I ' m Sharp . I don ' t own a pawnshop . But i love to own an Assassin ' s Creed Syndicate <| sep |> Just want to let you know you ' re not alone . I ' m currently lying in bed willing myself to get up , but it ' s been nearly an hour and I just can ' t face it . I ' ll be an hour late for work by the time I get in and I ' ll have to blame it on some pregnancy ailment as my mental illness is undisclosed . Luckily I set my own hours , but it still looks bad . Between being off meds for depression and anxiety , trying to work through a part time MSc while working full time , and also involved in a startup on the side unpaid , but my boss is piling on work and dangling the carrot that it will pay off when things take off , and I seriously think she expects me to work through maternity leave , I ' m not coping . My perinatal psych is the same as yours , concerned as nothing but the less safe drugs worked for me prepregnancy . He wants me to take them . I can ' t live with the guilt that I might be harming my baby , but at the same time I ' m becoming more and more unwell which also hurts my baby . It ' s such a tough situation to be in , you ' re dammed if you do and dammed if you don ' t . Just want to send you virtual hugs from someone who understands .