Also , while we ' re at it seasons . I ' m sorry I just don ' t get the whole certain colors for certain seasons thing . <| sep |> Dude , I ' m very sorry for your loss . My mom is terminally ill right now and I ' m a bit scared for the funeral but I think it will greatly help me to go there in order to be able to get on with my life . It will probably be super religious and I ' m not but still . If you find it important that you don ' t have a funeral , perhaps find out how to put it in your will ? I don ' t know anything about you but I just wanna tell you that you may have more strength and resilience than you may think at the moment . <| sep |> Shit man . Sounds like you ' re in the Twilight Zone . <| sep |> That is a pathetic rebuttal .