Well , you ' re not wrong . <| sep |> Thank you for sharing this . I ' ve noticed more and more I ' m letting little things slide . Thinking to myself that I need to be able to relax even if I haven ' t done every single thing perfectly any particular day . But then I kind of feel the FuckIt ' s creeping in . I still don ' t know how to find that happy medium where I can relax enough to not freak out if I do something wrong but not just shrug and say none of it matters . I think part of it is that I need to get out of my comfort zone more often . Keep pushing myself . I feel myself slipping backwards a bit and I ' ve sort of idly let it happen . this post is something I really needed to read right now . Glad you ' re back here and again , thanks for posting . I will not drink with you today .