thank you so much for this , seriously . I think I need to push myself more . The only thing stopping me is the fear of taking the plunge so to speak . I have things and money now and I think I just got comfortable and now I ' m afraid of the discomfort of not knowing where money is coming from . I do a lot of music outside of work hours but I think I need to focus on it full time to really get where I need to be . And that is scary . That ' s the part that messes with me . To be honest I ' m not even sure it can work . how does one make enough money to survive without having a paying job ? <| sep |> Obama doesn ' t know where his home state , one he visits frequently , is located ? Extremely credible , definitely not a cheaply edited bit of nonsense s