Ahh , the jet leg excuse . I thought NA has passed that stage . I guess I am wrong <| sep |> Yes . I always have my head in the clouds about the perfect someday daydream . Though only once in a blue moon do I actually feel the need to get away immediately . Most of the time my state is kinda where I am isn ' t bad , but I ' m working to be somewhere else eventually . However sometimes I get I need to go somewhere , anywhere else , NOW and I want to change something , no matter how small . Even if that means just going to a new store in town . The worst is when I want completely deviate from my rut . I suddenly have the urge to dye my hair purple , get a tattoo , wear black lipstick , and just stop caring altogether . <| sep |> And sometimes you put effort in and get nothing in return .