SHE STOOD THERE ALL ALONE <| sep |> There was a show that I think was called Revenge Court . It was like any other court show but the premise was instead of gaining compensation for being wronged you were able to hurt the person who wronged you . From what I saw the court cases were not anywhere near sensible and the person who was wronged was able to do far more damage then was done to them . It was sickening . <| sep |> I know how you feel . I made it through high school but barely , I had a burn out after high school . but I made it into university . I made it through university because the degree i took was my passion so there was nothing i wanted to do more than study but wow . I looked on at my peers who could go socializing on weekends , and still get their work done . So this was my situation I barely scraped by in high school , entered university with low scores but they let me in because I had other skills , then I barely scraped by in undergraduate , as I said , foregoing almost any kind of social life , then , I had to take two years to prepare but I was accepted for a masters degree , and again , finished but at the price of foregoing any kind of social life and pushing through anxiety , loneliness . There was simply no time to be social . I never would have been able to finish university if it was not the topic that I was most passionate enough . Now i have a career but I am doing about half the work that my colleagues do , but what is important to me is that the work is of quality and integrity . So my dream is to barely scrape by in getting a lifetime achievement award ! !! P just joking about the award but I am serious in that if you find the work you love , no one will care if it takes you longer to do it if your work is good . You may get paid less because you work slower as I do , but maybe that is okeveryone has to go at their own speed . Society suggests that the norm is to have a house , car and child by early 30 s . that is total BS . What you learn in life is that you have to do it your way , at your own speed . probably just as well because socializing was extremely nerve wracking , and making friends very difficult