aka the last time I felt like music catered to me personally <| sep |> It was the latest version on sammobile , is there a better source ? <| sep |> Princess Otter has these as well . <| sep |> Lmao , the world is a strange place ! <| sep |> Don ' t you get that one for free when you buy the second one though ? <| sep |> Source ? Or does that word sound to much like Soros to you ? <| sep |> Sorry was half asleep and english is my second language <| sep |> Got a link to Mad Plum ? I don ' t have it on my list of plans . <| sep |> I love shoving fear aside . Knowing that something might be awful but I ' m going to do it anyways because I ' m a goddamn superhero . I love when my beloved and I are of the same mind , on the same page , and wanting the same things . I love accomplishing something well because of my skill set . I take huge amounts of pride and self worth out of my ability to handle things and do shit . I fear that I am subconsciously a bad person . Not just an asshole or a cynic , but a bad person . Sometimes I feel like I duck and roll under the thoughts and impulses of another version of me , and I try to avoid that at all costs and make up for those inclinations by being a more squishy human . I fear falling . Not afraid of heights . I fear the urge to fall from high places because sometimes it ' s just so clearly the simplest solution to every issue that I don ' t want to deal with . I fear that my relationship has run its course . We found each other when we were both longing for someone both likeminded and patient with our struggles . Now that we have settled down , I feel like I might not be necessary anymore .