It ' s really not that easy though . I know deep down my consumption is out of control I take . 15 g before work and even that is a medium buzz but it ' s doesn ' t really have negative effects so I just keep getting blazed all day everyday . Always half there , half motivated , but still doing what needs to get done and on time . I am starting to get digestive pains and had scansblood work done which said nothing was wrong though . <| sep |> Are actually fucking kidding me ? 3 . 49 $. Make sure it works or something man , that price isnt logical . <| sep |> Just people I know . I don ' t get worked up over servicedelivery people . <| sep |> Great pulls , 3 n 5 in 277 is decent rate . <| sep |> My close friends are mostly married off , and some of them have already started spawning . I was talking to my dad about coming to realization that if I was going to stay in their lives , I would have to adjust the way I deal with them . They were building families , and they don ' t really need me in the same way they did before . It ' s up to me to adapt those relationships , or let them fade . I ' m fortunate in the sense that I like kids and kids like me I just don ' t want any of my own . I ' m hoping that they ' d appreciate having a third adult around who they can call for afterschool pickups or a weekend babysitting or whatever from time to time . And I ' ll need to learn how to hide my disinterest when they talk about the hilarious thing their kid just did . My dad , in a very oblique and nonconfrontational way , suggested that I may want to rethink my stance on having a family of my own . He has been awesome about not pushing , although I know he very much wants me to have a family . Not for his sake , but because he thinks I am missing out by not having one .