Hey dude , never give up ! You look very well put together and are definitely a strong person for sharing . I ' ve been down the darkest depression days . it ' s the last thing you want to hear , but it gets better ! !!!!! Go out for a walk , at minimum take a shower , brush your teeth and then get back in bed . Baby steps . ROCK ON ! !!!<| sep |> I ' m a very long term lurker . Keen to purchase the game before the eventual price hike when SQ 42 releases for real . I live in Australia is the cheapest way to get both SQ 42 and SC to buy a game package $ 15 for SQ 42 ? There ' s no likely chance of a cheaper bundle at the end of the anniversary sale or something ? <| sep |> Abyssal blade too , though no doubt more for me than the elite players . They did everything in their power to make it a shit flat damage item for mobile or short range ranged heroes .