I usually blame myself lol Can ' t change anything about the other guys ' play anyway so I better focus on what I do wrong myself <| sep |> This is more prevalent in poor neighborhoods with substandard education . I come from a poorer area and the vast majority of my friends have beem babybaited into children in their early 20 ' s . My girlfriend has talked to me about some of the convo ' s she ' s overheard and many of their mothers were heavily pressuring them into starting a family by their late teens . They treat them as if they have done wrong in life by not bearing children by their early 20 ' s <| sep |> it ' s the bass drum off of a korg volca beats just to give the second half of the song a bit more backbone i suck at producing . i still find it really difficult to get a clean mix , especially when i have 78 tracks all going at once . i wasn ' t super happy with the little bit of mud when the melody comes in on several tracks