I was in counseling for severe PTSD symptoms which included really bad anxiety and panic attacks which had started to hinder so much if my life . It was becoming unmanageable and prevented me from doing so many things I had done previously . I finally gave in and saw a trauma therapist for help and within a few months she began to discuss DID with me and I just knew it fit and explained so much of why I always felt things happened in my body that I was often not in control of and why so often I could loose time and not know whowhere I was . <| sep |> Gamestop has the deluxe for $ 39 . 99 . <| sep |> I feel the same way . I ' m awful at typing on my pixel xl . <| sep |> I was thinking more of a the admin of a forum modified a post to make me seem like a child rapist and I got fired from my job kind of case . But that ' s all theoretical .