Lyin libs . <| sep |> Nah . We have to hope we can pin them back and get a stop . <| sep |> Norman getting in Dez ' s head . <| sep |> Please do , so we may take care of him . Thanks ! <| sep |> Where can I pre order this DVD ? <| sep |> Hey uplumokin , I did not know that ! Thanks for pointing this out , we will have to remove it from our vegetarian playlist . <| sep |> That ' s not a package <| sep |> I appreciate your suggestions but everything that used to motivate me has disappeared . It ' s like the enjoyment has gone out of everything and been replaced with a responsibility that is completely overwhelming . So I turn to small things like walking as you say , but there ' s only so much walking you can do before you simply just get bored . Everything costs money . So then you join the rat race with everyone else and begin to worship the mighty $. Everyone fighting for a slice of the pie , going out slaving away every day just to increment a made up number on some banks computer . who can get motivated about that ? Finding a job you like is impossible because if it was fun then it wouldn ' t be a paid job , also if you keep dotting around from job to job looking for something you like eventually you come across as a job hopper who doesn ' t know what they ' re doing , then you realise that they all sucked anyways because of the monotony . Sorry that ' s a bit of a rant , but basically I ' ve really tried , seen a tiny sliver of enjoyment compared to an avalanche of worry anger and depression , all I want now is for it to end peacefully , but even that ' s too much to ask .