No . So , Animal Farm , 1984 , Brave New World and Minority Report with extra racism , terrorist fears , someone think of the children while treating the adults like them ! absurdist patronisation at a state level and xenophobia used as justification . <| sep |> Yes , when I was in a bad time in my life , at the time I didn ' t understand what it meant , but now I do . For me , it was that I became a shell of my former self , that I let myself fall to such a low point . The waking up but being a dream was then escapism to me , not really accepting it , but it is always present . For me it got continually worse and worse , very terrorizing , until I finally got on with sorting it out . It called for me to rebuild myself from scratch cleaning up my diet , exercising , cutting away the unessential , all in the name of making something of myself .