Why should we let states choose to leave ? Those states knew the constitution can be amended when they agreed to enter the union . <| sep |> I really cannot see it as something positive and NOT torment myself , I just . cannot help it . It ' s not voluntary . I love , love . Especially with Her . You think I want this ? But when I think of the reality of the situation , all of that comes crashing down , the music stops playing , everyone stops and turns to stare at us , and I just lose my fucking mind . I am laughing manically while I think of the absurdity of it all . I just need help . Thank you though . I will try to be easy on myself , but I hold my standards for myself especially high , I am my harshest critic . I am my own drill sergeant . Thanks though , yeah , I will try .