This is basically me a year ago . I picked up new friends and new hobbies . Stuff still hurts because I was basically totally destroyed , but today I can say that I have wonderful people in my life and am making decisions just for me that make me happy . It has taken a good therapist and a lot of selfcare to get here , and I still have bad days , but I ' m a different person and I know there ' s potential for me to be a lot happier now than I was before . Sometimes life hands you a thousand shit sandwiches and there ' s no rhyme or reason to it . Anyway , point is I ' ve been there and there ' s hope . <| sep |> I could . But it ' s due Tuesday so I gotta finish it by then . I also have electromagnetism homework due that same day as well . Oh right . I almost forgot about the report for my semiconductor course . So I could but I would be a little more rushed I think .