The second monitor is discontinued but I could find the first . Thanks for the info . <| sep |> What a madlad . <| sep |> Yeah , but it ' s pretty late in the game <| sep |> I understand how you feel . My mom was with someone for 7 or 8 years who was an alcoholic . Not the go to the bar fall down get a dui drunk . The kind that got bills paid , worked in nursing , always got rave workplace reviews , got along great with coworkers , never got in trouble with the law but came home drank themselves an entire 6 pack , emotionally fucked me upcouldn ' t hug me if their life deepened on it , took my plate of food away because I was eating to fast for them , I couldn ' t chew my food unless I chewed to their pace couldn ' t be bothered to pick me up from school when I stayed after and had to wait an hour and a half after the club ended for the bus to come by and take me home , watched me hand wash the dishes and then inspect them for how clean they were and made me wash them in water so hot it hurt my hands , shove my nose in a cake I was smelling and then smirk at me and lock me in my room to see how long it would take me to notice they did that and had a meltdown if I dared turn the thermostat up over 65 degrees , even in 30 degree stormy middle of winter cold . No siblings . I ' m angry to this day going on 20 years at my mom for not leaving them sooner and making me endure all that .