I never said it was . In fact I never said anything about deloads at all . <| sep |> Ya u know what , that ' s something I already forgot but yes I did find it at one point while googling thought about it . Thank god it ' s not as visible as actual hppd . And who knows , if I would have used more LSD I ' ve only used it 2 times so far in the past couple of months such , it could be even worse now . Obviously it ' s not the type of drug I would be taking alot often , just to open my eyes more make me believe stuff more , like it already has . But this is definitely something I need to keep in mind for the future for sure . And if I may ask , have u been using any hallucinogenic substances ever since u realized u have the potential to this disorder ? Like how have u been dealing with it u know . I ' m gonna stay away from every psychedelic now , maybe some M at the end of this year that ' s it . LSD others like it can will have to wait longer for better times . thx for answering pal