I don ' t think the origin is far removed from the current purpose and I kind of tried to make that clear . I absolutely do not have a larger issue with its origin then its present existence , I have a very , very low opinion of its present existence and would be willing to argue this 1000 times again without once mentioning its origin . <| sep |> Oh man really excel melts val ? ? I had no idea well that could be the problem there . Hmm well I will probably be doing DIY co 2 soonish so hopefully it doesn ' t get too bad between now and then . I ' m dosing flourish but might need to add some other nutrients down the road it seems . <| sep |> i sure do love me some # irregular cycles of crippling anxiety and depression <| sep |> thank you sooo much ! i feel like there ' s so much plot development now . i dropped this because once a month is too long to wait for such a slowpaced storytelling .