Agree . But see , if you spend 20 years in China , you read a lot of shit . Experience a lot of shit too . Some people even write a lot of shit too . After a while though , you start getting lazy and tired of digging up sources for people with significantly less experience . It starts becoming like a conversation with your kids . You do your best to explain but at some point you give up trying to explain , and simple tell them you will understand when you get older . Now go clean up your room before dinner . 😂 <| sep |> LET DOWN AWARD <| sep |> I have played a couple of games recently and didnt wait long for them either . <| sep |> Struggling vs suffering maybe ? <| sep |> Same here . Missed a whole year of high school . Any time I would go out in public I would get severe stomach pain . I was also terrified of vomiting so that made it even worse .