Please . The bootlegs are so pricey for no reason . This is an album that if mastered well could sound even more stunning on vinyl . <| sep |> Don ' t forget 10 playerup tokens too . <| sep |> Guy offering to sell me some sort of drug when I walked in . He smelled like he shit his pants and then I just remembered that I don ' t need to use the bathroom and left . <| sep |> I ' m right there with you . Having good days makes me feel invincible then I overindulge and end up with diarrhea . We can do our best , but we ' re human and go over the top sometimes . It ' s okay to forgive yourself . I hope you can get some help for your depressionanxiety soon . Even if your parents won ' t help you seek care , you can start with some reading and journaling . It ' s no replacement for therapy , but it ' s a start . One book that really helped me is Transforming Negative SelfTalk by Steve Andreas .