WOD . My entire upped body strength is bad .