swimming in sewage . yup swimming . it was warm tho . <| sep |> This guy subs to rMatt just like me . Lol . <| sep |> Thanks . I ' ve already told him I love him and that we will work together to pay everything off and that we will be ok . I know this isn ' t something he planned and that sometimes our finances get the better of us . However since I found out I ' ve felt sick and I wake up exhausted even if I ' ve had a lot of sleep . I know he isn ' t anything like my dad because he ' s made a huge effort in paying them back . But I can ' t help feeling how I feel . <| sep |> You were definitely too good for her . Educated , smart with money , good and steady income , good values , obviously responsible and willing to marry her ? Unless there is something fundamentally wrong with you , she fuuucked up and took advantage