You shouldn ' t feel bad . You should feel extremely good actually . You should appreciate all that you have , and through empathy to others , strive to use your position of relative power to influence society to provide chances to people of misfortune . <| sep |> When I found out I may have been molested as a child . Didn ' t see that one coming . <| sep |> We ' re actually firing like 500 people . <| sep |> My father has a similar story . He worked in a factory near Atocha . He usually rode the subway back to my grandparents ' home in San Blas but that day he apparently thought that it was a nice day and walked instead . He saw that there was a lot less people than usual on the streets but thought nothing about it . When my father arrived home , my grandfather also a Republican veteran and camp survivor had not arrived yet and my grandmother was hysterical . She thought that both had been arrested or shot . She berated my father for wearing a red shirt on the street and then sat back next to the radio , just muttering not again , not again , not again . and asking where my grandfather could be . My grandfather arrived at night , several hours after the end of his shift . He said he was drinking with friends and noticed nothing .