We ' re going to MEME spez out of a job <| sep |> Audience behavior at concerts , or rather the fact that I never really fit in well with any of it , is a huge part of the reason I became a musician in the first place . This phone video thing is just the current iteration of the same issue . I ' m nothing to look at so I would only be flattered by people with highqual recorders . Phone audio is , at best , complete rubbish . <| sep |> We ' re talking about Joe Thornton here that ' s crazy talk . <| sep |> I swear . Whenever I get something posted from the states , by the time it gets here I ' ve forgotten what it was that I bought . <| sep |> often in the belief that life is meaningless . So basically . hes being edgy ? <| sep |> My normal way to get away is videogames . I just lost that . My mom and dad are amazing but beyond that it gets dicy . My grandma wasn ' t a christian and neither is my grandpa . My aunt uncle and cousin go to church but I ' m not too sure . We don ' t really have anything in common . It ' s always really hard to spend time with them and I won ' t really be able to escape .