Essentially because my standards are unrealistic . I dated a woman I thought was perfect for three years who ended up cheating on me and changing her entire way of life over the course of a few weeks , and now I have trust issues . Not only this person can be amazing and we never fight and they ' ll still cheat on me , but I could wake up tomorrow and she is basically a completely different person in every way . I ' ve had so many chances during that breakup , and my paranoia turns me away from even trying . <| sep |> Are you mentally deficient ? Please keep it civil . I know it can be hard sometimes but still . <| sep |> I feel like this should be some kind of transition into a new scene in a TV showmovie <| sep |> Hey I worked at a call center in San Antonio for att that looked suspiciously like this , but I ' m pretty sure all call centers are identical so I dunno