Skyblue discotheque for 10 keys ? PSN Super 1 Craft <| sep |> It sounds like you do care , but that you don ' t allow yourself to care . It sounds to me that you are defending yourself from your own feelings by acting cold about it . I do it too , and it is not healthy . You NEED to go to the police . If not for you , then for the next victim . If he is the kind of person who would drug you and rape you , he could easily do it to someone else . You owe it to yourself and any other future victim that . He may not end up being convicted of anything since it ' s been a few days and most of the proof is probably gone by now , but if he ever rapes someone else and they decide to report it , then his records will show that he was accused of it before , and that will help the next person . I am so sorry to hear what has happened to you .