So was I before I retook it and got what I have now <| sep |> The scientific community actively suppresses certain information , and ostracizes certain scientists , if they feel the society is better off without that info . <| sep |> Fill the gaps Any with two has a chance ! <| sep |> I ' ve never been to either country but they are on my bucket list . I live NYC and am counting the days to retirement I turn 40 in about a month honestly I am happy because I couldn ' t have the life I have if I were your age . That being said keep your head down and do good work and you should be good . The only thing I can suggest enjoy what you have and not want you want . As far as Australia you got an opportunity that few people from Italy have ever had . Nothing is perfect focus on the positive and enjoy life before life really starts and you start to go to work forgetting to wear clothes .