Name my band pls <| sep |> If you don ' t have the quality make up for it with quantity ! <| sep |> You mean 15 ? 15 ' would be longer than your car . <| sep |> Guys who complain about the friend zone remind me of that episode of king of queens where Spencer ' s love interest zones him to the point where she gets unchanged in front of him coz she sees him like another girlfriend and he complains and de friends her . He got to see her boobes on a regular basis but that wasn ' t enough . <| sep |> Because it was funny <| sep |> But what can Schulz hope to achieve in the opposition ? I think he ' d be more useful in his function at the EU . <| sep |> I ' m so sorry your nmom guilt trips you like that ! My mom has frequently done that as well , for things like making my own decisions or daring to express my own opinion . I ' m also so sorry to hear about the breakdowns and panic attacks , unfortunately mental health issues are a common consequence of bad parenting . Are you able to get therapy ? Maybe some good books related to abusive parenting would help . I hope you eventually heal from all your pain and feel a lot better . Just because your parents fed and clothed you doesn ' t give them any right to emotionally abuse you . In fact , if they didn ' t do those things they would be breaking the law . A lot of nparents try to guilt trip their kids by saying things like that but there is FAR more to raising a child well than just material goods . And honestly , as a mom I can ' t imagine telling my children manipulative things like , I sacrificed so much for you , and look at everything you had growing up what I give them is free and unconditional , as it is supposed to be . My children are not my possessions , they are individuals and gifts from God . My job is to love them unconditionally and raise them as well as possible . You sound like an intelligent , selfaware young person full of hope and dreams I support you completely in whatever you want to accomplish in life ! And I ' m sure when the time comes , you will be an infinitely better parent to your children . I suggest greyrocking or using mediumchill with your mother as much as possible , moving further away , and focusing wholeheartedly on your own dreams . All the best with everything !