I HOPE YOU GIVE THEM A REAL SCHOOLING . <| sep |> For NME , a magazine that always fawns over UK bands with pop sensibilities to pander to their readership , it makes total sense . Matt Healy on the cover is going to sell more issues than Frank Ocean . Remember , folks , music pubs are a business first and foremost . <| sep |> Super cute right omg <| sep |> De la bonne ! !!<| sep |> Generalized , of having an attack where i cant control it , cant calm myself down etc . its basically like being super sick in public . I need to laid down and I can ' t . I cant even sit on a bench and slump down a little without someone thinking Im sneaking being homeless as far as security guards etc . Loitering laws suck , and then when you tell them you have anxiety and panicking a bit they like oh let me call a paramedic . Like no i just really need left alone . It sucks . Oh sir you cant sit there for long periods of time , it looks suspicious . Im also really germaphobic because i cant take being sick right now well . This prevents me from coming into contacts with large groups of people in winter alot . Im having issues forcing myself to go to thanksgiving right now . The ocd comes in where i think i have to be sucking on something where ever i dont feel good . Now i can elicit a fear anxiety response if people are talking about politics around me or are verbally fighting right now . I can usually avoid severe anxiety from that by just avoiding the news . Basically though i have always been overly anxious since I was a little guy .