Yeah , let ' s keep it spoilerfree . I don ' t like the chapter format so much either , but for me the story has windows open to interpretation and that ' s fun , at least for me . Although I have to agree that there are things that are kind of confusing and let ' s leave it there haha . <| sep |> Less than seeking a medicinal treatment , I was looking for a jarring experience . Something to snap me out of this mindset for a moment , maybe spark some ideas or new perspectives . I can ' t afford professional help , and happened to encounter these shrooms . It ' s not something I intend to do again , but thanks for the concern <| sep |> Thanks ! It was fun to write ! <| sep |> No lie . I used to have a 55 gal drum of toluene and if any spilled on the floor or workbench , there ' d be a clean spot when I wiped it up . Paint , grease , glue . didn ' t matter , that shit would dissolve it .