I don ' t think that explains it . this is the last year of MDZ ' s contract . <| sep |> Oh my friends are so terrible when it comes to this . Sometimes , I almost feel like they mean it . There are now limits to what they can say as a joke . I am quite resilient , but sometimes I can ' t help it and feel insulted or hurt . I usually laugh it off but on the inside I ' m either murdering them or crying LOL <| sep |> U can find link in my profile <| sep |> Possible homebrew on 4 . 0 . 1 . Would update if I have no choice otherwise I wouldn ' t . I do not use PSN anyway . <| sep |> I was self taught , learned 6502 machine code in 1981 and got straight into video game programming , never went to university . <| sep |> Here are a few resources that might help , with self acceptance and explaining to others transgenderexperiences . pdfI ' d say keep on keeping on hugs