It seems like some aren ' t updated . <| sep |> I don ' t understand why anyone would leave such a great guy . s <| sep |> It looks like he got a small infection of some kind and medical shaved the area to care for it . <| sep |> Like Steven Universe <| sep |> This is going to get buried but I hope you read this . Literally this just happened to me two days ago . Don ' t forget why you ' re doing it and don ' t forget how great your life will be when you get even lower . Good luck on your journey , friend . Believe me when I say I know how you feel . <| sep |> I am currently reading a great book written by Thich Nhat Hanh The Heart of the Buddha ' s Teaching . I can ' t recommend it enough ! It is written in the simple language , easy to read and easy to understand .