Yeah , the others who were in mine with me also echoed all that about being able to be themselves and not getting judged . I of course said nothing while internally scoffing at the idea that of deserving to be yourself or not be judged , bc amwas clusterfuck . Apparently they all or most of them used to cutburn too . It was really nice . It was a great , smol ward with probably like less than ten people at max capacity . We all hung out together in the TV room and were a pretty tightknit group . One of the really nervous girls drew a caricature of all of us on the whiteboard once , and wrote The Crazy Family underneath that . She totally meant zany and fun crazy , and that ' s how I read it too , but one of the staff didn ' t like it and erased it when she saw it ' Diltjo , LJ , Ashley , Rue , Brenden , Melissa , Karlin , Cecil , Paige , Avalon , Zack