I ' m sorry for your loss . What was the first event card you saw ? And I almost know your pain . I once miscalculated and thought i was one song short of getting the SR , which would have been my first missed in 2 years of playing , and the amount if despair I had felt in the minute before I realized my error was immense . So while I can ' t fully understand , you have my condolences . <| sep |> Got lucky and got one . Guess I ' m not getting bale . <| sep |> I ' ll certainly try . I ' ve kind of accepted I can only see them out of town hence seeing them while I was in Belgium , so I ' ll try my best if I travel to bigger city in Canada this spring . Just sucks seeing one of my favourite bands requires traveling hundreds of miles .