That ' s the thing . having come from states where I can walk a block to my dispensary , have an educated guy tell me the THCCBD content of each strand , and recommend a particular joint based on the desired high that ' s the issue . Having to drive 20 minutes to a sketchass part of town to have a dude walk out of his house , hop in my car and drive around the block with me that ' s just weird . <| sep |> Looks more like a pinwheel to me <| sep |> I picked ' em off one at a time from explanation , instruction and workbooks like thesechromeinstantion 1 espv 2 ieUTF 8 # s afeoffqDBTworkbooksamazon . com , for the most part . I have ingroup experience with some of these therapies , of course . They are conceptually similar in most cases , so what one gets from one might be as much as 80 % what one will get from another one . Committed ? After nine years in manic panic hell , eleven hospitalizations and two wakeupintheICU suicide attempts , I should say so .